Chapter 45
FORTY-FIVE
ISAAK
The animal inside me roars. She said yes. She’s mine.
No, dumbass, she’s on the rebound. It’s probably just for tonight. Maybe the week.
I don’t care. Caveman brain heard mine .
I keep my eyes locked with hers, all but snarling with my desire to take her ass and cement my claim on her. I know I’m big so I absolutely drench my fingers before dropping them to her little rosebud back hole, pressing for entrance.
I can feel her clench down.
“Relaaaaaax,” I whisper, bending over her neck and whispering in her ear even as I ruthlessly
press at her forbidden place.
“You ever let anyone in here before?”
She shakes her head, eyes still wide. “No.”
“Fuck,” I mutter, my cock twitching. “You know how hard that makes me?”
“Yes. I can feel it.”
“You took me so good with your cunt, baby. It’ll be a stretch, but I know you can take me here, too. I know you can.”
First one slippery lubed up finger slips inside, and I start to stretch her out to get her ready for me. Then my second finger makes it in.
I scissor inside her, stretching her wide. Her breathy little moans make me so fucking hard in anticipation. But I wait, stretching her for long minutes before finally drenching my pulsing cock liberally in lube.
Then, finally , my cock takes over where my fingers just were. I pull her ass cheeks wide with my freed hand.
“You’re so goddamn hot,” I hiss. “Do you know how hot your little body is? You drive
me crazy.”
“I do?”
“You always have. Do you not know how desirable you are? This little ass drives me fucking crazy.”
“Have you been trying not to think about it?”
I groan. “This is what I’ve tried not to think about the most.”
“I always wondered why we never tried this.”
I heave out a breath, thrusting so my cock butts against her tight, clenched little hole. She presses her ass back against me, and fuck, that turns me on even more, though I wouldn’t have thought it possible.
“Is it something you’re down to explore?” I keep massaging her swollen clit and bite at her earlobe.
“Will it hurt?” she asks, even as she thrusts her ass toward my seeking cock.
“Yes,” I answer honestly. “Does that scare you?”
“I think… I think I’m excited to try. I’m not scared of a little pain. I liked it at the club.”
Fuck. I don’t generally get off on masochistic shit, but I love fucking a woman’s ass. I rarely
get to. I’m usually too big, and it takes real harmony with a woman for it to work. I want that with Kira, and I admit, some caveman part of me wants to have claimed every one of her holes. I’m getting so fucking hard even thinking about it. But I’ll be patient. Only if it’s just as good for her, too.
I thrust a little harder, holding her in place with her hips. “You can take it.” I only say it because I suspect she can. “But you’ve got to relax. You’ve got to trust me. Do you trust me?”
I meet her eyes again in the mirror.
She suddenly looks vulnerable in a way she rarely allows. Finally, she whispers, “I don’t know if I trust anybody.”
“Trust me. You can, you know? Let’s practice. Relax and open up to me, baby.”
I focus on her clit again, watching her face in the mirror.
Her eyes close in pleasure, her forehead scrunching. I don’t let up on her ass. “That’s right, Red. Feel that pleasure and relax.”
I might be a battering ram at her ass, but my touch at her clit is gentle. Teasing, barely there, even. She starts to make little needy noises, and when her backside loosens a little, I take advantage and push forward.
She sucks in a surprised breath. The very tip of me has started to breach her tight ring of muscle.
“How’s that feel?”
“Good,” she pants. “It hurts a little in a stretching way. But it feels good, too.”
“That’s right, baby.” I keep playing with her clit. “Lean into that feeling and keep on relaxing.”
“I don’t know if I can,” she whines.
“You can,” I say firmly. “Let me inside you, baby. Think how good it’ll feel when I’m filling you up. I fucked your face and your cunt, and now you’re gonna let me inside your ass. Let me claim you completely. I want every part of you.”
“Yes,” she cries, back arched in pleasure. “If you want me, take me.”
“I am. Right now.” I drip even more lube on my cock, then roll my hips and push with determination.
She lifts her hands up to press against the mirror for leverage and pushes back against me. She bites her lip, heaves in a huge breath, and closes her eyes like she’s focusing.
Then she slowly breathes out, and her whole body relaxes for me.
My cock slides right through her tight back ring as I start to breach her.
We both gasp. Fuck .
“That’s right, gorgeous. You’re so fucking perfect. You feel like heaven. You’re so fucking perfect.”
“More,” she whines needily. “I want you to take all of me.”
I pull out the slightest bit, then carefully but forcefully thrust back in. I go deeper, and we’re both panting. My giant cock has burrowed several inches deep inside her ass. Fuck, if I thought her cunt was tight or her mouth. It’s nothing to the squeezing vice of her ass.
“Oh, fuck, baby. The sight of my cock in your tight little asshole?—”
She starts shuddering and clenching on my cock that she’s already gloved around, her firm cheeks framing me in such a pretty picture. I hold my hand at her pussy, pinning her body between my arm at the counter with my cock deep in her ass.
I hug her close, pressing all of my chest against her back. I want to feel all of her as I fuck her.
My chin tucks right into the nook of her shoulder and neck.
“Look at us,” I demand, barely able to get the words out; it feels so good to be inside her and surrounding her at the same time.
She opens her eyes to look in the mirror, seeing my gorilla self surrounding her from behind while I’m impaling her. She’s got voyeuristic tendencies, and I saw her peeking in the mirror the last time we were near one when we fucked.
I pull my hips back and thrust back in. And I know she likes dirty talk.
“You’re so beautiful while I fuck you. Look at how your cheeks go pink.”
Her belly clenches and unclenches at my words, and I reach down to lift one of her legs so she has a knee up on the counter.
“There,” I say slowly. “That’s right. Open wider.”
I slap the asscheek she’s just given me access to, fucking dying at the way her flesh jiggles around my cock.
“Fucking mine .” I bite lightly into the soft, sweet-smelling skin of her neck and shoulder, not taking my eyes off her.
She reaches a hand back to dig into my hair, eyelids fluttering.
“Look at yourself,” I demand again, still ruthlessly teasing her clit while I lift my other hand and lightly spank the underside of her breast, then tweak the nipple.
She spasms and clenches on me, eyes meeting mine. Yeah, she’s a voyeur, but I also don’t want her to forget who’s inside her. I’m already a fucking goner. I don’t know if a woman like her could ever make a place for a man like me in her life, but my body’s doing everything it knows to make her fucking addicted to me.
I’ve been intentionally keeping her at the edge with my finger on her clit, but now I massage her in the way I know sends her over.
“Eyes on me!”
I grip her breast and pussy, holding her as she absolutely falls to fucking pieces.
“Isaak,” she cries in a begging, high-pitched whine as her entire body starts shuddering and writhing in my arms. “ Isaak! ”
“What do you want?” I’m barely able to grunt it. I’m trying to control my thrusts in and out of her gripping little asshole.
I keep strumming her through her first climax, relenting just for a moment, then starting up with whispering touches again. I watch the full-body spasm hit the moment my fingers make contact and feel how she pushes back, impaling her ass even deeper on my cock. Deeper than I’ve dared yet thrust.
“More,” she says, her voice throaty now.
Fuck. I barely managed to keep from shooting my load through her first orgasm. But hearing her beg me for more while staring me down in the mirror with lust-hazed eyes?
My Kira, who I thought I’d have to walk away from forever.
“I want you , Isaak,” she says in a throaty voice. “I want you and everything you have to give. I just want you .”
I’d planned to keep teasing her, but she absolutely destroys me when she says that shit.
I clench her body to mine and rut her ass, half-wild. She’s watching me and watching her watching me?—
She comes again, and that’s the last straw.
Pleasure lights down my spine, fills up my balls, then bursts out my thrusting cock. I fill her so deep. So fucking deep. I hold her tight as she clenches and spasms around me, the mirror steaming from the heat we’re making.
I flip her around the second after my cock gets done pulsing and kiss her hard.
“Kira—”
But she’s kissing me just as furiously back.
I hold her in my arms, my still-hard cock dangling against her thigh as I drag us backward and slam the shower on again. Thankfully, it doesn’t take long for the hot water to kick in.
I take a moment, making out with the woman I love. Oh fuck, I love her so goddamned much. I never knew what it could feel like to love someone this much.
And when she said she wanted me?
My throat clogs up, and after checking the water one last time, I drag her in with me.
“Isaak!” She squeals with laughter, sounding as giddy as I fucking feel. “I already showered.”
“Not like this.” I’m already busy sudsing up my cock and balls. Even though I emptied them once, I’ve been fucking pent up for weeks, not even letting myself jerk off to the thought of her. It didn’t hit the same without her in the equation and it just felt fucking wrong if I was trying to get over her.
And now all I want is to be inside her, every which way I can. As long as my mister can muster.
I get my cock all the way washed, then suds my shaft and balls a second time. Once I’m sure I’ve gotten all the way clean, I lift Kira’s leg and push her against the side wall of the shower. She’s still getting a fair amount of warm spray, but not in her face.
“Kira, I—” I look at her and swallow. Our eyes catch in an intense infinity loop, and then she’s throwing her arms around me and kissing me hard before I can finish what I was saying.
Tomorrow . I’ll tell her tomorrow.
Today, I’m just going convince her she’s already mine in every way possible, and I just fucking need to be close to her.
She reaches down for my cock and feeds it into her pussy, both of us groaning with relief when I slide in. She leans her forehead against my chest, fingernails scraping down the back of my neck.
Tomorrow, and then, forever.