30. "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DAMN IT"
Betrayed, i felt betrayed, when I saw that woman on vansh's lap kissing all over him, and he doesn't even try to stop him. How can he do that to me? My thoughts is wondering with all the negative thoughts that what are they doing now?
Probably making out or more worse, fucking each other. I cringe imaging vansh having sex with that woman. nuosia hits me. Tears are flowing with frequency. He cheated on me. It's the thought I can't able to take out from my mind.
I was wrapped in the blanket, in Lav's bedroom.
After ran away from vansh's office. I didn't consider that going to home is a best Idea so i dicided to came here and luckily Lav's is here, i told her everything what I saw. She was beyond angry and cursing at vansh.
She also told me to switch off my phone and take a nap and I dad as she said. After some hours of sleep, I jerked open my eyes when I heard some noises coming from downstairs.
I heard the voices are familiar. Very familiar.
Then i realised it's vansh voice, i panicked. I move from the bed and about to lock the door when it flat open infront of me revealing vansh.
He was staring into my soul. It's looked like he is stressed. His hairs were messy all over his forehead.
For a minute, we both were staring at eachother when Lav's interrupted "vansh get out of my house, she don't want to talk to you".
I silently kept glancing both of them. "You no one to say that" vansh snapped back at lav , who send daggers at him through eyes.
"Because it's my house" she yelled at him placing her hand on her waist. "I already know it, and I came here to take my wife back" he said looking at me. I could see desperation in his eyes, he took a step toward me. "Vans—" i interrupted lav.
"It's okay, you go, I want to have a talk with him" i said, she hesitated but nods at and left leaving us alone.
"Sarah" he says my name try to hold my hand but i backed out.
"You want to talk right?" I asked coldy, hurt flashing through my eyes.
He nodded weakly "then explain" i said sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Aesa biluk nhi h jaisa tum soch rahi ho, vo-vo aurat usse Mera koi bhi rishta nhi" he said while sitting beside me. "To iska matlab jin aurto to se aapka koi rishta nhi h, vo aese hi aapke office me aake kiss karne lagti h, or aap kuch nhi kar rahe the" i said flatly.
(It is not at all what you are thinking, I have no relation with that woman)
(So this means that the women with whom you have no relationship come to your office and start kissing you, and you are not doing anything)
He shook his head multiple times and said "nhi nhi aesa nhi h me- me use rokne hi wala tha jab tum aa ga—" i cut him off "to ab aap kah rahe h ki ye meri galti h?
" He held my hand interving our fingers, he touch electrified my skin "nhi pahle meri baat to sune" he says playing a soft kiss on my hand.
(no no it's not like that- I was going to stop her when you came—")
("So now you are saying that this is my mistake?")
(no listen to me first )
No sarah no, don't give up easily.
"Vo aurat meri ex-girlfriend h, Agni bhardwaj" he said tighting his grip on my hand.
"Ex-girlfriend?" I mummered, he nodded his head.
"Ham saath collage me padhte the, fir ek din usne mujhe propose kar diya, mujhe laga ki vo sach me mujhe pasand karti h to maine haa kar diya" he explains.
(That woman is my ex-girlfriend, Agni bhardwaj)
(We used to study together in college, then one day she proposed to me, I felt that she really liked me so I said yes )
"Lekin mai galat tha" he says and cupped my face leaving my hand "ham do saal tak saath the, Maine us waqt dad ka business takeover Kiya tha, mujhe pata chala ki vo mera istemaal apne dad ke business ko aage badhane ke liye kar rahi thi" he said kissed my tears that slips my eyes.
(But I was wrong)
(We were together for two years, at that time I had taken over my dad's business, I came to know that she was using me to expand her dad's business.)
"Fir maine use chhod diya, vo India chhod kar London chali gai thi" he closed his eyes then against open staring into mine "mujhe kuch din pahle hi khabar mili ko vo London wapas aa gai h" he said pecking my lips, i placed my hands on his that is still cupping my face.
(Then I left her, she left India and went to London)
(I got the news a few days ago that she has returned from London)
"I don't know that she had plans to come my office, it's just happens in flow, i didn't have time to push her when you enter" he say, my inner thoughts signify that he is saying the truth. "Why should I believe you?" I asked pushing his hand away from me.
"Because I - I" he can't able to form words that's make me frustrated i stand from the bed "you what?
Mr.singhania" i said emphasising his name.
He also stand from his place closing to me but i extend my hands to stop him "no don't come close until, you say why should I believe you? " I said.
He took a deep breath, i notice tears forming in his eyes. He cries. A tear slip from his eyes. His eyes is filled with tears but still appears dark. I never see him cries. Suddenly he blinks his eyes letting his tears slip and rose towards me, pulling me close by my waist.
"You want to know that why you should believe me?" He roars at me, and it scares the hell out of me. I nodded placing my hand on his chest that was rising up and down. And his next words caught me off guard "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DAMT IT"