Chapter 37
Chapter thirty-seven
Vidar
Kai fills my senses.
His salt on my tongue, so close to the flavour of his blood, that my fangs ache, and the fresh citrus scent of his arousal makes a home in my lungs. I stroke up and down between his shoulder blades after the high of his orgasm. In a way, redoing the comfort I should’ve given him in Lucero’s office.
“How was your first experience giving a blowjob?” Kai asks, soft lips moving against my shoulder.
“I enjoyed it very much.” I nip his earlobe, nuzzling into him. “Too much.”
“I guess I’ll let you keep practising on me then.”
“How kind.”
“And…any panic?” Kai asks, tracing the bear tattoo at the centre of my chest.
“No panic,” I reply, brushing a kiss to his temple. “Just us.”
“But you’ll let me know if you need to stop or—”
“Kai.” I tilt his head back until I’m pierced with jade green, and not a single doubt finds me.
Freedom, that’s what Kai gives me.
“I promise, I’m well. Now stop worrying.
” Kai scrunches his forehead, and laughter jumps from my throat, more carefree than I’ve been in centuries.
Or ever. “I crave to make you fall apart again.” I playfully snap my teeth, and the crease between his brows smooths, rewarding me with a smile too stunning for the bastard that I am.
Yet I’ll be damned if anyone else tries to bask in his glow.
I seize what’s mine with a quick kiss.
“Pretty sure if you make me feel any better, I’ll turn into a blob, Vidar,” he mutters, forehead against mine.
“Sounds like a challenge.” With ease, I stand with Kai wrapped in my arms, getting a delightful handful of his backside.
“Shit, you’re strong,” he blurts, clinging to me. Then, tease that he is, Kai rolls his hips, smirking. “Hard, too.”
“How could I not be?” I take us towards the bed. “When you look the way you do.”
My knees hit the frame, and I bend to lay him across the mattress.
“And how do I look?”
Kai’s ash blond braids fall in a halo around his devilish little grin.
“Naked. Perfect.” Kneeling on the mattress, my thighs on either side of his flushed body so he’s caged, I run my palms up the soft, lean shape of his chest. Thumbs running over his hard nipples. “All. Mine.”
“And you’re mine, too.” Kai’s voice is a sensual caress, his fingers snaking down my forearms. A featherlight touch, yet I yield to him in a way no other war chief could claim.
“I am yours in every way possible,” I promise. My voice is ragged, my blood hot.
“And you give me what I want. What I demand.” Kai moves his searching hands to outline the shape of my muscled stomach. Each careful little stroke sends a blaze of heat to my rock-hard length. “Right, Vidar?”
My palms slide up his velvet-smooth skin to grasp his jaw. “Always, little prince.”
Kai continues his journey, dipping lower and lower…
A growl stalks from behind my ribs as the sound of a falling zipper slices through the thick tension between us.
My stare—hard and unwavering—burns into his, and when his deft fingers free my cock, hard enough it’s an angry red, I hiss out a breath.
“Fuck you’re so big,” Kai whimpers, a single crack in his playful demeanour.
I try not to appear smug.
But what's the point of humility when my lover’s eyes widen at the size of my manhood. It stands long and proud, thick enough that Kai will feel each inch.
Yet my mate will always find a way to humble me, and all my smugness dissolves like sugar on my tongue when he spits on his hand and wraps my pulsing length in his fist—then strokes.
My head drops back. The sound that rips from me could crack a mountain. Desire surges through my straining body as Kai works me with deliberate, ruthless precision.
One glance at his smirk, and I know breaking me is exactly what he wants.
I’ve known pleasure, have fucked too many women to count. But when Kai sits up, his head of braids bowing forward before a scolding wet heat sucks me down—all that knowledge becomes ash.
“FUCK!” I yell, grabbing hold of Kai’s head with both hands, his lips stretched around my cock. His head bobs to take my thickness deeper, and my whole world narrows to Kai and the way his tongue coils around my shaft.
“Fuck, Kai,” I breathe. “So good.”
Only my pride stops me from thrusting into his mouth like a boy without hair on his chest—barely.
But from the glint of mischief between pretty dark lashes, I believe my soulmate aims to drive me insane.
Kai grabs hold of my hips, hollows his cheeks and sucks me in deeper.
My control snaps.
“You want it?” Fangs aching in my gums, I tug on his head, forcing him to halt. Then pull my shaft—shiny with his spit—inch by inch out of his hot mouth.
“Fuck my throat, Vidar. Give it to me,” he rasps.
The tip of his tricky tongue flicks across my head, and I groan out.
“Okay, little prince.” I slide back between Kai’s swollen lips, his unwavering gaze like jewels scattered in lava. “Lemme make us both a little crazy.”
I push in until I’m hitting the back of his constricting throat, the strangling pleasure burning hotter than even his magical fire. Reducing all my thoughts to cinders.
“Fucking…amazing.” I groan, pulling back out.
Kai may be kneeling, my thick cock disappearing around his moaning, stretched mouth; however, I’ve never been so completely under someone's spell. My love could ask for all the oceans, and by my honour, I would find a way to gift him every drop.
My slow pace begins to increase, and Kai takes it all. Drool dripping down his chin, and whimpering each time my balls slap against his face.
All too soon, my orgasm threatens to knock me on my back.
“Shit!” I bite back a yell, pulling free of Kai’s far too tempting lips with an audible pop. “You nearly had me coming.”
Panting, Kai sits back on his haunches.
“Would that be so bad?” he asks, eyes locked on my deep red cockhead.
With a slow predatory grace, I kneel on the bed, my knees bracketing him as I reach out and tangle my fingers in his braids to tip his head back to reveal the long column of his neck.
“The only place I’m coming...” My voice drops an octave. “Is inside your tight hole, and you’ll fucking scream for it.”
Kai’s pupils dilate, and I smash our mouths together. He gasps, and I delve inside to fuck his throat in a different way.
But Kai won’t let me win that easily and makes me chase his lips. So like a wolf would a rabbit, I hunt him until I’ve caught my mate between my teeth.
Kai groans when I clutch him close, bumping his cock against mine.
“I want your blood,” I say between biting kisses.
His breath hitches. My kiss deepens.
“Take it, Vidar.” His arms circle my neck, arching his body closer. All but straddling my lap as he begs—demands. “Fucking take it.”
The tip of my fang dips, catching the thin skin of his delicious bottom lip in a sharp little nick.
He gasps, but any pain is soon forgotten with a moan as we roll the fallen bead of blood between our tongues.
Breathless, Kai draws back, his chest heaving. “Didn’t Summer say no sexy biting?”
“You didn’t like it?”
“I never said that.”
“Good. Now get on your stomach and ass up.” I shove my jeans off and kick them away. “I have more plans for you tonight.”
Hunger flashes in his eyes, and he does as instructed, waggling his succulent rump at me. “You ever done anal before?”
Snorting, I smack his perfectly round ass and, faster than he can blink, snag a bottle of lube from the bedside table and dart back to his side.
“You might be my first man, but who do you think I am?” I say, tossing the bottle on the bed.
Kai looks over his shoulder, batting his eyelashes. “A fresh as snow virgin?”
“Definitely not in this life.”
“Or ever, I’d wager.”
Chuckling low, I take hold of his ass cheeks. Stroking each plump globe, captivated by the give to his tantalising flesh.
I spank him.
Kai shudders.
Rapt, I do it again and again, until red blooms and my mate is a shaking mess.
“Your ass…fuck, the gods outdid themselves.”
“I thought you didn’t believe in them?” Kai pants, breathing hitching with every delightful slap.
“You make me a believer. Now, you keep these lovely legs open,” I say, words feral rough.
Fingers making indents into his ample backside, I open him wide to get a glimpse of his puckered hole.
“Oh my god,” Kai whines on a quivering exhale. Fists twisting in the sheets.
“Your ass is an altar...” I tilt forward, mouth watering, “and I gotta praise you.”
“V-Vidar—” A broken sob shivers from his trembling body as my tongue swirls around his rim.
Hungry for more of a taste, I run the flat of my tongue over his hole, already salivating and ready to lose myself. My need for him is insatiable, the room filling with his fresh orange scent.
The noises that leave Kai set my nerves on fire as I shove my nose into his crack, inhaling bursts of citrus as I wiggle past his tight ring of muscles. Devouring my mate like a man denied food.
Using a finger, I spear him further open so I can slip the length of my tongue deeper in.
“Vidar! S-So fucking good, don’t st-stop!”
I use more spit, add more fingers, twist and turn and probe until Kai is trembling.
Reluctantly, when he’s soft and wet, I pull back.
“I can keep going, or…” I grab the lube. “Would you prefer my cock?”
His hole clamps around my fingers still buried in his ass, and unable to resist, I sink my blunt teeth into his plump cheek.
“Your cock,” he croaks, rocking into my digits. “Give it to me.”
“I thought so.” I give his hole one last tongue deep kiss, before sitting back on my knees and snapping the lube open.
Clear lube pours down between his cheeks, causing a shiver to run up Kai’s sinuous back.
My fingers run through his cleft, scissoring his hole to ensure he’s ready.
“Say ‘please’.”
Kai pushes up, slotting his spine against my chest and grabbing hold of my hair like he’s prepared to rip it out.
“Give it to me, now,” he orders, guiding my cock between his legs,
Snarling like an animal, my mouth latches onto his neck to suck at his hammering pulse. My fangs beg to sink into him.
“So demanding, little prince.”
I coat my length in leftover lube before tossing the bottle aside and pressing my cockhead to his hole.
“And you give me what I demand.”
“That’s. Fucking. Right.” And with Kai flush against me, his nails scraping against my scalp, I push into the unimaginable searing heat of his core.
Blinding lust scorches away everything. Until all that exists is me and Kai and our joining bodies.
Kai’s head drops onto my shoulder, mouth stretched open in a soundless cry.
“So good…” Kai pants. “So full…”
“Not done yet,” I growl between gritted teeth.
“Oh my fucking god! YES!”
Kai’s hips rock as I glide my thick length into his slicked channel, so tight it’s near painful. But I welcome every scalding second.
We both groan when I’ve bottomed out. Sweat runs down the span of our bodies, smouldering us together in a rapturous bliss that fills my every pore.
I expected to toss Kai down and ram into him, like how all sex has been in the past. But this is more, this is…
My palm strokes up his hip to weave our fingers together. All I want is to hold my love close. Know he is here and real, and somehow—impossibly—I belong to him.
His face presses into the crook of my neck, breathing me in, and I wonder, as I gaze upon my stunning and unrestrained soulmate, how a heart can love in such absolute ways.
“Thank you for giving me a second chance to be a better man, Kai.”
“You deserved it,” he gulps, voice shaking. Eyes never once leaving mine.
Our mouths meet, our kiss slow like we have all the time in the world. And when I make him into a vampire, we will.
“No,” I tell him, “I didn’t.”
My soulmate smiles, full of love and trust. Once, like a fool, I rejected that smile. ‘Never again, ’ I vow, and as I bring our connected palms up to press a kiss to his ring finger, silently, I promise Kai will have all he ever desires.
“Maybe not,” he replies. “I love you, anyway.”
“And I love you, too.”
Our lips meet, and keeping a tight hold of his hand, I pull out of his fever-hot body before snapping my hips back home.
His cock bounces with each thrust, his breathy moans puffing against my neck. We clash together like the tide colliding against a cliff. Shattering, remaking, shattering all over again.
“Scream louder. I want the whole fucking world to know how I please my mate!”
Kai slams down to meet my thrust, engulfing my rigid length in his silken channel. His heaving chest shudders as a scream of unadulterated, amplified relief rends through the air.
“So close, I need it.” His voice slurs, drunk on pleasure. His hips losing all rhythm as he blindly seeks his growing climax. “Make me cum, so fucking close!”
I grab his hard cock. “Say who you belong to,” I snarl, fangs shooting out and dragging across his bare neck—not breaking skin. Yet hard enough to send excited tremors across his skin. “Tell me you’re mine!”
“You. You! God, VIDAR, YOU! FUCKING BITE ME!”
“And I’m all yours, little prince.”
My fangs slide into his tender neck as I plough into his asshole—an ancient beast with only enough sense to lap at his blood, not gulp.
Kai keens as ropes of cum shoot from his cock, painting my knuckles and his chest, and as his orgasm rages through him like a wildfire, his tightening hole spasms. His broken sobs spurring me on.
My hips stutter as I plunge in harder—torn between ending this maddening pleasure, or losing myself to it.
But my choice is made for me when my balls tighten—readying.
My vision goes white.
And the orgasm coiling in my gut finally fractures out like a hammer striking into stone.
Sending shockwaves cleaving through my chest, even reaching my fingernails.
I toss my head back, and a thunderous yell breaks free as I shoot thick ropes of cum deep inside of Kai. Claiming him in the most primal way.
There is nothing gentle about my climax; my breath is stolen. My senses go haywire as pleasure explodes behind my eyes. My grip on Kai is ironclad as I ride out continuous waves of bliss, and through the noise of my blood rushing through my veins, Kai’s soothing voice gentles me back to him.
“I love you, Vidar,” he breathes. “My Vidar, my love. I love you so much.”
We drop on the bed, bouncing in a tangle of sweaty limbs. “Over a thousand years I waited for you, little prince,” I tell Kai, wrapping him in my arms. “And now…”
“And now?” Kai sighs, blissful.
“We have eternity.”
Kai curls into my embrace, his eyes closing.
“Promise?” he whispers.
I lay a kiss against his forehead.
“I promise.”