Chapter 5 #2
Visions of spending every night in this man’s bed play through my mind. I could get used to being handled so roughly. Tigo fucks with intention. The idea that this ends in two days is too much to deal with right now, so I push the intruding thoughts away and focus on the fuck of my life.
Tigo reaches down and strokes my cock in time to his thrusts. I am in heaven, not able to do anything other than hold on for the ride.
“Are you gonna come for me?” Tigo asks, his voice now raspy and deeper than it was.
“Soon.”
He smiles, looking at me with too much affection considering the short time we’ve known each other.
His grip on my dick and cock in my ass are pushing me remarkably fast to the finish line.
I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him in as deep as possible, and as he smashes my prostate over and over again, I scream out his name as cum bursts from me like fireworks going off.
The orgasm is so intense, the room spins while I try to find my bearings.
“That’s it, baby. That’s it.” Tigo’s soft voice gently brings me down from that incredible high.
When I open my eyes, he’s released my cock. His eyes are closed, and the most beautiful moan leaves his lips as his cock pulses deep within me. He twitches, digging his fingers into my hips until he collapses on top of me, kissing my neck.
I stroke his back, feeling the muscles there and wondering how such a bad start turned into a magnificent end. After several minutes, Tigo rolls off me, and we lie on our backs, gazing up at the ceiling.
“I’m not talking shit when I say this,” Tigo begins, reaching for my hand. “That was beyond words.”
My racing heart settles. “For me too.”
“I don’t want to leave.”
“Then don’t.”
He squeezes my hand. “Do you believe in…?” He stops himself, chuckling softly.
“What?”
“Nothing. Getting ahead of myself.”
“You can be honest with me, Tigo. I want you to be.”
He doesn’t answer me for several minutes until he rolls over, propping himself up on his elbow.
“I don’t know if this will freak you out. You literally just got out of a relationship this morning.”
“I don’t freak easily.”
Tigo nods. “I guess it just feels so right with you. Like I’ve known you for ages. We both talked about not being the type to hook up, yet falling into this with you was comfortable and amazing. It’s making me wonder if somehow…?” He pauses again, his eyes darting away from me.
I grab his chin, making him look at me. “Do I believe in fate or destiny? Do I wonder if somehow I was meant to be here this weekend and meet you?”
Tigo’s eyes widen. “Yeah. That.”
“How could I not, Tigo? We connected easily. We have things in common. We’re definitely compatible in bed.”
He bites into his bottom lip. “Which makes it suck when you leave. I should’ve known, really. I’m not lucky enough to get to have someone like you in my life.”
“That goes both ways.”
Tigo smiles. “Hey. Enough of the heavy stuff. Let’s enjoy the time we have, huh?”
“Yeah, let’s do that.”
The next time I open my eyes, the sun is coming up and filling the room since we neglected to close the drapes. I’m not sure how much sleep we got, but it can’t be much, given we spent the rest of the night talking and making out before collapsing after an incredibly hot frotting session.
We covered everything from childhood to favorite foods to worst breakups, which I won hands down.
I don’t know if I’ve ever felt as sated and blissfully happy with someone.
I’m committed to blocking out the tragic fact that all of this is temporary.
I finally meet someone I click with, and he lives in a different state.
“Hey,” Tigo says, whispering against my neck. “I can feel you thinking over there.”
I laugh softly, settling against his warm body. “Sorry. I’m in my head.”
“Stay here with me.”
“I wish I could.”
We’re silent for a few minutes until Tigo drops a bomb on me. “I don’t know if I can let you go.”
I exhale, hugging his arm closer to me. I’m glad he’s behind me right now so he can’t see my eyes tearing up. “Life is cruel sometimes. I finally meet someone amazing, and we live in different states.”
“Couldn’t you—?” He stops abruptly, and I feel him slide away.
When I roll over, he’s climbing out of bed, stretching and gazing out the patio doors.
“What were you going to say, Tigo?”
“Nothing. Crazy talk.”
I follow him, sliding my arms around his waist from behind and leaning my forehead on his back. “Please tell me.”
“Okay. What do I have to lose, I guess.” Tigo twists around, putting his hands on my shoulders. He looks nervous as he studies my eyes, his brow pinched. “I was going to ask you to, um, to move here. To San Diego. With me.”
My jaw drops.
“I know,” he continues. “It’s insane. We’ve known each other for less than twenty-four hours. I’ve just never had a first date as good as this one. I’d love to see where it can go. I’d move to Phoenix to chase you, but this job means a lot to me.”
When I still say nothing, Tigo continues.
“Did I just fuck everything up?”
“No.” I shake my head. “Not at all. It’s just a lot. Yesterday morning, I was planning a romantic weekend with a man who was cheating on me. Today, I’m with you. I’m just processing everything.”
“Right.” He drags his hands through his hair. “My bad. I should’ve thought of what you’ve been through. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. I feel amazing. We could try talking and getting to know each other more when I go back.”
Tigo’s jaw tightens as he shakes his head, pulling his eyes from me. “I can’t. No long-distance stuff. It never works and only draws out the inevitable. Trust me. Been there.”
Sadness falls over me as I hear his words. Seeing him every day would be amazing, but I barely know him. It takes so much more than past history and attraction to keep two people together. I don’t know anyone here but him. My whole life is in Phoenix.
“Forget I said anything,” Tigo says, forcing a smile to his lips. “Let’s just enjoy the time we have left. Do you want to go to breakfast?”
“Do you work today?”
“Yeah, but I’m gonna see if someone can cover me. If you want that.”
“I do.”
He nods, his smile becoming more genuine. “Me too. I’m gonna go over to my room to change and freshen up. I’ll be back in an hour to get you. We can explore San Diego.”
“That sounds wonderful.”
He steps forward, cupping my chin, his eyes reflecting the resigned sadness I feel. “See you soon.” After pressing a kiss to my cheek, he throws on clothes and takes off.
I collapse on the bed, scrubbing my hands over my face. I would meet the potential love of my life on a vacation weekend away from home.
At this point, I’m wondering what else life plans to throw at me.