Chapter 25
Leo
“What the fuck am I doing?”
I stare down at my phone, typing then deleting, then typing again, only to delete every single word I just wrote.
Ever since Nash and I got the message that we were being blackmailed, I’ve been in a living nightmare. Nash is panicking, and I wish that I could ease his fears, but I can’t. I know how bad this could go for both of us.
I wrote a post on my social media page, coming out as gay, but I can’t seem to find the courage to post it.
For me, it might release some of the tension I feel, but what about Nash? He doesn’t want the world to know he’s gay.
He doesn’t want the world to know about us.
I wish that we could be together and open to the world.
However, it’s just not our reality.
If I made this post, Nash might never forgive me.
I can’t risk losing him.