Chapter 14
Leonardo
I really shouldn’t be planning on how to put a tracking device on him before our first date was over, but it was clear he needed it.
And whatever my pretty boy needed, he’d get it.
“I’d have had so much fun petting my pretty doll and relaxing with him.” I moaned softly as his tongue finally flicked over my nipple, but I didn’t let it distract me too much. “I’d have started by just gently running my hands over you and kissing your neck as I talked to Luca and Emerson.”
The shiver that raced through him made me grin, but my favorite part was the low whine he made.
He liked playing imagination just as much as he liked playing kissing games.
“I’d have asked them questions about my pretty doll as I played with you and slowly explored every inch of my toy.
” Not every sub would be okay with being displayed like that, but from his wonderful reactions and his curiosity about the modeling, I knew we were going to need a longer conversation about it later.
“And as we chatted about how they’d met you and what they knew about my pretty doll, I’d have found your nipples and started playing tug games with them.
” Just picturing it was enough to get a sexy whimper from him, so I kept going with the fantasy as he sucked on my nipple.
“When my pretty doll started shaking from all that wonderful pain and pleasure, I’d have started caressing lower until I found his bulge. ”
Just dancing my fingers on it would’ve made him come at the table, so it would’ve been the best kind of torture to have to sit there, still and silent while I pushed him closer and closer to his orgasm. The fact that his new friends were watching him would’ve made it even better.
“As I told them about my week and asked about Emerson’s work, I’d have found the head of your cock and just started making circles over it.
” I wasn’t sure if he’d ever done that, but when he didn’t react, I knew I had to explain.
“It would start out making you want more…a firmer touch…but after a while it’d get sensitive and then you’d want to beg for me to stop.
But that’s not how a good doll behaves.”
His head popped up.
Oops.
I knew I’d made him too curious before the sentence was out of my mouth.
“It really does that?” Looking down between our bodies, he frowned at his panty-covered cock. “I read about that online but it didn’t make sense, and I couldn’t make it happen at home.”
“That could’ve been for a variety of reasons.” Giving him a quick kiss, I eased down the front of his panties until his cock jumped out, begging for attention. “Hands behind your back.”
Obeying without a second thought, my pretty boy did a cute little wiggle to make his cock bounce around for me. “He likes attention.”
“I can see.” He wasn’t going to get too much right off the bat, though. “Let’s see how he feels about this kind of attention.”
With Cece, it could go any number of different ways.
Hmm…was he going to be Cece anytime he was dressed up for me?
“But—”
He interrupted me with a giggle. “But it’s okay if I don’t like it and I need to use my safewords.”
Nodding, I gave him a stern glare that had him smiling even wider. “You’re looking to get a spanking but I’m not falling for it.”
He would’ve kept laughing, but I started rubbing the head of his cock with my thumb and that had him sucking in a breath instead. It took his body a moment to figure out how to breathe, but it eventually came back on track.
All the giggly distractions kept him from really feeling the new sensations, but once he relaxed again, he looked down at my hand and studied the gentle touch. “It’s almost relaxing? Maybe?”
Barely making a few circles around his slit wouldn’t be enough to make him come or frustrate him, but he needed a bit longer to really start to feel the sensations. “Let’s just see what happens.”
He had a high pain tolerance, so we weren’t going to rush into declaring it boring.
“What did you think about pretending to be a doll when we first met?” Just the question got a grin and a shiver, but part of it might’ve been because he simply liked being played with.
“Imaginary me loved it.” His naughty snicker was adorable but his hips started barely jerking as I continued to play with his cock. “Did you just plop me down on your lap and declare me your doll? It doesn’t sound like I had any choice at all.”
Since that seemed sexy to him, I gave a half shrug. “I’m your Owner.”
That got me silly sounds and another hip jerk as he did his best to ignore what I was doing. “Would you have spanked your doll if you made him come?”
“I wouldn’t have done anything. My doll would’ve just been naughty, so of course it would’ve needed a spanking.
” Cece tried to pretend to be shocked, but the truth detector in my hand made that impossible.
“Emerson would’ve just told my doll how pretty he was and Luca would’ve pretended he hadn’t seen any of it. ”
Cece wanted to laugh but he shuddered and frowned down at his cock instead. The mix of reactions coming from him were fascinating, but nothing was even close to a safeword. “That’s…I stopped before when I…when I tried this.”
That explained a lot.
“It’s…” The way his voice trailed off and his brows pulled together made me think he didn’t know how to classify it yet.
“It’s new.” As he looked back up at me, I mimed taking in a deep breath. When he obeyed, I nodded slowly. “Good boy. You’re just relaxing and letting me play with my pretty boy’s cute toy.”
“You’re…you’re playing.” He tried to take another deep breath but the gentle touch was shifting into something too distracting for him to ignore. “I think…I think you’d like doing this when I couldn’t move.”
“I would.” Lying wasn’t an option and wouldn’t have been believable either.
“Knowing how hard you were fighting to be a good doll for me would make me proud of you and would turn me on. It starts off slow and builds gently until it’s almost overwhelming.
Watching you fight back how you wanted to whine and wiggle away from it would be incredibly erotic. ”
Something about suffering through the pleasure was making his brain rush in new directions because I could see it just behind his eyes and in all the expressions that were flashing across his face at lightning speed.
“My pretty doll would want to be so good for me, but it’s so many sensations in such a little touch.” His breath hitched as he nodded, but he didn’t give any indication he was ready to stop. “You like being my good boy, though, and you’d love knowing how hard you were making me.”
Blinking, he whined softly before nodding again. “It’s…I stopped too soon…Master, I…”
His cock throbbed as he slumped like the sensations were rolling through him in a wave. “I can’t think…”
“Then don’t.” It was a simple answer for what might’ve seemed huge, but I kept my voice low and even. “You don’t have to think. You’re just going to curl into me and let the sensations wash over you.”
Relief rushed through him as he leaned into me, but once he had permission not to think, he stopped fighting it. “Master…”
I kissed his head as he whined out the beautiful word, but I didn’t stop gently stroking his still hard cock. “Such a good boy. I’m so proud of you.”
Whimpering, he sucked in a shaky breath and rubbed his cheek against my shoulder. “A sub…a sub online…he…he talked about suffering…suffering for his Master.”
“I bet that was hard to understand, but there are lots of ways you can be my good boy.” Some would just be sillier than others. “I love knowing you’re fighting hard to submit to me.”
That got another whine from him but he nuzzled against me and nodded. “It’s hard, Master.”
“My pretty boy is sexy and strong.” Kissing his neck, I shifted my focus on his cock so I was caressing right under the head. “Let me feel how difficult it is, pretty boy. Submit and don’t fight it. It’s okay to show me how hard it is to be good.”
Jolts raced through him, jerking his body as the sounds he was making grew more desperate. “That’s right, baby. That’s my good boy.”
I kept up the overwhelming sensations until he was shaking and sucking in ragged breaths. When I finally eased off and just held his confused cock, half-hard and trying to come even though it had no idea how to do that, subspace took him completely.
I should’ve planned better.
The little bed was not the right place for long-term cuddles, but I made it work while Cece floated and came down from the crazy trip I’d sent him on. He was still and utterly boneless for a long time until his head shifted and his legs twitched.
Quiet sighs were followed by long exhales, but I was waiting to see what he would do when he finally lifted his head.
And frowned.
What did that mean?
“I don’t know if I liked that or not and I think that’s rude or wrong or something confusing.”
And clearly that was my fault.
“You did a good job of explaining what you were thinking and you found something else that you might want to put on your limits list.” I gave his pouting lips an innocent kiss and leaned back. “I’m very proud of you, especially the way you immediately made your emotions clear.”
He had no idea what to say to that and blinked at me for a few long moments.
I waited because I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, but he didn’t make me wait too long.
“That was confusing…but thank you.” Huffing as he sat up, he looked down at his still half-hard cock. “You’re confused too.”
I managed to get my straight face back in place by the time he looked up, but it was close. “Can I tell you how sexy you were or should I wait a bit?”
“I don’t know.” He didn’t seem to like that answer either. “But…but I’m glad you thought I was sexy…so…so yes, you can tell me now.”
Cece had communicated that clearly, so I took him at his word.
I also pulled him against me as I leaned back against the wall beside the bed.
“You were breathtakingly sexy, pretty boy. Your cock stayed hard for so long and I loved playing with it. My favorite part was the sexy sounds you made as you squirmed, though.”
He sighed, long and adorably dramatic, but kissed my cheek before snuggling back against me again. “I’m very good at communicating with you.”
“You do a very good job and I’m grateful for that.” Otherwise, we’d have had a very different night. “It’s going to let me reward you later. You haven’t gotten your orgasm yet.”
“Are we going to do anything else to my dick before then?” Sitting up just enough to frown at me again, he looked just skeptical enough that I wanted to smile. “If it gets too worn out, I won’t get to come later.”
“Well, first of all, I’m pretty sure playing with your prostate while you play tug with your balls will give you a wonderful orgasm without us touching your shaft at all.
” The spark in his eyes said he’d be willing to test out that idea.
“Secondly, I think it will be kissing ready before too long. You just need some time to come down from all the feelings it gave you.”
“I’m not used to feelings like that…” Brows pulling together, he looked like he wanted to cross his arms over his chest but that would take too much energy. “Kissing might be okay, but I think next time I want immediate orgasm rewards with soft petting.”
That was what we were going to call it?
“I think that’s a very reasonable limit.” He flopped back against me before I could say anything else.
“I’m happier with orgasms.” His sigh made me think that admitting that frustrated him too. “Promise.”
He was the funniest sub I’d ever met.
“I don’t think you’re grumpy if that’s what you’re thinking.
” That seemed to surprise him based on how still he went, so I kissed his head.
“I think that was something you haven’t done before and you need your Master to give you hugs and attention while you process it.
New things are difficult sometimes and you’ve communicated very well. ”
“Well…you kind of did this to me, so I can’t feel too bad about you having to deal with me after it…even if I am processing a lot.” That sounded very Leashes & Lace even if I wasn’t going to say it out loud. “It was just a different kind of new thing.”
“You’re right.” Maybe because he hadn’t been able to mentally walk through the idea first? “You didn’t understand it to begin with and then we just explored it, so that might’ve made it harder.”
His soft thinking sound said he was at least paying attention. “Why did it work for you and not me?”
“You can’t tickle yourself either.” I was an artist not a doctor, but it seemed like a logical argument. “It’s probably like that.”
“Oh.” For whatever reason, he liked that response. “That makes sense.”
Good?
Were we past the difficult part?
“I did a good job, Master.” My pretty boy’s adorable manipulation was peeking out again. “I talked to you about what I was feeling and I thought about if it was too much. It wasn’t. But I thought about it because I was supposed to.”
“That’s right. You did everything perfectly.” Especially for such an overwhelming kind of scene. “I know it wasn’t easy but you made me confident in how I could continue the scene, so I want to thank you for that.”
“You’re welcome, Master.” He must’ve been feeling better because his hands came up and he started petting my chest. “I already get an orgasm, you promised, but I think I was good enough to get an orgasm for me and one for you.”
I wasn’t going to argue out of getting an orgasm for myself, but I nodded slowly and made a quiet thinking sound. “That sounds very reasonable. I’d even go so far as to say that you could pick how you wanted to come, but what were you thinking?”
Whatever he was thinking made him wiggly.
“I was thinking that I’d like to play with your penis because I’ve never done that, and I don’t have to feel embarrassed about that because you like that part.” My exaggerated pleased hum got a giggle from him. “I’m flexible with how we get to that point because it’ll all be new.”
He just kept getting sexier and sexier.
“Well, the kissing game was fun until we got derailed into another type of fun, so how about we go back to that?” The answer was a yes based on the happy sounds that were escaping.
“And just to make it clear, I’m going to enjoy having your mouth on my penis even if you don’t suck on it or can’t take very much at once. Gag reflexes are perfectly normal.”
“So we don’t die.” His shrug made me want to laugh. “Humans put so much weird stuff in our mouths, our bodies evolved to save us from ourselves.”
Huh.
“Humans are weird.”
Definitely.
I just wasn’t sure I was going to put having a gag reflex in that category.