Chapter 16
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
EMMETT
I jolt up out of bed, startled from sleep, my breathing heavier and my body sweaty. Looking over at the blinking light on my alarm clock, it shows me it’s two in the morning.
My father’s earlier words have nestled deep into my subconscious, causing the nightmares to arise again. I rub off the sweat that has formed on my forehead with the back of my hand, willing my thumping heart to slow down.
His insults spin around my mind on repeat, causing my fists to clench. Since I’ve been so focused on Blair , my worries have diminished, blocked from my mind. Being around her has brought me peace that I didn’t think was possible in this life. Peace that seems to put my inner demons at rest.
The thought of going to visit her resurfaces in my mind, taking root. My little obsession has inserted herself in my head and infused her very being into my soul. Like a weed, beautiful an d destructive, she planted herself and has spread throughout my essence.
I grab my phone and pull up the hidden camera app. Blair’s sleeping form fills the screen as I watch her. Usually , this can tamp down the need that thrums in my bloodstream, but tonight it's not enough. I need to see her in person, be close to her, feel her.
I get out of bed and pull a pair of sweatpants on, deciding against wearing boxers underneath. With the way my cock is already swelling at the thought of seeing her, the constraint of boxers would be annoying. I throw on a hoodie and make my way out of my house and towards hers. The chill in the early November night air does nothing to cool my heated skin or thoughts.
Practically speed walking, I close the distance between our homes and slink my way over to her window. Looking around, I double check that no one is watching me. Not for my sake, but so no one else gets the idea and tries to sneak into her window. My little obsession still hasn’t learned her lesson about safety, and I don't want to alert any additional creeps or stalkers to her habit, I’m more than enough.
I slowly push open the window, careful to not alert Blair to my presence right away. When the window is opened wide enough for me to fit inside, I pull my body up and crawl through. Turning around, I close the window so the chilled air doesn't wake her up.
A feeling of serenity washes over me as I see Blair snuggled under the covers. I grab her desk chair and pull it out, sitting myself next to her sleeping form. Her brown hair is fanned out a long the pillow and her full pink lips are slightly open. I like her this way. She looks so peaceful.
My cock swells in my sweatpants the longer I stare at her beauty. As much as she tries to deny it, Blair truly is an angel. Somewhere along the line, I've convinced myself she was sent down just for me. As my pants begin to tent, I pull down the waistband, letting my heavy length spring free.
I stroke myself while my eyes roam over her face. I reach out with my free hand and pull down the covers that were tucked up to her chin. I'm greeted with the sight of her hardening nipples through a thin, white camisole top.
Fuck .
I tighten my grip around my shaft and pump it harder, until a bead of precum forms at the tip. Taking my thumb and swiping my precum, I bring it to Blair’s parted lips and rub it along them, giving her a taste of me. She looks fucking beautiful all the time, but with my essence glistening across her lips she looks fucking perfect.
Fucking mine .
I need to taste her, feel her, live in her very flesh and bones. Standing up, I tug off my hoodie and pull my sweatpants off. I round the bed and slip in on the opposite side, careful to not wake her. I bring my nose to her neck and nuzzle into her shoulder, inhaling her. The action causes me to become impossibly hard. Her sweet scent of vanilla and coconut fills my nostrils and washes over me.
No longer able to control the need vibrating through my body, I crawl on top of her and cradle her cheek while bringing my lips down to hers. Peppering feather-light kisses against her lips, I dart out my tongue to taste myself on her .
With every press of my lips against her skin, the need to sink deep into her heat grows. I move my lips down to her jaw and neck, licking and nibbling on the pulse point that begins to beat faster beneath my mouth. She begins to stir, a sleepy moan falling from her lips.
“ Emmett ?” Her breathy voice fills the quiet room as her eyes start to flutter open.
I quickly press a kiss to her lips, “ Shhh , my little obsession. Go back to sleep.” I whisper against her mouth, while trying to coax her back into the dreamland she was in. Her eyes flutter closed and she lets out a pleased sigh. She looks so peaceful, I don’t want to ruin that. I want to keep that look on her face forever. A small idea forms in my head. The thought of giving Blair pleasure while seeing if she truly trusts me swirls in my mind.
Continuing to kiss her, I trail back down to her beating pulse. Sucking and nibbling on the throbbing point before going lower. I leave open mouthed kisses on her collarbones, and across her breasts. Grazing my teeth across her flesh, I pull down her little pink cotton shorts. I kiss my way down the flat line of her stomach until I reach her pretty glistening pussy.
Letting out a low guttural moan, I swipe my tongue through her essence. I lap at her folds, ensuring that she's nice and wet for me to slide in and bury myself there. I do my best to not wake her. Blair’s arousal continues to grow, despite being unconscious. Her body is so responsive to me, even in sleep.
Straightening , I take my cock, sliding it through her slit, coating it with her arousal. Bringing my swollen head to her entrance, I slowly push inside. A low grunt fills the back of my throat as I'm enveloped by her tight heat. As I sink in deeper, her eyes start to flutter open as breathy moans leave her mouth. The feeling of filling her up with my cock is addicting. I make a mental note to make a clone of my dick, wanting to try something new with her. I can fuck both of her holes with only my cock.
“ Emmett ?” She whispers on a gasp. “ That feels so good.”
I press my lips back to hers and murmur into her mouth.“ Do you trust me?”
She nods softly against my lips, “ Isn’t it obvious that I do?” A smirk begins to form on my face as I slink my arm up to her neck. Rocking in and out of her slowly, I wrap my hand around her throat and squeeze, cutting off her airway.
“ Good baby, that's so good. Squeeze my cock while I take your breath away. You like that, sweet girl? You like giving it to me?” She gives me a small nod while her little whimpers fade out as the blood flow to her brain slows down and she passes out under my hold. If it wasn’t for her reassuring nod, the wetness coating my cock would have been my sign that she was enjoying it.
Slowly , I rock my hips until the control within me snaps. Grabbing her ass, I squeeze and lift her, no doubt leaving behind bruises of my fingertips with the hold. I draw my hips back and snap them forward, hitting as deep as her body allows me. I feel her tightness stretch around me as I keep up my relentless pace, her body bouncing up the bed with the force of my thrusts.
“ Even unconscious your pussy is gripping me like a vice, such a greedy fucking girl, Blair ,” I grunt out. I leave one hand under her as s to keep her elevated for me while I bring my other hand down and draw circles with my thumb on her clit.
The clapping of our bodies colliding is the only thing to be heard besides Blair’s wetness pooling out of her. I pick up my pace on her clit and change the angle of my thrusts to hit that spot deep inside her once more. As her inner walls begin to convulse against me, I pull out and drop between her thighs, swallowing down every drop she gives me.
I thrust my cock into my hand while I keep drinking her orgasm down. The feeling of her coating my tongue, while also coating my cock makes my own release come tumbling towards me. I lean back as warm white ropes of cum spray onto her stomach. I'm still leaking as I shove back into her and bury myself deep, letting the rest of my release coat her walls.
Reluctantly , I pull myself from her warm body after a few minutes. Scooping up the pearly essence on her stomach, I use my fingers to push it inside her, ensuring she holds onto every drop. I lean down and kiss her sweaty forehead as I continue shoving my cum deep inside her. Suddenly , I'm hit with thoughts of her stomach, plump and round with my child. The idea of her being tied to me forever twists around and makes a home in my brain.
It’s a thought that hasn’t ever come to mind. I’ve always felt like I was destined to be alone. My mother killed herself because she didn’t want me. My father has proven every single day that I’m a useless burden. Grimm was all I had and what happens when he decides to start his own family? Blair is the first person to show me that being alone isn't for me after all. She is my everything. I plan on showing her that every day until my last .
I grab her panties and shorts and pull them back up her legs. Getting out of bed, I collect my clothes and dress myself.
Searching for the birth control I've seen her take on the cameras, I open the nightstand and dig around until I come into contact with the little case of pills.
Pulling out her birth control pills, I slip the placebo package out of the pocket of my sweatpants. I had gotten replicas online. Carefully , I replace the originals with the dupes, making sure to pop out the pills to match the day.
The thought of Blair forever being tied to me and having my child is a whole other drug on its own. To have her as my wife and the mother of my children is all I could ever want with her. I put the original package in my pocket and plan to dispose of it once I’m home. As I’m closing the nightstand drawer, the image of Blair's face on a little Polaroid photo stops me.
I pick it up and examine it, she has a huge smile on her face that makes my heart skip. I'm keeping this. My little obsession. She’s so effortlessly beautiful. I pocket the photo while quietly closing the drawer.
My motivation and purpose. My exquisite little obsession.
Looking over at Blair , I brush sweaty strands of hair from her face and run my knuckles down her cheek. Soon there will be no severing the inevitable pull between us.