Chapter 24
CHAPTER 24
I 'm out the door before Damiano can say another word. Evelyn's gone to Ivan. She's fucking gone to Ivan. The thought pounds through my head with each step, a drum of rage and fear.
My bike waits in the circular driveway, sleek and ready. I swing my leg over, the engine roaring to life under me. The vibration steadies me, gives me something to focus on besides the image of Ivan's hands on Evelyn.
I tear down the winding driveway toward the main gate, planning my attack. Ivan's townhouse has security, but nothing I can't handle. I'll need to be quick, efficient. Get in, find Evelyn, get out. Kill anyone who stands in my way.
The gate looms ahead, still closed. I slow, expecting it to open as I approach.
It doesn't.
Two guards stand at attention, hands on their weapons. I rev the engine, signaling them to open up.
They don't move.
"Open the fucking gate," I shout, killing the engine.
The taller guard steps forward. "Sorry, Mr. Rivera. We have orders."
"What orders?"
"Not to let you leave the property."
The rage that's been building explodes. "Are you fucking kidding me? Open the goddamn gate before I open it myself."
"Mr. Feretti's orders, sir."
"I don't give a fuck about Damiano's orders."
The guards exchange glances but stand firm.
"Move," I growl, starting my bike again. "Or I go through you."
The shorter guard shifts uncomfortably. "We can call Mr. Feretti?—"
"There's no time!" I slam my fist against the handlebars. "Every minute we waste—" I can't finish the sentence. The thought of what Ivan might be doing to her makes me sick.
I dismount and stalk toward the gate. "Last chance."
The guards draw their weapons.
"Mr. Rivera, please. We're just following orders."
"Fuck your orders." I grip the bars of the gate, considering my options. I could take both men but it would cost precious time. Time Evelyn doesn't have.
"Noah!" Damiano's voice calls from behind me.
I turn to see him striding down the driveway, Enzo at his side.
"Call off your dogs," I snarl. "Now."
"So you can get yourself killed? No."
"She went to Ivan," I say, my voice cracking. "She fucking went to him, Damiano."
"I understand," Damiano cuts me off, his voice level but intense. "Believe me, I fucking understand."
Something in his tone makes me pause. I look at him—really look at him—and see the recognition in his eyes.
"This is exactly what I would do for Zoe," he continues, stepping closer. "If someone took her I'd burn the whole fucking city down. But going into the lion's den alone isn't the best fucking idea, Noah."
I release the gate, turning to face him fully. "I can handle myself."
"Against Ivan and how many of his men? Twenty? Thirty?" Enzo interjects, his face grim. "You're good but you're not immortal."
"We will act fast," Damiano promises, his hand landing heavy on my shoulder. "But we'll act smart. And for fuck's sake, not alone."
My jaw clenches. Every instinct screams at me to go now, to get to her before Ivan can hurt her. But the rational part of my brain—the part that's kept me alive this long—knows they're right.
"She went there to trade herself," I say, my voice rough. "For her sister. For her friend."
"And you think Ivan will honor that?" Enzo asks. "You know better."
I do know better. Ivan will take Evelyn and still kill Jessica and Michael. Then he'll kill Evelyn too, once he's done with her. The thought makes bile rise in my throat.
I watch as Damiano pulls out his phone, his movements precise. He punches in a number, waiting only seconds before speaking.
"Alessio, red code. Get everyone." His voice is ice cold, the tone of a man ready for war. "Twenty minutes."
He hangs up, turning back to me. "We move as soon as Alessio brings the men."
I pace near the gate, unable to stand still. Every second feels like an eternity. Evelyn's face keeps flashing through my mind—her smile when she played violin, her eyes when she looked at me this morning, the way she felt in my arms. The thought of Ivan touching her makes me want to rip through the iron with my bare hands.
"Noah." Enzo's voice cuts through my thoughts. "We'll get her back."
I don't respond. Words feel useless right now.
The sound of an engine draws my attention. A black SUV speeds up the private road, skidding to a halt near us. Matteo jumps out, his face grim.
"I fucked up," he says, approaching me with his hands slightly raised. "You can hit me if that helps. I deserve it."
I stare at him, the anger I expected to feel strangely absent. "It wouldn't change anything."
"She locked me in the bedroom," Matteo explains, glancing at Damiano and Enzo. "By the time I broke the door down, she was gone."
"She must have memorized my door code," I say, the realization hitting me like a gut punch. "I wasn't careful enough. She was watching when I entered it."
"Noah—" Matteo starts.
I cut him off. "No, this is on me. She was always going to find a way out. I just made it easier for her."
The guilt settles heavy in my chest. I should have known better. Evelyn isn't just some woman I could keep locked away. She's smart, determined, and willing to sacrifice herself for the people she loves. "She thinks trading herself will save her sister," I say, more to myself than the others. "She doesn't understand what Ivan is." I pace along the gate, checking my watch for the tenth time. Every second we waste feels like a knife in my chest.
"We can't just storm the front door," I say, turning to Damiano and Enzo. "Ivan will be expecting that. He'll have Evelyn hidden somewhere deep inside and he'll kill her the moment we breach."
Enzo nods, his face grim. "So what's your play?"
I take a deep breath, forcing my racing thoughts to slow. Think strategically. Think like the phantom everyone fears.
The darkness in this basement is different from any I've known before. Cold, damp, thick with the scent of earth and fear. I've lost track of time since my last exchange with Jessica. The concrete walls press in, making even my whispered taps seem too loud.
No one has come. No footsteps overhead. No shouting. Nothing to indicate what might be happening above us—if Noah has arrived, if Ivan has killed him, whether anyone is coming for us at all
I pull my arms close around my knees, trying to conserve warmth. The chill reminds me of the practice room in our basement growing up. Father had it soundproofed, the walls bare except for a single mirror so I could adjust my posture. Six hours a day, sometimes more on weekends. I was seven when he installed the lock on the outside.
"Until you get it right," he'd say, closing the door.
I'd play until my fingers bled, until rosin dust coated my clothes, until I could perform Paganini's Caprice No. 24 without a single mistake.
I play my fingers against the concrete now, muscle memory taking over. The sensation transports me back to that room, to the smell of wood polish and rosin, to the weight of my first full-size violin nestled in my collarbone.
Jessica would sometimes sneak down when Father was away. She'd sit cross-legged on the floor, her eyes wide with wonder, not criticism. She'd bring me water, bandages for my fingers, sometimes a cookie stolen from the kitchen.
"Play the pretty one," she'd whisper. She meant Vivaldi's Winter , the second movement. So different from the technical showpieces Father demanded.
Once, when I was twelve, I refused to practice Tchaikovsky for the eighth hour straight so Father locked the door and turned out the lights saying; "When you're ready to be serious about your future, you can come out."
Jessica found me there, curled up in the dark, my violin clutched to my chest like a shield. She couldn't unlock the door but she sat on the other side all night, tapping messages to me via our code.
I'm here. I'm here. I'm here.
Just like now.
The memory shifts to Moscow. The Bolshoi Theater's grand chandeliers, the smell of French perfume, the weight of expectations. As well as Ivan watching from the wings, his smile promising everything I thought I wanted—freedom from Father's control, international recognition, my own choices.
I should have recognized one cage for another.
I press my palms against my eyes until stars appear. What would that twelve-year-old girl think of me, us, now? Trapped again, but this time walking into confinement by choice. I put Jessica in danger. I fell into bed with a man who kidnapped me.
And now I'm worried about him. Worried Ivan will kill him.
The irony isn't lost on me. I've spent my life in beautiful cages, gilded prisons only with Stradivarius violins instead of bars. From Father to Ivan to Noah. Yet here, in this concrete cell, I finally see the pattern clearly.
My stomach growls, a sharp reminder that I haven't eaten since breakfast at Noah's apartment. The hollow ache spreads through me but I press my lips together. I won't give Ivan the satisfaction of hearing me beg for food. I've learned to endure hunger before—during endless rehearsals, international flights, performances where nerves overrode appetite.
I close my eyes and let my mind drift to better times. Sunday brunch with Michael at Sarabeth's on the Upper East Side. The way he'd always order the lemon ricotta pancakes and insist I try a bite, while I ordered the same thing every time—eggs Benedict with a side of homemade preserve. We'd linger for hours over coffee, talking about music theory and gossiping about orchestra politics.
My mouth waters at the thought of those perfectly-poached eggs, the hollandaise sauce rich and tangy.
Then there were Thursday nights with Jessica at that tiny ramen place in the East Village—Menkoi Sato. The steam rising from bowls of tonkotsu broth, the noodles with just the right chew, the soft-boiled egg soaking up flavor. We'd squeeze into the cramped counter seats, our shoulders touching as we slurped noodles and shared stories about our week.
Jessica always insisted we get the pork buns too. "Life's too short to skip the pork buns," she'd say, already signaling the server.
I'd give anything for one of those buns right now. Anything to know she's truly safe, not just communicating through taps on a wall.
After a performance David used to take me to Employees Only for their bone marrow poppers and perfect martinis with its speakeasy vibe, bartenders in white coats, the way the cocktail shaker's rhythm would remind me of allegretto tempo. I never told him how much I looked forward to those nights—how they felt like liberation after hours of controlled perfection on stage.
My favorite spot, though, was always Lincoln Ristorante before performances at Lincoln Center. I'd sit alone at the window watching people stream toward the Metropolitan Opera House while I savored tagliatelle with black truffle. Something about that ritual—the anticipation of music, the richness of the pasta, the solitude—centered me before I stepped on stage.
The hunger pangs sharpen, pulling me back to this concrete and steel reality.