Chapter 12
Chapter 12
Christopher Hatton watched as Nicholas packed his trunk. He envied his twin the Royal Horse Artillery uniform, especially the firearms he had been issued. The silver-mounted flintlock pistols, made by Godsall, had twelve-inch barrels and ornate handles. Their lockplates bore the emblem of the Crown with the initials GR for Georgius Rex.
“You are taking your own mount, Slate?” Kit asked.
“Yes, I know his value; I bred him myself. I’ll ride him to Portsmouth, and I’ve arranged to hire a packhorse for my baggage.”
“Do you have to leave today?” Kit’s tone was grudging.
“What would be the point in delaying my departure?” Gray eyes stared into identical gray for a long, drawn-out moment.
Finally, Kit broke their gaze. He felt a great deal of resentment toward his twin brother for what he had done. He truly did not mind him being an army officer, but why the hell hadn’t he joined the Horse Guards, so he could be stationed in London? It was the looming separation that angered Kit. He had refused to think about it for the last two days, but now that it was Thursday, and Nick’s departure was imminent, he could think of nothing else.
Kit feared that, without Nick, he would lose his identity. They were twins, for Christ’s sake, a pair, always together. Twins supported each other, leaned on each other, championed each other. Now Nick was deserting him, leaving him in the lurch, and moreover, he seemed happy about doing it! A feeling of panic rose up within him, and it took a steely effort to keep it from overwhelming him. Kit asked himself what the hellfire he had done to deserve such unjust treatment from his brother.
Nicholas was quite aware that Christopher resented his going, but he honestly believed that Kit would ultimately benefit from their separation. He had long overshadowed his twin, and this would allow Kit to stand on his own two feet and become his own man.
When it was time for him to leave, Nick decided a gesture was necessary to show his brother that he needed his help. “I’m flat broke, Kit. Could you cough up a tenner for my journey?”
“You bloody fool! Why didn’t you say something?” Kit emptied his pockets of all the money he was carrying, then went to his room and brought him another twenty pounds, which was everything he had in the house.
“Thanks, old man. I owe you.” Nick embraced his brother, bade him take care of himself, then hoisted his trunk to his shoulder. “Don’t come down with me; I have to do this on my own.”
Kit stared at the door long after he had gone. You bastard, Nick! You prefer doing things on your own!
By nightfall, Christopher Hatton was dead drunk. When Rupert came to call in Curzon Street, Fenton, the butler, told him that Lord Hatton was not receiving visitors. Rupert stood there a moment or two with a furrowed brow. What the hell was his friend playing at? Then his brow cleared. “Must have a bit of muslin upstairs,” he muttered to himself. “Oh, well. I suppose I shall see him at Burlington House tomorrow night.”
Christopher Hatton’s first order of business the next morning was Barclays. He withdrew a substantial amount of funds, reasoning that spending lavishly would banish his blue devils. Before he left the bank, however, he came face-to-face with Jeremy Eaton.
“H’lo, Harm. I was hoping I’d bump into you.”
Kit bristled when his second cousin did not use his title, but he masked his irritation because he sensed that young Eaton was there for a purpose. Since he was showing no deference, Kit was on his guard immediately. “How do you know I’m not Nicholas?”
Jeremy chuckled. “What business could Nick possibly have at Barclays when you got all the money? Unless, of course, you paid him off for taking the blame.”
“I don’t know what the devil you’re talking about!”
“Oh, I think you do, Harm. Remember, I was there the day of the fatal accident.”
The blood drained from Kit’s face, and he thought he might faint. “What the hellfire are you insinuating?” he bluffed.
“I am insinuating nothing, Harm, though I certainly could. I know how to keep my mouth shut. I would never divulge to a soul that I was close enough to the scene of the accident to hear you arguing with your father in the woods that day.”
Panic rose up in Kit Hatton; blood returned to his brain and his head began to pound. Nick had warned him about this slimy piece of offal, but he had ignored his twin. Kit’s panic suddenly doubled; Nick was gone and would not be able to take care of this trouble. Kit silently cursed his brother for deserting him and leaving him to cope with this nightmare on his own.
Jeremy smiled. “Blood is thicker than water, cousin; you may trust me implicitly. On another subject entirely, I wonder if you would stand me a loan? I have the inside track on a good investment but find myself five hundred pounds short.”
Kit knew it was blackmail, but if five hundred would keep the scurvy swine from revealing that it was he and not Nick who had fired the fatal shot, it was worth it. “I think that could be arranged,” Kit said stiffly.
“Thank you, Lord Hatton; I hoped I could count on you.”
“Don’t mention it,” Kit murmured politely.
“Absolutely not,” Jeremy promised.
That same morning, Dottie Longford accompanied Alexandra to Madame Martine’s, a very chic Paris dress shop in Bond Street. “The only time Madame Martine ever saw France was on a clear day from the cliffs of Dover, but her clothes are haut monde.”
The establishment was only a five-minute walk from Berkeley Square along Bruton Street, so Alex got to see none but fashionable shoppers like herself. The moment they crossed the shop’s threshold, they were fawned upon, and she knew Madame Martine had recognized the wealthy dowager.
“M’granddaughter needs a gown for the Burlington House reception tonight. Something in a shade that will contrast the glorious color of her hair.”
“Tonight, Lady Longford, mais—” Martine sounded aghast at such short notice.
“But nothing. If you cannot accommodate us, we shall go elsewhere.”
“Non, non, it weel be my great pleazzure,” Madame assured her.
“Indeed it will,” Dottie agreed.
Alex hid a smile and sat down in a fragile gilt chair to wait. A shop assistant brought out two white gowns, both of which were infinitely suitable for a young debutante.
“We don’t want white.” Dottie waved a dismissive hand.
“But Lady Longford, white ees in such good taste.”
“I deplore good taste; it’s so lacking in courage.”
The assistant took away the white and brought out a pink gown and another in a subtle shade of lavender. Alex tried on the latter and stood before the mirror to see if the gown liked her as much as she liked it. Tiny knife-pleats of chiffon fell from its high waist, and when she walked the effect of light and shadow made the material change color. Her eyes lit up and she was just about to say that this was the gown she wanted, when she saw Dottie place a cautionary finger to her lips.
“Mmm, it might do,” Dottie said doubtfully, “but it obviously lacks something. I suppose we’ll take it,” she pointed her ebony stick, “if you throw in that violet wrap you have on display.”
Madame Martine, seeing her profit fly out the window, protested, “But, Lady Longford, that ees the finest cashmere!”
“I should think so . . . none of your rubbishy stuff for us. A couple of pairs of long kid gloves wouldn’t be amiss. Don’t lollygag about; wrap ’em up! We can’t dillydally all day. We’ll be back for a fitting for a full wardrobe when we have more time.”
When they got outside the shop, Alex said, “Thank you for the gown and the lovely cashmere wrap. You are a shrewd shopper.”
“I love to haggle. Had an ancestor who was a famous rug thief at a bazaar, or was it an ancestor who was famous for being bizarre? I forget which.”
Just as they arrived back at Berkeley Square, Rupert was about to go riding in Hyde Park to see if Kit Hatton was there, since he hadn’t seen hide nor hair of him for two days. When he saw Alexandra’s dress box, however, his eyebrows rose to his hairline. “Madame Martine’s, begod! The most expensive shop in Bond Street!”
“Do keep a civil tongue in your head when you address the ladies of the family and where they shop.” Dottie looked him up and down and stared pointedly at his expensive riding breeches, weskit, and jacket. “Bond Street is no more pricey than Savile Row, I warrant.” She pointed her stick in the direction of the breakfast room. “I’d like a word, Rupert.”
Dutifully, he sought the breakfast room, for Dottie was too formidable for him to disobey. When she used that tone, she could render a man to cooking oil.
Dottie closed the door and spoke frankly. “How are you coming along in the heiress department? Do you have your eye on anyone?”
“Well, not yet. . . . I’ve been here less than a week!”
“According to the Bible, God created the earth in less than a week,” she said dryly. “Rupert, to keep the wolf from our door, I was able to arrange a bank loan, and I have earmarked a thousand pounds for your business venture.”
“Business venture?” he questioned uncertainly.
“The business of securing a rich wife, you young corkbrain! I shall give you five hundred now for your expenses, ring and such frippery and fallals, and five hundred when you are betrothed.”
“A thousand to secure a rich wife is stretching it a bit thin.”
“Think of it as a challenge, Rupert. You are titled, you have youth, passable looks, and are sound of wind and limb. What more could a gel want?”
He thought of his empty pockets. “Could I have it today?”
“I shall give you the five hundred today, if you give me your solemn word that you will not run yourself into debt. I don’t want a bum-bailiff plucking you off the street and throwing you in Fleet Prison, which is what happened to your disreputable father, for I shall have neither the means, nor the inclination, to bail you out. Now, not a word of this to Alexandra. I shall set aside a thousand for her dowry, but we cannot count on her becoming Lady Hatton for at least a year, until Christopher is out of mourning.” Dottie pointed to the door. “Off you go. Size up the birds you see in the park . . . and Burlington House will be fertile hunting grounds tonight; make the most of the opportunity.”
Alexandra found herself intensely excited as the hired carriage drove along Piccadilly to Burlington House. She hadn’t seen Nicholas since she’d rushed to Curzon Street after dreaming of him in a military uniform. Nick had made a point of telling her that he would see her tonight, and she could think of nothing else.
Rupert, his grandmother on one arm and his sister on the other, escorted them up the marble steps of the great mansion, which the Earl and Countess of Carlisle leased from the countess’s brother, Hart Cavendish, Duke of Devonshire. Dottie, resplendent in orange wig and black beaded gown, played counterpoint to Alexandra’s lavender chiffon.
They were greeted by Hart’s grandmother, Lady Spencer, who hadn’t seen her friend since Henry Hatton’s funeral. “Dottie, we meet under happier circumstances. I missed you at Devonshire House last week.”
Rupert spied his chance to escape, but Alex stayed beside her grandmother quietly, though inside she felt a riot of bubbling excitement. When the host and hostess stepped forward to welcome them, Alex hoped Hart’s sister Dorothy would not enquire why she hadn’t joined them at the theater, and she breathed a sigh of relief when her attention was taken by Alex’s cashmere wrap.
Hart joined the gathering and soon spirited Alex away on the pretext of showing off Burlington House. Her glance swept the crowd for a glimpse of Nick. In the ballroom she was surprised to see Annabelle Harding and her daughter, Olivia. “Good evening, Lady Harding. Hello, Olivia.”
“So, Lady Longford has brought you up to London early; how nice.” Annabelle’s look of vexation denied her words.
Alex noticed that Olivia Harding, usually blooming with robust health, looked decidedly peaked.
“Lord Harding and m’son, Harry, have disappeared into thin air. Have you seen them, Your Grace?”
“They’re most likely in the card room, Lady Harding.” Hart bowed politely and extracted Alex and himself from their company. “I always feel slightly uncomfortable when addressed as Your Grace; I much prefer being called Hart or Hartington.”
Alex looked up at him with an impish look on her face. “Really, Your Grace? I cannot imagine why, Your Grace.”
“You are a terrible tease, Alex. Since we’re in the ballroom, I imagine you would like to dance, mam’selle?”
“And I imagine you are only asking because you think it your duty. I much prefer we finish the tour of the house, Your Grace.”
They were about to ascend the sweeping staircase to the gallery, when Hart’s sister Dorothy rushed up and clutched his arm. “The Regent’s carriage just pulled up at the curb,” the Countess of Carlisle said, all aflutter. “I had no idea he would attend tonight; please help me greet him, Hart.”
Alex released him. “Go quickly; I see Dottie over there.” But instead of joining her grandmother, Alex headed to the gaming room, seeking the one person with whom she longed to spend time. Her heart began to hammer as she saw the familiar tall, dark figure ahead of her in the hallway. “Nick,” she called, hurrying her steps to catch up with him.
He turned with a welcoming smile that reached all the way to his gray eyes. “Alex, it’s Kit. But you won’t be mistaking us again anytime soon. Nick left yesterday.”
“Left?” Alex caught her breath.
“Left England to join his regiment. Surely he told you, Alex?”
He gave me his word. “On my sacred honor, Alexandra, I have no such intent,” he said when I asked if he had joined the army. You bastard, Nick Hatton, you deliberately lied to me!“No, actually he didn’t say a word. He told me he would see me here at Burlington House tonight.” Her head began to pound painfully.
“He deliberately lied to you? What a scurvy thing to do! Nick was in such a hurry; it was almost as if he was running away from something. Couldn’t talk him out of it, though I tried my utmost.”
He was running away from me! Dear God, I am going to faint.
“You look exceptionally lovely tonight, Alex. I’d like to paint you in that gown. . . . Its subtle color changes with the light and shadow whenever you move.”
He was being gallant and paying her compliments, yet she could hardly respond; all she could think of was Nicholas. What he told me when I suggested we marry was true. He said, “I have always thought of you as my little sister, Alex. It would be impossible for me to think of you in any other way.” I didn’t believe him until this minute. What a blind, stupid little fool I’ve been. God, how I hate you, Nick Hatton!
Rupert joined them. “There you are, Kit. His Royal Highness, the Prince of Wales, has arrived. Oh, Alex, have you heard the astonishing news? Nick has joined the Royal Horse Artillery! How I envy him his courage.”
“Some men cannot live without vainglory!” she said dismissively. “I must get a look at the Prince Regent, I hear that he is heavy as a hippopotamus these days. Do show me where he is, Rupert.”
“I’ll see you in the card room, Rupert, and perhaps I’ll have the pleasure of seeing you later in the supper room, Alex.” As Kit watched her leave, the smile on his face was most satisfied.
When Christopher passed the library on his way to the card room, he saw Olivia Harding, hovering just inside the doorway, beckon to him. “Hello, Olivia. Your family came up to London early, I see.”
“Would you step inside, Kit? I have something I must tell you.”
He was warned immediately by the hushed, pleading quality he heard in her voice, a marked contrast from her usual assured tone.
Her blue eyes were wide with anxiety as he took a tentative step across the library threshold. “Kit, I’m in trouble,” she blurted.
He stiffened immediately. “What sort of trouble?”
“You know . . . oh, please, don’t make me say it.” She touched her belly. “We . . . I think I’m going to have a—”
“What the devil does that have to do with me, Olivia? Oh, I see: Nick has gone to fight the French, and this no doubt explains the reason why he ran off in such a bloody hurry!”
Olivia was aghast. “It wasn’t Nick . . . it was you, Kit!”
“You are quite mistaken, Olivia,” he said coldly. “We are often mistaken for each other.”
“I did not mistake you, though obviously I did make a terrible mistake.” The anguish in her voice was palpable. “If you won’t offer for me, Kit, whatever am I going to do?”
“Olivia,” he said stiffly, “you must know that when I take a wife it will be Alexandra Sheffield. It was Father’s last wish before his tragic accident. It is common knowledge that it was arranged when we were children.”
Olivia’s face was no longer pale but flushed with the humiliation of Christopher Hatton’s cold rejection. Her shoulders slumped, but she managed to lift her chin as she walked past him.
As Kit watched her depart, the satisfied smile on his face had been wiped away. All he felt was panic as he nervously brushed the hair back from his forehead. Christ Almighty, Nick. You’ve only been gone a day and already the vultures are attacking their prey. First that bastard Eaton, and now Olivia-fucking-Harding! You have left me vulnerable to every scheming swine who sees easy pickings!
Alexandra’s flaming anger at Nick Hatton made her head pound and her mouth go bone dry. She lifted a glass of champagne from the silver tray offered her by a liveried footman and drained it. She put her hand to her head and knew the champagne had only made it feel worse. She decided what she needed was fresh air and went out onto the ballroom’s balcony. She saw a lone female figure standing in the darkness.
“Oh, Olivia, you startled me. I have such a pounding head, I had to seek a refuge.”
“I too have a terrible headache, Alexandra.” She could not keep the sound of tears from her voice. “I feel quite ill.”
“Oh, I’m so sorry. Are you going to be sick?” Alex asked, her hot anger suddenly replaced with sympathy.
“Of course not!” Olivia snapped. “Why would you think such a thing?”
Alex could hear the fear in her voice and guessed that what Olivia feared was gossip. She was hurt that Olivia thought her capable of starting rumors. “It was just a figure of speech. I feel like going home, but with the Regent here, it might be thought rude.”
“None would ever think badly of you, Alexandra Sheffield!”
Alex could clearly hear the resentment in her voice, and she wondered what the devil she had done to Olivia to deserve it. “Perhaps if I have something to eat, I’ll feel better. Excuse me.” Food was the last thing Alex wanted, so she left the balcony and returned to the ballroom. It wasn’t long before Hart came searching for her. She pasted a bright smile on her face and wondered how much longer she could endure the dreadful evening.
An hour later when Hart took her to the supper room, they found his two sisters and their husbands flanking His Royal Highness, Prince George. The food and drink with which they had plied him had obviously put him in a sentimental state of mind, for the moment he saw Alexandra’s red-gold curls, he became weepy over memories of his beloved Georgiana.
“He may drown in bathos,” Hart murmured to Alex.
“No such luck,” she murmured back tartly. “If he sheds any more crocodile tears, it is we who may drown.”
Christopher strolled into the supper room and approached Alex and Hart. “I had hoped you would favor me with your company for supper, Alexandra.” His tone was proprietary.
Alex frowned as the pain in her head increased. What the devil had suddenly made Kit so possessive? Her glance went from him to Hart, and she thought they resembled two dogs with raised hackles.
“I refuse to be a bloody bone,” she muttered, or a bitch, she added silently, and went to find her grandmother.
She wrapped the violet cashmere about her shoulders and turned to see Hart. He smiled at her and spoke to Dottie. “I would like your permission to give Alexandra a ride home, Lady Longford.”
“By all means, my boy. And may I say how very gallant you are to offer a ride home to a young lady with her grandmother in tow.”
In spite of the pain in her temples, Alex couldn’t help the bubble of laughter that rose to her lips. When the carriage with the ducal Devonshire crest arrived in Berkeley Square, Hart dutifully escorted both ladies to the door and bade them a warm but circumspect good night.
Dottie and Alex ascended the stairs together. “Men are all alike, darling; they just have different faces so we can tell them apart,” Dottie said, laughing.
Alex reflected miserably that that wasn’t quite true. The Hatton twins were not at all alike yet had the same face, and it was almost impossible to tell them apart!