Chapter Seven #2
dared seize such a relic for a crest stone. I’m surprised you even noticed the thing.” He looked at her, making certain his
face showed no emotion. “Not many do.”
“Perhaps they do not look clearly.”
“And you do?”
She tilted her chin. “I see much, aye.”
Ronan arched a brow.
An odd prickling at his nape warned that she meant more than his ancestor’s age-pitted heraldic shield.
“There are things here you might prefer not to see, my lady. Glen Dare folk are cautious. They prefer not to stick their hands
in wasps’ nests.”
“Wasps’ nests?”
“So I said, aye.”
He wasn’t at all surprised when her expression went even more stubborn.
“Most hereabouts wouldn’t cast an eye on Maldred’s crest if their lives depended on it. Not even if you threatened to thrash
their naked flesh with a switch made of thorny wood and stinging nettles.”
“Be that as it may, I still find it a great sorrow to hear an ancestral grave likened to a . . . a wasp’s nest.” Her eyes
still sparking, she leaned close.
So near that her breasts — and the infernal bauble and its slinky, double-looped chain — pressed into him. Her rose scent
assailed him as well, the heady fragrance addling his wits and wearing down every last one of the shields he’d thrown up against
her.
Clearly bent on bedeviling him, she remained where she stood, not budging an inch.
“There are things we must discuss, Raven.” Her eyes gleamed and a swirl of rose-scented warmth seemed to slide around him, almost a caress. “Matters of great import
that have naught to do with Maldred the Dire or the state this room was in when I came up here.”
Ronan drew a breath, tried hard not to move.
Speech was out of the question.
His most damnable bits were reacting to her.
Mere stirrings, praise the saints, but if she kept taunting him, a full-fledged river of heat would soon pour into his loins
and then he’d be hard-pressed to resist her.
Seemingly oblivious — or perhaps not — she lifted a hand to his face. “Look,” she urged, “see what I can show you.”
“Show me?”
She nodded. “You know my mother has the taibhsearachd? I —”
“You have the same gift.” He made the words a statement. “Torcaill said you did.”
“He spoke true,” she admitted, her chin lifting. “And sometimes, if a taibhsear touches someone, that person can see what the seer does.”
Ronan swallowed, quite certain he didn’t wish to peer into any such image.
Not now, not on the morrow, and not even next year.
Perhaps never.
But already she was pinning him with her gaze and resting her palm against his cheek. Her fingers slid down to touch his mouth,
lingering there as the room suddenly darkened around them and he lost sight of her, seeing instead Maldred’s blight of a crest
stone.
“By glory!” He stared, but the thing was truly there, hovering before him.
No longer cracked and crumbling, the stone shimmered with a brilliance that hurt his eyes. The sculpted raven, its proud outline
barely visible on the stone as he knew it, looked almost alive. Glistening feathers seemed to ripple in a distant wind, and
two curving horns that he’d ne’er before seen appeared to rise from the bird’s head.
But before he could focus on this wonder, she took her hand from his face and the fleeting image faded, disappearing as if
it’d never been.
Ronan blinked.
He put his own hands to his head, pressed his fingers against his temples.
“I canna believe you did that.” He looked at her. “How —”
She gave a light shrug. “I do not understand how or why such a wonder is possible. My mother warned me that it is so. ’Tis
a marvel to be accepted, not questioned.”
“I should like to speak of it!”
She smiled, her eyes glittering with some wild, inner fire that put two spots of red on her cheeks. “Och, aye, we need to
discuss many things” — she glanced at her hand, then back at him — “though I vow Maldred wishes —”
“That cloven- footed he-goat is naught but moldering bones. He is beyond wishes.”
“Has he told you so?”
“Nae. And I have no desire to ask him.”
“Perhaps you should.”
Ronan felt his brows shooting heavenward.
The notion of asking his long-dead ancestor anything was too preposterous to contemplate. Catching a glimpse into Lady Gelis’s
vision was one thing. Conversing with his forebears — especially Maldred — was something entirely different, and he wanted
naught to do with the like.
Resuming his pacing — and at a clip that would keep even a fleet-footed MacKenzie damsel at bay — he shoved a hand through
his hair and strove to find the best words to explain things to her.
“Be glad he is naught but bone and bad memories.” He tossed her a glance as he marched past the windows. “His wishes, if you
knew them, would —”
“All souls have wishes.” She looked more peeved than enlightened. “Hopes and dreams never leave us, even when our bones are
no more.”
“Humph.”
“ ’Tis true.” She’d moved to stand by the hearth, her chin still stubbornly set and her arms folded. “If you call yourself
a Highlander, you must know it.”
Ronan bit back another snort.
He was more Highland than she knew. Frowning again, he increased his step, not about to tell her. Such things didn’t need
proving. Nor did he care to reveal that he’d seen more than his share of every string she harped on.
Hopes and dreams enough to fill a score of lifetimes. And bones — bones of loved ones — in such number he could scarce count.
“Do you think Maldred’s heart didn’t quicken to the same things you hold dear?” she persisted, proving she wished to torture
him.
Bending, she snatched up a plump black peat brick from the creel by the hearthside and waved it in his direction. “The reek
of peat smoke or the scent of heather, the howl of a winter wind and the crash of waves upon the shore, mist on the braes
or a Highland moon sailing through wind-torn clouds.”
She tossed the peat onto the fire and dusted her hands. “All those things filled his days just as they do yours. Enduring,
beautiful things capable of squeezing the hearts of the most hardened amongst us. Such are the things that bind Highlanders
to those that have gone before. Not our great dignity and pride, but our deep love of these hills. Maldred surely felt it,
too.”
“I am sure he felt a great many things.” It was the best Ronan could do.
His head was beginning to pound.
“And” — she drew a breath, clearly not finished — “without doubt, he had wishes. Perhaps one of them was to be remembered
more kindly.”
Ronan smothered a word he’d not utter in front of a lady.
“You would think otherwise if you knew more about him. Greed and an unquenchable thirst for power were his only concerns.”
A gust of wind rattled the window shutters. “He believed he was immortal. Truth is, he was a malevolent old sorcerer who —”
One of the shutters came loose and cracked loudly against the wall.
Ronan went long-strided across the room and secured the banging shutter.
A task he executed too hastily, for when he yanked on the rain-soaked shutter, slamming it into place, the wretched thing
pinched two of his fingers.
Gritting his teeth, he resisted the urge to howl in pain.
“Leave Maldred in the remote past where he belongs,” he said as soon as he trusted himself to speak. “He is undeserving of
your sympathy and” — his gaze lit on his leather bag, the neatly folded piles of his journeying gear lining the great four-poster
bed — “if you would hear the truth of it, I was packing for a journey. But days —”
“A long one and far from here — judging by what I have seen.” Disappointment flickered in Lady Gelis’s eyes. “I knew it was
true.”
Ronan started toward her, one hand raised in denial. “ ’Tis no’ what you think, lass. I packed — and unpacked — days ago.
My travel goods were returned to yon strongbox long ere you arrived.”
Doubt creased her brow. “But —”
“I cannot explain why my gear was strewn about the bedchamber.” He grasped her upper arms. “I can only swear that I had no
hand in it. And” — he drew a breath, not liking how the brightness in her eyes was making his chest hurt — “I will get to
the bottom of it and ensure the like doesn’t happen again.”
He glanced at the empty table. “None of it.”
“I believe you. Nor am I frightened here.” She looked down at his hands holding her, then back up at him. “I also know you
wouldn’t intentionally hurt me.”
Ronan released her at once and turned aside before she could see him wince.
The odd ache in his chest grew hotter, tighter.
She should be frightened.
Very frightened.
Instead, she slipped around him, her attar of roses scent floating about her like a fragrant cloud, her damnable green bauble
glittering in the soft glow of the hearth fire.
Ronan reached to curl his hands around his sword belt, only to remember he wasn’t wearing one.
He frowned, folding his arms instead.
She smoothed her skirts. Then, putting her hands on her hips, she placed herself just so that she effectively blocked his
way to the door.
“Well?” She angled her head.
“We have naught else to speak of this e’en,” he said, knowing it wasn’t the answer she’d wanted. He knew, too, that the words
would cut deeper than any sword.
But if he stayed any longer, he’d regret more than her mere presence.
Wishing it were not so, he turned to leave. “I’ll order the house guard to patrol the corridor outside your door. Your night
rest will not be disturbed.”
“Wait.”
The word fell between them, an iron weight around his ankle.
“I will not have any night’s rest unless you tell me where you meant to go.”
Ronan frowned.
She flicked a glance at his travel gear. “I am a curious woman.”
An iron yoke seemed to settle onto Ronan’s shoulders, joining the shackle at his foot.
He cleared his throat, risked one answer-seeking glance at the ceiling.
But the age-blackened rafters remained mute.
“It is the least you owe me.” Lady Gelis was looking at him, her eyes intent. “If you have a lady love and were perchance
setting off to be with her, then I would understand much.”
“A lady love?” Ronan almost laughed.
She nodded.
“Nae, for truth, lass, you err.”
“A woman is behind most things a man does.” Her tonedared him to deny it. “A woman or land gain and wealth.”
This time he did laugh.
If such a rusty-sounding grunt could pass for laughter.
“Ah, well,” he owned, “you might just have the right of it. A woman was behind my travel plans, though no’ for the reason
you suspect.”
One red-gold brow lifted, her amber eyes all attention. “Oh?”
“Aye.” He spoke true. “Leastways in that the death of my second wife spurred my decision. It was after her passing that I
began to consider making the journey to Santiago de Compostela in Spain, shrine of Saint James. I’d finally decided to go
the day Valdar told me about you.”
“You wanted to go on a pilgrimage?”
“To kneel at the shrine and collect my scallop badge, aye.”
“I have seen such men. My mother is known for welcoming them. She offers a fresh pallet for the night and a warm meal to those
who pass through Kintail. But you . . .” The words tailed away on a tinge of skepticism. “You do not have the look of such
a man.”
“Be that as it may, I was committed to going.” He started toward the door.
She followed. “Why?”
Ronan hesitated, ran a hand through his hair. “I thought — hoped — that if —”
“Ahhh, now I understand.” Something that sounded like pity shaded her voice. “You believed such a pilgrimage would ease your
grief.” Her eyes went all soft again. “How you must have loved your wife to suffer her loss so deeply. An arduous journey
to the ends of the world . . .”
Ronan stiffened, the words piercing him.
He did not deserve her sympathy.
“There are few things a man will not do when his heart makes the demand.”
“I am sorry. I wish —”
He raised a hand, staying her when she moved to step closer. “You have had a tedious journey yourself. Rest now and we shall
talk on the morrow.”
Just not about the late Lady Cecilia.
Looking as if she meant to do exactly that, Lady Gelis drew a breath to speak, but Ronan turned and left the bedchamber before
she could.
He closed the door behind him, striding no more than six paces down the dimly lit passage before pausing beneath a high-set
arrow slit. Chill night air streamed through the narrow opening and he leaned his back against the wall, lifting his face
to the welcoming draught.
Feeling worn and empty, he flattened his hands against the cold damp of the tower stones, seeking strength from their solidity.
Lady Gelis’s words still rang in his ears.
His head throbbed with the way she’d looked at him, her unwanted compassion echoing even here in the shadows of the corridor.
For a maid so gifted as a taibhsear, her perception had failed her sorely where his late wife was concerned.
He hadn’t loved Lady Cecilia.
Not even a shred.
His hands clenched against the wall. Try as he had, theirs was a match forged in hell, and he’d despised her almost from the
first.
Even more damning, he’d killed her.