Chapter 4 Oliver #2
I hate that I throb when he commands me.
I hate that I want to follow what he says.
And God, fuck, I’m going to give it to him anyway because I need it so badly.
He slides his tip along my lips, briefly pulling back. He looks down at me, holding my jaw with a firm grip.
His eyes are so pretty, and I can see the flecks of grey in them from this close. I can’t stop glancing up at them, probably enough that he’s noticed it.
“You’ve wanted my throat for a long time,” I tell him.
His eyes regard me like I’m an easy game. “More than just your throat. You’re the one who’d do anything for me, Ollie.”
“Craving cock isn’t the same as wanting you.”
“You want me. You want me so badly you can barely fucking keep up the act right now. You know what? Maybe I’d get more satisfaction from denying you than from coming on your tongue.”
He moves backward a little bit, removing some of his weight from my body.
And the thought of losing this opportunity makes me panic.
I reach out to grip one of his wrists.
“No. Stay,” I utter, the words coming out before I can stop them. A flood of shame fills every nerve in my body.
My stomach twists.
And that’s all it takes.
He knows.
Knows I’m desperate, and I’m completely fucked.
He runs the back of his hand along my jaw, nodding like I’ve passed a test. He pushes his cock against my mouth again and I know it’s over.
I wrap my lips around his cock head and the moment he has the chance, he slides it past my lips and I’m filled with him.
So this is what it’s like.
Warm.
So warm.
And fucking soft but firm and holy fucking fuck.
“Goddamn,” Niko utters, leaning forward again, sliding deeper into my mouth inch by inch. “You can’t help yourself. Take my cock.”
He shoves it in deeper all of a sudden, taking me by surprise. I gag at the sudden movement. Fucking obscene.
His eyelids drop halfway.
Niko has no idea this is my first time blowing someone. I’ve made damn sure that no one around me ever knew that I was a virgin, and I’m certain he thinks I’ve done plenty of things like everyone else does.
He curses under his breath as he sits deep in my mouth, pausing for a moment before sliding out again.
“Better,” he says, squeezing my jaw.
And then he plunges his cock into my mouth without restraint, with full, free access to me. I moan around his size, taking his dick so far that I choke on him again.
Niko seems to like it when I take it too far. He exhales, watching me from above as he pulls backward again, rewarding me for a moment by letting me breathe.
My lips stretch around him as he slides in again, more slowly and deliberately this time.
His cock even tastes good, neutral and surrounded by the scent of him. I give him a hard suck and swirl my tongue around his cock head, flicking his tip with my tongue as he pulls back a little. The way I can feel his every pulse and throb inside my mouth is maddening.
“You are so much more tolerable like this,” he utters.
And then I watch as he reaches for something on the nightstand.
With one hand, he grabs his phone.
Moaning around him is the only protest I can make right now.
He’s glancing over at it even as he keeps his cock firmly stuffed in my mouth, and he’s navigating to his camera app.
He hits record on a video, and in my peripheral vision, I see an image of my own face.
Cheeks flushed.
Lips slick.
Mouth parted.
With his tattooed hand cupping my jaw and his dragonfly necklace hanging beneath him.
And I’m taking Niko’s cock in the video like it’s a prize. Seeing him fill my mouth like that and seeing his hand on my face makes me ache even harder beneath my pants.
So hot.
I am so screwed for doing this.
Suddenly my mind shifts.
Reality clicks into place, like the sound of a gun’s safety being released right near my goddamn skull.
I put my palms against his thighs and shove him backward as hard as I can. He curses gently under his breath, still holding the camera so that it’s all being recorded.
“Post this video of us online and I’ll end you,” I tell him.
My words come out sounding disgustingly desperate.
“I have no intention of doing that.”
He reaches down and puts his fist around his cock, squeezing it hard, still inches from my lips.
He angles the camera so that his cock and my face are perfectly in frame, stroking his shaft like he’s trying to milk his cum out onto me.
I want to kill him for it.
“Then why the fuck are you recording?”
He breathes deep, still stroking himself slowly, as he leans over me.
That goddamn necklace dangles in the air between us, rocking back and forth in my field of vision.
“Because even if you weren’t the person who drugged me, you’re a smart guy, Oliver,” he says, his voice low. “You know you have leverage on me. So I need leverage on you.”
“You get us both kicked from Crimson if anyone sees this video. You know that, right?”
“I do. Rather go down with you than go down alone. I have reasons I need to be in Crimson, even if I’d rather slash my own skin than deal with people like you.”
I exhale, closing my eyes. “Fuck you.”
“You’re going to look right into this camera as you take my cock.”
He moves forward again and puts his tip to my lips, pushing against me as he records us.
I don’t open for him this time.
I stare up at him.
Challenging him.
Could end you right now, I think.
Punch him somewhere that would cause him exceeding amounts of pain.
Instead I look up at him, then look at the camera.
I part my lips and Niko takes the moment to push in as deep as he can go again. I whimper before my air is cut off. It’s impossible to breathe for a moment, and I feel the slight sting of tears at each corner of my eyes, and I know it’s all on camera as tears fall down the sides of my face.
It’s like I’m on a razor’s edge of horribly bad decisions.
This could ruin me.
And it’s also undoubtedly the hottest thing I have ever done. The only thing I’ve ever done.
I look over at the camera as Niko fucks my mouth, and instead of feeling shame or guilt or panic, I feel something else.
I feel like I’ve won.
Know you’ll watch this video later.
Hope you watch and remember how my virgin mouth was better than anyone else’s.
Hope you’re flooded with shame about how much you truly wanted to throatfuck me.
Me. Oliver Ashford, the sweet guy you claim to hate.
“You take it well,” he murmurs as he starts to thrust in a steady rhythm. “Should have done this a long time ago. Should have known you’d be good to use and throw away, because that’s what fuckboys like me are good at, right, Ollie?”
I groan as he reaches back his hand to squeeze my dick again. If I wasn’t so focused on him I’d probably be able to come just from that touch alone.
He brings his hand back up to my hair again.
I can tell he’s close.
He grips my hair in his fist and yanks my head backward, pushing me back onto the pillow. His cock shoves into my mouth again, and he thrusts faster, his expression cold and unfeeling.
“Remember this for the rest of the school year, Oliver. Remember how you choked on my dick and how hard it made you. Remember that I can own you whenever I’d like.
Remember that if you say a word to the college about what I do, this video will be in every university inbox the next day. Students. Staff. Professors.”
It’s starting to hurt now. My throat aches from his size and I know I’m going to be sore tomorrow every time I speak.
I’ll take the pain.
The brutality.
It’s turning me the fuck on.
Because after this, I’m actually going to own you.
I still have all of the leverage. And I’m going to use it.