Chapter 28
“LUDENS” brING ME THE HORIZON
I t’s only been an hour since Madison fell asleep in my arms, but I can’t stop watching her.
Little snores escape her every now and again.
Anyone else, and the sounds would have bugged me.
I’ve never had a woman sleep in my arms. Most times I messed around with a chick, I fucked her into the mattress and she left in tears.
When they didn’t, I’d still kick them out after I was done so I could sleep in peace without the chick waking me up, thinking we were more than just a fling.
She’s got me wrapped around her little finger and she doesn’t even know it. I’m so done for, because there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for this woman. If she told me to rob a bank, I’d ask her which one and how much she wants.
Now I understand the level of obsession Jaxon has for Dahlia.
“Would you fuck your sister?”
I’ll fucking marry her and put a baby in her if she isn’t already pregnant before our wedding.
My cock twitches at the thought of Madison carrying my child.
When the hell did my anger and hate toward her turn into this softer and far scarier emotion? I’ve always had a thing for her, even while we were kids, but I still wanted to hurt her because of the people she ran with and the shit Jerry did to me.
I can’t punish her for it anymore. She’s burrowed so deep beneath my skin that I would have to destroy myself to remove her. I can’t do that.
No.
I won’t do it.
I cup my chin with my palm, my elbow resting on the mattress as I watch Madison.
She sleeps flat on her back, an arm thrown across her forehead.
The blanket pools around her waist, baring her body to my greedy gaze.
The blue LED lights reflect off her nipple piercings.
They’ve been enticing me for an hour, begging me to catch them between my teeth and find out just how much pain my sister can handle.
I brush my fingers over her stomach’s silky-soft skin. Madison stirs, but doesn’t wake up. She tilts her head back, arching her back to thrust her tits further out.
I swallow a groan.
I’d planned on letting her sleep for another hour, but I can’t wait any longer. I need to feel her wrapped around my cock and hear her scream my name. It’s not just the sex that I crave. It’s the need to feel closer to her. To chase the adrenaline and feel alive.
I position myself between her legs and spread them before I lie on my stomach with my head between her thighs. My eyes slide shut as I inhale her musky scent, breathing her deep into my lungs.
Madison’s scent is by far my favorite. She always smells nice—vanilla paired with a salty ocean breeze.
Cupping the backs of her thighs, I bend her legs and gaze at her pussy and asshole, imagining all the ways I’ll defile her. My only hope is that she doesn’t leave my room in tears—not that I would let her. For once, I’ll stop a woman from running from me.
Madison isn’t wet, which won’t be a problem for too much longer.
I meant what I said about having her writhing beneath me and soaking wet before I fuck her.
I’m not oblivious to my size and the work it takes to squeeze my dick into a chick’s pussy.
Madison won’t be any different, but I want her to enjoy every second.
I lower my head and swipe my tongue up the seam of her cunt. A groan escapes me at the first taste of her, and I lick her again, dipping the pierced tip between her lips and flicking against her clit.
Madison stirs and bucks her hips against my face, grinding herself against my lashing tongue.
It’s fucked up to mess around with her while she’s asleep, but I can’t help myself. Having her naked in my bed as she takes everything I give her turns me on more than I imagined. Don’t get me wrong, I am all for consent and willingness, but I have a feeling she won’t mind this one bit.
I capture her clit between my teeth, then flick my tongue against it.
My gaze stays steady on her face, watching as her lips part with panting breaths.
I reach up and roughly squeeze her breast with one hand, and with the other, I probe her wet opening with two fingers.
Madison’s eyelashes flutter, and her gaze drops to my face.
Her eyes widen in surprise, then a beat later, desire takes over.
“Ryder.” Her voice comes out husky from sleep and lust. She threads her fingers through my hair and holds me in place while she rides my tongue.
I dip my finger into her tight channel until she takes me to the last knuckle. Madison hisses through her teeth and bites her bottom lip as I add a second finger to stretch her. Her inner walls clamp on the digits, resisting the intrusion but sucking me deeper inside her to be part of her forever.
Jesus, fuck. Did she sleep with men who only had small dicks?
I frown. I don’t like the thought of her fucking other men. In fact, I hate it. But it’s sad that she’s never been stretched to her limits like what I’ll do to her. Her piece of shit fiancé likely couldn’t pleasure her like what I’m doing, and that alone makes me want to gloat.
I’m so much better for you, little sister. I promise I’ll make you see God.
“Breathe, baby,” I murmur.
She sucks in a ragged breath, and I don’t bother to hold back my smile.
Such a good girl for trusting me.
I don’t move my fingers, keeping them still inside her so she can get accustomed to the feeling.
Instead of roughly fucking her with them, I focus on her clit to bring pleasure with the pain.
I lick and suck while watching her body language and listening to her little noises so I can map out what she likes.
When I nibble on her clit, her hips jump and her fingers tighten in my hair until they’re pulling strands from the roots.
A growl rumbles deep in my chest at the pain, my erection stiffening until I fear I’ll bust right here.
It wouldn’t be the first time I came without ever sticking my dick in her, and it likely won’t be the last.
“More,” she demands on a whimper.
My grin widens.
I love that my girl is making demands now. Who am I to tell her no?
I nibble her clit again, then flick my tongue against it while I work a third finger inside her. Madison arches her back and squeezes my head with her thighs. I still for a moment, allowing her the time to get used to the discomfort before I thrust at a steady pace.
“Fuck.” Madison yanks my hair, attempting to pull my head away from her. “I need you. Please .”
Like fuck am I going to stop. Not when she’s close to coming. I’ve earned this. Maybe all the other guys she’s slept with would have given in and gotten their rocks off, but this isn’t just about me. I want her to feel good. To be ready to take me into her body so we can become one.
Right before she teeters over the edge, I pull back and hold my fingers still inside her. Madison looks down at me with bleary eyes, confused about why I would prevent her from finishing. I dive back in and repeat the process, building her orgasm, then stopping right before she explodes.
“You sadistic bastard!” she cries, and yanks at my hair.
I growl, but I don’t lose focus on my mission.
Yeah, I am sadistic, but I’m also masochistic. I love edging and know from personal experience how much better an orgasm is if you prolong it for as long as possible. This is hurting me as much as it’s hurting her.
“Please, Ryder!” She writhes beneath me and undulates her pussy against my face to get more friction against her clit, but I once again avoid touching her when she gets too close to coming.
I lick my lips and look at her from beneath my lashes, a smile creeping to my face. “Aww. Am I hurting you, doll?”
Madison glares at me, her face flushed a dark shade of pink. “You’re being a jerk.”
I laugh and tease her opening with a fourth finger. “You know what to do if you want to come.”
She swallows hard, her eyes slamming closed as I squeeze the fingers inside her and spread the digits. Her features twist in pain, but she doesn’t tell me to stop. She braves it, fully trusting me. My chest tightens until it’s hard to breathe.
Why she would trust me, of all people, I have no idea. I’ve treated her like shit for years, yet she still fawns over me and trusts that I’ll take care of her. I don’t deserve her, but I’m too selfish to give her up.
“Please.” Madison peeks at me. “Make me come, big brother.”
My eyes roll to the back of my head, and I groan.
I flick her clit, then suck it into my mouth as I pound my fingers into her with brutal blows.
It doesn’t take long before Madison’s back bows off the mattress and her fists tighten in my hair.
Her screams fill the room as she orgasms. It won’t surprise me if our parents hear her in the main house and think I’m murdering her.
I promised her I would make her scream, and Jesus fuck , it’s better than I could have ever imagined.
My hips grind of their own accord, gyrating my throbbing dick into the mattress.
While I work Madison through her climax, I try to think of gross things so I don’t come.
It’d only take a few minutes to get hard again, but I need to feel her wrapped around me now .
Madison’s muscles slacken and her legs fall open, freeing my head from the cushioned prison of her thighs. I draw back and lick my lips, cleaning up every drop of her cum before settling between her spread legs.
“You ready, baby?” I swipe the swollen head between her soaked folds.
I get myself nice and wet before I line up the tip outside of her entrance.
Madison leans her head to the side, giving me better access to her throat as I trail wet kisses over her soft skin.
She sucks in a sharp breath and tenses as I ease the pierced crown into her tight hole.