19. Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Nineteen
K ai’s ass throbbed.
Holy hell, Nolan had worked him over in the best way. At first, it had felt weird stripping down and bending over in front of a guy he barely knew, but between all the discussions beforehand and having Sloan and Ezra at the bench right next to him, he was a lot steadier about it than expected.
Part of what helped was no sexual expectation between him and Nolan. Sure, the guy was hot, but they didn’t have the same spark that flared between him, Sloan, and Ezra, and tonight, if he wanted anyone to take him, he wanted it to be Ezra.
“Let’s join Ezra and Sloan.” Nolan gave his ass a light pat.
Kai almost jumped at the touch, first from the zing and then from surprise. Nolan had started as an acquaintance but was now wholly different in his mind. He was discovering that kink had a way of breaking down barriers, and even though nothing existed beyond comfort, he’d take that too. Over by the St. Andrew’s cross, Meg was flogging Tristan, whose head hung forward, his chest glistening with sweat. Heady cracks echoed from there but also from the other spanking bench, where Parker rained his palm down on Micah’s ass.
His skin still buzzed from the impact of Nolan’s spanking. Nolan had a different style than Ezra, a bit faster paced than methodical, and it had been enjoyable, even if Ezra’s vaulted him into a headier space quicker.
He and Nolan reached the mats where Ezra and Sloan waited, Sloan already on his knees.
“All right.” Ezra looked straight at Kai. “Kneel for me.”
The command in his voice sent a shiver down Kai’s spine. All this might be new to him, but following Ezra’s direction was the easiest thing in the world. For a few blessed moments, he handed over the stress that had been plaguing him for too long.
“Yes, Sir.” He lowered to join Sloan. Both of them were stripped down while Nolan and Ezra were clothed. Ngh. Sloan’s skin was flushed in spots from the wax, but he looked like utter perfection. His cock jutted out, a bead of liquid at the tip that Kai wanted to lick up. He’d had a semi during the impact play with Nolan, but now that he sidled next to Sloan, a heady attraction rushed over him.
“Good boy.” Ezra stepped behind him, placing his hands on Kai’s shoulders. Electricity flickered through his veins, and his cock plumped up. And those words . Fuuuuck.
“Okay, now.” Nolan ran his fingers through Sloan’s hair with an ease that spoke of familiarity. “Let’s get you boys nice and cozy with each other.” He directed Sloan forward .
Sloan’s eyes met Kai’s, and rather than the flirty quip he expected, Sloan smiled, a serenity on his features that wrapped around Kai’s heart and squeezed. Fuck, he was gorgeous. Like this, Sloan needed the direction. Kai closed the distance between them until he kneeled face-to-face with Sloan, a mere inch away, the heat from their bodies creating an inferno.
Fuck it.
Kai clasped Sloan’s cheek and leaned in to press his lips to his. Sloan moaned as he melted into the kiss. The touch shot pure adrenaline through Kai, and the sweet taste of him, the scent of his cologne elevated him higher. His cock was fully hard, and the rest of the room blended into the background as he lost himself in the kiss.
“Your boys are gorgeous, Ezra,” Nolan said from behind them.
A thrill rippled through Kai’s spine at the term. Nothing he would’ve ever expected to enjoy, but he discovered new parts of himself every day, and the thrill was unparalleled. When he’d first gotten diagnosed with lupus, it felt like bit by bit, the illness was taking away pieces of who he’d been back in Collier’s Creek.
But this discovery? It allowed him to build anew, and he knew how precious that was.
“I’ve got the bondage tape,” Ezra said.
Kai took the lead in the kiss with Sloan, loving the way, even when he was the sub, how Sloan surrendered to him. While he enjoyed having Ezra in charge, some part of him would be dissatisfied with just one side of the dynamic.
He moved a little closer, and their cocks brushed against each other. Pleasure shot through him, and Sloan shuddered against him. The sensation from a mere touch was so strong, and with where they were heading, there’d be a lot more of that.
The more Sloan’s lush mouth was on his, the more the nerves he’d been feeling over bottoming for the first time receded. Having Sloan with him, doing this side by side somehow made those vanish. And knowing Ezra would be taking him settled the remainder.
“We’re going to bind you together now, so stay on your knees,” Nolan said. “Wrap your arms around each other.”
Sloan complied first, wrapping his arms around Kai’s waist, and Kai clutched him back. The distance between them closed to nothing as their chests pressed together, their cocks sandwiched in the middle. Kai’s mind dizzied at the rush of endorphins. Fucking hell, he was going to combust.
The impact might’ve gotten him turned on and fuzzy, but this was beyond his greatest fantasies. His brain checked out, and his libido took over. Kai nipped at Sloan’s lower lip, and Sloan let out a pretty little moan.
“Glad I’m tied to you,” he whispered against his mouth.
“Likewise.”
Nolan crouched and wound the bright red bondage tape around them. When the bands tightened around his body, the fuzziness grew stronger. Holy fuck.
“You both are doing so good.” Ezra stood next to them and ran his fingers through their hair. A shiver ran down Kai’s spine. His cock dripped pre-cum, which smeared on him and Sloan, and the feel of Sloan’s length against him was turning him on to the point of agony. And they weren’t even getting fucked yet. It didn’t hurt that his ass felt hot still from the impact play, and the whole session had placed him in such a dreamy headspace.
“We’re going to check in on circulation during.” Nolan gave the completed band of red tape around them a light tug. “But it’s not on there too tight, so hopefully, we’ ll be in the clear.”
Relief washed through Kai. He trusted Ezra, but knowing Nolan was just as aware helped him let go of the reins.
He leaned in and pressed another kiss against Sloan’s lips. The feel of those lush lips combined with Ezra’s fingers carding through his hair, all of which sent him soaring. His skin felt so sensitized, like the slightest touch would light him on fire. Ezra gripped him by the nape roughly, and his eyes rolled back in his head.
“Ngh.”
“Like that, pretty boy?” Ezra asked, his tone low and dulcet.
“Too much.”
“God, you’re sexy,” Sloan murmured and pressed idle kisses along Kai’s neck. Kai tilted his head back in surrender as sheer pleasure dripped right through him.
“You’re one to talk,” Kai said, a little hoarse from the lust.
“I think we’ve had enough talk,” Nolan said with a wicked grin. Kai’s throat bobbed with his swallow. Sloan looked up at Nolan, his blue eyes shining and full of trust. “Someone has a slutty hole that needs to be wrecked.”
Sloan bit his lower lip, a feverish glaze to his features.
A tap against Kai’s crack had him almost jumping up, but he had nowhere to go.
“And someone has a virgin hole that needs to be broken in,” Ezra whispered into his ear. A shiver coursed through him. Holy hell, he was going to combust. “Going to let me in there, sweetheart?”
“Yes, Sir.”
If he didn’t come first. A squirt sounded behind him, and a second later, Ezra glided his slick finger between Kai’s cheeks. He felt stripped down in a way he never had before, even while naked. Sloan nipped at his neck, which sent another burst of pleasure rippling through him .
Nolan positioned himself behind Sloan, stark naked. When he’d ditched his clothes, Kai had no idea. “While Ezra works Kai open, let me slide right in.” Nolan’s dark eyes twinkled, a few strands of his green hair drifting over his forehead. “Someone needs to be filled, doesn’t he?”
“Oh god,” Sloan gasped.
Fuck. That was too hot. Before Kai could focus any more on them, Ezra’s finger rubbed against his hole. It felt different, but…a zing flared through him.
“Deep breath in.” Ezra applied more pressure against his hole. “And breathe out.”
The second he exhaled, Ezra pushed in farther. A flush rippled through Kai. Holy shit, Ezra’s finger had slipped inside him. The sensation was odd but not bad and didn’t hurt more than he normally handled.
“More,” he said.
“Good boy.” Ezra slid his finger in deeper, deeper, deeper, and the pressure was all Kai could focus on. Ezra pumped in and out of him in slow strokes that grew easier with each pass.
Then Ezra thrust his finger in and crooked it.
Pleasure burst through him with a white-hot intensity he’d never experienced. Kai gasped. “Oh fuck.”
“Welcome to the prostate, sweetness.” Ezra nipped at Kai’s ear, and another zing traveled through him.
Sloan rocked against him, sending them both moving, but Ezra adjusted, following with his strokes. Nolan slid right up behind Sloan, his hands on his hips. He was paler and had some tattoos that hadn’t been visible before, but they made a gorgeous sight moving together. As Ezra continued to thrust his—fingers?—into him, he gasped for breath. His whole body was one taut string begging to be plucked .
“Going to take my cock, sweetheart?” Ezra asked.
“Please.” Kai wanted to feel Ezra inside him. God, he wanted to be filled so badly. He wanted Ezra to slam into his body, to rock against Sloan, their bodies rubbing against each other. The desperation grew, grew, grew until he panted, digging his nails into Sloan’s skin.
Sloan moaned again, long and loud, as Nolan rocked them forward. They brushed together, and his cock slid up Sloan’s hot, silken torso. Holy fuck, he might come just from this.
A hum sounded from behind him, and Ezra gripped his hip tight with one hand. Then the blunt tip of his cock nudged against Kai’s hole. Sweat prickled along his forehead.
“Bear down.” Ezra inched his cock inside him, and Kai followed. This was more stretch than the fingers that had been inside him, and the burn—fuck, his breath hitched. If his cock hadn’t been rubbing against Sloan’s silken, sweaty torso with every slow rock from them, it might’ve deflated at the sting. But Sloan’s hot body pressed against his kept him tethered in the moment.
“Okay?” Ezra asked as he continued his forward movement.
“Yeah,” Kai answered through gritted his teeth. Ezra pushed in farther until he sank in all the way. His legs brushed against Kai’s, and a zing traveled through him. Even though Nolan continued to fuck into Sloan, he moved nice and slow.
“You’re such a good, good boy,” Ezra murmured in his ear as he pulled back. Joy burst inside him from the praise as he adjusted to Ezra being fully inside him. The girth stretched him open and filled him. Fuck, he’d never experienced anything like this before. When Ezra pulled back and thrust in again, the breath rushed out of Kai. “Now hold tight as I fuck you into Sloan.”
Kai’s eyes rolled back, and heat rushed through him in a fiery sweep .
As if a starter’s pistol had fired, the moment Ezra thrust into him, Nolan picked up the pace as well. They fucked in tandem, finding a smooth flow all too quickly. With Ezra pressing into Kai’s back and the way he was tied to Sloan, the feel of both hard bodies rubbing against him launched him into the stratosphere. His cock brushed against Sloan’s stomach, leaving a sticky trail with each rock forward.
The more Ezra fucked into him, the smoother the glide became until the burn dissipated completely. In its place came…pure bliss. God, it felt so good he could scream. Ezra’s hands on him were sure and steady, and Sloan’s wrapped around his waist grounded him even more. The pressure of the bondage tape keeping them together formed an ever-present reminder they were just fucktoys to be used. That thrill rose in his mind, thumping there evenly.
Ezra sank in again, and this time his cock hit Kai’s prostate. Pleasure flared hard through him, and a desperate keen escaped his lips.
Sweat burst on his forehead. He drank in the mingled scents of leather and sex around him, tilted his head back, and surrendered to the way Nolan and Ezra rocked him and Sloan back and forth. His knees bit into the exercise mat, but the slight ache was worth the bliss coursing through his veins.
“Look at these slutty boys,” Ezra purred. “Such good little holes to fuck.”
Heat rushed through Kai in a fierce torrent. Like this, he was just an object for Ezra’s pleasure, which turned him on beyond measure. Having Ezra call the shots, placing himself in his care, was a revelation he still hadn’t tired of, just like the joy bursting through him at domming for Sloan. His balls ached for release, even though he didn’t want this to end. Each time Ezra thrust inside him, his motions deliberate and sure, the bliss that flooded through him was an addiction .
Sloan gripped him tight and let out a sexy whine. Kai didn’t try to hold himself up but sagged against Sloan’s body as if they could meld into one. The feel of their sweat-slicked skin sliding against each other, his cock rubbing against all that heat—fuck, he was going to come.
“Tell me when you’re close.” Nolan weaved his fingers through Sloan’s hair to draw his head back. “Can’t have you coming before we do.”
“That goes for you too, sweetheart.” Ezra squeezed Kai’s hip.
“Mmm,” he forced out, unable to manage actual words.
Each thrust was electric, each collision ecstasy.
The heat in the room multiplied a thousandfold, and he closed his eyes, surrendering to sensation alone. To the feel of Ezra’s cock stretching him, filling him. To the feel of Sloan’s hot body wrapped around his. To the feel of them rocking back and forth like magnets, drawn from one side to the other.
Ezra’s hot breaths puffed against his ear while Sloan’s hot breaths caressed his face. He panted. His balls ached fiercely with the need to come. Fuck. He was about to detonate.
“I’m going to come.” His cock slid against Sloan’s sweat-slicked skin. The slight pressure of the bands elevated him even further, emphasizing his helplessness.
“Hold on a little longer,” Ezra said, his voice steel.
The tempo shifted.
No longer were their movements slow and languorous.
Instead, he and Sloan were a boat tossed into the tempest of a force beyond them, and they crashed against each other again and again and again. Ezra snapped his hips forward, harsh enough to leave a sting, but Kai craved it. He wanted to be branded by this man, to have those reminders emblazoned on his body, his soul .
Sloan’s moans formed the sweetest melody, and he couldn’t restrain his own.
All he could do was swallow them up as he kissed Sloan. Their tongues slid together, their mouths bumping with the ferocious pace both their Doms set. Yet the world could burn around him, and he wouldn’t want to stop this.
Nothing could derail him in this moment.
Sloan panted into his mouth, and the electricity that crackled from their connection, from the way their cocks kept gliding between their bodies, was sending him closer to the edge.
Kai pulled back to beg. “Please.”
Sparks rushed through him from Ezra’s fast and hard thrusts. Each smack against his cheeks also reminded him of how sensitive his cheeks were after the thorough paddling he’d received.
“Mmmm, fuck,” Nolan moaned, the words piercing through the haze.
Ezra let out a near-feral sound and sank his nails into his hip with a bite as he locked up behind him.
It gave him a little space to catch his breath, if for a moment.
However, when Ezra sagged against his back, the stickiness of his sweaty skin gluing them together, he thrust again. He and Sloan rocked along with the movement. His cock positively ached, and the need to come grew so intense he could feel it winding through his entire body.
Nolan started up too, albeit slower, as if he was riding out what remained, but the motion increased the tension and created a rhythm as he and Sloan rubbed against each other again. Sweat trickled down his back, his chest, and his balls ached with need. Fuck, he was so close. So damn close. Sloan’s moans grew louder as if he neared the brink too.
“Sloan. Kai,” Ezra said. The command in his tone burrowed right into Kai’s chest. And the only thing in this existence he wanted was to follow it. “Come for me.”
He continued to rock them together, almost against Nolan, who’d slowed.
Except this time, Kai wasn’t gritting his teeth, trying to restrain himself.
No, when his cock brushed up against Sloan’s torso and his balls drew up, he let go…and soared.
Kai’s cum shot out, spurting between their bodies. The pleasure crashing over him was so blinding he blanked out entirely. He floated, suspended in the moment, coasting on these sensations for as long as possible. This was the culmination of not just a desperate need for release but also all the tension, the nerves, and the worries going into the night. This collision was everything he and Sloan and Ezra had shared in such a short time, and he’d never been vaulted higher.
“Oh fuck,” Sloan gasped. Warm wetness splashed between them as Sloan came, and a shiver rolled down Kai’s spine. It was a claiming he adored, one he’d never expected to find as hot as he did. Sloan tipped his sweat-soaked forehead against Kai’s, and they shared ragged breaths for a few moments, their mingled cum dripping down their chests. The room swirled around him as he settled into his body. As his heart beat in time with Sloan’s. As Ezra pressed against his back, stilled at last.
“Damn, I almost don’t want to unbind you,” Nolan said. “You boys look too pretty like that.”
Kai glanced up, and Nolan gave him a wink. Warmth coursed through him, a deep-rooted comfort he’d never thought he would find in a situation like this.
Ezra pressed a tender kiss to the side of his neck and then cupped Sloan’s cheek. “You both were so good for me.” The deep gravel to his voice just about undid Kai, and Sloan’s blissed-out smile in response hit him square in the chest. God, he was in over his head with these men. The cum had cooled on his chest, creating a sticky mess, but he was still bound to Sloan and didn’t have it in him to move anyway.
“All right.” Nolan slipped out of Sloan, who let out a groan. He ruffled his hair, and Sloan passed him an affectionate look. “I can help with aftercare, but I’m getting some vibes you’d rather tackle that yourself?” His question was directed at Ezra, who must’ve nodded because Nolan grinned. “Anytime you boys want to play, tap me in.”
Ezra slowly slid out of Kai, and a gasp left him from the shock of sensation as well as the emptiness that followed. Normally, after sex, he could jump up and orient himself, but right now, he felt…a little off. Spacey, maybe, but not only was he moving slower from the force of his orgasm and the dropped adrenaline, but his nerve pain had also started to creep in, same as the fatigue.
He opened his mouth, then shut it again.
“What’s going on?” Ezra asked. He kneeled beside him, sliding the straps of the harness down his legs, his cock glistening from the lube. His bottom growth was flushed and glistening as well, and the urge to lean in and taste struck him in a visceral way.
“Uh.” Kai gathered the words that were nebulous mush in his brain. “My body’s crashing a bit.”
Ezra pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “Good boy. Thank you for telling me.”
His cheeks flushed at those words and the realization of just how much he liked them .
“We can go home to my place.” Sloan rested his head on Kai’s shoulder. The weight felt right, natural, and Kai’s chest squeezed tight. “Unwind there.”
“Sounds perfect.” Ezra undid the bondage tape in a few quick movements. “I’ll clean the two of you up, and we’ll head out.”
Kai nodded. His fatigue set in like a cloudy day, smothering and ever-present, combating the nerve pain prickling at his joints, needling them. Except this time, he wouldn’t be in his bed alone dealing with it.
And that was something worth holding on to.