Text Chat

Lodestar: Vana, I want you to know something.

Savannah: About the Sparrows?

Lodestar: Not just about them. About us too.

Savannah: Okay, hit me with it. What have you done and who do I need to bribe?

Lodestar: Like old times?

Savannah: Yep. Remember when you tried to sneak off with that band who was on the starting lineup for noxxious?

Lodestar: I do. It didn’t go down well.

Savannah: And that was with me helping you, lol.

Savannah: I watched them play at Madison Square Garden last week. They went straight to the top.

Lodestar: Thought Aidan Jr. would have put you on lockdown.

Savannah: No. Aidan and I were there to meet with someone.

Lodestar: Business?

Savannah: Always.

Savannah: Anyway, what’s up?

Lodestar: You might not hear from me for a while.

Savannah: As long as last time?

Lodestar: Maybe longer.

Savannah: Shit.

*incoming call*

Savannah: Star, pick up the damn phone.

Lodestar: No. I don’t want to talk. I need you to know that everything I’m doing, it’s for a reason.

Savannah: This sounds like a suicide conversation.

Lodestar: A, what? Jesus, Vana. Can’t you just let me get this down?

Savannah: No. Not if you’re trying to give me an interactive suicide note via text.

Lodestar: I don’t want to die.

Savannah: Good. That’s half the battle.

Lodestar: That doesn’t mean some people don’t want me dead.

Savannah: Babe, some people want ME dead. Isn’t that how we know we’re doing it right?

Lodestar: That’s your sparkling personality.

Savannah: Bitch. Why did I miss you again?

Lodestar: :P

Lodestar: You’ll be receiving a package in the mail soon. There’s a lot of info in it for you. You should be able to trigger hell.

Savannah: I don’t hear from you in months but you always come back bearing gifts. You do know I’m always the last person who messages in our chats, don’t you?

Lodestar: Sorry.

Savannah: No, you’re not. And if I get to trigger hell, you’d better be around to see it. We always liked reigning over our personal hellscape, didn’t we?

Lodestar: The shit our dads got up to was more like paradise than what we waded into, Vana.

Savannah: Crazy how they were hedonists and we dove deep into this batshit world, isn’t it?

Lodestar: Typical second gen trying to prove themselves.

Savannah: Think we’ve proven enough?

Lodestar: No. I haven’t.

Savannah: Then I haven’t either. We’re in this together.

Lodestar: I want you to be happy, Vana.

Savannah: I am. Aidan makes me very happy. He pisses me off too, but that’s to be expected. I want you to have this, Star. I want you to be happy.

Lodestar: Happiness isn’t for people like me.

Savannah: Bullshit. You can have this as well. We can keep on waging this war together, fighting from the trenches, and we won’t stop until we win.

Lodestar: I love you.

Savannah: I love you too. But that’s not what I needed to hear. What’s going on with you?

Savannah: Star?

Savannah: Star?

Savannah: Goddammit, answer me.

Savannah: Star, you bitch, don’t fucking do this.

Savannah: Damn you. Why do you always fucking leave?

**One week later**

Savannah: Star?

**Four weeks later**

Savannah: Please answer.

**Six weeks later**

Savannah: Stay safe. I love you.

**Eight weeks later**

Savannah: I need you.

Lodestar: What’s wrong?

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