20. Chapter Twenty
Chapter twenty
B rennan
I knew I’d probably regret this later. Sleeping with my boss was such a bad idea, but this man wasn’t just my boss, this was Ryder, and I couldn’t explain how that was different, but somehow it was.
The drive back to his house was the longest drive ever.
We made small talk about work stuff, both of us avoiding talking about what we were doing.
This didn’t feel like two guys hooking up.
It didn’t feel casual. It felt important, like the beginning of something, and while I had no way of knowing what he was thinking, personally, I didn’t want to examine that too hard.
I just wanted to go with it and see what happened.
I’d had my whole life planned out once before, and that didn’t go so well. When I decided to go out tonight, I was thinking that living in the moment and taking what I wanted instead of wishing for it was the way to go. But the truth was what I wanted had never been at that club.
He pulled into the garage and killed the engine.
I smiled nervously and undid my seat belt to get out of the truck, but Ryder stopped me, putting his hand on the back of my neck and leaning towards me.
He lightly brushed my lips with his. My eyes drifted shut, and I relaxed into the kiss.
He pulled back, and I looked up at him. “You have the most beautiful eyes.” Then he shook his head and chuckled.
“I guess we should get out of the truck.”
As soon we were in the door, he bolted it, turned me, pressing me against the wood, and was kissing me hard. When I felt his tongue flick across my lips, I opened my mouth for him, moaning softly as our tongues touched and slid along each other. I was panting when we finally broke the kiss.
“Damn, Angel, I think about doing this every single morning when you get here.”
Hearing that I hadn’t been alone in this over the last couple of weeks made me feel more bold than normal. “Really? What else have you been thinking about?” I asked.
He slipped his hand into my hair and tightened his grip just enough for me to feel the tug. Then he leaned down near my ear and growled, “Why don’t we get you get up to my room, and I’ll show you.”
He was the only man who’d ever growled at me, and the way he was gentle with me but a little rough at the same time was a huge turn-on. “Sounds like a plan.”
He reached down under my ass with both hands and lifted me up.
My legs instinctively went around his waist, and he kissed me again.
Then he carried me up the steps to his room and placed me on the bed.
I’d never had anyone carry me anywhere before.
Even the idea of Patrick carrying me anywhere was so ludicrous a laugh burst out before I could stop it.
“What are you laughing about?” he asked.
“Nothing, I was just thinking that no one had ever carried me before.”
“And that thought made you laugh?”
“Well, if you knew my ex, you would get why it’s funny,” I said, reaching for the button on my shorts.
He watched me with hungry eyes as I pushed the shorts over my hips and kicked them off on the floor. Then I sat up and pulled my shirt over my head, and tossed it to the side.
“Fuck, you’re gorgeous,” he said, stripping off his own clothes.
This wasn’t the first time I’d seen Ryder naked. But the first time, it was so fast I didn’t really have time to appreciate his body. He had wide shoulders and a muscular chest. His chest and stomach were covered in curly brown hair that was the thickest in the middle of his chest.He was perfect.
I scooted back on the bed and propped up on my elbows, watching him as he crawled up on the bed beside me.
He leaned over taking my mouth with his, and I ran my fingers up over his chest through the hair there.
He pressed kisses along my chin and across my jaw and then trailed his tongue down my neck.
His hand moved down my torso and then back up to my nipples.
He teased one side with his fingers while he licked and nipped the other.
“Oh god,” I gasped, placing my hands above my head and arching my back up into his touch.
He rolled away from me, and I whimpered in protest. He chuckled and said, “I’m just getting a condom and the lube. I’ll be back.”
“Do you have to?” He looked back at me over his shoulder questioningly.
“Get a condom, I mean. I’ve been tested.
” I wasn’t sure where that even came from.
I’d never been reckless. Hell, Patrick and I used condoms for months, even after we were living together, but I desperately wanted Ryder inside me with nothing between us.
“Are you sure?” I nodded, and he tossed the condom back in the drawer and turned back to me. “I haven’t been with anyone else since the last time I was tested, but if we’re going to go without condoms, it has to stay that way.”
I nodded in agreement. He kissed me again, then moved down my body.
I gasped when his tongue swirled around the head of my cock, and when he took me into his mouth, I moaned, pushing my hips off the mattress.
His mouth was wet and hot as he locked his lips around me, sliding his mouth down to the root, and slowly bobbed up and down.
“Ryder, I can’t, I’m gonna, fuck…”
He pulled off and gave me a wicked smile. “I want to be inside you when you come.
“Yes, please,” I panted. I could feel his hard length pressing into my thigh.
He reached over and picked up the lube he’d grabbed earlier, and then sat back on his knees between my legs.
He opened the bottle and poured some into his hands.
Then he grabbed his cock with one hand and slowly stroked himself, making a show of getting himself slick for me, while he used the other hand to prepare me for him.
He pressed one finger in, sliding it in and out of my hole, then slid in two.
He pumped them in and out, twisting them around, and stretching me.
I moaned and pulled my knees back, giving him better access.
Once he was sure I was ready, he slid into me slowly.
I let out a long groan as he filled me completely.
He stilled for a few moments giving me a chance to adjust. My body relaxed around him, and he began to move, pulling back and then slowly pushing back in, over and over.
He began to thrust in and out of me, hard and deep, but it wasn’t enough.
“Faster, Ryder, please,” I begged. I knew I wasn’t going to last long.
This was too much, too perfect. I reached down, wrapped my hand around my leaking cock and began stroking myself in time with his thrusts.
“Oh, shit, yeah, just like that,” I told him as he slammed into me over and over.
“Yes!” I cried out as I came, shooting hot streams of cum all over my stomach.
He gripped my hips, holding me in place as he thrust deep inside me, throwing his head back with a groan as he came, filling my channel with his seed.
“Damn, Angel.” He dropped to the bed beside me and pulled me into his arms. I let him hold me there for a minute and then rolled to the side.
“I need to run and get cleaned up. That was amazing, but messy.”
He chuckled. “I think I like messy.” He pulled me back for a kiss then gave me a little push. “You do what you need to do. I’ll be right here waiting for you.”