32. Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-One
Jax
I t took an hour to get Allie back home, but the moment I shut the door to our house, officially considered ours again, she was on me.
"Allie," I murmur against her lips as her hands quickly work the buttons of jeans.
The eagerness in her touch makes me burn for her, and when she slides my jeans and boxers down my feet, she looks up at me waiting. Just like always. I quickly kick off my shoes and step out of the articles of clothing. The height difference between us always made it awkward for her to be on her knees, so she guides me to a kitchen chair before kneeling before me.
"Let's see if I still remember how you like it," Allie says, her voice seductive.
The moment she takes me into her mouth, I know without a doubt she knows exactly what she's doing. My eyes can't leave her as she grips the base of my cock while she slides me as far into her mouth as she can. Coming to the tip, she swirls her tongue and sucks with the perfect amount of pressure to make me see stars. As much as I want to close my eyes, I refuse to look away. I've longed to see her like this, and watching her please me is incredibly sexy.
"Oh, yes, baby," I pant, and I know it won't be long now.
She'd wanted to give me head before, but I had no idea how to explain how she did what she does. The way she moves her mouth and hands, the amount of suction she provides. How do I tell her what we learned together after so many years? How she’d perfected the technique to make me willing to do anything and everything she wanted because it feels so good?
What she would've done wouldn't have been bad, but it's not what I knew her to do. And I never wanted her to feel like she wasn't measuring up to the past version of herself. It created issues outside of the bedroom, and the last place I wanted her to feel self-conscious was while we were at our most vulnerable.
Her eyes look up and lock with mine while she sucks the tip, her hand stroking my shaft hard and fast. The enjoyment sparkling in her eyes mixed with the mind-blowing sensations on my cock has my ass lifting off the chair as I fill her mouth. She swallows everything I give, and the little extra suction extends my orgasm just a couple of seconds longer.
"Baby..."
Releasing me, Allie leans back on her heels and slips off her top. Her hands snake behind her to release the bra that just barely doesn't fit anymore, and she smiles. "It's been a while since I've done that."
"I had no idea how to explain how you do what you do," I say, my chest panting as I watch her free her chest.
"It was like riding a bike."
Standing, she kicks off her shoes, and she strips off her jeans and panties to stand in front of me completely naked. I unbutton my shirt and rip my undershirt over my head to match her before picking her up and laying her down on the table. Pulling her to the edge, I let her place her feet on my shoulders while I kneel before her.
"Love me, Jax," she whispers, her fingers tangling in my hair. She doesn't guide me like the other times because she understands I know what she wants and needs. No, this seems to just be the desire to touch me.
Just like me, Allie doesn't take her eyes off me while I suck and lick. My fingers slide into her, and I moan with her clit in my mouth at how wet she is. How ready.
"You showed me what I liked when I couldn't remember," she whispers as my fingers work their magic in time with my tongue. "You always managed to make me come in record speed."
Her body tenses, and I slip a third finger inside, plunging deep and fast into her as her muscles squeeze against them. Her hips roll while she tugs at my hair involuntarily. The reflexes of her orgasm keep me going to make sure she rides out the wave of pleasure. She cries out, her body jumping before falling limp, and I release her. Leaning back, I smile as I watch her chest heave.
"Sit," she commands, and I smile.
Doing as ordered, I sit on the chair I'd vacated just minutes before, my cock at attention again. Allie climbs off the table and stands in front of me, her legs touching the seat. Knowing exactly what she wants, I pull her upper body closer to bring her right tit to my mouth and sucking her nipple.
"Yes," she moans, her left hand cupping the back of my head as I move to her left one, my hand caressing the breast I just released. "Bite me."
I nibble while I tug with my hand, and her right hand slides down her body to rub where my mouth has just been. My free hand moves to stroke my erection, and she pulls my face from her body. Releasing myself, I accept her kiss, her tongue plunging into my mouth while she moves her legs to stand on either side of mine before sinking down onto me, taking my cock all the way inside her.
Being inside Allie, the one who remembers me, feels different than before. It was amazing before, but there's nothing like this. Like us.
I cup her face as she rolls her hips on me, her arms wrapping around my neck. Her movements are frenzied. Desperate. "I'm not going anywhere, baby," I whisper as I move to suck her neck. "We have all night."
She doesn't respond, instead bracing herself on my shoulders as her body moves even faster. I cup her hips, loving how they're filling back out slowly, to help guide her along my length until her muscles clench me in a death grip. Knowing how much she needs me, wants me, sends me over the edge with her.
I cry out her name as she moans into my shoulder while I fill her, but when I pull back, she's crying. It brings me back to the first time we made love since she returned. "Allie?"
"You were so patient with me," she says as sob escapes. "You never gave up, even when I told you to."
"I will never give up on you. On us. I love you, baby. I loved you before, I loved you when you were gone, I loved you when you came back, and I love you now."
Her lip quivers as she rests her forehead against mine. "I was so scared I wasn't coming back to you. I wanted so badly to come back, but I couldn't. Nothing seemed to work until tonight."
Wrapping my arms tightly around her, I hold her as close to me as physically possible. "I know. I was scared, too, but I had you. I was more than grateful for that. "
I just hold her as she cries, needing a different type of release than what she just had. Then I stand, pulling out of her, and I carry her to our bed. Laying her down, I hold her in my arms until she calms, my own tears falling from the outer corners of my eyes.
"It's okay. We're okay," I whisper as I kiss the top of her head.
Sniffling, Allie pulls back enough to look up at me. "I know I forgot for a while, but I love you, Jackson. Even when I didn't remember it, deep down, I felt it. It was always there because you're my home."
It's the first time Allie's said those words in what feels like forever. The words break something in me, and I kiss her, my tears falling like a silent stream down my cheeks. My hands tangle in her hair as I lay her on her back, my tongue tasting every part of her mouth I can access. She tastes the same with the added saltiness from both of our tears.
"Say it again," I beg as I pull away to let us both come up for air. "Please, say it again."
"I love you."
As though she’s pressed the magic button, I'm ready to go, this time intent to savor her. Her legs open wide, giving me full access to slide into her again, and I inch inside, kissing her neck as she arches her back with the feeling of fullness. Every movement she makes, every kiss she bestows, every sound communicates everything between us.
"I love you," she whispers into my ear as I caress her chest while sucking on her collarbone. "I love you, Jax. I love you. I love you. God, I love you."
I kiss up to touch every inch of her neck and face with my lips. My touches don't stop the words she knows I need to hear because she can read me like no one else can.
"I love you. So much. I've loved you since I was seventeen, Jax, and I'll love you forever."
"Forever," I murmur as I kiss right below her ear, my hips thrusting long and slow while holding her as close to my body as I can.
Her legs wrap around my waist, her heels digging into my ass to pull me as deep into her as possible. "Forever," she whispers back. "I love you. I love you. I love you."