16. Burton
CHAPTER 16
BURTON
The moment we stepped into our bedroom, we shed our clothes and shut the outside world away.
“On your hands and knees, please, lover,” Phoenix whispered.
Luka gave him a kiss before he gripped the base of his cock hard as he positioned himself in the middle of the bed, not knowing what our man wanted, but willing to give him everything.
We’d taken the day off, filing the paperwork with the courts for all three of us to change our surnames. We’d decided on Phoenix’s original idea of Kavka-Horváth.
Until we handed over the paperwork and were told the court clerk would contact us if we needed to be in attendance in court where a judge would review and approve the change, the early morning discussion seemed interchangeable with a distant fantasy in my mind.
Although the commitment we made strengthened with each passing day, there was something about meeting with our attorney and accountant, filling out legal forms; well, not me so much as Luka and Phoenix, and submitting it to the state which made the reality of our relationship solidify that much more.
When Phoenix moved into the house and allowed both of us to care about his well-being, Luka let down his guard. Not enough to let go of all his worry, but enough to take a breath once in a while. It took bringing Phoenix into our lives to admit that I lost my heart to my best friend ages ago.
And Phoenix, the minute I spotted him in the bakery with his shy smile, rushing about with happiness radiating from him, changed my life for the better. But all three of us, even steadfast at the thought of forever, couldn’t keep the thrill of the day from pouring out the moment we locked the front door behind us.
Luka’s low, deep groan shook me out of my thoughts and when I glanced up, I choked on my tongue as my entire body throbbed. But instead of worrying about me, Phoenix kneeled on the bed behind Luka, and without fanfare, swept his tongue along his taint and up toward his pulsing hole, swirling the tip along his entrance, before puckering up and giving it a tiny kiss.
It never occurred to me before I fantasized about Phoenix and all the ways Luka and I could take him apart, how much I would come to enjoy sex with a man. Not only sex, but everything we’ve experienced since we became a threesome.
For the two short months where Luka and I fucked in college, it was only that. There was no real intimacy, but because we were horny young adults with an insatiable need to fuck, whenever the mood would strike, Luka prepared himself and I sank into him, both of us getting into the sensations.
There wasn’t foreplay or even kissing between us. So I blew long before he claimed satisfaction from me. I watched as he stroked himself off, but I never touched his cock.
Hell, I never even offered.
When I thought about that time in our lives, my stomach churned in discomfort at how I treated him back then.
But in the months we observed Phoenix, waiting for the right time to approach him, I dreamt up all the ways we could pleasure the man.
I imagined Petal naked and what his cock would look like, how both men would look as they gave themselves over to ecstasy. It was then I tried to remember what Luka’s dick looked like, growing angry at myself for the gap in my memory and being so fucking selfish during our short stint together.
And through it all, Luka never judged me for being a shitty friend and a lousy lover. He supported me, came up with the idea of our landscaping business, and even found this house and invited me to buy it with him.
What I never told him or Phoenix was that space in time meant the world to me. The trust of Luka to confide in me about his sexuality, allowing me inside his body and still maintaining the status quo while both of our emotions were all over the place, was a treasured time in my life.
Throughout the years, I’d contemplated how to have more with Luka without hurting him again. And until Phoenix came into our lives, I thought I missed my chance. Although I may act as though inconsequential moments such as watching a cooking show or falling asleep with the younger man sandwiched between Luka and I were commonplace, the emotion that being with the two of them brought to the surface was new. There was nothing more I wanted than to commit myself to them for the rest of our days.
Phoenix reached out and grabbed my biceps, jerking me forward as he rolled to his side, giving me space to continue loosening Luka for whatever the younger man had planned.
“B! Fuck!” Luka shouted as I brushed my finger along his taint.
Moving closer, I smiled against his skin as I jabbed my stiffened tongue inside his already slick hole, savoring the musk of the man as his thighs quivered as I continued my onslaught.
The next few minutes I spent appreciating the sounds coming from him, closing my eyes when he shouted my name, panting as his chest heaved with exertion.
Luka’s legs gave out, and he melted into the bed. I gave him a wistful smile as I guided him onto his back and captured his lips in a searing kiss. When we broke the kiss, Phoenix straddled Luka’s stomach, and my cock throbbed as Luka gripped his waist.
I admired the contrast of Phoenix’s pale, soft skin as Luka’s tanned and rough hand wrapped around him. Unable to take my eyes off them, I reached for the lube and coated my fingers, teasing Luka’s hole again as I lifted my head and swiped circles over Phoenix’s entrance.
It took me a while, but I figured out what Phoenix wanted. I stretched Luka’s hole, starting with one finger. Before long, and with some begging and vivid curses from the man lying prone on the bed, I added another. I wriggled my fingers inside him, brushing against his prostate at random times, and his shouts became a balm to my soul. At the same time I stretched Luka, the fingers of my non-dominant hand opened Phoenix up.
“Handsome, fuck! I… need Luka inside me now. I’m good.”
Withdrawing my fingers from both of them with a slowness that tortured all of us, I enveloped Petal in a hug as I reached down and stroked his cock with my lubed hand. I thumbed at the precome dribbling down his pink head and brought it up to my mouth as Luka growled.
Not wanting to rush, but knowing all of us needed more, I gripped the base of Luka’s cock and held our man aloft before he lowered himself down, absorbing the beautiful cock as I thought back to the stretch of the same phallus inside me as my dick leaked in anticipation.
“Tight… so fucking hot and tight,” Luka grunted, flexing his fingers.
As he sat flush with Luka’s thighs, Petal leaned forward and balanced his hands on Luka’s wide and hairy chest, curling his fingers. He glanced over his shoulder and when he met my gaze, a light flashed in his spectacular blue eyes and I leaned closer, taking his mouth and swallowing his long, loud moan.
When the kiss broke, Luka set his feet flat on the bed and tilted his hips up, making both of the men groan at the change of position. Before I had looked my fill; because let’s be honest, the two men were opposites in every single way while they made an arresting sight together. A choked moan brought me out of my trance.
“B,” Luka sounded pained.
The time stretching him worked a charm because when I slotted my knees beneath Luka’s thighs and crawled into position, the head of my dick slid inside and I bit off a curse as he clenched me tight.
Phoenix shifted his hips up and down, taking his pleasure, and the sight drove me out of my mind. My hips jerked forward, and I was halfway inside Luka when I realized I hadn’t meant to go that fast. I pulled back, but stopped when Luka’s hand gripped my wrist, holding me still.
“No,” he panted, “Need more of you. Please, B.”
I kissed his wrist and nodded, loving the trust reflected in his eyes.
It was the first time in close to a decade where I was inside Luka. Realizing how much I missed this closeness with him stole my breath and made my eyes sting with unshed tears. Although it should have meant more to me back then, I appreciated how powerful second chances were and would do my best to make it up to Luka.
Without an ounce of control, I let out a groan of pure hunger as Luka gripped my forearm while using his other hand to caress Petal from his chest to his hip. I canted my pelvis forward until Luka’s hot channel squeezed me and I watched his face for any signs of discomfort.
“How does he feel, handsome?” Phoenix asked.
Banding one arm around his chest and pressing my own to his back, I leaned Petal back into my arms and caught Luka’s gaze, unable to be anything but truthful.
“This, being with both of you, is the closest I’ve come to experiencing true happiness.”
It was the truth. Never in my life had I’d come close to both ecstasy and serenity of having the closeness we shared.
At my words, Petal arched his back and Luka’s hips shot up, moaning at my cock driving even deeper inside of him. With shallow thrusts, I watched as my two men, both flushed with their eyes closed, allowed pleasure to take over. I reached for Phoenix’s pink, leaking dick and stroked it in the same rhythm as Luka’s thrusts and when he reached back and cupped my ass, his pinky brushed against my hole and I shouted as my entire body clenched in anticipation.
“Not… gonna last,” I huffed out.
Phoenix turned his head and captured my lips. I moaned against him as Luka squeezed me tight.
The whimpers coming from Luka drove me insane.
I bent forward, flattening Petal against Luka’s chest as I pounded into him, leaving me breathless and shaking with the need to come.
“Love, please,” I begged.
I wanted to feel Luka let go as Petal’s cock pulsed with his release in my hand.
To help matters along, my fingers traced over Luka’s skin stretched around my cock, both enamored with the image of me inside the man, but also the sensations causing him to shudder and tighten in order to keep me inside.
His hips punched up, causing Phoenix to call out as our man shook with the force of his orgasm. Petal’s shouts caused a chain reaction and Luka clamped down on my cock as his own pulsed out his release.
Then it was my turn.
The release felt so… fucking… good.
My breaths stuck in my chest and the band of pure euphoria choked me, heightening the sensations as I released deep inside Luka.
“Fuck!”
As I toppled on top of Phoenix, my entire body limp and fucked out, I’d relished the sensations I never experienced until I fell in love with these two men. I basked in the weightlessness of my body as I sank down on the side of Phoenix, who already cuddled up on Luka’s chest.
Surprised, I blinked my eyes open when Luka’s lips sipped at my own. I then cupped his face and gave my all to the kiss.
“I love you, B,” he paused before he glanced down at a smiling, yet exhausted Phoenix, “and you too, Sunshine.”
The younger man reached for my hand and linked his fingers through mine as he placed our hands cuddled against his chest. Luka’s hand wrapped around both of ours and we settled in for a few minutes of post-orgasmic bliss.
Several minutes later, Luka roused us for a shower. Whether it was the moment of shared gratification or solidifying our commitment, I didn’t understand why my emotions were all over the place. But when they got up, or rather when Luka lifted Petal in his arms, I rolled off the bed and followed close behind.
Luka must have sensed something was off, because he reached for my hand, holding our man against his chest as he searched my face.
“You okay, sweetheart?”
The endearment brought a tear to my eye, and I nodded as I reached out to cup the back of his head and pressed a soft kiss to his lips.
“Yeah. My instincts are screaming at me to be close to you both. And you know me, I’m never one to brush off what my gut is telling me.”
Petal kissed my cheek and said, “It’s okay, handsome. I’ve never known a time where I haven’t wanted to be close to both of you, but then you invited me into your home and shared not only your space but your life, and I wish with all my heart this contentment never goes away.
“It’s like we are in a bubble of our own and when the outside world impedes, we grow closer together. I’m happy both of your parents agreed with our plan. It means there is something tangible that links us together.”
I scoffed. “They would have accepted nothing less than you being part of our family.” I glanced up at Luka. Sorrow filled my chest, “But you might not know, and I never want there to be doubts?—”
Luka cupped my cheek. “Sweetheart, Phoenix nailed it on the head. It wasn’t the right time for us and I know you think that you’d hurt me back in college, but I remember the time we spent together after. You continued to be my roommate and my best friend. I hadn’t realized until a short time ago, but we built this life together so when the time was right and we met Sunshine, our lives would stitch together to become seamless. You’re here now, and have been since the beginning, and I wouldn’t change it for the world. You and Phoenix are my life.”
Phoenix gave me a gentle kiss as he cupped my cheek. “We’re destined. Never doubt that, handsome.”
And just like that, the rioting sentiment settled, and I let go of the last of the guilt that plagued me for years.