Chapter 4
Chapter Four
ROXANNE FOUND Dr. Oki where he always was, in his lab.
But he wasn’t working as she might normally expect him to be, even at lunchtime.
She walked in, undaunted by the small gathering of lab workers who appeared to be having some kind of informal meeting.
She stepped into the middle of the group as Dr. Oki was speaking.
“Sorry if I interrupted, go right ahead.” She gave them a smile along with her apology.
The lab team felt more like a close-knit family than a group of workers.
She was invariably greeted with warmth from this dedicated group.
When she saw wan smiles accompanied by silence today, she knew something was wrong. Even Dr. Oki’s smile was sad.
“It’s okay, Rox, I was finished anyway.” The group began to break up and only murmured their hellos to Roxanne.
“It looks like I got here just in time. You guys look like you could use some cheering up. On second thought, maybe you could all use a good stiff drink.” She frowned as they passed by her with their shoulders drooped and feet shuffling, not meeting her eyes.
There was not a single lively response among them.
She pushed forward toward Dr. Oki who sat on a lab stool in front of one of the many tables covered with test tubes and beakers filled with unknown liquids.
Sitting on the stool made him taller than if he’d been standing on the floor, Roxanne thought.
“What’s wrong? Must be something drastic.” She frowned, thinking of what it could possibly be. Please don’t let it be one of the children, she thought to herself. She struggled not to let her fear show through. She steeled herself for the possibility, but she sensed this was somehow different.
Dr. Oki told her. “We lost our NIH funding for next fiscal year. They gave us zero dollars for our grant requests.” He paused.
She could only begin to register her disbelief at the news. She couldn’t speak and he continued.
“But they approve wholeheartedly of all our projects. It wouldn’t be too much of a problem, as I understand it from talking to some administrators, if it wasn’t for the construction project for the new wing going over budget.
Apparently it’s putting a strain on cash flow for clinical operations already.
The building is already using up whatever money we could have used from the general fund. As of June first, we’re flat broke.”
She felt shocked, then horrified, and at last, indignant. Dr. Oki looked resigned.
“How could they do this to you? You are the best research team in the country! You get published every month in major medical journals. You save lives!” She only paused a moment to breathe.
“Take it easy, Roxy. We’ll submit a revised proposal of course. But there are other research units out there and we’ve gotten more than our share of grant money in recent years. We’ll get our grant or find other money—eventually.” He didn’t sound convinced. She certainly wasn’t.
“What about the children, Doc? And what about this ridiculous building they’re constructing?
It’s supposed to be a research wing isn’t it?
It’s ironic that we’re spending all this money to construct a building for research and by the time it’s completed the research department won’t have the funding to use it,” Roxanne said.
She couldn’t hold in the force of her anger.
Dr. Oki had mastered the emotional detachment necessary in his line of work, but she couldn’t do it so easily.
Not ever since she had seen the faces of the children in the terminal ward when she first started out years ago.
She hadn’t been able to bring herself to go back and witness such pain for a long time afterward.
“Look, I know you want to help, right along side of the rest of the lab, even though I know it’s hard on you sometimes.
Like now when we have these setbacks. But there’s no use trying to soften the blow now.
And I admire you for it. But for now we’re cutting back on all projects and cutting down on staff.
We’ve had to cancel therapy for all of the children that started in the burn program since September.
We’ll have to look into relocating them elsewhere. ” He stopped.
She remained standing with her back to him. .
“No.” She turned and begged him with her eyes. “Not those kids, Doc. You can’t do this to them.”
“You know I have no choice.” He took a step toward her, but she stepped back.
“God, I wish I had all Don’s money now! I would pay for them myself.”
“Even if you did, we’d still need a long term solution. But I’m working on it.” He paused. “If I could buy six months it would be helpful, I admit. I understand a big part of the fiscal crisis is tied to this bank note for construction that’s coming due in May.”
“Maybe I don’t have Don’s millions to donate personally, but I’m a top-notch fund-raiser after all. I’ll set up a special fund,” she insisted.
“Roxanne, it’ll never work. It’s too much money to raise in such a short period of time on top of all the other fund-raising…”
“Doc, I haven’t been in this business all these years for nothing. If there’s one thing I’ve gotten out of it, it’s contacts. We’ll do it.” She stared at him without blinking, without smiling, until he finally spoke.
“Okay. Just tell me what I can do,” he said.
She hugged him. “Don’t worry about a thing, Doc. I got a million ideas.” She bit her lip and thought about it.
“Good. I hope you have about twelve million of them.”
“You think that’s what it will take?” She held her breath when she asked.
“The NIH grant request was for twelve million.”
She blew out a long whistle. She paced the small area between the lab tables. Finally she stopped.
“Doc, forget that lunch I was going to buy you. I have a lot of things to do right now. The first thing is to write a check to the Dr. Oki Research Fund for say, ten thousand dollars.” She beamed at him before she turned and headed for the door.
Dr. Oki stood there, wide mouthed and speechless.
She didn’t have that kind of money, but she knew where she could get it.
Roxanne blew him a kiss over her shoulder as she left the lab room.
She wanted to be his princess on her shining white horse. It was time to ride off on her crusade.
Thoughts of money and where to get it consumed her as she proceeded on to the development office to set the wheels in motion for the new project.
As she marched down the hall, Roxanne wondered if she’d been too hasty in promising a ten thousand dollar check after all.
Now she realized she’d have to sell another piece of jewelry.
But there was no doubt in her mind that she could carry it off. At least she had her TV job back.
“I don’t know, Roxy. That’s asking an awful lot. We usually only do two of these charity promotions a year and it takes time and planning. This would be very short notice even if I did agree to do it.”
She heard the apprehension in Mark Baines’s voice even more than his words, even through her cell phone.
She knew she’d be more persuasive in person though, so Roxanne didn’t let it bother her.
Stretching her long legs out in front of her, she sat back in the chair facing the fireplace in her bedroom.
She had called Mark in his Chicago office as soon as she got home that evening.
“Just for one week. All I ask is that you think about it.” She only needed him to leave a crack in the door, and she knew she could convince Mark to let her into the lucrative fund-raising potential of his coffee shop chain. He was vice president in charge of corporate giving.
“How about if we discuss it when we get together in a couple of days? I’ll be flying into Boston in the morning. I’ve been promised tickets for the Celtics season opening game and dinner with my choice of companion while I’m in town.”
She could hear the smile in Mark’s voice.
Roxanne laughed. She was always his choice for dinner companion when he was in Boston, ever since they had started working together on the Mercy Hospital House project years back.
They’d come a long way since then on the ongoing project, but Mark hadn’t made any headway in his progress with Roxanne.
She wasn’t interested in a romantic relationship with him. But he made it obvious he was very interested in her. It was becoming difficult to keep things professional with him without offending him.
“I’ll join you—but it’s strictly business, remember. This fund is important. You have to promise to hear me out.” She held her breath for his response.
“Done.”
She ended the call with an uneasy feeling that he’d been too easy.
Chewing on her bottom lip, she tried not to worry about what Brian might think.
But she had to see Mark. This was too important a deal.
She would have to make sure that both Brian and Mark understood it was business only for Mark.
If only the image of Brian’s blazing blue competitive eyes didn’t haunt her so.
“And action!” The director yelled and the take board clacked in front of her face as they came back from the first commercial break after the intro.
“Welcome back to Interesting People and our live interview with Celtics superstar Brian Dennis.” Roxanne turned to Brian and tightened her grip on the notes on her lap.
To hell with this stuff, she thought. This was her chance to take matters into her own hands.
He was smiling politely at her, but she could see he had his game face in place.
If it was a game he wanted, then she would give it to him all right. She didn’t know what his game was yet, with this live interview deal, but he would come out of here knowing he was playing with no lightweight.