Chapter 17 #2
That’s true. I really don’t think Stells got off the ship at all when we were in Qauvela, so I guess she’d only be able to talk to people on the space version of the internet.
Even though I don’t know her super well, I trust her enough to not be spreading gossip about me.
“No, it’s okay,” I tell him, my own smile softening a bit at his concern.
“As long as she ain’t watchin’ or nothin’. ”
“She won’t.” Tavryn then steers the conversation back to where he was leading it. “But you never answered my question.”
I let out a chuckle that sounds way more nervous than I intend. “Well, if I’m bein’ honest, I was hopin’ you might join me.” I dig my teeth into my bottom lip before continuing. “Maybe you can show me how that fleshlight works?”
Tavryn’s eyes glitter with desire as he stares at me across the table. The grin slowly spreading across his face is sharp. Predatory. I love it. “You’ve got yourself a deal.”
Our half-eaten meals end up going in the fridge, both of us more interested in getting naked than eating.
It doesn’t take me long to strip out of this onesie-like thing I’ve been wearing all day.
All I have to do is shrug it off and undo a couple of snaps to have it pooling at my feet.
I bought it because it looked comfortable for laying around the ship, but easy access is another big plus.
Tavryn likes it too, if that hungry look in his eyes is any sign.
“I knew that terrible outfit would look better on the floor,” he growls, slowly walking me back toward the bed.
I nearly trip over my own clothes. Luckily, his tail wraps around my waist to steady me, uncurling from around me once I’ve found my footing.
“Careful, darling. Wouldn’t want you hurt before we even begin. ”
I quickly step out of my clothes so he can keep guiding me to the bed. He’s not touching me now that he’s pulled his tail away, but he’s so close I swear I can feel the heat coming off him.
“What about you?” I ask, gripping the lapels of his jacket as we continue to walk backwards in this weird, dance-like way. “You gettin’ naked today?”
I feel the tension racketing up in his body.
It takes me a moment to realize why. “You know what I mean. Your kind of naked.” It doesn’t bother me that Tavryn prefers to keep some clothes on while we’re together.
Why would it? Him being completely naked isn’t going to make the sex better.
That would be impossible—it’s already the best sex I’ve ever had.
“If you’d like,” Tavryn agrees after another moment of hesitation. He takes off the jacket, carefully hanging it on a hook on the wall as I flop back onto the bed.
I watch him as he takes his time undressing.
He works through every layer, folding each piece carefully after he takes it off.
I never thought such a slow, purposeful undressing could be so erotic, but with Tavryn, it is.
Each piece of clothing he removes is a sign of him letting me in. I want that. I need that.
“Taaaav.” The word comes out whinier than I mean. I don’t care. I squirm on the bed as I try to bring his attention back to me. It works. He glances over at me, his hands pausing on the buttons of his undershirt. “Please. I don’t wanna wait anymore.”
“Someone’s impatient today,” Tavryn says with a tsk. It doesn’t stop him from coming over to me, thankfully. He’s undone most of the buttons on his shirt, revealing lots of soft, yummy grey skin.
“I can’t help it. You make me so horny.” Horny doesn’t feel like a strong enough word for the way Tavryn makes me feel. If I don’t have him right now, it’s like I’m going to explode from need.
I pause as I glance at the top of his head, a grin slowly spreading across my face. “Although I guess you’re always horny.” Tavryn groans, falling forward to bury his face in his pillow. I can’t stop laughing. “Get it? Cause you have horns!”
Tavryn turns his head just enough to give me some serious side eye. My grin never fades. “I can’t believe I was about to have sex with you,” he says, the words coming out muffled as he turns his head into the pillow again. “That’s clearly not happening now.”
“Aw, c’mon.” I wiggle up to lay on my side next to him. His hair is mostly down today, and it’s a beautiful curtain across his back and shoulders. I run my fingers through it, toying with one of the many small braids. So pretty. “It was just a joke.”
“It was a terrible joke.” Tavryn doesn’t move, though some of the tension in his shoulders disappears as I play with his hair. “Probably the most terrible joke I’ve ever heard.”
“I can come up with something worse than that,” I offer.
I know lots of good jokes. Well, okay, they’re bad jokes that I think are funny.
Viola used to like them when she was younger.
Now she just rolls her eyes whenever I tell her one.
Either that or she guesses the punchline.
That girl’s got some serious brains. “Hm…which one should I start with…”
Tavryn rolls over so he’s facing me. He’s frowning so deeply there’s a line between his pretty purple eyes. “What do I need to do to keep you from telling any more of these jokes?”
I consider it for a moment, slowly twisting one of his braids around my pointer finger.
I like this, a lot. We never have time to lay together and talk like this.
I might be annoying him, but he’s not going anywhere.
Not like he could, since he’s stuck on this ship with me for a while.
I’m just going to ignore that fact and pretend he’s staying because he wants to, not because he has to.
“You could kiss me. I can’t make jokes when your tongue’s in my mouth.” He rolls his eyes, though I barely see it before he’s leaning in to close the distance between us.
The heat between us has cooled to a simmer, but it doesn’t take much kissing before it’s boiling again.
Tavryn pushes his way into my mouth. For half a second, I pretend to put up a fight, then I eagerly let him in.
The way he licks and sucks at my tongue makes a shiver go up my spine.
I press closer to him, one arm sliding around to grip the back of his shirt.
Tav pulls away quickly, his tail wrapping around my wrist to dislodge my fingers from his shirt.
“Still feel like joking?” he asks as he tugs me closer.
I move willingly, getting so close the tips of our noses brush.
It’s difficult to really see him now, but it’s totally worth it to feel his breath fanning across my lips.
“No, sir,” I say, grinning at him before pressing a soft kiss to his lips. The tip of his tail twitches against my arm. Oh, he liked that. His pupils are slits by now. That would give him away if his tail hadn’t already. “I mean, unless you want an excuse to shove somethin’ else in my mouth…”
Tavryn apparently hadn’t expected that. He laughs, an actual full, rich laugh without any kind of harshness to it. And then he smiles at me. Tavryn smiles, and it’s small and soft and makes my heart feel like it’s going to pound right on out of my chest.
The whole thing is so silly and wonderful I get a tiny bit choked up.
I swallow in an attempt to clear it. Tavryn either doesn’t notice or doesn’t understand what’s happening, and for once, I’m thankful for his inexperience with humans.
The last thing I want is him asking me about it.
What would I say? That I think I might be falling for him?
“My darling boy,” Tavryn says, reaching up to cup my cheek. I turn my head to kiss his palm. He’s still smiling. This is the longest I’ve ever seen him smile before and mean it. “As much as I’d love to bury my cock down your throat, I have other ideas for today.”
Before I can ask what he means, he sits up facing the wall and presses a button right above the edge of the bed, revealing a hidden compartment that runs nearly to the other side. A compartment that’s completely filled with sex toys.
“Dang!” I exclaim, unable to help myself. I scramble over to get a better look, chuckling when I realize my own dildo has been added to the collection. I’d been wondering where it ran off to when I hadn’t seen it while I was packing.
“You really were holdin’ out on me, weren’t you?” I look over the variety of different toys. Some of them are obvious, like dildos, anal beads, and a variety of different fleshlights and strokers. Or at least, that’s what I’m guessing they are. None of them look quite like what I’m used to.
While the dildos are definitely dick shaped, they don’t look like human dicks.
It makes my poor dildo look a little plain.
Especially since one of them is one hundred percent a tentacle.
Is that based off of something that actually exists?
Like are there really otherworlders walking around with a tentacle in their pants?
That’s not even the wildest sex toy in Tavryn’s collection. There are some other things in the cabinet I’m not quite sure about. Part of me wants to ask, while another part thinks I probably don’t want to know. If I’ll enjoy something, I’m certain Tavryn will pull it out for me.
Tavryn picks out one of the fleshlights before grabbing some lube and pressing the button to close the compartment.
It slides shut with a metallic schlick. My cock twitches as he turns his attention back to me.
This time, his expression is back to his usual smirk, which likely means I’m about to come my brains out.
My eyes dart between him and the fleshlight.
There’s absolutely no way I’m going to last once he puts that thing on me.
I guess I’m going to have to start jerking off more to increase my stamina or something.
I’d thought I was decent before, but just looking at Tavryn holding the toy makes me feel like I’m about to burst.
“Is that for me or you?” I ask, licking my lips as I glance down at the toy in his hand again.
It’s made of bright blue silicone and is longer than I expected.
Way longer than Tavryn’s cock. It also has a handle on both sides, though one of them is higher up than the other.
I’m confused for a moment until Tavryn slides his tail through it.
Oh. I see. Hands free. That totally makes sense.
“It’s only proper for me to show you how it’s done,” Tavryn tells me.
He pushes at my chest, and I happily fall back against the bed, tucking my hands behind my head.
The movement makes my biceps flex and draws a needy whimper out of Tavryn, who is hurriedly pushing his underwear down to free his cock.
He settles on my stomach, one of his knees on either side of me.
Now I’m the one that whimpers. How could I not when he looks so good on top of me?
“I’m assuming you understand the basics?
” Tavryn asks as he squirts a bit of lube into the toy.
He slicks his cock next, groaning softly as he works himself through his fist. I’d give anything for that to be my hand or mouth.
Or my hole. Those pulsing ridges would feel so good rubbing against my prostate.
The thought has my hips jerking up, looking for friction and nearly dislodging Tavryn in the process.
“Uh uh uh. Behave, or you’re not getting a turn,” Tavryn scolds.
I collapse back against the bed with a moan.
“I’ll be good,” I promise. I’ll try, at least. I don’t know how much longer my control will last, and he hasn’t even put his cock in the toy yet.
I slide my hands out from under my head to grip the sheets at my sides.
There. Hopefully that’ll help me keep it together at least a little bit longer.
Tavryn nods to show his approval. An unexpected wave of heat washes through me.
Apparently now he doesn’t even have to say his praise in order to get me going.
I’ve been learning all kinds of things about myself since being around Tavryn.
Would I feel the same way if someone else praised me like he does?
I don’t want to find out.
“Put your hands above your head where I can see them,” Tavryn says.
I giggle, unable to help myself, but do what he says.
Since Tavryn’s bed is circular, my hands dangle over the edge.
It doesn’t bother me, at least for now. “Keep them there. I don’t want you touching anything you’re not supposed to. ”
My lower lip pops out in a pout. “There ain’t no touchin’? You mean I can’t touch you at all?” I groan when he shakes his head. Oh, that is so unfair.
“You’re supposed to be learning,” Tavryn reminds me. “And we both know you’ll never be able to focus if you’ve got your hands on me.”
While that’s probably true, I doubt I’ll be able to focus either way. It’s just a fleshlight though, so how hard can it be? I figure he’s just doing all of this for show, not because I actually need to learn something.
“Will there be a test after?” I tease, grinning up at him. It quickly falters when he nods. “Wait, really?!”
“Mhm.” Tavryn slowly slides the fleshlight down onto his dick. His head falls back as he pushes all the way in. “To see if you come too quickly.” I snort. Okay, I’m going to fail that. “Eyes on me. This will be fast.”