Chapter 46
Forty-Six
VIOLET
My nerves feel like they’re short circuiting. One moment I'm buzzing with excitement and need, the next I'm zapped with uncertainty. It's jarring and incredibly frustrating when all I want is to make this work.
I want to fuck all three of them, watch them fuck each other, and be totally cool with it. Because if I'm not, I should think even more.
I don't want to lose them. I don't want to end this and hurt them again because I can't get control of my anxiety. Hurting myself isn’t an option either. And my gosh, I think losing them might ruin me for life.
I can't do it again.
"Ellis!" I screech, blood rushing to my brain. Hoisted over his shoulder with my ass in the air, Ellis rushes up the stairs.
"CAREFUL!"
"NO RUNNING!"
I don't have a chance to laugh before I'm flipped onto my back. Bouncing on the mattress, I look up at the handsome man who looks ready to eat me.
Then, Ellis opens his mouth and all my worries fly away with the giggles that burst out of me. "Do you get daddy vibes from them too?"
My chest aches with the force of my delight, because yes. Yes I do. "Did they sound the same to you just then?" I ask, loving that we can bond over our overbearing men.
Our...Maybe this won't end in tragedy after all.
Ellis smiles down at me and tugs his shirt over his head. Saliva pools in my mouth at the sight of his ripped, lean frame. His dark hair is mussed to perfection, and his cheekbones are shadowed in the soft glow of the lamp beside the bed.
"Ellis," I breathe, reaching for him.
The tight feeling in my belly isn't nervousness. No, I'm aching to be filled by this beautiful man who can make me laugh like nobody else. He makes me feel like I have a best friend who would do anything for me. He feels so deeply, so I know if he loves me, he loves me.
Loud footsteps startle us both. Jamie and Nate are coming up the stairs. Ellis lunges onto the bed and rushes up to sit against the headboard.
I'm jostled around by his quick movements and end up scampering off the bed to give him space. "Quick," he hisses. "Get naked and come sit on me. I don't want my ass spanked again."
Lips twitching again, I pull my shirt off like he did and quickly tug my leggings down. One thing I'm not very self-conscious of is my body, so that's a relief.
"Violet," Ellis whines as the murmuring deep voices get closer. "Get your wet pussy on my dick before Nate yanks me off the bed."
"Pretty sure this is a terrible way to encourage me to fuck you, Ellis," I scold, but still I climb back onto the bed and crawl toward him.
His eyes heat, and the humor in them burns to lust. "Fucking hell," he moans.
"Stay right there, baby," Nate demands as he and Jamie enter the bedroom. The latter closes the door and unbuttons his jeans, but doesn't remove any clothing as he goes to sit beside Ellis.
I'm frozen on my hands and knees. My tits sway as the bed dips with Jamie's weight, forcing me to acknowledge how heavy they feel. Why did I leave my bra on?
The room is silent while three sets of eyes burn into my naked flesh. Nate has the perfect view of my ass and lacy black thong. The longer I stay like this with my thighs spread, the more I feel.
The cool air kisses my pussy lips. My thong no longer holds all of me in its tiny fabric. My clit tingles, and my hole aches to feel the scratchy material move. Even just some slight friction would be phenomenal.
Throb after throb, I become a needier mess, and nobody's even touched me. They haven't moved or said anything.
With each inhale of my chest, my nipples graze the small lacy bra. Goosebumps and chills roll through my body, but the sweet torment doesn't end there.
What really makes me whimper is my other entrance. The empty, aching pulse of my pussy pulls on my ass each time, forcing my thong to massage me back there. I love some kinky ass play, and just the fact that Nate has a front-row seat to it makes me moan.
"You are so fucking desperate right now," Nate growls.
The broken silence makes me gasp out my desperate pleas. "Nate, please. Please do something."
"Baby girl, we haven't even fucking touched you, and I can see your pussy and tiny asshole quivering." Nate's filthy mouth will surprise me later. Right now it's so fucking hot I arch my back to show him how needy I really am. Maybe he will finally help me.
"Someone please touch me," I whine, throwing my head back only to find myself staring directly at a thick cock. The space separating me from my treat is gone within an instant, because if nobody will touch me, then I'll touch them.
"OH fuck!" Ellis cries, and the cock in my mouth plunges to the back of my throat as he fucks my face.
"Whoa, careful," Jamie coos, calming Ellis. But his voice has the opposite effect on me.
Stiffening, my eyes shoot open as I'm reminded I should be anxious. I should feel horrible for doing this. So why don't I? Why did I present myself like that to Nate and jump on Ellis' cock without thought while Jamie was sitting right there?
"Hold on, Ellis," Jamie murmurs, and the hips beneath me settle onto the sheets, but the cock never leaves my mouth. Before I can pop off of it and start apologizing profusely, a hand pushes my head back down.
Jamie's voice is so soft and honest as he addresses me next.
"You are doing so well, my love. I'm good.
Seeing you get all worked up with nothing but our attention was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life.
Your desire to please me warms my heart, but I want you to focus on Ellis right now.
I want to play with your wet cunt with Nate, okay? "
Humming my agreement, desire zips through me when Ellis groans at the vibration. Grinning around his thick cock, I peek up at him and do it again.
"God fucking damn it. Stop that," Ellis snaps, but the bite in his tone is gone. In its place is a breathlessness that makes me preen. "I can't be the first one to come, V. Please."
"That's right," Nate says, and a snap rings out through the room as he rips my panties off. Hot on its heels comes a burning sensation around my hips and along my slit from the fabric. Screeching, I try to wiggle away from the sting, but heavy hands grab my hips and force me to stay still.
Whipping my head around to shout my indignation, I'm stunned into a choking fit when I see them.
Nate and Jamie are completely naked, kneeling side by side behind me. Thick thighs hold them tall and proud as their cocks point menacingly at my bare pussy.
Jamie's abs are more pronounced than Nate's, but Nate is wider. Neither man is sexier than the other. I love the tattoos and dark long hair on Jamie. He's my biker-looking baddie. Nate is my hunky, complex, mountain-looking protector.
With their hair down and their hands on each other’s dicks, I feel like I'm about to combust. My pussy clenches, but I'm not sure if it's in fear or anticipation.
"Want to play a game?" Ellis asks with a grin on his lips. I don't know where to look or what to do, but Ellis has a plan. Any plan has to be better than the rising uncertainty I'm feeling so I look at him.
"As long as I get to come," I declare and wiggle my ass. Two sets of groans behind me help to calm me again.
All three of them want me.