12. Jax
Jax
The cabin is wrapped in deep Idaho silence, broken only by the low moan of wind through the pines.
I lie on my back with Ava tucked warm and soft against my side, her head resting on my chest and one of her legs thrown over mine.
My arm is locked around her, holding her close like I can shield her from the whole damn world.
She feels perfect here. Too perfect. Like every inch of her was made to fit right against me.
Sleep hasn’t come easy for me. My cock stays half hard beneath the thin sheet, aching from the memory of her coming apart on my fingers.
Those soft little whimpers. The way her thighs trembled.
The slick heat of her tight pussy clenching around me.
I’ve never wanted anyone this fucking badly.
Never felt this heavy pull in my chest that goes way beyond protection duty.
I want her. Even if the system wants to take her away tomorrow.
Hours slip by. The fire pops occasionally, sending sparks dancing up the chimney.
I stare at the ceiling beams, counting the knots in the wood to keep my mind off the way her bare leg brushes mine under the blanket.
Then she stirs. A soft sigh escapes her lips as she rolls toward me in her sleep.
Her thigh slides over my hip, warm and smooth, pressing right against my now fully hard cock.
Her full breasts mold against my chest, nipple pebbling from the contact.
The heat of her pussy settles hot and bare just inches from where I need her most.
Control snaps like a brittle branch under too much snow.
I turn into her, one large hand sliding down her back to cup the perfect curve of her ass.
I pull her tighter against me, grinding my aching length against her soft heat through the thin barrier of my boxers.
She makes a sleepy little sound, something between a sigh and a moan, and her eyes flutter open.
Those big trusting eyes meet mine in the dim firelight, wide and beautiful and already darkening with the same need I feel roaring through my veins.
"Jax?" she whispers, voice husky from sleep. Her leg tightens over my hip, pulling me closer without thinking.
I don’t answer with words. I kiss her instead.
Hard. Hungry. My mouth claims hers like I’ve been starving for years.
She tastes like sleep and sweetness and pure temptation.
Her lips part on a gasp and I sweep my tongue inside, tasting every inch of her.
She melts into me instantly, her small hands fisting in my shirt as she kisses me back with an eagerness that drives me wild.
The kiss turns deep and wet, tongues tangling, breaths mingling hot and fast in the warm cabin air.
I roll us so she lies beneath me, my body covering hers without crushing her.
The quilts bunch around us, trapping our heat.
Her skin feels like silk under my callused palms as I run my hands up her sides, thumbs brushing the undersides of her breasts.
She arches into my touch with a soft whimper that goes straight to my cock.
"Fuck," I growl against her mouth, nipping her bottom lip before soothing it with my tongue. "You’ve got no idea what you do to me. Rolling over like that, wrapping this sweet thigh over me. My control’s fucking gone. I need you."
"Yes," she breathes, fingers threading through my hair. "I need you too. Please, Jax."
I kiss her again, slower this time, savoring the way she opens for me so trustingly. My hand slides between us, cupping her pussy. She’s already wet again, slick and hot against my palm. I groan at the feel of her, circling her clit with my thumb until her hips buck up seeking more.
I break the kiss and trail my mouth down her neck, sucking lightly at the pulse point there.
Her skin tastes salty sweet from sleep. I move lower, kissing across her collarbone, then down to her breasts.
I take one nipple into my mouth, sucking deep while my fingers keep teasing between her legs.
She cries out softly, back arching off the bed. The sound is music in the quiet night.
"Jax... that feels so good," she moans, her voice all breathy and soft.
I release her nipple with a wet pop and look up at her. Her cheeks are flushed, eyes glassy with pleasure. "Gonna make you feel even better. Gonna taste this pretty pussy until you’re shaking for me."
I slide down her body, pushing the quilt aside.
The cool air hits her skin and she shivers, but I settle between her spread thighs and the heat of my breath chases it away.
She looks perfect like this. Open and glistening in the firelight.
I press a kiss to her inner thigh, then the other, inhaling her scent deep.
My cock throbs painfully against the mattress.
I lick a slow stripe up her slit, groaning at the sweet taste of her.
She gasps sharply, hands flying to my hair.
I do it again, firmer this time, tongue flicking over her clit before dipping inside her tight entrance.
She tastes like heaven. Warm honey and pure woman.
I devour her, sucking her clit between my lips while two fingers slide into her pussy, curling to find that spot that makes her thighs clamp around my head.
"Oh my goodness," she whimpers, hips rolling against my face. "Jax... it’s too much. So good."
I growl against her, the sound vibrating straight into her core until she cries out.
I eat her like a man starved, tongue and fingers working together, deep and steady.
Wet, obscene noises fill the cabin as her thighs tremble around me.
I add a third finger, stretching her gently, preparing her for what’s coming.
She’s so tight. So innocent. She has to be a virgin.
"Come for me again, Ava," I command, voice rough against her soaked flesh. "Let me drink you down."
She shatters with a broken moan, pussy clenching hard around my fingers as fresh wetness floods my tongue. I lap up every drop, gentling my movements until she comes down panting and boneless.
I crawl back up her body, kissing her deeply so she can taste herself on my tongue. She moans into my mouth, clinging to me. My cock presses hot and heavy against her thigh, leaking pre-cum.
"You’re so fucking perfect," I murmur, brushing damp hair from her face. "But we need to talk before we go further. You a virgin? I need to hear you say you want this. Want me inside you."
Her eyes meet mine, shy but determined. "Yes, I’m a virgin, but I want you, Jax. All of you. I’ve never felt this way before. Please make me yours."
I kiss her hard and thorough, my blood roaring in my ears.
"I’ll be gentle, Ava. But I’m also going to talk dirty to you because I can’t help it.
You make me lose my mind. You make me completely unhinged with want.
Gonna fill this tight little virgin pussy with my cock and claim you so deep you’ll feel me for days. "
She shivers beneath me, nodding eagerly. I reach down and line myself up, rubbing the thick head of my cock through her slick heat. She’s soaked from her orgasm and my mouth, but still so tight. I push in just the tip, groaning at the incredible heat gripping me.
"Breathe," I coach her, my tone quiet and sure. "Relax for me. Let me in. You’re doing so good already."
She breathes out shakily, hands gripping my shoulders. I push forward another inch, stretching her slowly. The feel of her virgin walls squeezing around me is almost too much. I watch her face carefully, pausing when her brow creases.
"Talk to me, Ava. How does it feel?"
"Full," she whispers, cheeks pink. "Big. But good. Keep going. I want all of you."
I kiss her through the next push, swallowing her soft gasp as I sink deeper. Halfway in now. Sweat beads on my back from the effort of holding back. The cabin air feels thick and warm, scented with sex and woodsmoke. Her nails dig into my shoulders, but she keeps her legs spread wide for me.
"You’re taking me so well," I praise. "This tight virgin pussy is gripping me like it never wants to let go. Gonna ruin you for anyone else. You’re mine now."
I thrust the rest of the way in with one careful stroke, seating myself fully inside her. She cries out, a mix of pleasure and the brief sting of losing her virginity. I stay still, buried to the hilt, kissing her softly. My balls rest against her ass, her walls fluttering around my thick length.
"Shh, I’m here,” I murmur against her lips. "Breathe through it. The pain will fade. Feel how deep I am, Ava. Feel how perfectly you take every inch of my cock."
She nods, relaxing gradually. I start to move, slow shallow thrusts at first. The slick glide of her pussy around me is pure bliss. Wet sounds mix with our heavy breathing and the crackle of the fire. I reach between us and circle her clit with my thumb, helping the pleasure build again.
"Jax... oh wow," she moans, hips starting to lift to meet mine. "It feels incredible now. Deeper. Please."
I pick up the pace, still gentle but deeper. Each thrust rocks the bed frame softly. Her breasts bounce with every movement. I lean down and suck one nipple into my mouth, biting gently while I drive into her. She’s so responsive, moaning my name like a prayer.
"Such a sweet girl,” I growl, switching to the other breast. "Taking my cock so beautifully on your first time. This pussy was made for me. Wet and tight and all mine. Gonna fuck you until you can’t walk straight tomorrow."
Her moans grow louder, breathier. I feel her getting close again, walls starting to flutter around me. I thrust a little harder, angling to hit that spot inside her that makes her moan higher. My balls tighten, the pressure building at the base of my spine, but I hold back. This is for her first.
"Come on my dick," I command, thumb working her clit faster. "Let me feel you milk me. Show me how much you love being fucked by your marshal."
She comes hard with a cry, pussy clamping down on me in rhythmic pulses.
The sensation pulls me right over the edge with her.
I bury myself deep and groan her name as I spill inside her, thick ropes of cum flooding her virgin walls.
Wave after wave of pleasure crashes through me, more intense than anything I’ve ever felt.
I keep moving through it, drawing out every last bit of ecstasy for both of us.
We collapse together, breathing hard. I stay inside her for a long moment, savoring the connection.
Then I ease out carefully and pull her into my arms. She curls against my chest like she belongs there, which she does.
I grab a clean cloth from the bathroom and gently clean between her legs, then myself.
The quilts settle back over us, warm and heavy.
"You okay, Ava?" I ask softly, stroking her back. "Any pain?"
She shakes her head, pressing a kiss to my chest. "A little sore. But mostly wonderful. Like I just read the best scene in my favorite book, except it’s real. With you."
I chuckle low, arms tightening around her. "This is real. And it’s only the beginning. I’m not letting you go into WITSEC without a fight. You’re mine now. Body and soul."
She yawns adorably, exhaustion pulling at her again. I kiss the top of her head, inhaling her scent mixed with mine now. The fire continues its quiet crackle. Snow whispers against the windows. The night wraps around our cabin like a protective shield.
I hold her close as her breathing evens out once more. My heart feels full and heavy in the best way. This assignment has shattered every wall I ever built. Ava’s under my skin, in my blood, and I’ll protect her with everything I am. Even if it means going against the system itself.
The road ahead is uncertain, but with her warm and claimed in my arms, every challenge feels worth it. I close my eyes finally, letting sleep take me with her scent and the memory of her pleasure etched into every part of me.