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TANNER
There are times in my friendship with Des when he can be a bit bossy. A know-it-all. A guy who has to be in the driver’s seat because he knows best. We’re all human, and he means well.
Well, today, I really, really want that Des to come out and play.
While this is my first time with a man, and my first time in a long while that I’ve had sex, I’m not scared about what to do.
Gay sex isn’t rocket science. I know I can figure it out.
But I want to be led today. As a parent, I’m always the one in charge, the one planning and executing.
Today, I want to be the one taken care of.
I want to put my trust completely in Des’s hands.
He pushes me back on the bed and undoes my pants. He pulls them and my underwear off until my cock unabashedly sticks up like a national monument. I’m completely naked and exposed for him, a fact that makes precome leak from my tip in anticipation.
“Get on all fours,” he commands in his low voice. He is looking ferociously hot. His smooth face accentuates his sharp jaw. A few stray strands of hair fall in his face. There’s a sense of play twinkling behind his eyes.
I do as he says. Cold air hits my ass. He has me scoot forward, then unbuttons his pants. I’ve seen his cock in the dark during our nighttime fooling around, but now I can see it in the light of day. It’s nice and thick, heavy in my hand.
When I take it in my mouth, it fills the whole space, hitting the back of my throat. I savor the feeling of being filled, eager for what comes later.
“That’s it. Nice and slow,” he says. “How are you doing?”
Since my mouth is full, I give him a thumbs up. He laughs, and the vibration rumbles down my throat.
“Only you can make a thumbs up during sex super hot.” He strokes a hand through my hair, gently pushing me down to his base, then pulling back up. It’s controlled, steady, thoughtful. My body tingles with excitement of being controlled by my friend, trusting him absolutely.
“I can see you in the mirror. Your ass is so sexy. Look at that pink hole,” Des says. Until today, it was a body part I’d never thought of, let alone thought was sexy. Des makes all of me feel special.
He massages my shoulders, then my back, then keeps going until his hand slinks down my crack. He uses two hands to spread my cheeks and rubs a finger over my opening, causing my whole body to convulse with a type of need I’d never experienced before.
“You okay?”
I groan hungrily into his dick. I give it some hardy strokes and circle my tongue over the head, licking up his precome. Des grunts his approval, and I’m instantly addicted to that sound.
He licks his finger and puts it back on my hole, circling my tight opening, making me shiver with heat. And then he dips. The finger. Inside. Me.
Fireworks. No, not fireworks. Explosions. A skyscraper blown to smithereens in a ball of fire. I pump his cock harder. Lust consumes every fiber of me, a dire want to chase that glorious new feeling.
“I take it you and Katie didn’t do any butt stuff.” He chuckles.
“Only you can make the phrase ‘butt stuff’ super hot,” I shoot back at him.
He winks at me, and I go back to work. More grunts of acclaim for my dicksucking work. I steady my hands on his massive thighs, feeling them flex and tense.
He pulls back, circles his thumb around my slicked-up lips, letting the saliva coat the pads of his fingers. Goosebumps prickle up and down my skin merely in anticipation of what he’ll do. He presses a slick finger back inside me, pushing through my clenched ring of muscle.
“Oh God,” I cry out.
“You are so fucking tight. I can’t wait to stretch you.”
I hunger to feel him inside me, hitting new sensations I’ve never experienced.
I take his thick cock to the base as he plunges his finger deeper into my ass.
He adds another finger, opening me wider, making me crave his dick in there.
I shiver with need, my arms shaking to keep my upper body upright.
How did I not know I was so sensitive down there? He’s unlocking a whole new world.
“I love watching you take me. Your ass is so damn hot.”
Sure enough, Des is watching himself finger me through the mirror.
The thought of being watched sends a tidal wave of lust crashing through me.
My late wife and I had very nice, very gentlemanly sex, and it was wonderful.
But being with Des can help me explore new things in the bedroom, perhaps a kinkier side I didn’t know existed.
I slap his cock on my tongue, lick up drops of bitter precome. I’m both excited and concerned about how he’s going to fit inside me.
He fingerfucks my hole in short, manic thrusts. I moan and gasp, holding onto his thighs to catch myself, overcome with heat. My cock is so heavy between my legs I could blow right here. But something tells me to wait until Des is fucking me. That’s where the real fireworks will happen.
“Okay. That’s good.” Des pulls his fingers out and gives my ass a pat, not unlike a coach commending his player’s hustle.
I fall back on the bed, my knees and shoulders tight from being on all fours. Hockey and turning forty have done a number on my joints. Des sits beside me and runs his fingers up and down my back.
“Uh, so we never discussed who would top and bottom,” Des says. “One of the things you need to get used to as a gay couple. Unless you and Katie were into pegging.”
We weren’t and we should’ve been. Good Lord. Having my ass played with was life changing, like I can sense a Tanner pre-AP and post-AP, and they are not the same man.
“I want to bottom. I want to feel you inside stretching me.”
My dick twitches at the statement. Des bites his lips in anticipation too.
“I will warn you, it’s not going to be all kittens and rainbows.
Since it’s your first time, it may hurt a little.
But I’m nothing if not a thoughtful, attentive lover.
Like my dentist says to me, I’ll do everything I can to make it as painless as possible.
Ironically, I was getting a cavity filled. ”
“That reminds me. Davy is due for his six-month checkup. I need to check the calendar and see when that is. You book those appointments so far in advance.”
“Tan, I just had my cock in your mouth and my fingers in your ass. Now is not the time to contemplate pediatric dentist appointments.”
“You’re right.” Juggling four schedules on my own has broken my brain. “Sorry.”
“It’s all good. I’m still hard. And let me check you…
” Des pushes me onto my back and lowers himself to my dick.
He takes me in his mouth, licking up my shaft and taking me into his mouth.
His slippery tongue polishes my crown. I hiss out in pleasure, so much pleasure I don’t know what to do with it all.
My dick pops out of his mouth.
“Yep. You’re still hard, too.” He delivers his sexily smug smile. “Do you want to get back on all fours?”
“Actually, I think my knees and back need a rest.”
“No worries.” He throws my legs up and onto his shoulders. Cool air hits my slicked-up hole. Under the suaveness, there’s an innocent giddiness in his expression, like we’re teenagers in my bedroom again, except this time instead of sneaking up beers, we’re experimenting with sex.
With an ease that reminds me he’s done this many times before, he leans to his bedside table and pulls out lube. “Did you want to use condoms? I was tested recently and came back STI-free, and I haven’t been with anyone since we got married.”
“And I haven’t been with anyone in…a while.” Saying two years aloud will deflate my erection. “Let’s go condom free.”
Des uncaps the lube and preps his cock, then my hole. The cold lubricant sends a non-sexual shiver up my spine.
“Before you…do it. I just want to remind you that I’m not as experienced as you. As we’ve established, it’s been…a while since I’ve had sex. So, you know, keep your expectations in check.”
“Too late.” He winks at me.
“I’m serious.” How does one ruin a dream relationship? Be a lousy lay.
“Tanner, I love you. There’s nobody else in the world I’d want to have awkward sex with.
” He drifts a clean thumb on my cheek, immediately settling me.
“This is new for me, too. I’ve never had sex with someone I love.
I’m just as much of a newb as you. This is going to be epic lovemaking or it’s going to be an awkward debacle.
Either way, I’m pumped that I get to experience it with you. ”
I’ve never been more excited to have sex. I love this man more than words can describe.
Des gives me and him one more coat of lube. He tosses the bottle on the nightstand. “So to quote that kid in Love Actually, let’s get the shit kicked out of us by love.”
And then Des takes my last remaining virginity.
When he enters me, there isn’t pain. It’s discomfort. A new sensation. A sharp stretch. A realization that something can go in, not just come out. Whenever the odd feeling hits, I look up at Des, and his gaze soothes me. We’re in this together.
He pushes past my tightness. Hair falls in his face and his lips pout as he gets focused on bringing me pleasure.
I moan, but Des moans louder, his breath shaking, eyes rolling back in his head. “Fuck. You feel so good.”
I take it all in, literally and figuratively. Des slides out of me, then back in. The weight of his body pushes against my sensitive opening. Quickly, like a sand castle melting against a wave, the discomfort fades leaving only ecstasy and connection.
“How are you doing?” His chest and abs flex with each thrust inside my ass.
“So good. This is incredible. I love you so much,” I say through stilted breaths, keeping my eyes locked on him. The pleasure grows inside me, taking over me, consuming every cell.
He interlocks our fingers and pushes them over my head. He leans down and kisses me, over and over and over again. We pant against each other as he speeds up.
The sound of his thighs slapping against my ass with each hump echoes in the bedroom. It’s then that I remember we aren’t in my house. There are no children sleeping down the hall. This is a nice condo. The walls must be thick.
“Don’t stop! Feels so good. Yes!” I yell, unleashed, the sound of my pleading voice only serving to make me hornier.
“I fucking love you, Tan. And I love fucking you.” He swirls his tongue in my ear without slowing down his thrusting. Impressive. That’s where the experience comes in handy.
My body is all his to play with. He’s stretching me like Play-Doh, having a grand ole time. I am both powerless and powerful in his arms. Nothing has ever felt more right.
He gets back up and grips my legs before jackhammering my hole. “I’m going to make you come hands-free.”
His confidence gets my dick harder. He hits my hole with repeated jabs. Sweat trickles down his chest. My dick and balls are tingling with the urge to blow. If I could wrap my fist around myself and pump, I’d blow. I want to so badly. But Des watches me, forces me to keep my hands away.
My dick becomes indescribably sensitive, desperate for touch and desperate for release. A simple gust of wind could turn me into a geyser at this point.
“Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”
“You are clamped around my cock. It’s so hot. Remember, no touching.” He is getting a twisted glee from my desperation. And it only nudges me closer to release.
Every part of me clenches as my balls draw up, the avalanche of lust burying me.
I am completely out of control, like I’m on the verge of fainting and unable to catch myself.
My heart pounds in my ears, my vision blurs.
I can only make out Des and the sparkle in his eyes.
All my muscles tighten and flex as the orgasm rips through me.
“FUUUUUUUCK,” I scream, part moan and part cry. The load shoots out of me, hitting my chest and stomach. Even Des is taken aback by the intensity.
One could say I needed this.
“Whoa,” Des says without stopping. “Jesus, that was hot.”
He speeds up again, wanting to join me on the other side. His face tenses and twists, and I take in every detail of this beautiful man I get to call my husband and my best friend.
He empties himself inside me. After a moment to catch his breath, he pulls out, leaving me a changed man. He collapses next to me. Before I can say anything, he kisses me with the fragments of intensity he has left.
“Whoa,” he says again.
“You sound like Keanu Reeves.”
“If your ass was the Matrix, I’d never leave.”
I crack up at the corniness. Des joins in. Laughter fills the room.
“Come here.” Des uses his shirt to wipe my torso off. Then he pulls me against him for a sweet kiss that makes me fall further in love with him. “Well…”
“Yeah.”
“Now I know how to get you to curse.”