Chapter 35 - Everett #2
Teddy is full-on panting now. “Yes, sir,” he gasps out, followed by a desperate “please.” This time, my cock is the one jerking. His nails dig into my back, and I don’t hate it. Still, I pry his hands off my body and press them into the mattress above his head. “Stay.”
Moving quickly, I’m back down his body with his cock pressing against the back of my throat before he even has time to formulate a response.
I pull off almost completely and then slowly inch my way back down.
His muscles are taut, straining not to move, and I continue to torture him by alternating my pace between fast and hard and slow and steady.
The sound of straining fabric infiltrates the fog of lust in my brain, and I know Teddy is reaching his limit.
Pulling off, I look up and become aware of his heated gaze locked on my face. “You’re doing so well,” I purr. “You didn’t move a single inch. I think you deserve a reward. Don’t you?”
He unlocks his jaw, but all that comes out is a sob. I shoot him my best smirk before tilting his hips up. Confusion flashes in his eyes for a brief second, but then my tongue flashes out, wetting his hole, and those blue orbs lose focus, all rational thought disappearing.
My lips close against his pucker, and I suck while simultaneously applying pressure with my tongue, making him cry out.
Before his excitement can push him over the edge, I release his hips and sit back on my calves.
When he’s come down enough to notice I’m no longer touching him, his eyes clear, then focus on mine.
I hold his stare as I put two fingers in my mouth, and he bites his lip before spreading his legs open wider.
My wet fingers lazily circle his rim, loosening him up.
When my first finger enters him, he jolts.
“Wait!” he cries out, and I immediately freeze.
“Nothing’s wrong, babe. I…” he pants. “I just need a minute. I’m so close, and I don’t want to come like this.
” My confidence grows, replacing my fears about having done something wrong.
My finger stills, but I gently brush my thumb across his rim until he nods, letting me know it’s okay to continue.
Reaching for the lube, I remove my finger from his body and liberally coat three in the slick substance.
I take my time opening him up. Teddy loves drawn-out foreplay, and I love knowing that my touch will only ever bring him pleasure.
His cock is becoming reacquainted with my throat when he buries his face in the crook of his arm.
I pop off, reaching up with the hand that isn’t currently buried in his ass to tug sharply at his left nipple.
He jerks in surprise before lifting his face and giving me a quizzical look.
“Good boys don’t hide their faces. I want to see the pleasure I’m wringing out of you. Your desire. Your desperation.” I tut. “And here I was just about ready to fuck you.”
“Please, LB. Please. Please. Please.” He’s all but crying at this point. “I need you. I need you. I nee—” His voice cracks.
“Okay, baby. Since you asked so nicely.” With my hands on the back of his perfectly thick thighs, I line up, applying enough pressure for him to notice, but not enough to enter him just yet.
“Eyes on me. At all times. You look away, and I stop. You understand?”
“Yes, sir.” His stare is unwavering as I push into him.
When I bottom out, his lids dip low, but they don’t close.
His body may be lost to the pleasure, but his mind knows better.
I pull out slowly, making sure my cock drags against his prostate the entire way.
When just the head remains, I slam back in.
I set a brutal pace, careful to stay just this side of too rough, knowing Teddy likes it that way.
He slurs out a “yes,” as his thighs start to tremor beneath my palms.
Not wanting this to end too soon, I abruptly stop my movements, my hips flush against his. “No,” he cries out. “Move, baby. Please. I need you to move.”
“Hmm. I don’t think I will.” For the first time since being placed by his head, his hands move, heading towards my waist, but I’m quicker. He lets me re-pin him to the bed. “Who’s in charge here?”
“You are,” he grumbles as his cock kicks against his stomach.
“Who knows what you need?”
“You do.” Another kick.
“Good boy,” I say with a small thrust of my hips, and he whimpers. “Now, we can come like this, but I thought you wanted to come with your dick in my ass?”
“That one. Or either one. Honestly, babe, I just want to come. However you let me.” I’m surprised he’s coherent enough to get all that out.
“I think it’s time for me to ride you. What do you think?”
“I think you’re the smartest person ever.”
I pat his cheek. “Good answer.” I pull out, and Teddy whines just a little before lowering his legs. I move to straddle his hips and start to reach behind myself.
“No, wait. You haven’t been prepped,” he says. “I don’t want it to hurt. It’s not supposed to hurt, babe.”
Affection swells in my chest. He’s entirely consumed by lust, but he still manages to put me first. I grab his hand, guiding it to my entrance, and watch as his eyes grow comically wide when his fingertips come into contact with the plug.
“You…? When…?” At a loss for words, he just stares at me, dumbstruck.
I smirk and close his mouth for him. “My shower was long for a reason. I meant it when I told you I wanted this. I’ve been working up to it on my own for a while.
Now, are you gonna just stare at me all night, or can we move on to the part where I top you from the bottom,” I say as I pull the plug from my body.
He groans, long and deep, and his cock jerks again, brushing against my ass this time. “You’re gonna kill me.”
I kiss him gently. “Never.” Raising my hips, I reach back and grab his cock. I feel the head brush against my opening, and I shiver.
Teddy’s hands come up to my hips. “Eyes on you, right?” he asks, a subtle reminder that it’s him here with me.
“That’s right. I’m proud of you for remembering.” His blush excites me, and I drop my hips a little too quickly, causing me to hiss. Sweat beads along my hairline. My muscles seize up, freezing me in place.
“Babe, we don’t have to do this. We can always try again another time,” he says, face serious.
“No. I can do this. I want to do this. I… I just don’t think I can do it myself. I need you to take the lead here.”
“Are you sure?”
I nod stiffly.
His arms wrap around me, and then we’re rolling. My back meets the cool sheets, and I stare up at the man I love. Noticing the apprehension pouring off of him in waves, I cradle his face in my hands, refusing to even blink. I want him to see my sincerity when I say, “I trust you.”
Moisture pools in his eyes before he blinks it away. He leans down and kisses me gently, patiently. Pouring love into my fractured soul.
“Okay, we’re doing this. And I hate to beat a dead horse, but just remember: you say the word and everything stops.”
“Yes, Daddy,” I tease.
Teddy rolls his eyes before he leans down and sucks on my neck.
His hand snakes between us, and his thumb rubs circles around my rim.
I tense slightly, but he just continues the gentle motion until I relax.
Once my body is loose again, he taps my hole, giving me a chance to prepare myself.
I take a deep breath, exhale, and then there’s a finger inside me.
He must see the fear in my eyes because in a soothing voice, he says, “It’s just us here.
You and me. Everett and Cooper. Nobody else. ”
“Teddy and LB,” I correct, and he gives me a small smile.
I nod for him to continue. The process is slow, but he’s patient and steadfast, as we work up to three fingers.
He kisses me the entire time, keeping me in the present.
When my body begins crying out for him, I pull away from his mouth. “I’m ready, Teddy. Do it.”
My fingers lock onto his, and his forehead presses against mine. “Teddy and LB,” he repeats. There’s pressure. A slight sling. A breath passes between us, and then he’s in.
We both freeze, neither of us sure how to react. “Do you want me to stop? Is it too much?” he asks, a hint of panic in his voice.
“No!” I practically yell, causing him to jerk in surprise. The movement sends tingles up my spine. It takes a minute, but my brain finally registers it as pleasure instead of pain. “No,” I repeat at a much more normal volume. “Please keep going.”
His strokes are languid but deep. Our lips barely part the entire time. I’m overwhelmed. He’s everywhere, surrounding me. It’s no longer clear where I end and he begins. The pressure builds lazily until Teddy’s rhythm becomes unsteady. “I need you with me, baby.”
“I’m here. I’m right here,” I promise, turning my face and pulling him in. I need him closer. Need more of his skin against mine.
He buries his face in my neck, pushing into me as deep as he can. He grunts, and his body spasms as he floods my body. What was building lazily suddenly explodes. Lightning strikes, and I release.
When my brain comes back online, I feel Teddy peppering my face with kisses while his fingers drag lazily through my curls.
My mind wants to slip back into the past, but his body is a solid weight pressing into me, keeping me here in the present.
I trail my hands up his back until I’m gripping his shoulders.
Surrounded by the smell of us, I inhale deeply until my lungs begin to scream.
All I want is to be completely engulfed in us.
Teddy and LB, and this intensely beautiful moment.
This wasn’t just sex. Teddy used his body to give me back something that had been stolen long ago. I don’t realize I’m crying until he begins kissing my tears away. “That….” I hiccup. “That was everything. I never knew it could feel like this. Thank you for giving me this moment, Teddy.”
“I love you, LB. I’d give you the world if I could, because you deserve it. The world isn’t mine to give, but everything I have, everything that I am, is yours. Forever, if you want it.”
For the first time in a long time, I’m speechless. So I just kiss him, letting my body say the words my voice can’t find. I am his. He is mine. Forever.