Chapter 16
SAVAGE
Morning light filters through the window, the sun’s bright light all but blinding me, but I don’t give a shit. Not when I’m holding Honor in my arms. In my bed here where I’ve wanted her ever since the first time she was here. If I hadn’t been a dickhead that day, she’d have been here all along.
Last night, Honor gave me a gift when she told me she trusted me and asked if we could stay at the clubhouse.
It means more than she’ll ever fucking know.
After bringing her in my room, I knew she was nervous and the only thing we’d be doing is sleeping.
Moving forward, we need this to go smoothly without her getting upset and scared.
It’s why after my initial reaction at her being in my shirt I rolled us over and told her night.
However, this morning, I’ve got plans for her and I’m hoping it won’t be more than she can handle.
I know she talked to Zinnia for a while at the party.
Gunner told me what Zinnia was doing, and I’m willing to bet that because of the talk the two of them had, it’s the reason Honor’s putting her trust in me.
Honor’s head on my chest shifts, and I tilt mine enough to press a kiss to the top of her head.
“Morning, baby.”
“Morning,” Honors says. Her voice muffled and filled with sleep.
Rolling, I push her to her back and settle next to her with one of my thighs between hers. “You sleep, okay?”
“Yes.”
“Good.” I smile and lean in, pressing my lips to hers, using my tongue to coax hers into opening. I keep my movements slow, giving her time to pull away if need be.
That is until she wraps her arms around my neck and moans into my mouth.
Fuck yeah.
My cock throbs with the need for release, but it’s gonna have to wait. Right now, it is about Honor and giving her what she needs.
Taking her with me, I fall to my back and pull her over me without either of us detaching from the kiss. With Honor straddling my waist, her panty covered pussy sits right over my cock. Honor hesitates for all of a second before she grinds herself over me, deepening the kiss.
The feeling of her doing that is nearly my undoing. Without having had a woman in over three months, I’m ready to blow in my boxers. And considering it’s Honor grinding her sweet heat over me, yeah, that makes it even hotter.
Gripping the back of her head with one hand, I take control of her mouth at the same time grasp her waist and guide her movements.
To make her feel even better, I thrust upward, helping her grind down on me, making sure to hit just the right spot to make her come.
Moments later, she does just that, ripping her lips from mine and moaning.
Keeping her face close to mine, our breath mingles, and I join her with a groan of my own.
Using the hand still tangled in her hair, I bring her mouth back to mine and claim those sweet lips as I roll us back over until she’s once again on her back, this time with me between her legs and not just my thigh.
I break away from the kiss in order to meet her beautiful eyes.
“Now, that was one hell of a way to wake up.” I grin, making her blush.
“That was definitely something,” she whispers and draws that bottom lip between her teeth. “I’ve never done that before.”
“To be honest, I hadn’t either.” I chuckle, telling the truth.
Not even when I was a teenager and just learning what I can do with my dick.
Mary and I had watched porn together and that’s when we decided to fuck by doing what was happening on the screen.
Didn’t last long that first time, but we’d kept at it, and it was good.
But what Honor and I just did was even better.
Nothing could beat this.
“Really?” She gives me a disbelieving look.
“Yeah, really, baby.” Bending slightly, I brush my lips against hers. “Now it’s time for our talk. Though I gotta admit what we just did was a good start to our talk. But first, I’ve gotta change.”
“You have to change?”
The way her brows crease to meet is cute.
“Came in my boxers, baby, not something I’ve done before.
And not trying to say shit to upset you, but bitches I’ve been with, it was me wrapped in a condom and never doing what we did.
” I grunt, pull away, and stroke her cheek.
“What I did with them was straight up fuckin’.
What we did that night and just now, no matter how we did it.
It wasn’t straight up fuckin’. It was connecting. You get me?”
“I get you,” she whispers breathlessly.
“Good, now I’m gonna change, then we’re gonna talk. After that, I’m taking you to breakfast. You good with that?”
Honor nods giving me a small smile. “I’m good with that.”
“Good.” Grinning, I give her another kiss. Hop off, grab a clean pair of boxers, and head to the bathroom. Stripping off my boxers, I clean up, put on the new ones, and head back to my woman.
Fuck me. It’s been a long time since I’ve thought of any woman as mine, and even then, Mary wasn’t mine the way Honor is. Sure, I loved her. We’d been best friends, but she wasn’t mine. If she hadn’t been pregnant, we wouldn’t have been getting married. I knew that, and so did she.
When it comes to Honor, everything feels different. I’ve seen what my brothers have with their women, and it’s what I want regarding Honor. I just have to make her see that as well. Get her past the shit she’s been through.
One way to do that is to get my hands on the weaselly bastards and kill them for touching what’s mine.
Climbing back in the bed, I scoop Honor up and plant her in my lap, her legs on either side of my waist. “Now, I gotta know where your head’s at, baby.”
“In what way?” she asks with an unsure voice.
“With what we just did? You and me moving forward? Us sleeping in here together?”
“Oh,” she whispers, cheeks turning a bright pink, and she drops her gaze to my chest. “I like what we just did. It felt good. Spontaneous, maybe.”
“Yeah, you can say that it was spontaneous. What about you and me?”
“I’ve crushed on you since I met you.” The words are barely audible, but I hear them, and I see the way she fidgets with her fingers between us. I get her admitting that is huge for her. Even more so considering the rest of the bullshit she needs to work through.
“Baby, look at me,” I command softly, not wanting to upset her.
I wait until I have her eyes and reach up to cup the side of her face.
“You might’ve crushed on me, but I’ve also wanted you.
We’ve got that now. Nothing’s between us.
Not anymore. We’re going to work through everything you’ve been through.
I’m gonna be here for you, and we’re gonna go at your pace. Okay?”
“What if you want more and I’m not ready?”
“Your pace, Honor.”
“But you’re used to getting sex anytime and anywhere you want it.”
“Baby, I ain’t fucked anyone since you. Unless you count my hand.
I don’t want anyone else. We do this together.
You and me. We both have shit we gotta work out.
We’ll do that together also. I’ll eventually tell you the rest of everything, and the same goes for you.
It’s part of us getting to know each other better. ”
“You know you sound sweet when you say stuff like that.” No sooner those words leave her lips, her eyes widen, and she looks like she wants to smack herself.
Chuckling, I draw her in as I lean into her and press my lips to hers.
“Don’t worry baby, we won’t always be having heart to hearts like this.
I’ll admit now, sometimes you’ll get pissed with me because I’m an asshole.
That’s not gonna change. But I’ll never intentionally hurt you when it comes to me being a dick. It’s just who I am.”
“I don’t want you to change because of me.”
“Good, ‘cause I don’t want you to either. I want you as you are. It’s why we’re going at your pace. You want more than what we just did, great, you tell me and I’m in there. Until then, if you can handle my hands on you, my mouth on yours, like this morning, then I’ll take what you give me.”
“I can handle that.” Honor nods, blushing.
“That’s good, baby.” Brushing my mouth against hers, I wait for her to open for me, and I shove my tongue inside, claiming her in a deep but short kiss.
I don’t want to start something up again.
Breathing heavily, I give her lips another peck.
“This talk’s over. Time for me to feed you, and then we’ll head home.
We’ve got things to do there, and then tonight, your ass is in my bed where you belong. ”