Chapter nineteen #2
I gulp in oxygen as my blood roars in my ears and pools in my center.
When I don’t move fast enough, his eyes cloud, and a bit of cruelty lights them from within, making the two-tone of them seem to glow.
Slowly, I drop to my knees in the middle of a hayfield with the only man I’ve ever truly wanted standing in front of me looking at me like there is nothing he needs more in this moment.
Finally settled on my knees, I clasp my hands behind my back, looking up at him.
Raider runs a finger along my jaw until he gets to my mouth, where he uses his thumb to rub my bottom lip.
“Too many nights, days, hours—fucking hell, minutes—I’ve thought of you just like this.
There are just a few things we need to cover first. Are you sure you want what you just said you wanted? ”
“I’m sure.”
“Here I was hoping you wouldn’t use your words,” Raider sighs. “If at any time it’s too much and you want to stop what’s happening, all you have to do is hold a hand up when you can’t speak. When you can, I need you to choose a safe word. Something that won’t just come up in conversation.”
I think about what he’s saying and roll a few words around in my head before settling on something. “VeggieTales.”
“There is nothing holy about what is about to happen,” he chuckles.
I tilt my head, making sure to look confused. “You mean to tell me you’re not going to make me see God? I thought this was supposed to be a magical moment.”
I see it in his eyes. The thread snaps. He goes to his knees, hand fisting in my hair. “Oh my sweet Tasia, I hope you remember you wanted this.”
I don’t get the chance to say anything as his mouth is once again on mine.
His tongue doesn’t ask for permission but instead invades and dominates my mouth.
My grip tightens as I fight the want to run my hands all over him.
Raider’s kiss is like a drug I know I’ll never recover from.
His hands run up my sides, taking my shirt and the tank top I was wearing with them as he goes, exposing my breasts.
He cups them, kneading them before pinching my peaked nipples.
The roughness of his hands on my tender skin causing my body to buzz with the building release.
“Raider please. I need to touch you,” I whimper, fighting my natural instincts to do so.
His mouth doesn’t leave my body as he nips, licks, and kisses every inch of exposed skin.
When he makes it to my breast, he stops blowing gently across them before looking up at me through his lashes.
Then, he lets go of my breasts and, gripping me under my ass, he stands.
He walks us back to the dock where he drops me to my feet.
“You can unbutton my pants and pull my cock out and then they go right back behind your back,” he demands, holding my hips steady as I follow his instructions.
Reaching out my hands, I shake as I fumble with the button on his jeans.
Eventually getting it undone as I reach for the zipper, being sure that I go very slow as not to catch his dick in it.
That would put a damper on the mood very quickly.
The further his zipper goes, the more his very impressive cock comes into view.
My body quivers with anticipation and fear because I’ve never had anything this big inside me before.
“Goddamn it, that look on your face will forever be burned into my brain.” His words do nothing but turn up the heat in my core.
His jeans hang low on his hips but don’t fall completely. I reach out with trembling hands, unable to fight the need to touch him in some way. Raider strikes like a snake gripping my wrist.
“If you do that, I’ll have to punish you for not following directions. Is that something that needs to happen?” his words dripping with dominance.
I roll his words around in my brain for a moment before he leans forward, whispering in my ear as he unbuttons my jeans, “We will be exploring that look and thought process further, but for today I cannot wait to be inside you.”
He pushes them down as he falls to his knees in front of me, kissing down my stomach to the top of my pubic bone. I waver as my injured leg pulls and tries to give out on me. He taps my bad leg. “Hands on my shoulders while I take your pants and boots off.”
I do as he says, placing my hands on his shoulder as he does this.
Once he’s done, he runs his hands up the front of my thighs, leaving a fire in his wake.
When he gets to my pussy, he runs his thumbs across my lips, avoiding all the places I need him.
My grip on his shoulders tightens as need rushes to my core, dripping down the inside of my thighs.
Raider goes back to kissing me, starting with a kiss just above my pussy and heading up.
I don't fight the whimper I let out as once again I’m left wanting.
As he sucks one peak into his mouth, pinching the other, once again building me up. He lets my nipple pop free as he sits in front of me. “Straddle my lap, Tasia.”
Slowly, I walk up his long, powerful legs with my feet on the outside of his. As I get close enough for him to touch me, he runs his hands up the back of my thighs, pulling me close so his mouth is on my pussy. Raider doesn’t wait, his tongue darts out, sliding over my clit.
My knees buckle as pulses of pleasure pulse through my body.
I throw my head back, moaning as he works me over with his mouth, bringing me to the edge over and over until I think I’m going to go mad.
Just then he sits back and guides me to kneel.
I hover just over Raiders hard cock waiting for his next instruction.
“The first time you cum in my arms will be with my cock buried in your pussy,” Raider snaps, his hand going to my hair.