15. Threes Company – Mar
CHAPTER 15
THREE'S COMPANY
MAR
I let out an I-don’t-believe-you-you-lyin’-shits laugh. “You’re fucking with me.”
Sihn leans forward and looks me in the eye. “Mar, that’s where I’ve learned all my moves. It’s research.” I figured his moves had something to do with wrestling…as odd as it seems. Not that he learned them from porn and not just porn, but porn he watched with his friend.
“Mmm hmm.” I am not buying it.
Ruin turns so his chest is facing me. “He’s not lying. We have been doing this for, what…three years? It’s not like we jerk off with each other to it. We want to make it good for the women. We prefer the amateur stuff, where the women seem to be into it, not just putting on a show.”
“You guys are full of it.” Straight men do not watch porn together. Are they trying to tell me they are bisexual? I haven’t gotten that vibe from Sihn, but maybe I’m reading him wrong.
“Was last night not good for you?” Sihn asks.
I close my eyes and hum while I remember his head between my thighs.
“That’s what I thought. We were shit lovers until we realized we could use porn to our advantage.” I cannot believe there has even been a time when Sihn was a shit lover , but I guess we all start our sexual experiences without any bedroom skills.
“Yeah, yeah.”
“So, what chick flick will you be torturing us with?” Ruin asks.
I think long and hard. “50 Shades of Grey, but the books are better than the movies.” Not that those books are my favorite of all time, but until I found them, I had difficulty finding any storyline that could keep my attention. They got me out of my reading funk.
“We’ve watched all three,” Ruin states matter-of-factly.
“Really?” I don’t believe them.
“Research,” Sihn says again.
Maybe I need to do a little research of my own. “Okay, well, how about you show me something that you think I can use to pleasure a man.”
“I have no complaints with your moves,” Sihn offers.
“I want to see what you like for women to do. I want to learn, too. For the next guy.”
He sounds pissed when he says, “What?”
“Don’t even try to act upset, Sihn. I already told you that we’ll never work in the long run. No one who has sex the first night ever lasts.”
He huffs, “If you say so.”
“Have either of you had any long-term commitments?” They both sit still, not speaking. “That’s what I thought. Now, show me.”
I hand the remote back to Ruin. He clicks a few buttons and the screen comes to life. A girl is on her knees in front of her lover, looking up at him. She smiles and he thrusts his hips in the direction of her mouth. His eyes roll back in his head as she slips her fingers around his hard shaft and strokes it slowly up and down from root to tip.
My eyes are glued to the television, watching the scene, but I can tell neither man is watching what I’m watching. They are watching me.
The big man on the television requests the girl to touch herself. To show him how wet she is for him. He says he wants to relish in her excitement for him.
I look from Sihn to Ruin and then back to Sihn. “This is supposed to be amateur porn? What man uses the word relish in the bedroom?”
“A fucking real man,” Sihn says.
Before I can respond, there’s a knock at the door.
Ruin clicks a button on the remote and the television turns off. “That’d be the pizza,” he says as he stands for the first time and walks to the door. He’s wearing black sweatpants and a gray hoodie, although it’s not cold. Sihn is dressed similarly.
While Ruin is at the door, Sihn says, “If at any time you are uncomfortable, just say so.”
“I wouldn’t say this is my comfort zone, but…”
“Did you and Ruin ever…when you were younger?”
“We did not. I never even thought it was a possibility.” I don’t know if either of them believe me or not, but I didn’t even think he remotely found me attractive. I honestly thought he liked books just as much as I did.
Ruin places the pizza on the coffee table in front of the couch and opens it up. “Dinner and a movie. My kind of night.” He winks at me and snatches a piece before taking his spot back on my right.
Sihn leans forward and grabs two slices. As he hands one to me, Ruin turns the movie back on.
We’re all eating sausage and onion while the bombshell on the screen uses her fingers to spread herself wide.
Before the big man gets to orgasm, the pizza box on the table is empty. Ruin turns it off and looks at me. “So what are your thoughts?”
“You turned it off before the best part?”
“Watching a man get off isn’t why we watch it, but if you’d like to view the ending, I’ll turn it back on.”
“No, no. I’m fine. After you turn it off, then what?”
Sihn says, “Usually Ruin runs off to record content. and I go to my room.”
“Wait, what…content?”
Nonchalantly, Ruin says, “I record myself playing a video game…”
“Men really watch other men play video games? I thought that was a myth.”
“Ruin, tell her about your other content. I’m sure she’d love to know about it.”
I raise an eyebrow at Ruin. “Go ahead, I’m curious.”
“You’ll think less of me, people always do.”
“Try me.”
“People pay to subscribe to me; with their subscription, they get access to new content.”
“Wait. Are you a porn star Ruin?”
“Ha, no. I am an internet personality. A content creator. Both men and women pay to see me in a…”
I turn my entire body. Moving my right foot in, but keeping my left foot on the floor. “Like nudes? I am so curious.”
“Mostly just nudes for the feed. They can pay more for other stuff.”
“Like?” Subconsciously I move toward him as if that will help me hear him better.
Sihn places his hands on my shoulders from behind. “Mar.”
Ruin says, “It’s fine. I’ll answer whatever she has to ask as long as she gives me what I want in return.”
My breath hitches, and I clench my insides. “What do you want?”
Sihn grips my shoulders as he says, “He wants to relish in your excitement of course.”
My heartbeat picks up. I can hear it in my ears and feel it in my toes. The room is buzzing. My nipples are hard and the briefs I’m wearing are wet. I turn to ask Sihn, “You want me to masturbate in front of him?”
“As long as I get to watch, too.”
“I—.” I’ve never done something like this before. My head is going in all different directions. I told Sihn what we were doing wouldn't last, but I didn’t think he’d throw me at his friend.
“Pretty One, we want you to enjoy yourself. You said you wanted to know what turned us on. Watching you please yourself would be the highlight of the year. And I won a pretty big match earlier this year.”
“But I…” I take in a deep breath and let it out. “I have to pee, I’ll be right back.”
Sihn follows me down the hall, I call over my shoulder, “I really do have to use the restroom.”
“Okay. I know we are throwing this on you and I promise this was not my intention for how this evening would progress, but you said yourself we’re not an item, and Ruin said he always wanted you…I figured maybe you could give him what you didn’t when you were kids.”
“Um…can I get a minute?” I say while holding the door to the bathroom.
“Of course.”
When I’m safely behind the door, I go to grab my phone to text or call Verdi, but realize I didn’t bring it with me. I pace the small space. What have I gotten myself into? I’m supposed to be confident Mar. Confident Mar would what? Fuck!
After I feel like I’ve spent entirely too long in the restroom, I decide you only live once and make my way back out to them.
Sihn is in the kitchen, and Ruin is now sitting on the chair. Ruin stands when he notices me. “I am sorry. I just got carried away. You can ask your questions without giving me anything in return.”
“I’m not opposed. I’ve just never done that before.”
Sihn’s hands slink up from behind me, and his chin rests on my right shoulder. He asks, “What would make you comfortable?”
“Maybe we could turn on another one of your videos, one where the girl is doing what you want me to do…” I suggest.
“You got it,” Sihn replies, leading me back to the couch. “Ruin, find us something.”
Sihn is back on my left, and I’m snuggled into his side as Ruin searches for something to watch. Ruin is still across the room in the chair.
I’m nervous and excited.
“Are you okay?” Sihn whispers in my ear.
“I honestly don’t feel as odd about it as I thought. Still not sure I can go through with it.”
“No pressure. At any time, he can leave.”
“What if I want you to leave?” I kid.
“If that’s what you want, but just know I’d be thinking of you as I jacked off in the next room.”
A cold chill runs through me and my body shakes. The screen comes to life and two men in business suits sit on either side of a petite blonde. Why does it seem all of the women in porn are petite?
“You okay?” Sihn asks again.
I nod.
Each man grabs the middle of her buttoned-up dress and pulls. Buttons pop and she’s left with her bra and panties exposed.
I find it arousing and move my hips in the seat.
“I have an idea,” I say before I give it too much thought.
“Yeah,” they say in unison.
“Why don’t we reenact it as it happens on there?”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, it would be almost like we are acting out a play. Except y’all aren’t wearing suits, and I don’t have a button-up dress on.” They both have muscles, but I don’t think either of them can rip this Coffey Cafe shirt off me in one go.
“We can improvise.”
“Ruin, you’ll need to come over here,” I order him as I pat the spot on my right.
With Sihn to my left and Ruin to my right, I remove Sihn’s shorts I pulled on earlier before taking the seat between them in briefs and the Coffey Cafe shirt.
Ruin mutes the television, and we watch as one man massages her breast and the other rubs her thigh.
Sihn’s right hand finds my left thigh, his thumb draws circles on my inner skin. Ruin’s right hand finds the hem of my shirt. He places his palm against my bare skin underneath and begins to move up to my ribcage slowly.
I close my eyes and just let them feel me. Ruin’s palm finally finds my chest. He pays attention to the left one first. Sihn’s hand moves closer to the inside of my tingling pussy.
Ruin tugs on my left nipple and then says, “I’d love to get a good look at you.”
I pant, “That’s fine, but no one person can be any more covered than the other. If it’s removed from me, you have to remove it from you.”
I regret what I say as soon as I say it because their hands disappear from my skin and begin removing their clothing. They are left in only their underwear; Sihn in his briefs, and Ruin in boxer briefs.
My shirt had fallen back down to my waist when Ruin removed his hand. Now I am more dressed than either of them.
I take in a deep breath and let it out slowly. The throuple on the screen has moved forward faster than we have. She now has both of their dicks in her hands. Stroking them up and down, vigorously.
I pull my shirt over my head and fling it to the floor. Ruin has a sharp intake of breath. I sit down, and Sihn pulls my left leg in between his thighs. Ruin follows suit and now I’m spread wide in only Sihn’s briefs.
“I bet she’s wet. Will you check?” Sihn asks Ruin.
Ruin searches my eyes for validation that he’s allowed to proceed. I nod slightly, and his hand is on top of my underwear. With his right hand on my knee, he uses his left to rub gently across the fabric.
Sihn rubs the spot behind my left knee, and I’m stimulated from everywhere all at once.
“Why are you still wearing these?”
I muster up confidence and reply, “I’m waiting for you to remove them.”
I lift my hips as Ruin glides the briefs down my thighs, over my knees past my calves, and finally removes them altogether from my body.
The air in my lungs goes tight as both men remove their underwear. Three naked people on one couch watching porn together—this night has got to end happily.
Sihn’s hand finds my left breast, and he covers my lips with his as Ruin’s fingers move slowly up my right thigh. Both of them stimulating me at the same time is almost too much, but I want more.
Sihn’s tongue sneaks inside my mouth, and I moan when one of Ruin’s fingers finds the entrance between my legs. Ruin circles the area and says, “Fuck, you’re wet.” I can’t say anything with Sihn’s mouth muffling mine, so to make sure he knows I like what he said and what he’s doing, I moan and move my hips to give Ruin better access.
Sihn’s hand moves from my breast up to my throat where he wraps it around and gently squeezes as he continues to torture me with his tongue.
Ruin slips a finger deep inside me, curling it up and moving back and forth.
I am so in the moment that I almost forget about them. I reach down and take them both in each of my hands and tug on their equally hard members. Their hips move, and it’s so much all at once. I move my head slightly, and Sihn takes the hint and gives me a chance to breathe. The mixture of their scents permeates my sinuses.
“If you keep doing that Ruin, I’ll come.” I want to come so bad.
Sihn’s lips are on my neck, and his head blocks my view so I don’t know which of them is using their hand to rub my clit, but there is friction on my clit as Ruin’s finger continues inside me.
My hands are still on their cocks as I find my release and let out the longest moan ever. I push both of their hands off when my orgasm is finished.
They both have big-ass grins on their faces like they are proud of what they just accomplished.
My hands find their hard dicks, and I go back to rubbing them up and down.
In unison, they both place my hands on their thighs and jerk their cocks in front of me as they look at my naked body. Ruin’s eyes pay special attention to my face as Sihn’s eyes pay special attention to my tits.
I watch as each guy moves up and down. Sihn moves at a more rapid pace than Ruin. Neither guy seems to care the other is here—all they can see is me.
Sihn blows his load first, and Ruin’s goes only a few seconds after him.