Chapter 7
Lily
“ W e missed you!” my friend Rose squeals as she runs across the quad to give me a hug. Her embrace is so fierce that we practically tumble to the ground in a mess of arms, legs, and laughs. But I missed Rose too, and hug her back just as fiercely.
“I know, because my suspension felt like it went on forever! But what happened while I was gone? Any juicy gossip?” I ask as we sit down at one of the tables.
The sun is out and it’s a beautiful day in St. George.
A light breeze blows through my hair, lifting my curls, as we open our brown bag lunches and begin to eat.
Rose rolls her eyes while popping a chip into her mouth. She’s a gorgeous girl with a peaches and cream complexion, and the curves of Venus de Milo. To add a bit of pizzazz, she’s dyed her long blonde locks a pale pink color, and the overall effect is sexy yet ethereal at once.
“So much,” she moans. “It was horrible without you here, Lily.”
I giggle.
“Horrible, how? Did Ms. Lynch go on a rampage again?”
Rose giggles while shaking her head because our American History teacher was temporarily removed from her position last year.
During our module on Native American history, Ms. Lynch donned a chieftain’s feather headdress and began to war-whoop and prance about the classroom while brandishing a plastic axe.
It was bizarre, and unfortunately for our teacher, the fiasco was captured on camera.
She was put on immediate leave by the administration, and only recently returned to her position.
But Rose shakes her head.
“No, it’s worse than that,” she whispers. “The rumor is that Heidi Roberts and Tyler McCormick were caught having sex in the shed next to the track ... with Mr. Bogart .”
My jaw drops.
“ What ? Wait a minute, is this the shed that I defaced? The one that I sprayed with graffiti?”
Rose nods, biting her lip as her eyes dart from side to side.
“Yeah, I guess they’d been having sex in Mr. Bogart’s van during third period when he wasn’t teaching.
You know there were rumors of how that Econoline would bump and shake on its springs for no reason.
But after you were suspended, news got out that there’s a shed on campus that no one even knew about before.
So they started going there for their trysts, and they were caught! ”
My jaw drops, eyes wide.
“Who caught them?”
Rose lowers her voice.
“I heard it was some construction workers.”
I nod.
“Yeah, because after I was suspended, my stepfather promised to re-build the shed as well as renovate the school’s stadium. Holy cow. They had no idea that that thing was scheduled for demolition.”
Rose shakes her head, green eyes wide.
“Absolutely not. Otherwise, they would have stayed with the van. Isn’t it so scandalous though? High school kids having a threesome with one of their male teachers?”
I shake my head.
“There’s a lot of crazy stuff going on these days. Was Heidi taking the men in her ass and pussy? Like double penetration? It makes sense because there are two cocks.”
Rose shakes her head before lowering her voice to a conspiratorial whisper.
“No, because this is the most insane part: evidently, Heidi and Tyler were diddling Mr. Bogart in the ass with dildos! Isn’t that so gross? He’s not cute at all .”
I shake my head.
“To each their own, I guess. But I had no idea that adult men were into that sort of thing. I thought that was only in the movies, or at sex dungeons in New York City.”
“I know, right?” Rose agrees. “People are so fucking weird.” But then she brightens. “But how are you, Lils? How was your two-week suspension? I swear, you’re absolutely glowing. So much so that I’m thinking of getting myself suspended for the two weeks of R more cock; and more adventure. I want to get out there and explore the world of sensuality that awaits.”
“Wow,” Rose repeats again, looking amazed. “So what’s going to happen? Are you going to break things off with Lionel? Drop out of high school and return to New York? Join a sex club while you’re there? I’ve heard of some crazy ones like Hacienda and the Box.”
I shake my head.
“I’m not sure,” I reply in a soft tone. “It’s confusing.”
“Well, at least talk to your stepdad,” Rose urges. “And finish high school too. We only have four more months, so it’s not a big deal to hang on for a bit longer. Once you have that diploma in hand, it’ll be on your resume forever. No one can take your education away from you.”
“That’s true,” I hum, still feeling majorly confused. “But do you think I should really talk to my stepdad about how I’m feeling?”
Rose thinks for a moment.
“Well, do you care about him?”
“Of course I care about Lionel!” I say hotly. “I love him, in fact.”
Rose nods, looking scandalized again.
“Wow, just wow. Love? But it makes sense. He’s hot, definitely,” she acknowledges.
I pin her with a look.
“Rosie, it goes beyond looks. Lionel is amazing in so many different ways. He’s manly, generous, giving in bed, a wonderful cook, and so many amazing qualities that I can’t list them all.”
She nods.
“So you should definitely talk to him then,” she says. “You owe him that, Lils. It would be weird if you took off with no explanation, especially since Lionel put a roof over your head after you came back, no questions asked. And he’s financing a new arena for the school too.”
I nod, toying a bit with my sandwich.
“I guess so. I’ll talk to him.”
“You won’t regret it,” my friend says encouragingly. “What’s the worst that could happen?”
“That he hates my guts?” I ask in an arch tone. “That he kicks me out because I’m telling him I want to see other men, simultaneously if possible? That his cock isn’t enough?”
Rose shrugs.
“Maybe he’ll hate you, but something tells me that he won’t. He’s older, Lils. Older guys are more mature – hopefully.”
“Yeah,” I say with a wry smile, and then our conversation turns back to Mr. Bogart and his dirty threesome with our two classmates.
Still, in the back of my mind I wonder if I’m making a huge mistake.
Will Lionel abhor me if I express my true longings?
Is it even okay to want what I want? I admit I’ve watched porn where there were girls being gang-banged by a suite of men, and the scenes always make me so horny.
But is it normal to have these kinds of cravings, and to want to be used in the way the adult actresses are used?
I suppose the only thing to do is to be honest about my desires . .. before seeing what the truth brings.