Chapter 18
Chapter Eighteen
Natasha
Maksim pulls me into his arms the moment we return home. “Thank you. No one has ever stood up to my father for me before.”
“That’s what a wife is supposed to do. And you helped me with my father. So thank you for that.”
“I have to admit… you looked sexy when you were talking back to my dad. I’ve never seen you use your voice like that before.”
“After how you’ve helped me, I’ve realized that I don’t have to be so afraid anymore.”
“I’m glad. Now, I want to hear you use your voice when I pleasure you tonight.” His lips find mine in a passionate kiss, stealing my breath away.
“But your shoulder,” I whisper against his lips.
“My shoulder is fine. It’s sore but it’s nothing I can’t deal with. Now, I need to touch you again. Taste you again.”
He picks me up into his arms and carries me into the bedroom, showing me that his strength is not a problem despite his hurt shoulder. My heart is pounding as we kiss. I know this is the moment. We’re finally going to have sex. There’s nothing keeping us apart anymore.
We may have started our relationship off on a bad note but we got there in the end.
Maksim makes quick work of my shirt and pants, leaving me in nothing but my bra and panties. The way his eyes rake over me make me feel like the most beautiful woman on the planet. There’s no question Maksim has feelings for me.
But does he love me?
“I need to taste you again,” he growls, pulling my hips to the edge of the bed.
I gasp when he spreads my legs wide and grips the waistband of my panties between his teeth.
Slowly, he pulls the piece of fabric down until I’m bare for him.
I remember his mouth on me before and I’m desperate to feel it again.
His lips find my nub and his tongue flicks it.
I cry out as my arousal gushes out of me.
Never have I been this turned on in my entire life before.
Maksim lights that fire inside of me. He’s allowed me to become the woman I’ve always dreamed of.
Instead of being a scared girl locked away in her room, I can thrive.
I can stand up to my father. I can be someone I’m proud of.
“Take off your bra and play with your breasts,” he murmurs before running his tongue along my folds and clit. Quickly, I take off my bra and toss it to the floor. The feeling of clothes on me right now is too stifling. I need to be free in Maksim’s arms.
My hands find my breasts and run along my nipples as Maksim works my body to perfection. My hips buck up and roll around, needing to get closer to him. He grabs my thighs and steadies me. Claiming me.
“Maksim,” I sigh as a spike of pleasure hits me.
His satisfied smirk tells me everything I need to know.
His tongue laps at my nub over and over and over again. My body is a live wire. Every touch makes me sensitive.
The pleasure inside of me grows and grows, becoming almost unbearable. As soon as I can’t stand it anymore, my pleasure washes over me. I gasp through my orgasm, shuddering and shivering.
Maksim kisses up my body until he reaches my lips. I can taste myself on him. “I need you, Nat. Fuck. I’ve never needed anyone this badly before. But, baby, I need you.”
I cup his face between my hands. “Then take me. I’m ready.”
That’s all Maksim needs.
He stands up and strips his clothes off. The sight of his bare body makes another flare of arousal hit me. I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of his beauty.
Once he’s naked, he lays his body over mine so we’re flush together. Never have I been this physically close to another human being before. It feels perfect.
“God, I need you,” he growls before kissing me again. I can feel his erection against my inner thigh.
I spread my legs wider to encompass him. He sits up and lines his erection to my entrance. Our eyes lock.
And then in one motion, he enters me. It’s slow at first. I can’t help but wince a little. My body has never experienced this sensation before.
Maksim grips my hips and presses himself deeper until he’s fully seated inside of me. My inner walls clench down on his length. He hisses. The look of happiness on his face lights me on fire and lets the pain vanish and be replaced with only pleasure.
My body relaxes around him.
“There you go, baby,” he says, placing his body flush with mine so we’re chest to chest. Skin to skin.
Nothing could get between us. “I’m going to make you feel good.
” Maksim kisses me deeply as he rolls his hips around –gently at first. He’s letting my body get used to this.
I clutch his back as a surge of pleasure hits me.
It’s so different from his mouth or fingers on my body.
This new feeling is deeper. More intense. More fulfilling.
Maksim thrusts into me harder. “God, you feel good around me, Nat. You’re perfect.”
“Maksim,” I cry out. My fingers dig into his skin.
He groans and begins to move his hips with more passion. A frenetic energy. He grips my hips and truly thrusts into me, claiming me as his.
I used to be terrified of Maksim but now I know I can trust him. His passion doesn’t scare me now. It only excites me further.
He thrusts into me over and over again. I can barely breathe. I can barely think. Nothing makes sense anymore except for Maksim. Just him and me.
We started out marriage off on the wrong page but now we’re right where we need to be.
In one smooth motion, he sits up so I’m seated on his lap. In this new position, his length sinks deeper into me, making me moan. The darkness in Maksim’s eyes lights me on fire.
“I could hear you moan every day,” he growls before kissing me again. He holds my hips, moving them back and forth on his erection, allowing me to get used to it. Allowing me to learn, He isn’t judging me for my lack of experience. Instead, we’re thriving in it.
I grip his back even tighter as I rock my hips around. Now that I’ve gotten used to the sensation, it’s easy to know what to do. My body instinctively knows.
Our breath mingles together. Our eyes never look away from each other’s. And our bodies move as one.
“Maksim,” I whimper as a pleasure grows through my body. “It’s too much.”
“It’s not too much, baby. You got this. Just relax into it.” He grabs my entire backside and pulls me flush against him. I moan from the sensation. Every motion of our bodies together makes my nub grow more swollen. I need my release but I can’t reach it yet and it’s killing me.
“Fuck, Nat,” he growls, kissing along my neck. His lips find my nipple and encircle it. I let out a loud moan, not even caring how I sound. I don’t have my old fears anymore. My shyness is stripping away.
Thanks to Maksim.
His hot kisses only serve to make me feel hotter.
“Maksim,” I moan before his lips find mine again. Now that we’ve crossed the barrier between us, nothing can hold us back anymore.
Maksim lowers me onto my back again and truly claims me as his own.
His thrusts are powerful. My legs wrap tighter around his waist, pulling him as deep into me as possible.
I’ll never get tired of this, even as my body is screaming for its release.
It might still hurt the tiniest bit but the pleasure overrides it. Nothing could feel better than this.
“Fuck,” he moans again, kissing me even harder than before. I’m not sure I can even breathe but I don’t even care.
The sound of our bodies moving together is vulgar but it’s also passionate. It’s love. It’s sexy. It makes me need this more and more.
“Maksim,” I moan again. Now that I’ve let myself go, I can’t hold myself back. “I need…”
“What do you need?” His voice is frantic and desperate. It’s exactly how I feel.
“I need you.”
“You have me, baby.”
“I need more.”
“You need to come?”
I can only nod.
“Then I’ll make sure you come.” He sits up on his knees and brings my ankles to his shoulders. In this new position, he can sink even deeper. I’m shocked that that’s even possible.
Like this, Maksim reach down and press his thumb to my clit. He flicks it over and over, driving me crazy. His hips continue to thrust into me like a madman. I’m powerless to stop it – not that I want to. I never want this to end.
“Come for me, baby,” he growls. His finger presses right down on my nub, sending a flare of pleasure through me. “Come for me. Now. God, I need to see it.”
He thrusts into me and flicks my nub at the same time and it’s just what I need.
My release hits me like a lightning bolt and I can’t stop myself from crying out. It all feels too good, like I’m in heaven. I’m not sure I ever want to wake up from this.
Maksim moans as he finds his own release right after mine. He fills me up, truly claiming me as his own. The possibility of children isn’t out of the question now. Nothing will be able to hold us back from each other.
With a sigh, Maksim slumps over me, keeping his hands on either side of my body so he doesn’t crush me with his weight. Even now, in his throes of post-pleasure bliss, he’s still thinking of me.
I can’t hold myself back from saying what I feel. “I love you.”
Maksim stiffens for just a moment before he gazes into my eyes. “You love me?”
I avert my gaze. “I had to say it. It’s what I feel. After everything…” I shake my head. “I’m sorry. Is it too soon? Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything. I –,”
He kisses me deeply before pulling back. “Don’t apologize. I love you too, Nat.”
“You do?”
“I wouldn’t have said it if I didn’t mean it.
I just didn’t say it before because I didn’t want to scare you.
But fuck, it feels good to say. I realized it when Enzo kidnapped you.
When I could have lost you. I realized I never want to be without you again.
I may not have asked for this marriage but it’s what I needed. I see that now.”
“It’s what I needed too. Thank you for being so good to me.”
“I was an ass when we first met. I showed up drunk at the wedding. And I’ll always be sorry for that. But I’m here now.”
“That’s all that matters.”
He slips out of me and pulls me into his arms. I rest my head right over his heart, feeling truly at peace for the first time in my life.
“What’s going to happen now?” I can’t help but think about Enzo and my father. So much uncertainty.
“I have no fucking clue,” he admits. “But what I do know is that I’ll always protect you. I can promise you that.”
“Then that’s all I need to feel safe.”
His eyes darken as he looks over my naked body. “You look so fucking sexy. You know that right?”
I can’t help but blush but I keep my eyes on his. I’m never looking away again. “And you do too.”
“I say we take a shower and then I can take you all over again.”
I shiver from the idea of receiving pleasure. “That sounds perfect.”