Chapter Five #2
cold iron of the latches in the very moment the shutters disappeared.
“A-ieeee!” She jumped back, one hand to her breast as the wind’s roar became a high-pitched buzzing in her ears and the tall
window arch lengthened and widened, growing ever larger until the black, rainy night surrounded her.
From somewhere distant she heard a keening cry, a low moan that could have been her own. She slumped against the edge of the
table, or something hard and solid, the cold iron of the shutter hinges shifting beneath her fingers, changing into the icy-wet,
limpet-crusted rock of the great sea stones scattered along Eilean Creag’s lochside strand.
Heart pounding, she tightened her grip on the rock, her fingers slipping on the sleek wetness of sea-tangle. The buzzing in
her ears grew deafening, then stopped, plunging her into silence as the blackness began to shimmer and ripple, slowly lightening
to misty, luminous silver.
A glimmering and transparent curtain through which she caught glimpses of Eilean Creag’s stout curtain walls and postern gate,
the shining waters of Loch Duich, and her beloved peaks of Kintail rising beyond.
He was there, too.
High above the loch, his great wings beating the air as he spiraled on the wind, his black eyes staring down at her. She lost
her footing in the slippery rock pool, falling to her knees even as the raven vanished from the sky and her own words flew
back to her.
I’ve seen enough to know him . . .
And then she did see him.
A raven no more, he strode out of a parting in the mist, his gleaming blue-black hair lifting in the wind, the glint of his
sword and the bright golden torque about his neck commanding her attention.
I have seen . . . The words persisted, a repetitive hammering in her ears.
He crossed the strand with purposeful strides until he loomed above her, a man of fierce passion and heated blood, his dark
eyes blazing.
Leaning down, he seized her arm, pulling her roughly to her feet. “You have seen what I wish you to see and you know naught
of me.”
Gelis swayed, her senses whirling. “I —”
“Be glad it is so!” He jerked her hard against him, kissing her. A hot, demanding kiss as swift as it was savage, for he broke
away as quickly, his grip on her shoulders the only thing that kept her standing.
His breath harsh, he looked at her, his gaze more piercing than ever. “Pray God you ne’er meet the truth.”
And then he was gone, Eilean Creag’s little strand and the rippled waters of Loch Duich with him.
Only the slippery cold wetness of the sea rocks remained. Hard and solid beneath her clutching fingers as the mist receded
and the sea stones finally vanished as well. Their chill, seaweed-strewn surface no more than icy-wet shutter latches; the
empty, rain-splattered table in front of Ronan MacRuari’s bedchamber window.
“ O-o-oh, mercy me!” Anice’s voice banished the last shimmers of the vision. “You’ve gone so pale,” she cried, clutching Gelis’s
arm. “Are you ailing? Shall I fetch the hen wife? The Raven —”
“No bother. I am well enough.” Gelis drew herself up, her fingers still clenched around the shutter latches. “Only weary from
the day. The long journey here and now this room,” she improvised, grasping for an explanation.
One that sounded halfway believable and wouldn’t reveal how very much she did need Ronan.
How much he needed her.
More sure of that need than ever, she kept her grip on the shutters. She looked out at the night, almost impenetrably dark
with low, racing clouds. Beyond the castle walls, the dark Scots pines guarding Glen Dare were hidden in the deeper gloom,
but the wild gusting wind was gone and only a fine rain was falling. The kind of soft misty rain all Highlanders knew and
loved. Blessing its comfort and familiarity, she leaned closer to the window arch and breathed deep of the chill night air.
Her heart began to thump heavily and her throat thickened. Glen Dare was beautiful, its reputation as being blighted an unfair misconception she knew she could set to rights.
Almost feeling Castle Dare’s walls beseeching her to do so, she let her gaze wander, not seeing the stronghold’s forbidding
gloom but imagining its heart calling to her.
Showing her the proud and great place it could be.
Across the bailey, quite a few men still patrolled the battlements, their tall, weapon-hung forms looming into view then disappearing
again each time they passed one of the wall-walk’s torches.
Far below, mist swirled and eddied across the cobbled courtyard. There, too, guardsmen could be seen. Most stood gathered
near the torchlit entrance to the gatehouse’s tunnel- like pend while others moved along the perimeters of the walling, clearly
keeping a watchful eye on the silent byres and outbuildings.
Gelis shivered, her romanticizing forgotten. Her MacKenzie blood quickened, making her scan the battlements with an even sharper
eye.
Watchmen were everywhere, those she’d first noticed and others who stood silent in the shadows, almost blending with the darkness.
She frowned. Her father didn’t send so many men on night patrol unless they were under serious threat of a siege.
She started to say so, but just then glanced beneath the tower window and all thought of sieges and night guardsmen vanished.
“Well then!” Her lips twitched and she leaned farther out the window. “There is the truth of the wind and the missing repast.”
Anice looked at her as if she’d sprouted horns. “The truth of the wind?”
Nae, the truth of a certain raven-haired, flashing-eyed devil who tossed feast goods out the window, Gelis almost blurted.
Instead she reached for the younger girl’s elbow, pulling her to her side.
“There,” she announced, waiting for the girl to peer down into the bailey. “See for yourself.”
“By Glory!” Anice sprang back from the window. “The mist must’ve —”
“The mist is as innocent as the wind.” Gelis shoved a damp curl off her forehead. “I’ll be the last to rumple my nose at Highland
magic, but I’ve yet to hear of mist or wind that would pitch perfectly good victuals out of a tower window.”
Only someone bent on ruining a wedding night would dare.
A handfasted wedding night.
From some wild-hearted corner of her soul, Gelis was seized by an overwhelming urge to laugh. But if she did, she doubted
she’d be able to stop, and she didn’t want to frighten Anice. So she dashed yet another loose curl off her face and pretended
to eye the mess below.
And it was a mess.
If she wasn’t mistaken, she’d also spied the splintered staves of a bathing tub.
Not to mention the remains of a small but sumptuous feast. Carefully prepared delicacies splattered across the wet- glistening
cobbles. Two smashed wine ewers. She narrowed her eyes, squinting to see through the thick swaths of mist curling around the
tower. Her efforts rewarded, she caught a glimpse of two jewel-encrusted wine chalices.
Treasures now scratched and dented beyond repair.
Drawing another deep breath of the damp night air, she lifted her chin, the chalices forgotten.
Her bond with the Raven was a treasure, too.
A far greater treasure; and she wasn’t going to see it sundered.
No matter how often he might ravage her sleeping quarters or how many times he chose to send an evening repast sailing out
the window.
She wouldn’t be intimidated.
And she wasn’t going anywhere.
About the same time, but in a well-hidden niche just off the great hall’s darkest corner, Ronan lay on his back on a thin
pallet of heather and bracken. A lumpy, somewhat damp-smelling pallet, its dubious comforts made all the more unpalatable
by his conviction that something small and four-footed moved about within his bedding’s meager stuffing.
Even so, wrapped snug in his plaid and with the entrance to his hidey-hole concealed in deep shadow, he should’ve felt cozy
enough to seize at least a few short hours of sleep.
A much-needed respite from his cares, however brief.
Instead, he found himself scowling up at the niche’s smoke-blackened ceiling.
Naught had gone as he’d planned.
Torcaill’s dire words rolled around in his head, robbing him of his night’s rest, while a persistent pinch in his gut warned
that it’d been purest folly to order a sumptuous bridal feast carried to his bedchamber.
No good would come of his nonappearance at such an intimate table. He rubbed a hand down over his face, drew a long breath,
and released it slowly. Trying to explain why he’d absented himself, both from the repast and from his dazzling bride’s bed,
struck him as being as unwise as it was unpleasant.
His scowl deepened. He’d rather walk naked through a thorny bramble patch.
He’d suffer the same and worse if he could spare himself the occasional bursts of his grandfather’s laughter. Late though
it was, Valdar’s gleeful hoots and guffaws still rang out from the opposite end of the hall.
Duncan MacKenzie’s voice reached him as well, deep and congenial, though the words were indistinct. Not that he needed to
hear them to guess that now that the two old friends apparently conversed alone, the Black Stag’s animosity had lessened.
Few were the men who could resist Valdar’s gregarious charm.
Fewer still the men able to resist Lady Gelis.
Ronan folded his arms beneath his head, his gaze fixed on a crack in the ceiling. He needed to sleep. He would not, could
not, spend the night’s remaining hours lying here thinking about her. Closing his mind, he concentrated on the cold wind racing
past the hidey-hole’s narrow slit window. Turned his ears to the steady patter of rain against the keep wall, the granite
cobbles of the bailey.
The sounds lulled him, bringing sleep nearer.
He turned on his side, weary now. His eyes drifted shut, but more than slumber sought him.
Something strange was happening.
Along with sleep, unaccustomed warmth stole into the musty little niche where he’d spread his pallet. A sensation that seemed
to intensify each time his grandfather gave another bark of laughter.