Chapter 30
Chapter Thirty
ANNIKA
This is different.
Those three words go almost as deep as Peri’s cock inside me. It is different. It feels different. The way he looks at me. The way he kisses me. His hands being aggressive like always but with a different kind of touch. He holds my hips firmly and lifts and lowers me on his cock. Taking and using my body for his own pleasure.
I lean back a little bit and remove my hands from his shirt and cup my own breasts.
“Am I allowed to do this?” I purr.
Peri grits his teeth and curls his lip.
I’m obeying everything he’s asked of me. My body is his. I will ask for permission to touch myself.
“Feed me,” he growls.
My teeth chatter and I lean closer to his mouth. My left hand reaches out and touches the wall. My right hand cups my right breast and I offer it to Peri.
I… feed him…
His mouth is mean, grabbing and pulling, his teeth purposely biting at my nipple almost right away, making me cry out. He then takes my entire breast into his mouth. My right hand hits the wall too. I arch my lower back just enough, thrust my chest into Peri’s face, and I am officially all his.
He’s fucking me. Hard. He’s sucking my breast. Hard. I’m clawing at the bedroom wall behind my bed. Hard.
When Peri’s mouth pulls free, he grunts. His hands move up my body, over my breasts for a second, going for my throat. That’s where his hands rest and hold.
I look at him. The eyes of the man who has destroyed my life. Truths hurt. Truths destroy. And Peri owns everything. He’s taken. He’s given. And he’s shared part of himself with me.
I groan and take a chance as I drive my hips down and hold there. Peri hisses. Someone hurt Peri. Used him. Someone fucked the sensibility out of Peri.
“I’m a murderer,” he suddenly speaks. “I kill when told. That’s what we do. It’s the secrecy of the Legion and all the broods . The world you know doesn’t exist. The laws you believe in aren’t real. I’m using you for redemption, Annika.”
I open my mouth to respond but Peri moves his right hand over my mouth. I’m not allowed to speak. He doesn’t want me to reply.
I feel his thick cock throbbing inside my body. He wants to fuck me some more but he’s waiting. Because I stopped him.
“All I know is to kill,” Peri growls. “Just like I’ve killed you, Annika. Either way you were going to die. If I let you go, you would have been killed. If I killed you…” He growls. “So I ended your life with truth. Now you should know the reason why I did it.”
I purr and nod. I want to talk but I can’t.
And Peri’s cock is so… good . Even when he’s not actively fucking me, I’m still feeling a lot. He’s inside me. My body is engaged. I’m stretched . Every time I breath and every heartbeat makes my body move just enough that signals are scattering all around.
My inner thighs start to shake. My toes curl. Telling myself not to come is only making me want to come more.
Fuck.
My entire body starts to shake. I can’t help it…
I blink fast.
My life is ruined. My life is over. Everything is a fucking disaster of lies and truths waging a massive war. And all I have right now is the evil stare from Peri’s eyes looking back at me and the massive size of his cock inside me.
I can feel pleasure. I can feel love.
“You’re starting to orgasm right now, doll,” he says.
I nod fast. He moves his hand away from my mouth and I whimper.
“I’m sorry,” I groan. “I can’t help it.”
A squeal escapes my mouth as the feeling takes over and officially wins. I hit orgasmic bliss without Peri actually fucking me. Just the presence of his fullness inside me, invading me, is enough. Or maybe it’s the darkness that accompanies him. The violence. The…
I cry out as the pleasure moves in waves. My hips rock and I want so desperate for Peri to fuck me. I feel myself spilling all over him. The dam broken wide open, spilling all over his cock.
His hands grab the back of my neck and my hair. He pulls me closer to him, our noses touching. I gasp.
“You’re coming all over my cock, doll. Spilling that warm honey. You’re in love with me too, right? Want to know the man you love? The real reason why I didn’t kill you? It’s because I’m using you for redemption. What the fuck does that mean?”
He grits his teeth and his eyes grow bigger. He looks like a fucking psychopath. It makes me come harder.
What is wrong with me?
My entire body throbs. This is the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had in my life. There are stars dancing in front of my eyes. I feel like my soul is about to climb from my body and rise up to the heavens and rest there for a little while.
I feel the devil’s hand upon my neck, bringing me back down to reality. Peri’s grip is fierce, commanding, and he has garnered every ounce of my attention.
“I saved you to make up for what I did,” he growls at me. “I killed an innocent woman and her son.”
Peri pulls me toward him for a kiss as my body starts to run cold. His hands move down to my hips and under to my ass. I’ve soaked myself to the point where my skin is slippery.
Peri lifts me up and tosses me off his cock as though I’m used up and he’s done with me. He moves to exit the bed and I leap for him.
I grab his right leg and watch as his impossibly hard cock stands so tall and beautiful, glistening with my cum.
“Please,” I beg him.
“Please, what?” Peri growls. “I’ve just ruined your fucking life again.”
“Tell me everything,” I whisper, feeling breathless.
Peri looks at me. He curls his lip.
I need to know. I have to know. I mean, I’ve known from the second I met him that Peri was an absolute psychopath. A violent man. A murderous man. Evil. Pure fucking evil.
“Fuck,” Peri whispers.
For a split second I detect vulnerability.
He then grabs my hair and makes me open my mouth so he can spit into it.
* * *
“You’ll never know the actual truths of the whole thing,” he says in some vague sentence. “I’m sure you can understand that.”
“I guess,” I whisper.
I’m face down on the bed, naked. Peri has his legs off the bed, back slightly toward me, his cock thick and erect, waiting for more attention.
“There’s power nobody can comprehend. Power. Control. Money. Much higher up than what you see in society. Everything in society is all designed the way it is. There are those who have a sense of power and those who crave it. It’s this war that keeps things moving. Where the fuck do I fit in? I don’t know, doll. What I do know is when orders are given, that’s where I step in. I handle things. That’s my job.”
He’s silent for a few seconds.
“I knew she had to die,” he says. “There was no escaping the fate that awaited her. She chose a man who defied the Legion . We all bear the scars of decisions, big and small. What I didn’t know was that there would be a kid involved. I knew nothing about this kid. Even if I had known…” He looks back at me. “What would have changed? The orders were given, Annika. Fates sealed. Decisions made. It was already over. I was serving a punishment for a defiance that technically wasn’t mine. Sometimes that’s how it goes. I’m not complaining. I did what I had to do. But something inside me broke. Something changed. Then I met you, doll. Well, not met . You fucking stumbled across me handling some Legion business. Instantly you should have been killed. I’ve been defying the Legion for you from the moment I saw you. I guess in some fucked up way it worked out.”
I take it all in.
He’s not just a killer . He’s a… killer. Like…
“I had no choice,” Peri continues. “Do the job or I’m the one getting killed. Do what needs to be done. For the Legion . For the bigger picture. It’s what I’m here for. I’m not here to learn and get a job and worry about a fucking retirement account. That’s not me, Annika. I’m not here to have a family or plan a vacation.”
“But you feel something over it,” I whisper.
“Fuck what I feel.”
“You saved me. You found out the truth. I didn’t run and hide and accuse you of lying to me, Perilous .”
My heart races. I can’t believe this moment between us. A part of me feels like I should be protecting him now. Protecting him from whatever he’s thinking and feeling. It’s so raw and so… perfect.
“Don’t you get what I’m telling you?” Peri growls. “I only saved you and kept you alive as a way to say fuck you to Luc. I only claimed you to say fuck you louder. That’s it. That’s fucking it!”
He grabs my hair and curls his lip again.
I don’t believe him. Not for a second. I inch forward on the bed and reach for his cock. As soon as my right hand tries to wrap around his thick root, he throbs.
I move my mouth over him, tasting my own cum that’s still lathered onto him. I take him into my mouth and groan. There is a voice inside my head screaming at me for doing this. I can’t help myself. I want him. I need him. Every flaw and evil ounce of him makes him more human to me.
Peri groans, tightens his grip on my hair and pulls my mouth from his cock.
My mouth is still open, my tongue and throat still working, thinking his cock is inside. I probably look like a fish ripped from a body of water.
His left hand wraps around my throat while his right hand travels from my hair down to my ass. His fingers dig and pull and it doesn’t take a brain surgeon to know what Peri wants.
He wants me.
He wants my pussy again.
He wants his cock inside my body.
I move fast, climbing up toward him as he inches back on the bed. He sits up straight and I throw my body at him, reaching between my legs, feeling his throbbing cock, guiding him toward me.
As I lower down and feel him opening me, I cry out and realize that I’ve been dangling at the pinnacle of a second orgasm this entire time. I can’t explain myself right now or the actions of my body.
I can’t stop thinking about how awful of a person Peri is, yet at the same time how badly I’m craving him. Not just for the way he fucks me and pushes me beyond boundaries that I never knew I had. I love him. I truly love him and I can’t—
Peri lets out a howling sound and throws himself forward at me. His body hits mine so hard I’m short of breath for a moment. I almost feel like I’m being thrown off the bed but I’m not. I’m being thrown down to the bed.
Hard.
Peri is then on top of me, thrusting his hips down, plunging his cock deep inside me once again. And not just plunging but fucking. His body slamming against mine with such force that I can’t help but cry out.
He’s smothering me. On top of me. Inside of me. He’s everything all at once. Fucking in a way I’ve never felt before.
I grab for the back of his shirt but his muscles are engaged and it’s like trying to touch cloth over stone. He grunts and wiggles. He doesn’t want me to touch him.
I want to scream for more but my voice is kidnapped by the pleasure.
He thickens. His cock somehow gets bigger. His lips brush against mine and he growls as though the move is regrettable.
I open my mouth and am desperate to find the words I think he needs to hear. There are no words.
Peri thrusts forward and my eyes widened at the realization that he’s out of time to do his normal move of pulling out of me and painting me with his warm cum. My jaw quivers as he holds in place and I feel the pulsing rush of his orgasm.
Inside me.
I manage to cry out and I grab for the sheets on the bed, holding tight. He’s so big, full, throbbing, now depositing himself into me. Sort of like the one thing he considers taboo.
Grunting with each surge of his cock. And each time I cry out, louder than the previous. My body is left in a tattooed state of orgasmic emotion. And only one thought comes to me clearly.
Peri… loves me.