16. Thea
16
Thea
L andon closed the door and walked over to the bed, hooked one arm around my waist, and pulled me into a heated kiss. I tried to push him away, embarrassed that less than five minutes ago, I had Milo’s dick in my mouth. God, would he be able to taste Milo’s cum?
“Landon! I need to brush my teeth!” I told him when he finally let me go.
“Baby, you’re not going anywhere.”
“But—”
“No buts,” he interjected before smirking. “Unless you’re ready to cross the final frontier…?”
I squinted up at him. “Huh?”
“Butt sex. I’m game if you are.” He winked. I shivered. Not gonna lie. I had thought about all the possibilities of how to make a harem work in the bedroom. Eden had also forwarded me a ton of porno clips featuring one woman and several guys. For educational purposes, she’d said.
I may have watched one or two. For educational purposes .
“There is no lube,” Milo pointed out. I glared at him.
“Not helping!” But when my eyes slid down, I saw he was hard again, and damn, I kind of did want to try new things.
The sound of clothes hitting the floor made me look up. In the few seconds it had taken me to zone out, Landon had stripped off.
“What are you doing?”
He moved behind me and kissed my neck. “Having a threesome?”
“No, I need to get in the shower, then eat something,” I protested. “Everyone will be outside. I can’t have sex while people listen!”
“Shhh, it’s fine. Dario and Kyril are sparring in the gym and Cass went out. Just you, me, and Milo. Happy for you to eat me, cupcake.”
“Milo doesn’t like anyone touching him,” I pointed out, ignoring the whole eating Landon remark.
“That’s fine. I’m happy to play director if Milo doesn’t want me involved yet. I have experience.”
“Of directing or acting?”
He laughed. “If you recall, we both starred in a very famous movie that is still doing the rounds.”
And just like that, I felt like shit.
I’d almost forgotten about the stupid movie, but nobody else had, apparently. No matter where I went, that damn thing would follow me around. Fuck Dario and fuck my father for doing that to me.
Milo frowned when he caught the haunted expression on my face.
“Thea, I released a new version of the movie with a nasty virus embedded. Anyone who downloads or watches it will have their hard-drive wiped. All the major porn sites no longer have your sex tape. It won’t be long before it disappears completely, as most people will be too nervous to watch it.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
“Besides, that famous actress who starred in the movie about the rock star and the hot MILF just had a sex tape leaked, so that’s what most people are talking about now.”
“Poor woman.” I felt for her. Seeing intimate footage of yourself leaked online was shit. I was a nobody, but everyone knew her, and she had kids. They were probably traumatized.
“You need to get out of your head, wifey,” Landon observed. “Let me help you.”
He was right. All the good vibes from me giving my sexy nerd a blow job had evaporated. Mostly because of Landon referencing the sex tape. But also, because I was worried the other guys would walk in on us and make Milo uncomfortable. He seemed fine with Landon in the room, and he’d joined us when Kyril was there, but who knew where his boundaries lay?
“This was supposed to be about me and Milo,” I pointed out.
“Do you want me to leave?” Landon sat back. He did his best to sound jokey, but there was a hint of hurt there.
“No, of course not, but Milo might prefer it if it was just him and me.”
Milo sat up, drawing my eyes to his taut abs. Damn, he was sexy. And still hard. Go figure.
“I like watching as well as doing,” he told me.
“See? Milo is happy. I’m happy. Now it’s time to make you happy.”
He picked me up and laid me down on the bed. Milo rolled onto his side and watched as Landon parted my thighs.
“Watch and learn, Milo.” Landon grinned before spreading my pussy wide open and licking me from top to bottom.
“Tell me what feels good,” Milo said in a husky voice. I arched my back when Landon’s tongue swirled around my clit.
“That feels good!”
Milo caressed my boob as Landon went to town on my pussy. All the chaotic thoughts swirling around my head faded as he pushed me higher. Landon pressed a finger inside me, then a second, fucking me slowly as he sucked my clit.
“Fuck, you really like that,” Milo breathed. “I can see your pussy getting wetter.”
“My wifey loves it,” Landon confirmed, pressing a third finger inside me. “She likes it when I finger her ass, too,” he added, pushing his thumb against my tight back hole. “She’s going to love it when I fuck her there.”
The thought of Landon fucking my ass while Milo took my pussy triggered my orgasm. I came hard, my hoarse cries echoing around the room. Before I had a chance to come down from my high, Landon picked me up and placed me over Milo.
“Fuck our girl,” he ordered his friend. Milo didn’t need any encouragement. He gripped his cock and pushed inside me, groaning as my pussy clenched around his shaft.
“I need to come…” Milo gritted out. “It’s too much.”
“Not yet. Think of code and boring shit.”
“Code’s not boring.”
“Yeah, it fucking is.”
Milo gripped my hips as Landon knelt behind us, cupping my breasts.
“Damn, your tits are juicier than ever,” he growled in my ear. “I can’t wait to see how much bigger they get.”
“Me too,” Milo muttered as he drove into me, hitting all the right spots inside me.
“Once our girl comes again, then you can paint her pussy with your cum.” Landon’s filthy words lit me on fire. He reached down with one hand to rub my clit. It was too much. I couldn’t take any more, but he refused to let me go. Then I was coming again, my pussy convulsing hard.
Milo shouted as he came with me, both of us lost in pleasure. Before I could collapse on Milo’s chest, Landon lifted me off Milo and thrust in from behind. I had to be a sloppy mess by now, but he didn’t seem to care.
He fucked me hard and fast, taking what he needed.
“You look so good like this, baby,” he purred. “You take my cock so well.”
“She’s perfect,” Milo sighed, his eyes fixed on my tits as they brushed his chest. “Perfect for us.”
I doubted that very much, but my body didn’t care what my brain thought. Landon pinched my clit as he came, triggering another orgasm. I felt him come inside me, then we all collapsed in a messy, sweaty pile on the bed.
To my surprise, Milo didn’t seem to care about all the skin-on-skin contact. Instead, he smiled and yawned sleepily.
“That was amazing,” he beamed.
“Damn right it was amazing,” Landon agreed. “Sex is always amazing when I’m involved.”
“You’re so modest,” I scoffed, resting my head on Milo’s chest while Landon wrapped his body around mine from behind, his arm slung over my hip so I couldn’t move. Not that I wanted to, even though I was gross now.
My stomach growled loudly just as my eyes fluttered shut.
“Time to feed our girl.” Landon sat up and slapped my ass, making me yelp. “Milo, get her into the shower while I go check out the food situation.”
I smiled. Landon taking charge was kind of amusing. It was usually Kyril’s role. The Russian was obsessed with making sure I had enough to eat. He seemed to think I didn’t eat enough. He was probably right. Most days, I ended up skipping at least one meal.
The sound of voices from the living room cleared my head. Fuck, I didn’t need anyone walking in and finding me lying in bed. If Verity saw me like this, I’d be mortified.
Milo must have read my mind because he jumped up and pulled me into the bathroom, closing the door behind us.
“It’s OK, I can clean myself up,” I told him, aware he might need some downtime after our little fuckfest.
“No, I want to take care of you.” He frowned. “Unless you’d prefer it if I left?”
“Not unless you feel uncomfortable?”
His frown became a smile. “No. You could never make me feel uncomfortable. I love you.”
“You love me?” I croaked. Milo loved me? I didn’t deserve love. Not after all the awful things I’d done. Verity loved me, but she was my sister. She loved me despite how fucked up I was, just as I loved her.
“Yes, I think I do.”
“You think?” Steam from the shower filled the bathroom, the sound of running water masking our conversation from anyone listening.
“No, I know I love you,” Milo corrected. He looked thoughtful as we stepped under the cascading hot water. “I think about you the moment I wake up. You’re the last thing on my mind when I fall asleep. I want to take care of you, make you happy, like you make me happy. My heart goes crazy when you smile, and I think you’re the most beautiful woman in the world. Maybe love is just a chemical reaction, but I don’t care. I love you anyway.”
I wanted to say something. Anything. But my throat closed up as tears filled my eyes and dripped down my face.
“That’s… I love you, too,” I choked out, knowing it was true.
I loved all of them. Only I wasn’t sure whether I could keep them all. Or any of them, for that matter.
Life had taught me that if I loved something, someone always took it away from me.
My resolve strengthened. Nobody was taking my guys from me. They could try, but if they did, I’d make sure they bled first.