Chapter 8
CHAPTER EIGHT
For the first few seconds of the heavy knocking, Edmund kept his eyes shut. What on earth could that noise be? Why was it interrupting this wonderful moment with Molly – a woman he now knew to be a loving, caring, woman.
A widow. A woman with nothing to lose in the area of love, and much to catch up on.
Edmund smiled as his eyes remained shut as the knocking increased.
“That was…that was wonderful.”
God, he knew he should not take such delight in it, but he could not help it. He was a man! Any man who heard such words would find not only their ego growing, and it had been clear she had spoken the truth.
That a woman married for two years had not experienced pleasure, true pleasure, was an outright shame.
The fact that he was the one who gave it to her was, of course, the second best part.
And yet that knocking still did not go away.
“Hie there, open up!”
Edmund’s eyes snapped open. “It is them. Molly, it is the kidnappers!”
He had thought she would open her eyes with a smile, with relief that they were about to be released form their slightly damp prison. But as he looked down, Molly was looking at him in terror.
“W-What?”
Edmund sat up so quickly that Molly almost fell from him, so desperate was he to find his clothes. “The kidnappers are knocking at the door! My God, never a sentence I ever thought I would say…”
His voice trailed off as he looked everywhere for his breeches. How was it possible for them to have disappeared?
Molly was still lying on the floor and she had a frantic look on her face. “Edmund, I do not think we should answer the door.”
Edmund paused, one leg in and one leg out of the breeches he had finally discovered. “What do you mean?” Her words were so nonsensical, he almost tipped over. “We have been in here for days now, Molly, the food has run out, and even with your tap magic we cannot survive on water alone.”
Molly bit her lip. She looked terrified, and Edmund understood her concern.
Pulling on the second breeches leg, he knelt down to her and smiled. “You have nothing to fear, Molly. I will not let them hurt you, I will not let them even touch you. You are completely safe with me.”
She opened her mouth to speak but the knocking started up again, more insistent this time, and a second voice called out through the door.
“Wake up!”
“Wait.” Molly spoke hastily as she rose to her feet but Edmund was barely focusing on her. He knew he had a shirt somewhere. “Edmund, I do not want to go to the door. Please do not – if you trust me – ”
Edmund was just finishing the last button when his brain caught up with his fingers. He looked over at Molly. There was something different in her voice, now. Something desperate. Pleading. She truly did not want to go over and talk to the kidnappers banging on the door.
“Why?” He said slowly.
Molly swallowed, a curl of her golden hair falling across her eyes. Edmund’s stomach contracted. She was so innocent, despite the widowhood. She knew so little of the world, and here she was, trapped in a house with a man disowned by his family.
“Hie there!” The knocking had returned and the voice was louder than ever. “We want to speak to Molly – Molls, are you still in there?”
Edmund froze. He must have heard that wrong – that could not be correct. How in God’s name could that be possible?
His eyes darted to Molly, who stood hurriedly and tried to tie on her gown properly. Her fingers were fumbling as she spoke hastily.
“Edmund, I need to tell you – ”
“Molly!” The harsh voice shot through the door again and Edmund felt nausea rising in his stomach.
“Edmund, wait – ”
Ignoring Molly’s hand reaching out to him, Edmund picked up his shirt and pulled it on as he strode across the room to the door where the knocking was emanating. His mouth was dry and his hands were wet.
He swallowed. “How do you know Miss – Mrs Kimble’s name?”
There was a moment of terrible silence. Then laughter broke out on the other side of the door.
Edmund turned around to see Molly standing in the middle of the room, her face white, her hands twisted together. Something painful jolted in his heart. Could it be…
“Not know Mrs Kimble’s name?” One of the kidnappers guffawed. “Why would not know our own sister’s name?”
Molly could not move a muscle. The only thing that seemed to be able to stir was her heart, thundering against her ribcage as though desperate to escape it.
Edmund was staring at her with wide eyes, his shirt badly buttoned and his hair messy. Both of them were ignoring the continued knocking on the other side of the door.
It did not matter. Molly’s secret, the secret she had hoped to take with her – the secret she had hoped would never be necessary to reveal – had been shattered and the repercussions were only just starting. She knew that.
She should have known it was all too good to be true. Women like her did not meet and fall in love with gentleman like him.
“No,” Edmund whispered.
Molly found she could move again and she took a step forward, speaking hurriedly. “Just because I am related to someone, that does not mean – that does not make me any less of a prisoner in here, Edmund!”
“What?” Edmund scoffed, taking a step away from her and preserving the gap between them. “I hate to break it to you, Mrs Kimble, but that is almost certainly what it means! How could you keep something like that from me? How could you fail to mention that – ”
“They are nothing to me, nothing at all,” Molly said hastily. This was her nightmare, this was exactly what she feared, and bitterness rose in her throat as she thought how close she had been to happiness. “Edmund, I swear to you, my brothers and I…we fell out, months ago, and – ”
“Those two men in the pub,” Edmund interrupted, his eyes still wide. “Were they…?”
Molly swallowed. The instinct to continue lying was strong but if she was ever going to untangle herself from this mess, she needed to come clean.
It was going to be one of the most difficult conversations she ever had. Would he ever trust her again?
Would she blame him if he did not?
“Yes,” she said heavily. “Those were my brothers. I had met with them to attempt to persuade them to leave their crimes behind them – as I have!”
As soon as the words were out of her mouth, Molly realised her mistake.
“As you have?” Edmund stared at her, and now all the warmth had disappeared from his eyes. “As you have, Molly? God’s teeth, ‘tis worse than I thought! Here I was, thinking I had found myself…”
“What?” Molly prompted.
But Edmund was not to be drawn, that was clear. He frowned at her. “Nothing. ‘Tis of no consequence now, the person I thought you were is dead. She never lived.”
Pain shot through Molly’s heart. “She does – I am right here, Edmund!”
“Molls girl, come and talk to us!”
Molly ignored the battering of her brothers. She had attempted to escape them before and not managed it. She was not going to allow them to destroy perhaps her one chance of happiness.
“Yes, they are criminals,” she said quickly, as though speaking rapidly would make the words less painful for her to say and for Edmund to hear.
“Yes, I helped them in my younger years – how do you think I met my husband? But no, I am not that person anymore. I have changed, I have left that all behind me!”
Edmund shook his head with a wry smile. “No one can change that much.”
Irritation burned in Molly’s lungs, and before she could stop herself, she shouted, “Just because your father did not want to change, that does not mean that I cannot!”
There was ringing silence after her words. Edmund stared at her, pain etched across his features. He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out.
Molly closed her eyes. “I…I cannot believe I said that. Edmund, I am sorry, I – ”
“I always thought that my father was wrong,” he said slowly, cutting through her words.
“He always told me that the lower classes were base, treacherous, and criminal. But most of all, he told me that they could not help themselves. That it was bred into them, and so it was foolish to expect good of them.”
Molly’s eyes snapped open. Edmund was leaning against the wall now, looking at her with narrowed eyes.
“And he was right,” he said softly. “God damnit, Molly, you have proved him right. You are just like the rest of them, like your brothers. Everything you are saying is a lie.”
Panic was rising in Molly now. She had been sure she could explain everything show him just what she meant, what he meant to her.
But there was a dull sadness in Edmund’s eyes now. He had lost all hope, all trust in her. And she deserved it. Why, oh why had she not told the truth when she had had the chance?
“Edmund,” she said softly, taking a step towards him.
“You have never made a mistake? You have never wanted to change things? I know you have, you left your family and your title, your money, all of it behind. Because you wanted to change. Because you saw your father and saw what you did not want to be.”
He did not respond but just stared at her. Molly swallowed.
“You have to believe me when I say that I have left that part of myself behind. My brothers…they have not. They wanted to punish me, to frighten me, I suppose, into returning to the family business. That is why I am here. There is no other reason.”
For a moment, Molly thought he believed her. Something shifted in his eyes, the way he was looking at her. She smiled slightly and reached out a hand to him.
Edmund pushed past her and strode to the other side of the room. “You sought me out in the pub. You meant for this to happen – ‘tis a honeytrap!”
A flicker of irritation seared through Molly’s heart. “If I remember correctly, you were the one who sought me out – you asked me to search you, and then propositioned me!”
But Edmund was not listening to her, he did not seem to be listening to reason. “You are the honey, you are the reason I am here. What share of the spoils were you promised, Molly – oh, of course there will be none with me. What a fool you must have felt, discovering I had no wealth.”
“I knew that in the King’s Head!” Molly said desperately. “Would I be so stupid to lock myself in with you? Kidnapping a knight, why would we do that on Christmas Eve when I could have been anywhere else?”
But he did not want to hear her words. He did not want to be convinced, she could see that. It was just like talking to her brothers all over again.
They did not want to hear the truth.
The door slammed open and there stood Tom and Jack. Tom looked gleeful, but there was a look of concern on Jack’s features.
“Dear me, Molls, it looks like you are in far more trouble than we thought,” leered Tom. “Pretty boy not believe you? What a shame?”
“Go to hell, Tom,” Molly spat, pouring all her anger and frustration towards him.
Tom’s eyes narrowed. “Now, that is not a pleasant thing to say to your brother, though I must admit I have not enjoyed hearing most of what you have been saying. Truly going to leave us, are you? Well, Molls. You are not a person we can trust anymore.”
Molly snorted. “Fine, do not trust me. Do you think I care about that right now?”
“I suppose you will say that you care about me right now,” said Edmund quietly.
Molly turned on the spot to look at Edmund, her face softened. “Yes.”
“So the decision is simple,” interrupted Tom’s voice.
Molly turned to look at her brother. “Really?”
Tom nodded. “Kill you, or leave you here to rot. Either way, Molls, you cannot be allowed to live.”