24. Chapter 23
Chapter 23
Felix
T he starter and main courses were a success. Alisha even said that I almost surpassed her mother’s cooking. I took this as a compliment because I knew how much she adored her mother. Honestly, it was just great to see her having fun with me tonight. We spoke about the day we had as well as Alisha’s plans with her friend Ophelia tomorrow.
Alisha had gone a little quiet at some point in the evening and I wondered what was on her mind. I didn’t press as she would talk to me when she felt ready and I would be there to listen. I started to make the dessert, all I needed to do was boil some milk and rice mixed with some sugar in an instant pot. Alisha had decided to keep me company in the kitchen and sat on the counter top, watching me curiously. I loved having her there, and every so often I would glance at her luscious legs that I wanted wrapped around me very soon. I imagined them locked around my waist as I pumped into her, fucking her senseless. If she’d let me, I’d give her another orgasm tonight with my mouth since I loved hearing her unravel underneath me. Completely at my mercy. Completely mine .
Something had been on my mind for the last few hours though. We needed to have a conversation about us and where it was going. I, of course, wanted more, to be exclusive and maybe even call her my girlfriend, but I wanted to ensure we were both on the same page, that we knew where we stood. If we were going to get into a relationship, we needed to think about how long distance would affect us. I felt scared because I didn’t want to push her away, but I needed to tell her how I felt about her. My feelings were only going to get stronger the more time I spent with her. She’d already turned my world upside down in the space of a few days. Imagine what she could do within a few months. I wanted more of her though. I wasn’t afraid of what was ahead, only afraid that I wouldn’t have her in my life.
The kheer was pretty much done and I took two bowls over to the dining table, with Alisha following at my heels. The two of us dived into our delicious dessert, which honestly was now my favourite dish of the evening. Alisha let out another one of her moans which caused my cock to twitch in my trousers. I knew I needed a good release later tonight.
“Well, I am utterly impressed Felix. I think you should be a professional chef, with the way you cook.” Alisha placed her empty bowl in front of her and licked her lips.
“Maybe I should quit my job.” I let out a throaty laugh. I actually thought about it, maybe trying something else that I was more passionate about. I did enjoy cooking but knew it wasn’t an easy profession to get into.
There were other things I could try, perhaps I would ask my sister when I saw her tomorrow. She wanted to take me out for dinner along with our aunt Brenna and then perhaps Christmas shopping at the weekend.
“Well, this was a lovely evening Felix. I know I’ve said thank you so many times but I really mean it. No one has ever gone to this much effort for me before,” Alisha admitted. This woman really deserved queen treatment and I cursed her ex for being the dick he was. I hoped I would never cross paths with him. I wasn’t a violent man but I could be harsh with my words, especially with people who deliberately hurt good people.
“My pleasure, thank you as well for your company,” I replied, my voice had suddenly gone quiet as I knew I needed to talk to her next about us.
“Let’s move to the sofa,” I suggested, we’d be much more comfortable there. When Alisha sat down, I offered to make her some coffee but she declined politely. I also didn’t want any so proceeded to sit down beside her, pulling her into me so that her head rested on my shoulder. She laced our fingers together, rubbing her thumb along my palm which sent tingles through me. She smelt like peaches today as I breathed in her scent and with my other hand, I placed this on her thigh.
“Sooo,” Alisha drawled.
“Sooo,” I mimicked, drawing lazy circles on her jean clad leg.
“Felix, what do you think about me?” she asked. I could answer this with full honesty, to tell her that I thought about her every hour, every minute, every second. Images of her consumed my thoughts, and I couldn’t control them, nor did I want to. If she wanted to, I would make her mine and do whatever I could to prove she was worth it.
“What do I think of you? I care about you and I really like you. I want this to go further but I also don’t want to put any pressure on you. I’ll do whatever you want, at your pace,” I said and Alisha relaxed into me, gripping my hand a little tighter. I could hear her heartbeat racing fast against me too.
“I really like you too. And I do want more, it’s just if we decide to be exclusive then it’ll be hard when I leave,” she replied. She wasn’t wrong and maybe we really just needed to see what happened in the next week. Maybe we really didn’t need to put a label on it just yet. It was still early. I was happy just being with her, kissing her, holding her and getting to know her.
“I know. I think we should just keep doing what we’re doing, no labels and no expectations. Just feel how we feel and we’ll be alright. I want to cherish every moment I spend with you,” I told her and she nodded in agreement, her lips curving into the smile I adored. Everything about her was so beautiful.
Things were becoming intense as we became more touchy with one another, hands pressed against skin and my lips pressing kisses against her neck, her collarbone and then finally her lips. Her fingers travelled into my hair, tugging me closer and I lifted her onto my lap, resting my own hands on her ass. I wanted her to feel how rock hard I was for her and it didn’t help that she started to move against me as we deepened the kiss.
“Wenn wir jetzt nicht aufhoren, werde ich dich ficken, Schatz 1 ,” I said this in German as I knew she wouldn’t be able to translate and I wanted to keep her guessing.
“I imagine that’s dirty talk.” Alisha blushed. It had been a long time since I’d last had sex. After the break up with my ex, I didn’t want to go sleeping around, and even the idea of jacking myself off at the time wasn’t of interest, but now my libido was back and all I wanted to do was sink myself into Alisha. I wanted to pound hard into her, edge myself deeper into her world and come undone with her.
“Felix, take me to your room,” Alisha said with a stern voice and of course, I couldn’t say no to her. I hoisted her from my lap, leading her toward my room, and as soon as the door closed behind her, I pulled her body to mine and meshed our mouths together. Quick breaths escaped her as I kissed her with passion, nipping her bottom lip with my teeth gently. I wanted her underneath me now and I knew that was what she wanted to, her eyes were telling me and her body language too.
With one quick movement, she was on my bed and I was hovering above her, my left hand tugging down her jeans with her underwear following suit. I wanted to curl my fingers inside her again and watch her writhe. I looked at her glistening pussy and couldn’t wait to taste her again. The way she clenched against my fingers and mouth this morning almost made me come myself.
“Sweetheart, I want to make you come. I loved watching you this morning, it was fucking sexy. So, I’m going to take care of you again,” I told her, if anything I wanted to make her come ten times better than she had this morning. I wanted her to go home tonight thinking about it, to know that no other man could make her feel the way I would. Tonight, she was mine. If she could be forever, even better. A man could hope and want.
I had kept Alisha waiting far too long as she dragged my hand to cup her pussy, which was slick and ready for me.
Anything for you.
I gently eased one finger inside her as I pressed a firm kiss to her neck and then to her chest.
“Too much clothing,” I said, wanting to remove her jumper so I could see her beautiful chest. I bet she had amazing breasts. She pulled her jumper off over her head and then unclasped her bra, revealing her perfect tits. I kept the pace with my finger inside of her and with my free hand cupped her left breast, swiping my tongue over her erect nipple.
“You are beautiful,” I murmured and Alisha moaned in pleasure as I edged another finger inside of her, teasing her clit and her folds. I licked and sucked her nipple before giving special treatment to the other breast, enjoying the way she arched her body into me.
“Your mouth. Please,” she begged, signalling for me to go down on her. I obeyed, wanting to taste every last drop of her. I dragged my tongue up and down her throbbing clit and at the same time, teasing my fingers in and out of her. The sound of her cries almost sent me over the edge as she came, her legs shaking as she did. I lapped up her release, relishing in the sweet taste of her. She was my own dessert and I could eat her out for days if I wanted to.
“I- wow. You’re so amazing at that.” Alisha giggled as I laid down next to her, catching her breath. I loved the effect I had on her and pulled her body against mine, to gaze deeply into her eyes.
“I want to go down on you now,” she said. I wasn’t expecting anything in return but the bulge in my trousers was very evident and she was eyeing it up, her eyes wide at the size of it.
“We don’t have to if you don’t want to. I just wanted to make sure you were satisfied tonight,” I told her, brushing away a strand of hair that had fallen against her cheek. Her skin was flushed but she looked excited and desperate to take control. Fuck, I would let her. I was completely hers tonight, whatever she wanted.
“It’s your turn, gorgeous.” Alisha gave me a gentle push as my head rested against my pillow and her hand crept through my trousers to cup my balls through my boxers.
“Okay,” was all I could muster and closed my eyes as she pulled down my trousers along with my boxers. She gasped and I opened my eyes to find her staring at my thick cock which yes, was slightly bigger than average, but I was hard for her and one day, I would fuck her senseless with it.
I waited for her to make her next move and bit down on my bottom lip, when her breath fanned over the tip of my cock and her fingers wrapped around me. My cock twitched in her hand and I knew that I wouldn’t last long when she would finally place her lips around my length. My wish came true as she licked the tip of me and then her whole mouth enveloped me.
“Sweetheart, keep going like that, and I’ll burst in your mouth,” I groaned as her tongue started to flick up and down my pulsating cock.
Shit, I really wasn’t going to last long. I needed to hold on, I would try to. But fuck, the way her tongue felt against my cock…
“Mm,” Alisha let out as she sucked me, her head bobbing back and forth. She was a natural at this and I felt incredibly lucky that she was in front of me, looking as gorgeous as ever. All I wanted to do was bury myself in her because if her mouth was this amazing then her pussy wrapped around my cock would be even better. I needed to be patient though, for her to say the word.
As I fucked her mouth I knew I was reaching my release and I needed to let her know.
“I’m going to come,” I said and she kept her speed, chasing my release quicker. With short and quick spurts, I came down her throat and let out a deep groan, gently tugging at her hair.
“Fuck, Alisha,” I said through gritted teeth as Alisha swallowed every last drop of me and then licked her lips before resting beside me.
“Now we’re both happy.” Alisha grinned, pressing a kiss on my shoulder.
“You are incredible,” I whispered back to her.
“Now, I’m going to cuddle you before I need to go home,” Alisha said, tucking her head underneath my chin and wrapping her arms around my torso.
I wished she wouldn’t have to go back to hers tonight, to spend another night with me. I dreaded going into work tomorrow, but luckily I’d be going on annual leave in a few days so I’d get to spend more hours with Alisha. As I held her in my arms and my heart resumed to a normal rate, I came to a realisation. Well, it had been dawning for some time but only just bubbled to the surface now.
I was falling for Alisha.
1. If we don’t stop now, I’m going to fuck you, sweetheart.