Chapter 12 #3
"It seems appropriate, given your concerns about my objectivity.
" I head for the door, pausing with my hand on the knob.
"For the record, I separated my personal feelings from my work long before I ever set foot back in Angel's Peak.
It's why I've succeeded in a competitive field while maintaining my integrity.
I'd appreciate the same professional respect I've always shown you. "
I leave before he can respond, maintaining composure until I'm outside the station.
Only then do I allow myself to acknowledge how deeply his words cut.
Not just the questioning of my professionalism, but the implication that what's growing between us might be nothing more than nostalgia and proximity clouding my judgment.
As if I couldn't possibly see Angel's Peak's authentic value without romantic rose-colored glasses. As if my feelings for Noah might be nothing more than sentimental projection.
I walk Main Street with purposeful strides, channeling hurt into determination. I'll write the most objectively brilliant article of my career, one that captures Angel's Peak's renaissance without resorting to saccharine small-town tropes or unearned heroics.
And I'll do it without centering Noah Morgan, no matter how integral he might be to the town's story.
Lost in thought, I nearly collide with a woman exiting a small storefront labeled "Mountain Metalworks."
"Sorry!" We speak simultaneously, both stepping back.
"My fault entirely," the woman says, brushing silver-streaked hair from her face. "I wasn't watching where—wait, you're Riley Bennett, aren't you? The journalist?"
"That's me." I nod, somewhat surprised at being recognized by someone I haven't met.
"Marianne Cox." She extends a hand adorned with several unique rings. "I own the jewelry studio. Eleanor mentioned you were writing about our town's revival."
The name clicks—Marianne, the jewelry designer Eleanor mentioned, whose work features prominently in the guest house fundraiser's silent auction. "Your pieces are beautiful.” I’m genuinely impressed by her work. "The mountain range cuff bracelet, especially."
Pleasure brightens her face. "Thank you. That's part of my topographical series, inspired by Angel's Peak's skyline." She glances at her watch. "I was just heading for coffee. Would you like to join me? I'd be happy to talk about the artisan community's role in our economic diversification."
The offer is timely—both professionally useful and a welcome distraction from my argument with Noah. "I'd like that."
We settle at a corner table in Margie's Bakery, mugs of coffee steaming between us. Marianne proves to be an articulate source, explaining how Angel's Peak developed its artisan district by offering subsidized studio spaces in previously vacant buildings.
"It was a gamble.” She stirs honey into her tea. “Betting that makers and artists could draw tourism equally well as traditional attractions, but it's paid off beyond anyone's expectations."
"Your work certainly seems popular," I observe. "Have you always been based in Angel's Peak?"
"Actually, no." Marianne twists one of her rings, a habitual gesture. "I spent fifteen years in Denver, creating commercial jewelry for department stores. Good money, stable career, soul-crushingly boring."
The blunt assessment makes me smile. "What changed?"
"I did." She shrugs. "Or rather, I admitted what wasn't working.
The city offered everything I thought I wanted—professional opportunities, cultural amenities, constant stimulation.
But I was making art I didn't care about for people I never met, living in a place where I knew my barista better than my neighbors. "
Her words resonate uncomfortably with aspects of my life in Chicago. "So you gave it all up for Angel's Peak?"
"Not gave up. Traded." She corrects me gently. "Lower income, yes. Fewer restaurant options, certainly. But in return? Creative freedom. Connection to place. Community that values my presence as a person, not just my economic contribution."
"Was it an easy decision?" I find myself genuinely curious rather than simply gathering material.
"God, no." Marianne laughs. "I agonized for months. Made pro-con lists. Worried I was romanticizing small-town life out of mid-career burnout." She sips her tea, watching me over the rim. "But eventually, I realized I was asking the wrong question."
"What was the right question?"
"Not 'What am I giving up?' but 'What am I gaining?'" Her expression turns contemplative. "And perhaps most importantly, 'Which version of success aligns with my authentic values?'"
The question lands with unexpected weight, echoing thoughts that have circled my mind since the sunset at Lookout Point. What if my long-held definition of success—prestigious bylines, corner office, professional accolades—isn't the version that would bring me lasting fulfillment?
Marianne seems to read something in my expression. "Sometimes the hardest paths to navigate are the ones we've created for ourselves," she offers, without presumption or judgment. "The expectations become so familiar we mistake them for inevitabilities."
We continue talking about Angel's Peak's artisan community, but her philosophical observation lingers, coloring our conversation and following me back to Mabel's afterward. There, I throw myself into completing my article draft, determined to channel these conflicted emotions into exceptional work.
Hours pass in concentrated effort. I craft a narrative that balances statistical evidence of economic revitalization with human stories of innovation and adaptation.
I describe the architectural preservation efforts alongside modern amenities that attract sustainable tourism.
I outline the emergency services training center and the artisan district with equal attention to detail and impact.
Despite my earlier determination to minimize Noah's presence, I find him appearing throughout—not as the romantic interest complicating my personal life but as the thread connecting many of Angel's Peak's success stories.
His initiatives, advocacy, and vision for the town's future emerge naturally from multiple sources and are impossible to excise without diminishing the accuracy of the narrative.
By evening, I have a solid draft—not perfect, but strong, honest, and capturing the essence of what makes Angel's Peak both unique and universally relevant.
I send it to my editor with a brief note explaining that it's preliminary but representative of the final piece I'll deliver after returning to Chicago.
With the draft submitted, the reality of my imminent departure crashes back.
Tomorrow, I'll collect my repaired rental car.
Sunday morning, I'll drive back to Chicago.
On Monday, I'll present the finished article and likely accept the senior editor position, which has been my professional goal for years.
Everything is proceeding according to plan, except for the hollow feeling in my chest at the thought of leaving Noah—not just the passion we've rekindled, but the conversations left unfinished, the understanding still developing between the people we've become over ten years apart.
I'm contemplating this when my phone chimes with an incoming email. Lisa's name appears in the sender field, the subject line is a simple: "URGENT: Angel's Peak opportunity!"
With mild trepidation, I open the message:
Riley,
Just reviewed your draft with the senior team. In a word: SPECTACULAR! You've captured exactly the blend of economic analysis and human interest we wanted. Crawford is over the moon (his exact words: "This is why we hired Bennett").
Now for the exciting part: We want MORE.
The regional mountain rescue competition happening in Angel's Peak next week is perfect timing.
We'd like to expand your feature into a two-part series, with the competition as the centerpiece for the second installment.
Community revival through specialized emergency services is the angle that aligns beautifully with the first piece.
This means extending your stay by two weeks. Expense account approved for accommodations and rental car extension. Crawford says this expanded feature practically guarantees the senior editor position (hint, hint).
Let me know ASAP if you're on board. This could be the defining piece of your career so far.
Lisa
I stare at the screen, reading and rereading the message as its implications sink in. Two more weeks in Angel's Peak. Two more weeks to explore whatever's developing between Noah and me, to determine if there's any possible future beyond momentary reconnection.
Two more weeks to decide which version of success I genuinely want.
The mountain rescue competition—Noah's domain. After our argument today, would he even want me covering it? The professional opportunity is undeniable and potentially career-defining, as Lisa suggests. But the personal complications feel equally significant.
Through my open window drifts the sound of distant laughter from The PickAxe, the gentle rhythm of small-town evening settling over Angel's Peak.
Somewhere in that tapestry of community life is Noah, perhaps still frustrated by our argument, perhaps regretting his words as much as I regret my defensive response.
I look at my phone, my finger hovering over the reply button, the cursor blinking in an empty text field awaiting my decision. Stay or go? Career advancement or emotional exploration? The familiar path or the uncharted one?
For the first time in ten years, I'm genuinely uncertain which I'll choose.