Chapter 30
THIRTY
KNOX
Holy Fuck.
Just when I thought it couldn’t get any better, I dive into what could ultimately be my demise.
My cum in and around her pussy is like the ultimate claiming for me. I don’t give a fuck if that makes me a possessive ass. She’s mine, and if I have to coat this pussy every day for the rest of my life to prove it, then I gladly will.
“Knox,” she moans, gripping my hair tight, which only further heightens the alpha male in me that wants to stake his claim over and over again.
“Say my name again,” I growl, diving in deep with my tongue as I lift her leg onto my shoulder. “Who does this pussy belong to…who do you belong to?” I ask, needing to hear her say it.
“You, Knox. Every part of me belongs to you,” she breathes out on a whimper as I suck her swollen clit hard.
“That’s right, sunshine. We will always belong to each other.” I run my scruff over sensitive skin as I devour our blended tastes. Nothing has ever tasted so fucking good than me on her.
In her.
My tongue and teeth ravage her as I let the beast inside run wild. Her moans and vice grip on my hair let me know she’s enjoying this as much as I am. When her hips start to move, and her pussy frantically rubs my face, I can tell she’s close.
Wanting to please her in all areas, I run my hand up her ass before my thumb rims her tight little hole. Knowing it can bring her great pleasure, I press into the puckered opening as I greedily devour the one in front of me.
Her hips buck more as a whimper escapes those beautiful lips.
“Oh God, Knox,” she moans as I press my thumb deeper inside and apply more pressure. “I’m close,” she pants. My dick is now fully prepared to claim again as I release my hold on her and turn her around.
“Hands on the tile,” I grind out before my fingers curl around her waist. Her ass is pressed against me, and she gasps when she feels how hard I am again. “Seems like you’ve unleashed something inside me tonight, sunshine.” I center myself and bury myself in her pussy on my next breath.
“I’m going to fill you again. So much that I’ll be seeping out of you for days.” I thrust into her again and feel her pushing back into me, eager to meet our needs.
“Yes,” she moans. “I want it all.”
“Fuck,” I rasp. Her words are like gasoline on the inferno within.
Pushing on her lower back, I guide her down further so I get the angle that I want.
My fingers spread out as I find her other hole again and press down hard.
My other hand snakes around the front and applies pressure to her swollen clit as I rub harder with each thrust I give her.
“Yes,” she moans again, pressing back deeper into me as my thumb disappears inside.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” I pant.
“I love feeling you everywhere,” she moans as I apply more pressure with my thumb. When my fingers pinch her clit, her cry echoes out into the night sky, bringing me over the edge with her.
My cock pours into her as I moan her name, feeling her pulse around me. I surrender it all to her as my heart and body will forever belong to the woman in front of me.
“I love you, sunshine,” I whisper hoarsely. “So fucking much.”
“I love you too,” she whispers breathlessly.
Slowly pulling out, she turns around, and I adjust the spray so we are under our waterfall once again. Wrapping my arms around her, I hold her tight.
“Does this mean you forgive me?”
“I forgive you…stalker and all,” she laughs softly.
“Good. Because this stalker needs you.”
“I need your stalkery ass.”
Chuckling, I grab the shampoo bottle and squirt some into my palm.
“At least your stalker has magic hands,” I whisper, turning her around and sinking my fingers into her. I think my favorite part of this relationship is getting to do these simple things for her.
“Why do you think I put up with your stubborn ass?”
“I’ll take that,” I chuckle. “As long as you keep putting up with me, I don’t care what your reason is.”
“There might be a few other reasons,” she smiles over her shoulder as I rinse the last of the shampoo away.
“Your heart,” she says, turning around when I’m done and placing her hand on my chest, “is the reason I stay the most. Even though it’s been broken and sheltered for years, it still has the capability to hold more love than I’ve ever felt before.
Well, that, and this body you were blessed with.
I’m definitely staying for that, too,” she grins, causing me to laugh.
“I guess I should thank you then.” I brush a piece of her hair back and turn serious.
“For what?” I trace the freckles across her nose that I’ve memorized down to the smallest detail.
“For giving my heart a reason to love again.”
“I should thank you, too,” she says softly.
“For?”
“For giving my heart a reason to trust again.”
Feeling too much to even speak, I kiss her softly instead—letting her feel how much she means to me. Sometimes words aren’t enough, and the silence is heard louder.
When I finally pull away, there’s no doubt in her ocean blues that she knows exactly what I’m feeling.
“Let’s finish up here so we can eat. I’ve worked up quite the appetite,” I smirk, reaching for the body wash while she conditions her hair.
“Agreed. I’m starving.” She rinses her hair and quickly cleans off her body.
Wrapping towels around ourselves, we gather our discarded clothes and shoes.
“Meet you inside in ten,” I say, slapping her ass with a grin before stepping inside the guest house to grab some more clothes. Even though I’ve been sleeping in her bed, I still have most of my things in here. For now, it works for us, but I’m quickly finding myself wanting more.
I change into a black Bolts tee and a pair of grey sweats before locking up the guesthouse for the night and heading to the main house.
She’s already changed into a tank top and sleep shorts, leaning against the counter when I walk in from the back door.
“What are these?” She’s studying the printouts I was looking at earlier with a slight frown on her face.
“My assistant sent them over this afternoon. They’re houses for sale in this area and towards Bayside.”
“Oh.” Her eyes scan the pages as I come up behind her and place my chin on her shoulder.
“Which one is your favorite?”
“My favorite?”
“Well, yeah, I want your opinion.”
She scans through the houses and stops at the one I was considering before she walked in and distracted me with those scrubs.
“Well, I guess it depends. How much space do you want?”
“Enough to fill a hockey team. I mean, two isn’t enough, three isn’t even for teams, so I was thinking enough room for four kids and a dog. Of course, your feral cat can come too.”
She whirls around with her blue eyes wide with shock.
“You didn’t really think I would buy a house and not bring you with me, did you?
I have to admit, the kid thing did scare the shit out of me at first. I never let myself even dream about having a family one day.
I didn’t think it would ever be in the cards for me, but I love kids and work with them all the time at camps.
Besides, they will be half you, so they can’t turn out all bad.
It doesn’t seem so scary now that I have you,” I shrug.
I know I’m rambling, but part of me is nervous that I might be moving too fast for her, but I’ve never been a patient man. I feel like I’ve already wasted years being away from her, and I don’t want to waste any more.
“What are you saying, Knox?” Her eyes brim with tears as I lift her onto the counter and step in closer.
“I’m saying that this is your future if you want it. I want to do this right and ask your dad and brothers first, but I need you to know that this is where I’m headed. The house, the kids, the whole fucking white picket fence if that’s what you want. I want to give it all to you.”
She glances down at the house again, and I feel it deep in my bones that this is the one. “It has a library,” I smile, already picturing her sitting in there reading, covered in the cozy blankets she loves. “And it’s right between your work and the rink.”
“I know,” she whispers. “I’ve driven by this house before.
It’s beautiful.” Her eyes lift to mine, and I’m drawn into her light once more.
There’s not an ounce of pain left in them, and I thank God every day that I was given this chance to help take it all away.
“You know I want this future with you. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. ”
I feel like a thousand of my prayers have been answered at once as my heart completely soars out of my chest. “Then all you have to do is say yes when I ask you, and it’s all yours, sunshine,” I grin and wipe away her tears.
“Just like that,” she laughs.
“Just like that,” I say, taking the paper from her hand. My movement stills when I see the address.
22 Grace Drive.
“What is it?” Savi peers at the paper in my hand.
“Look at the address,” I whisper, my throat too tight with emotions.
“Oh my God,” she says, looking up at me with shock before a beautiful smile breaks out on her face. “It’s your number and your mom’s name. It’s a sign she’s leading you there.”
“I can feel her,” I manage to get out past the warmth that just flooded my body. Her presence surrounds me as I feel the love that I once felt as a child, immediately recognizing it as hers. “She’s with me.”
Savi wraps her arms around me tightly, and I sink into her.
“She’s always been with you, Knox. You just had to open your heart to be able to feel her,” she whispers.
“Yeah, I’m starting to believe that.” I breathe in Savi’s scent and say a silent thank you to my mom because after tonight, there’s no doubt she sent Savi to save me.