Chapter 6
CHAPTER SIX
S.K.A.M.
I didn’t need to read the article to know I was gonna be pissed. The headline blared loudly at me like a slap in the mother fucking face.
But what can I say?
I was a glutton for punishment.
Despite every line hitting like molten lava in my stomach, I read that mother fucker over and over again.
S.K.A.M? More Like Scam Artist!
For a world-renowned artist who prides himself on being unique, S.K.A.M. really let himself down with his prideful, or should that be, overly contrived and cliched performance at the recent Berkeley Art Exhibition.
We were promised something groundbreaking. What we got was... meh. A self-indulgent display that dragged on and on and on.
This artist, in my humble opinion, is grossly overhyped. His words were predictable, his rhymes both corny and uninspiring. He thought he was being edgy, preaching to a demographic that weren’t in attendance that night. Trying to connect with those less fortunate, but the unfortunate fools were the ones who had to stand in the cold, plainly decorated courtyard and endure his drivel.
Fools like me.
The only successful connection he made through his performance was with the wall at the end, where he proceeded to execute a lame and frankly disappointing mock suicide. I’m sure, given half a chance and a section of rope, the audience would’ve roped up and joined him, to relieve themselves of the misery he was spreading so ungraciously.
S.K.A.M.’s rendition of pride and what it means to him was an overall depressing display. A self-deprecating effort at trying not to look like the sellout we all know he is. His use of fake blood to expose the cliched writing on the wall was trite, unexceptional, and just downright boring. A ridiculous effort to make himself appear relevant, when we all know he’s laughing at us. Sitting on his pile of cash as he looks down on the lower classes, claiming to be one of us.
Five figures for one painting?
Yeah, he’s no more a man of the common people than the King of England.
So, who are the real fools here?
We were all sold something, and he didn’t deliver.
More fool us.
The best part of this nightmare was the end, but I should’ve left way before then.
In conclusion, S.K.A.M. proved that he’s the epitome of a scam artist. His fees are astronomical. His work a rip-off of better street artists such as Banksy.
I am thankful for one thing, though.
I will never have to sit through that performance ever again.
I was a glutton for punishment. I couldn’t stop reading. Hyper-fixating over every sentence, phrase, and word.
You thought my performance, that I spent years envisaging, months preparing, weeks perfecting, and countless hours practising was meh.
Meh.
I hated that fucking word.
Was it even a proper word?
I gritted my teeth so hard it caused pain, but I didn’t care.
The only thing meh here was this journalist’s shitty grasp of the English language.
Overhyped?
Over. Fucking. Hyped.
By who?
The people who paid money to see me there? Bought an overpriced ticket to the gallery exhibition just to witness what I’d created with my own bare hands, from my own twisted, and dare I say, fucking unique mind.
Something can only be overhyped if other people make it so. It’s not my fault if people want to hear what I have to say, buy my art, and place me on a pedestal I never wanted to be on.
And then there was the accusation that I was preaching to a demographic that wasn’t in attendance. The only fool here was this reporter, who didn’t know a damn thing about my background and what I’d been through in my life. I wasn’t preaching shit; I was spitting the truth. An ugly truth. Truth that’s uncomfortable for over-privileged assholes to understand or even grasp. It had well and truly flown over her mother fucking head.
Fake blood, corny rhymes, uninspiring.
Who else was putting on the kind of performances that I was in this city, hell, in this whole damn country? This fucker was lucky... honoured in fact to get a front-row seat to a once-in-a-lifetime, never to be performed again piece of art.
I glanced at the article again, staring back at me from my computer screen, and more importantly, the name of the reporter who published this bullshit.
Emma Belmont, Junior Reporter.
Congratulations, Emma Belmont. You just made it to the top of my shit list, and trust me, it wasn’t a list you’d want to be on.
Fake blood?
You’d think so, wouldn’t you?
Only it wasn’t.
You could ask the last guy who’d pissed me off to verify that, but you wouldn’t be able to... because he’s dead.
It was satisfying to use him for that performance, though. Spread the messages I wanted to by spilling his blood.
You think I’m sitting on a pile of cash, laughing at you?
I’ll be sitting on a pile of bones, cursing your name to hell when I catch up with you.
I’m an artist.
I take pride in my work.
And I’ll destroy anyone who begs to differ.