Chapter 16
16
M assimo
I remove the stuff I ordered and had expedited delivery from a sex shop. I grab the vibrator and the special lube. I told Amara to go upstairs and get ready for me as I went to get the package.
Carrying the items to our suite, I smile. I find her on the bed, still wearing that luscious corset but without the underwear or stockings. She's hot as fuck.
Killing Ugo has brought us closer. I feel it in my soul.
She questioned about me not having firsts, and I mentioned raw dogging her ass, but there are other firsts where she's concerned. The way that intense emotion moves through my chest when I'm with her. I can't say that, though—that's a bit too much.
I've never said these things before, and I'm not ready to give her that kind of power. To tell her how much she's messed me up internally. Who knows what she'd do with it? In my world, expressing these types of emotions means giving someone your entire ammo supply in the middle of a war.
Though the way she's looking at me now, with so much willingness and devotion, makes me feel like giving her every fucking thing. Signing my life away. Draining every ounce of blood as a gesture of goodwill.
Amara props herself on her elbows, and her nipples nearly pop out of the corset. She eyes the items in my hand, which I place on the end of the bed. "Got what you wanted?"
"I'm about to."
I plop on the mattress next to her, and she chuckles. I carefully untie the knot at the top of the corset, undoing the satiny string until it's loose and her breasts spring free, with the corset bunching at her waist. "Damn."
She bucks her back, and when I run my fingers down her chest, she moans. A sound I'll never tire of. "Massimo… can I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Do you think I'm enough for you?" she asks, and the vulnerability in her voice slices my heart in half. "I mean… you're so experienced. I got into this marriage knowing this was a business deal. That you'd probably have affairs because that's what a man in your position does. But now we’re married, I don't know if I can survive if you do."
"Amara."
She blinks, and tears form in her eyes. "Sorry, I know I probably turned you off big time. You don't have to say anything."
"Amara, look at me," I say, my pulse throbbing in my throat. I swallow words that want to spill out of my mouth, words I can't comprehend. "I'm yours," I say simply. "Do you understand?"
"Yes."
I catch her lips with mine in a kiss that encompasses all the insane emotions coming alive inside me. My cock twitches, the grumpy bastard painfully ready for some action.
She rolls on top of me, and I thrust my fingers into her wavy hair and tug, pulling her so close her nipples rub against mine.
Without breaking the kiss, she straddles me, her entrance so fucking close to my cock. I help her, rocking my hips so my thick head edges inside her, and she rolls her hips, taking me in.
Holy fuck. She disengages her lips from mine, sitting nicely on my dick, filling herself to the hilt. I cup her tits, squeezing them and catching one of her nipples between my thumb and index finger.
"Yes. Oh, yes," she hisses.
"Ride my dick."
She curls her hips from one side to the other, then back and forth. My balls are already full and heavy, but I'm not coming yet. She fucks my dick, finding the right position, and in a matter of minutes, she's getting herself off.
"Oh, Massimo, I'm coming. Fuck."
I rock my hips into her, railing her even though she's on top. She takes every inch of me with a smile on her sweat-sheened face, clamping around my cock as she finds her release. She's still recovering, her breath ragged, when I flip her onto her back, pull her closer to the edge of the bed, and coax her onto all fours.
"My turn," I say.
I grab the tube of lube, squirt some in my fingers, and waste no time. I massage her asshole. I know it'll be a super tight fit, but thankfully, I manipulated it before, and she didn't mind. Now, I take special care as I spread lube around her hole, then in it with my index finger. I add a second finger to help stretch her.
I make circular motions with my finger, going a bit deeper each time. Adding another digit, I thrust it in and out like before, but this time, faster.
With my free hand, I reach for the bullet vibrator I bought. I place it in her sex, and she bucks away.
"Oh. I don't think I?—"
I shush her. "You can do it. I know your pussy. She's a greedy little slut. She can handle some more fun."
Her upper body tenses a bit like she's registering my words, deciding if I'm complimenting or insulting her. I take advantage of her temporary distraction and turn on the vibrator, the steady buzz lowering as I insert it into her cunt.
She moans, and her body relaxes as I slide my cock into her asshole, slowly, carefully, until it's all the way in. Feels so good that blood rushes from my brain, and I'm lightheaded. She’s so tight.
I move the toy inside her a little, and she undulates her hips, causing my cock to move a little. The slightest shift sends sparks of deep awareness through me. Fuck, this is so good.
Pressure builds, and I know I won't be able to delay my orgasm for long. It's edging, closing in on me, menacing.
"That's it, there," I hear her say.
I'm sure she means the bullet's position. I toy with it a little, and she bucks into it. A moment later, she comes, her moans louder, her body jerking, her spasms undeniable.
I take her hand from the mattress and cover the vibrator with it, giving her the power to control the bullet however she wants. Perching my hands on either side of her waist, I fully appreciate the view. My gaze rests on her hair, the luscious chestnut locks draping over her shoulders. I lower my attention to her smooth back, curvy waist, and plump hips. "Your ass is insane."
I drive my cock in and out of her, my fingers biting into her skin with each thrust. I love everything about it—how the head of my cock squeezes to get in. When I'm inside, it's so tight and snug, everything is amplified. The rush of blood in the veins of my dick. The drops of sweat rolling down my back. The breaths escaping from behind my teeth.
On a high, I fuck her deep and hard. I should go easy on her, but an excitement I've never known builds in every part of me, refusing to dampen.
When she squeezes her ass cheeks, it adds another layer of excitement. Each time her asshole pressures the base of my dick, I'm closer and closer to entering another dimension. She must know it… she must feel it.
"You're killing me, rat," I say with a groan.
At last, I withdraw halfway and slam into her one last time. Hot cum spurts, so much and so quickly, I shake. I growl. I die and am reborn again, here, with her. And we're just getting started.