Chapter 16 #2
He smiled and turned over. His back was just as beautiful as his front and I couldn’t help but run my fingers down the length of his spine.
But it was his ass that I couldn’t take my eyes off of.
I slid my palm over his warm, smooth skin, then trailed my finger down the crease.
On the one hand, what I was about to do seemed so forbidden, but on the other, I needed it as badly as he did.
My dick was hurting like a son of a bitch, but I ignored my own lust and shifted so I was straddling his lower legs.
I used my hands to split him open and took in the sight of his fluttering hole.
Oh God, there was no way I was going to fit without hurting him.
I blanched as the memories of the many times I’d been hurt in this very way went through me.
“Caleb,” I heard Jace call and I looked up at him.
“It’s not the same,” he murmured. “Remember that.”
His ability to read me was just uncanny.
I nodded because he was right. What we were doing was nothing like what I’d known in my previous life.
I needed to stop comparing the two acts.
Everything Jace and I did was about showing one another love.
What had been done to me before had been about power and cruelty. It had no place in this room with us .
I sighed and cast out the memories, then focused on Jace’s perfect body. I tentatively touched his entrance with the pad of my finger. I rubbed him gently and used the sounds he was making to gauge if he liked what I was doing.
No doubt that he most definitely did.
I was about to reach for the lube when I remembered what he’d done to me the previous day.
Did I dare?
Did I even want to?
The sight of Jace’s opening flexing just a little under my perusal answered that question for me.
With a big fat yes .
Before I could overthink it, I leaned down and pressed a kiss to Jace’s entrance.
“Jesus fucking Christ!” he shouted.
His bellow startled me, but before I could even issue an apology he said, “Oh God, please do that again.”
So I did.
And smiled when he reacted accordingly. His incoherent pleas emboldened me and I began licking him.
His musky flavor was strange, but I found it weirdly addicting.
Not to mention the way his hole would relax under my tongue, then contract as soon as I removed my mouth.
Jace’s whole body was shaking and he had his face buried in a pillow.
As much as I was enjoying what I was doing, my own lust had spiked exponentially, so I searched out the lube and got some on my finger.
My nerves came back as I pushed against his opening.
He let out a groan when my digit breached him.
He was so hot and tight, I was sure I’d die right there on the spot. I instinctively went slowly, giving his body time to adjust to my finger. I worked the lube in and out of him. Before I added the second finger, I said, “Jace?”
“I’m good, baby,” he said as he turned his head so he could look at me. “I’m so fucking good, Caleb,” he said with a smile.
I put some more lube on my fingers, then carefully pushed two inside of him. He closed his eyes and whimpered, but he didn’t ask me to stop. I knew there was probably at least a little bit of pain, but I wasn’t sensing it was anything bad.
I fucked him with my fingers a few times, then put the last bit of lube on my sheathed cock.
“I’m… I’m ready,” I said awkwardly.
Jace lifted to his hands and knees, then looked at me over his shoulder. “Make me yours, beautiful,” he said with a lopsided grin. The lightness made me less nervous. I got into position behind him and put my dick against his hole. I settled my free hand on his back and then began to push forward.
“Fuck,” Jace muttered as he began to push back on me and his body enveloped the head of my dick.
I knew this would be the worst part and I fought every instinct that told me to shove into him so I could feel his heat and tightness around my entire cock.
I put my hands on his hips to steady us both.
Jace was the one who ended up moving first. He pushed back onto me, slowly sucking my dick into his body inch by inch.
“Oh God, it feels so good,” I whispered. “Jace, does it…”
“ So good, baby,” Jace responded. “Need more. Need it all.”
I took that as permission to slide deeper into him. We both cried out when my balls pressed against his ass.
My body’s natural instincts took over at that point.
I was still in tune to everything Jace was saying and doing, but I no longer felt completely clueless.
I thrust into him slowly at first, but once he started meeting my thrusts, I increased the pace.
It was at that point that I applied pressure to his back.
I followed him down as he lay flat on his stomach.
I curled my arms around his shoulders and buried my lips against the crook of his neck.
“So beautiful, Jace. You’re just so fucking beautiful,” I whispered into his ear as I began sliding in and out of him.
Jace seemed incapable of speech, because all he could do was grunt and moan as I fucked into him. My orgasm was threatening to consume me when I remembered what he wanted. It took everything in me to slow, then stop. I eased my dick out of him and lifted my weight off him.
“Turn over,” I urged .
His moves were languid and heavy as he did what I said. I felt a gut-punch when his warm eyes settled on me. I’d never seen him look so at ease.
Like he was right where he was supposed to be.
Somehow my dick found its way back inside of him without me having to take my eyes off him.
I kissed him over and over as our bodies began a natural rhythm of give and take.
Jace’s legs were wrapped around me, but something in my brain told me we both needed just a little more – that last little bit to take us to the edge.
I shifted my arms so that I was bracing his legs.
The move had his ass canting higher, which let me slide even deeper inside of him.
Jace shouted my name and then wrapped his arms around my neck.
I maneuvered my body so that I was lying flat on top of him.
I managed to get my arms around him while still holding his legs.
It meant his body was folded in on itself, but with the way he was clinging to me, I knew it wasn’t bothering him.
“Harder, Caleb. Fuck me harder,” Jace demanded. His mouth latched onto my neck and sucked hard.
I began slamming into him. His dick was mashed between our bodies, but I had no hope of reaching it. I was at a point where I could no longer release him, not even long enough to make sure he got off. It was like my body had taken over and it began pummeling Jace for all it was worth.
“Jace,” I cried out desperately. I was so close, but I didn’t want to leave him behind. But he was just so damn tight and hot that I couldn’t stop fucking him for even a second. The need inside of me kept building on itself with every stroke.
“Harder, Caleb, I’m so close.” I felt his fingers rake down my back and then his hands were on my ass, urging me on. “Yes, just like that,” he cried.
I felt his inner muscles tighten on me even more. It felt like he was pulsing around me.
My body ached with the need to come and I felt like my head was going to explode. I couldn’t breathe or think.
All I could do was fuck.
I wanted to tell Jace I was right there , but I didn’t have enough oxygen in my lungs to form actual words. I was making sounds that didn’t even seem human. I pressed my cheek against Jace’s in the hope he’d somehow feel how much I loved him.
Jace suddenly shouted in my ear and then his ass clamped down on my dick.
At the same time, I felt his teeth close over the skin of my collarbone.
The idea that he was marking me in his own way set off my own orgasm and I lost all awareness as white-hot pleasure tore through me.
A brutal sob tore from my throat as the pressure in my balls exploded and I began filling the condom.
The need to be even deeper inside of Jace had me crushing him to me.
My body jerked as it emptied itself inside of Jace’s hot body.
I felt Jace grab my face and then he was pushing me back enough so he could do what he’d wanted to all along.
Watch me as I came.
I had no idea what I looked like as the pleasure consumed me, and I didn’t care. I had no control of any of that, anyway. I was just going along for the ride.
The orgasm seemed to go on forever. When it finally began to ease and I started to come back to myself, I found myself lying on Jace’s chest. I was still buried deep inside of him.
My body was rocked by the occasional aftershock as Jace’s rough palms ran up and down the length of my back.
At some point, I’d released his legs because I could feel them resting on mine.
I could feel something warm and sticky against my stomach.
There was no question as to what it was.
We lay there in silence for several minutes as we waited for our breathing to slow. I crossed my arms on his chest and rested my chin on my hands and looked at him. He was watching me with an almost dreamy expression on his face. One hand came up so he could tuck my hair behind my ear.
There were a million things I wanted to say to him, and I had no doubt he felt the same, but we were both content to just stare at one another as our bodies made the slow descent to earth.
There’d be plenty of time to talk later.
The rest of our lives, in fact.