Chapter 58 #2
Kai sucks dick like he does everything else—with reckless enthusiasm and zero finesse, all wet heat and sloppy pressure that shouldn’t work as well as it does.
He takes me deep, gags, pulls back, tries again.
So fucking determined.
So desperate to please.
It makes me fucking giddy with pleasure.
I reward his efforts by doubling down on Haven, spearing my tongue inside her, fucking her with it while my nose grinds against her clit. She’s making sounds that don’t qualify as human—keening, sobbing, her thighs clamping around my head as she rides my face.
“I’m so close,” she gasps. “Please, please, I need to come, please—”
I pull back just long enough to growl, “Then come,” before sealing my mouth over her clit and sucking hard.
She shatters.
Her yell echoes off the cabin walls as an orgasm crashes through her, her cunt flooding my chin with fresh arousal. I drink her down greedily, extending her peak with relentless flicks of my tongue until she’s shoving at my head, whimpering that it’s too much, she can’t, she can’t—
“Off,” I snap, and she collapses onto the couch, boneless and trembling.
I sit up, grabbing Kai by the hair and hauling him off my cock with an obscene pop.
“Enough,” I rasp. “I need to be inside her. Now.”
Kai’s grin is smug as he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “Thought you had more control than that, old man.”
“Even I have my limits.” I yank Haven onto her back, spreading her thighs wide, notching my cock at her entrance.
I sink into her in one smooth thrust, and we both groan at the sensation. She’s so wet, so hot, still fluttering with aftershocks from her orgasm. I can feel Kai’s cum coating my cock as I bottom out, and it triggers a primal possessiveness deep inside me.
Mine.
Both of them.
Mine.
I fuck her slow at first, savoring each drag of her pussy around my length, the way her back arches off the cushions, the desperate little “ah, ah, ah” sounds punching out of her with every thrust. Kai watches from beside us, his spent cock already twitching with renewed interest as he strokes Haven’s hair back from her face.
“Fuck,” he murmurs to her. “You take his cock so fucking well, Heavenly.”
“Harder,” she begs, her nails raking down my back. “Bastian, please, I need—”
She doesn’t need to say another word. I know exactly what she needs, and I give it to her without hesitation.
My hips snap forward with punishing force, the wet slap of flesh on flesh filling the room. I hitch her legs up over my shoulders, folding her nearly in half, and the new angle has me hitting that spot inside her that makes her eyes roll back.
“That’s it,” I grit out, feeling my own orgasm building at the base of my spine. “Take every inch I give you, my pretty little whore.”
“Yes, yes, fuck, yes—”
Her second orgasm takes us both by surprise—her cunt clamping down so tight it nearly hurts, her whole body seizing beneath me. Her cunt clamps down in a vise grip, tipping me over the edge. I bury myself to the hilt, emptying inside her with a deep groan.
For a long moment, there’s nothing but harsh breathing and the thundering of my pulse in my ears.
Then Kai’s voice, amused and hungry. “Move over so I can taste.”
I pull out carefully, watching my release spill from her abused entrance, and shift aside to give him access. Kai doesn’t hesitate—he dives between her thighs, lapping enthusiastically at the mess we’ve made.
Haven whimpers, her hands finding his hair, holding on as his tongue works inside her. “Kai—fuck—I can’t—“
“You can, Heavenly,” he mumbles against her flesh. “One more. Give me one more.”
I watch them with sated satisfaction, the warmth flooding my body that has nothing to do with an afterglow.
I’ve been running my entire life.
Running from Evelyn.
Running from the mess I make every place I land.
Running from me…the monster I became.
But here, in this cabin, I don’t have the urge to run anymore. If anything, I want to burrow deep, entombing myself in this moment and in these two beautiful, broken creatures that sought me out like moths to a flame.
When Haven comes for the third time, it’s with a silent scream, her body bowing off the couch. Kai works her through it with gentle licks, soothing rather than demanding, until she goes limp beneath him.
He sits up, wiping his chin, looking supremely pleased with himself.
“Come here, boy,” I murmur, reaching for him.
Kai lets me pull him close, lets me lick the taste of all three of us from his lips. He’s hard against my hip, his cock insistent, and when I reach down to grip him, he groans into my mouth.
“I want you,” I breathe against his jaw. “Want to be inside you.”
His breath catches as he grabs my wrist. “Wait.”
I pull back, frowning. “What?”
Kai’s grin is slow and wicked as he extricates himself from my grip. “We have something for you.”
Haven has somehow managed to push herself upright, and she’s smiling too—soft and secretive and a little dangerous.
“Like what?” I ask carefully.
Kai crosses to the Christmas tree and pulls out a brown package tied with a white ribbon. He carries it back to me and hands it over almost reverently.
I don’t take it, because it scares me more than anything in my life ever has.
“Merry Christmas, Bash.”
My heart flinches just like it does every time he calls me that.
“We didn’t know what to get you,” Haven says quietly, drawing my eyes to her as she curls her legs under her on the couch. “I mean,” she laughs. “What do you get a guy who has everything he needs, right?”
“Not everything,” Kai murmurs.
I stare at him, my chest growing tighter and tighter. “If this is about the other night—”
Kai shakes his head, but Haven nods, and I blink hard, my jaw clenching.
I’d had too much fucking bourbon. And they’d been so…so fucking open. We’d spoken about everything that night—Haven’s dad and uncle, Kai’s brother and father.
Then they’d both turned to me, and…I told them.
Everything.
Evelyn, Sybil…and everything that followed.
And instead of the revulsion, the hate, the fear I’d expected? They’d held my fucking hand like we were at a serial killer’s anonymous meeting and it was my turn to share.
So I shared.
Not just my body count…but how, even now, even here, I can feel the urge growing again. A desperate need for the homeostasis my mind so desperately craves.
I told them there’s only one way to sate that hunger. That was before I had my epiphany, of course.
“We know what you need, Bash,” Kai says, making my fucking heart stutter again.
Haven takes the gift from Kai’s hands and presses it into my palm. Her blue eyes are steady on mine, utterly without judgment. The butterflies in her ears catch the light as she gives me a slow nod.
I tear through the brown paper packaging, and the contents clatter to the floor.
A box of red pens and a flash drive.
“Christ, you remembered,” I mutter, shaking the pens so they rattle. When I look up, Haven’s grinning impishly at me. “I think my teaching days are over, sweet girl.”
“I’m not so sure.” She shrugs, glancing at Kai under her lashes. “You’ve sure taught me a lot the past few days…”
Kai laughs, and Haven joins him, both of them so fucking mischievous, I’m nearly overwhelmed with the urge to draw them over my knee and teach them both a lesson they’ll never forget.
But first…
I pick up the black flash drive, frowning down at the innocuous piece of plastic and metal. “What’s on here?”
“He’s a registered sex offender,” Kai says, his voice going flat and hard. “Except the registry doesn’t tell the whole story. Three of his victims were under ten. He plea-bargained down to a lesser charge, served eighteen months, and now he lives two hours from the nearest elementary school.”
“Right on the edge of the legal limit,” Haven cuts in, sounding disgusted.
“We can’t change what happened to any of us in the past,” Kai says quietly. “But you can make sure this piece of shit never touches another child.”
I look between them—my beautiful monsters, my perfect partners in every conceivable crime—and try my best not to suffocate.
“I don’t know what to say.”
Kai’s hand finds my shoulder, squeezing.
“Merry Christmas, Bastian,” Haven says.
I close my fingers around the flash drive.
“I love you,” I tell them, and the words don’t feel strange anymore. Don’t feel like weakness. “Both of you. More than I can ever express.”
Haven leans in to kiss me, soft and sweet. “We know.”
“Now,” Kai says, his grin returning full force as he reaches for my half-hard cock. “How about you show us exactly how grateful you are?”
I pull them both down onto the couch, the flash drive still clutched in my palm.
Outside, snow drifts over the Montana wilderness while inside, three monsters are about to make love by firelight…and possibly plan their first kill together.
At least…that’s what we were about to do.
Thud-thud—thud-thud
We all three jerk at the sound, sitting up to stare at the cabin’s door.
“Um…” Haven whispers. “What the actual fuck?”