Chapter 36
Chapter Thirty-Six
OLIVIA
Time has lost all meaning. I have no idea how many days I’ve been in heat.
It’s all a blur of pain and pleasure, pheromones, slick, and so much cum.
My body aches in the most delicious ways, but the dull throb of emptiness when my alphas aren’t knotting me, the sharp sting of pain when my heat spikes, still consumes me.
Everything about going through a heat is vulnerable.
My mind isn’t entirely my own, my body has needs only an alpha, or my beta and his toys, can satiate.
I’m at their mercy, and I can’t imagine going through this with anyone else.
Even the thought of being in this position with one of the packs my mother would have chosen for me makes me shudder.
My beta and alphas have treasured me, taken care of me, and fucked me exactly how I needed them to.
I’m so lucky, and I want nothing more than for this to be permanent.
Tipping my chin up, I gaze at Hayes. He’s sitting in the nest, his back against the headboard, with me in his lap.
My naked back is curled into his bare chest, and his fingers trail soothingly up and down my arms. He’s so beautiful.
Strong and steady, gruff and gentle. His normally clean-shaven jaw has days’ worth of growth, and I find I like it this way.
When he notices me staring at him, he smiles gently. “You okay, vixen?”
My heartbeat speeds up and my stomach does a little flip. When I open my mouth to reply, nothing comes out.
“Vixen?” Hayes's brow furrows in a frown.
“Why haven’t you marked me?” The words tumble from my lips before I can hold them back. I didn’t mean to say it. We talked about an official marking before my heat hit, and they’d seemed so sure and excited.
But my skin is unmarred. Well, mostly.
Hayes clears his throat, his fingers stilling before his thick arms wrap around my front, pinning me to his chest. The rest of the guys were chatting quietly among themselves, but now the nest is utterly silent.
“Did you change your minds? Do you not want to mark me?” All the hormones that have been flooding my system for days have left me raw and emotional. Tears pool unbidden in my eyes, and I struggle to free my arm from Hayes's grip so I can dash them away.
“Oh, sweetness, yes. Of course we want to mark you,” Wilder purrs.
He reaches out to stroke my cheek, wiping away a lone tear, before pressing his forehead to mine.
“But you’ve been in the throes of your heat.
And only assholes would ask to mark you at the height of that when you’re not fully lucid. ”
“I’m lucid now,” I state.
Hayes chuckles beneath me. “You are definitely lucid now.”
Sawyer kneels in front of me, Liam moving in next to him. I’m surrounded on all sides by my beta and my alphas, and despite the fact that each of them looks at me hungrily, like I’m prey and they’re ready to pounce, I’ve never felt safer or happier. Well, I’d be happier if they’d claim me, already.
“Baby, we want nothing more than to claim you and make you ours,” Sawyer says, taking my hands. “Will you let us mark you now? Show the world that you belong to us?”
I look at each of my men in turn and see the same look of want and determination Sawyer wears on each of them, and the part of me that worried they were rejecting me finally inhales with relief. Their desire is obvious, and I squirm in Hayes's lap, my own desire rising in response.
“Yes,” I breathe. “Mark me. I don’t want to wait anymore.”
“You sure, gorgeous?” Liam runs the back of a finger up the inside of my thighs. “Once we do this, there’s no going back.”
“I don’t want to go back,” I tell him as my heat spikes and a cramp has me gasping. The scent of my need is sharp in the air, and all four of my men stare at me hungrily.
Hayes rumbles beneath me. “Our omega needs us.” His nose skims up the side of my neck. “You’re gonna take all of us this time, vixen. And we’re going to mark you. Gonna claim you so everyone can see. Gonna fill up every single one of your holes.”
Oh, God.
Heat, blazing and consuming, tears through my body, and all I can do is mewl out a ragged plea for relief.
“Don’t worry, vixen. We’re gonna fill you up.
Give you what you need.” Hayes pushes two fingers into my empty, needy pussy.
“Wild, on your back. You’re going to knot our omega’s pussy while I fill her ass.
Sawyer and Liam, you're going to take turns fucking her mouth. We’re going to see exactly how much our omega can take before we mark her pretty skin. ”
A shiver pulses through me at my alpha’s words. I want everything he’s saying, even though part of me is worried it will be too much. But I trust these men implicitly. With my body, my heart, my life.
I watch with lust-filled eyes when Wilder flips onto his back as his twin’s fingers pump in and out of me with one hand while he squeezes my breast with the other.
Once Wild is positioned, Hayes pulls his fingers free, leaving me empty.
I whine at the loss, even though I know I won’t be wanting for long.
And then I’m being lifted and positioned over Wilder as if I weigh nothing. I barely have time to squeak out a startled protest before I’m being pushed down Wild’s thick length.
“Fuuuck,” Liam curses. He watches Wilder stretch me.
Wild’s eyelashes flutter closed as he groans. His fingers find my hips and grip tightly.
“Sawyer, hand me the lube,” Hayes demands, his voice low and gravelly.
There’s a rustle of movement, but I can’t focus on anything outside of Wild’s cock stretching my pussy, the heat and need building in my body, and the hands stroking across my sweaty flesh, pinning my chest to Wilder’s.
Then the sound of a cap popping open and the feel of cold liquid coating my asshole narrows my focus.
“You’re going to take me here,” Hayes rumbles, his body bent over mine. He runs a finger around the bud of my ass before pressing slowly inside. He chuckles when I let out a gasp. “Feels good, vixen?”
All I can do is nod as I breathe through the intrusion of one finger, then two.
“It’s going to be a lot, but you can take it.
Your body was made to be filled with alpha knots, wasn’t it, omega?
Even if it hurts a little, it’s going to hurt so good.
” More lube trickles over my asshole as Hayes adds another finger.
It burns for a moment as he stretches me, but the pain quickly fades to pleasure as I squirm between the twins.
Wilder’s hands on my hips keep me from moving the way I need to, keep me from seeking the release I so desperately need. He fucks me in short, shallow strokes. It’s not enough.
“Look at how eager you are,” Hayes purrs as he works his fingers in and out of my ass. “She’s whining for my cock, brother.”
Wilder grins, his attention shifting from my face to his twin’s behind me. “Then you better give our omega what she needs.”
I barely have time to register the sound of more lube being squirted onto something that isn’t my skin before the crown of Hayes's dick is pressed to my backside. His fingers dig into my ass, spreading me for him, as the head of his cock begins to breach my body.
Slick drips from my cunt, my body ready to be filled, even while the last remnants of my logical mind scream that this will be too much, that I’ll never be able to take both of them at the same time.
But my logical mind is quickly overpowered by the sheer need of my heat, the biological urge to be fucked and filled by my alphas.
To submit to their desires. To please them.
“Good, omega,” Hayes praises, the warmth of his breath tickling my ear. “So.” He grunts, “Fucking. Good.”
My nails dig into Wilder’s shoulders as his twin’s cock fills me. Wild groans, his fingers tightening on my hips as he pushes me down and holds me in place. He continues to buck up into me in short, controlled bursts, working his knot deep in my pussy as Hayes does the same in my ass.
It’s too much. I’ve never been so full. I’ve never been stretched so tight.
Then their knots begin to inflate.
A high-pitched keening sound fills the nest as Wilder’s knot inflates in my core while Hayes's knot stretches my ass. It takes me a moment to realize the source of the noise is me.
“Shhh, omega.” Wilder strokes my back as Sawyer and Liam run their hands over my shoulders, my face, and my breasts. “Just relax. I know it’s a lot. Give your body a minute to adjust. Breathe, baby.”
I try, I really do, but the air escapes my lungs in quick, shallow pants. It’s too much. But it’s also not nearly enough.
“Move,” I demand as my inner walls flutter. “Please, please, alphas. Move.”
Hayes wraps his fist around my braid at the base of my skull and gently tugs my head back, arching my back and pushing my breasts out and into his twin’s face. “You’ll take what we give you, omega.”
A whine tears out of my throat. Sawyer curses.
“Come on, Hayes, look at how needy our omega is. We can’t deny her. She wants us to fuck her.” Wilder leans in and rolls his tongue around my nipple.
“Oh, we’re going to fuck her. Sawyer, Liam, kneel by her head.
Our omega is going to take turns sucking you off.
” Hayes doesn’t release his grip on my hair, turning my head to the side to watch as Liam crawls into position and fists his dick before forcing my head to turn and find Sawyer in the same position on my other side.
My mouth waters at the sight of them, and Sawyer purrs when my tongue darts out to lick my lips.
“Open up, vixen. Sawyer’s going to fuck that pretty mouth of yours.”
I don’t hesitate to follow Hayes's order.
The salty taste of Sawyer fills my mouth as his fingers wrap around the base of my head.
Not wanting Liam to be left out, I reach for him.
As soon as my fingers wrap around his hard dick, they begin to move and my mind goes blank.
Nothing exists outside of the men surrounding me.