15. Mina
Chapter fifteen
A ll the moments I’ve spent with Atlas since I’ve met him come flashing through my mind. He’s always made me feel safe and protected without asking for anything in return. It’s that thought that makes me reach out and touch his cheek.
“I’m yours, Atlas, if you’ll be mine?”
He moves his hands to my face and leans forward to crush his mouth to mine. His tongue is so thick and warm, just how I remember our first kiss. As he strokes my tongue with his, it makes me groan into him.
Dom’s fingers slowly start to speed up as they push inside of me over and over again. Atlas moves a hand down my neck and across my breast, grazing my nipple and making me gasp. He grins and pulls his mouth back to look at me.
“We’re going to take care of you now, Malishka. If you don’t like anything or want us to slow down, you only have to tell us. At any point. Okay? It’s never too late to change your mind. Understand?” I nod. “I need to hear it.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Fuck,” he groans as he palms my breast. “Has anyone ever tasted these before?” I shake my head. “Has anyone ever… touched them?” I hesitate.
”Answer him, Kitten,” Dom demands, and I nod quickly .
“But—” I don’t know how to explain that I hadn’t wanted it.
“Has anyone ever touched them… that you wanted to?” I shake my head.
“Good girl. Remember to tell me if you need me to stop,” Atlas reminds me. The care these two are taking to make sure I know that I’m in control of what does or doesn’t happen here sends a warm, fluttery feeling through me. Is this what love is? Trusting someone to take care of you, without demanding anything in return except my honesty?
Atlas slides his hands down my body, then backs up, pushing my shirt above my chest before he removes it completely. I’m nervous about them seeing my scars but before I even have time to feel self conscious, I realize Atlas is staring at my chest.
“Mmm. I like this bra.”
“Thanks, I picked this set out,” Dom answers smugly, making me laugh.
Atlas palms both my breasts and at the same time, Dom slides a second finger into me, making me gasp at the pressure.
“Oh, Kitten, you’re so tight. I can’t wait to feel how tight you are on my cock.” I groan and squirm under their touches. Dom places his hand in the middle of my stomach as he commands, “stop moving, Kitten. Let us guide you.” I whimper at his words. That forceful, dominating tone makes me grow even wetter. His commanding voice is sexy as sin, and I just want him to keep talking to me.
Atlas pushes the cups of my bra down and moves forward to lick his large tongue over my nipple. I gasp at the unexpected sensation and try to move away, but he places his hands on my shoulders. “Uh-uh. If you want me to stop. Say stop. Otherwise, you stay here and take the pleasure like a good little girl. Understand?” I nod. “Say it. ”
“Yes, sir.”
“Good girl.” Holy moly, these two were going to make me self combust if they kept this up.
He starts to lightly lick my nipple, and I can feel it all the way down to where Dom is touching me. He softly pinches one nipple and gently pulls the other.
“Ahh!” I arch my back and he pushes me back down. He rubs my nipple then pinches it again, his teeth biting into my other one at the same time. I’ve never felt such all-encompassing pleasure before. I need them to stop and give me more at the same time, my body clearly going haywire from all the stimulation.
Dom groans. “Fuck, you’re making her gush down here. I need to taste you, baby.” I watch him as he moves back so he can lie on his stomach, his mouth right between my legs. Oh my. Is he going to—
“Ahh!” My thought is cut off when his tongue swipes right up through my center, adding a new sensation to my already overstimulated body.
With one hand on Atlas’s head, I move my left one to Dom’s. I’m not sure if I am pushing them away or pulling them closer, I just cling to their hair as they both feast on me. I had no idea that sex could feel like this, and we haven’t even got to the actual sex part yet. Dom’s tongue explores my folds, and he groans.
“Kitten, you taste amazing. I could feast on your pussy all night.”
“Dom!” I grip his head tighter as he presses his tongue inside me, moving his fingers to tease my clit.
Atlas pushes my breasts together, and flicks his thumbs across my nipples, over and over. He sucks one into his mouth with so much force I grab his head and cry out, “ Atlas! Dom! I—”
“Tell us what you need, Malishka.”
“I need to come, please!” I beg them in desperation for release.
“Since you asked so nicely, you can come now, Kitten.”
Dom moves his tongue to my clit and shoves three fingers inside me. I come instantly and scream my release to the heavens. I can feel it all the way from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. It’s like lightning is firing through me as my body convulses.
“Mmm. Good girl, let it all out,” Atlas says between licks. The shaking slows and I start to come back to myself.
Atlas grins up at me. “You’re beautiful when you come, Malishka.” My breathing is still heavy and I give him a tired smile.
“Ahh!” I cry out as Dom’s tongue circles my clit. He’s still licking me while his fingers are slowly pumping in and out of me.
Atlas smirks at him, “I want to taste her.”
Dom sits up and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “Get her ready for me,” he tells Atlas, and they switch positions.
“God, Mina, your tits are divine,” Dom tells me as he caresses them. His grip is firm, but the almost painful feeling makes my body greedy for more, especially in contrast to Atlas’s soft tongue as it enters me. I arch my back and Dom moves his body, so he is leaning over me.
He takes my mouth in a brutal kiss and I taste myself on him. It’s tangy and hot. The kiss adds to the feeling between my legs, making me moan into him. His hands squeeze my breasts, rolling my nipples between his fingers and occasionally tugging on them.
It doesn’t take long for my body to start to build up towards that peak again, and I know I’m fast approaching that cliff. I just want to dive off of it, unsure if I can take much more.
“Dom, Atlas! I—I need to come! Please! ”
“Greedy little thing, aren’t you?” Dom asks me with a smirk.
“It’s your fault, Daddy Dom,” Atlas says, chuckling into my clit, making me groan as Dom narrows his eyes, but I can see him trying to hide his smile.
“You want to come, Kitten?” Dom asks, staring down at me.
“Yes, please!” I beg again.
“Then tell me what you spoke to the doctor about.”
“What?” I ask in surprise at the complete change in topic.
“You are, of course, allowed to keep anything you want to yourself, but if you spoke to her about anything that we might need to know, then you need to tell us.”
“I—” I cut myself off, feeling embarrassed that I asked for birth control before knowing they even wanted me like that.
“Kitten…” I look at him in panic, the words unable to form on my lips. But Atlas doesn’t stop licking my core and Dom continues to rub my stiff peaks and my breathing catches in my throat. “I noticed something on your arm after you came home. Did you get a birth control implant?”
My eyes widen, not realizing that it was noticeable. I nod my head and he smiles. “Good girl. And you should know, we’re all clean.” He turns his head and sucks one of my nipples into his mouth making me cry out again.
Atlas starts moving faster as I squirm beneath their touches.
“Alright, Kitten. Do you think you’re ready for me now? Is that what you want?”
“Yes, please, sir.” I’ll say whatever I think it will take to get the climax my body craves.
Atlas sits up and drags me over to the wider part of the couch, placing me between his legs with my back to his chest. He undoes my bra and tosses it away and Dom peels my panties and skirt off me completely. I tilt my face up behind me. “Atlas?”
He strokes my face, “Yes, love?”
“Can you… Can you take your shirt off? I want to feel your skin against mine.” He kisses me roughly, sliding his tongue into my mouth and making me moan into him.
“Good girl for asking, come here,” Dom says. He pulls me forward about a foot while Atlas moves around behind me, taking his shirt off.
Dom presses his lips to mine. His kisses are different from Atlas. They are both amazing, but very different. Atlas seems to almost soothe my tongue with his, while Dom’s battles mine, dominating me with his kiss. It’s hot and makes me melt into him.
Atlas wraps his arms around me as he pulls me back into him, and I gasp. He didn’t just take off his shirt, I can feel him completely naked behind me. I squirm as his erection presses between my butt cheeks. He rubs it against me, groaning with pleasure. I wish I could touch him right now. I try to reach one hand back, but he chuckles and grabs my wrists, crossing them over my chest as he kisses my neck, making me tilt my head to give him better access.
“Uh-uh, Malishka. If you touch me, I won’t be able to control myself. Now, watch Dom, and if you are a good girl, he might let you touch him.” I look up and see Dom taking his clothes off while watching me.
I move my hands to Atlas’s knees on either side of me and grip him tightly. I’m nervous but excited. I feel so safe with these two, but I don’t know what to expect. Atlas grabs my breast with one hand, playing with my nipple gently, while his other hand roams down my body to my clit, stroking it back and forth. I start panting as Dom removes his shirt .
His chest is firm and hard. I want to touch every part of it with my fingers and my tongue. I lick my lips at the thought. He pushes his pants down, along with his boxers, and my eyes widen.
“Dom! You—You’re huge!” Atlas laughs and Dom smirks. Is that gonna fit in me?
“I know what you’re thinking, and yes, it will fit. That’s why I said I had to get you ready.” I gasp as Atlas sticks two of his very large fingers inside me, slowly thrusting them in and out. I groan as he pinches my nipple. He works my body up as Dom and I stare at each other hungrily. I should feel nervous about being naked in front of them, all my flaws on display. But the way he looks at me with so much desire, makes me forget all my insecurities.
Dom leans forward and strokes my face, his features softening from hungry to something much softer. Is that love I see in his eyes?
I lean back against Atlas, so I’m almost in a lying position as Dom climbs between my legs. Atlas grabs my feet and hooks them over his own legs, so I’m spread wide open for Dom. Atlas’s hand doesn’t leave my channel though, and his thrusts slowly increase in speed. Dom grabs his erection in one hand and I wrap my hand around his, wanting to feel him.
“You want to touch me, Kitten?” I nod eagerly. He moves his hand, so it’s on top of mine and I’m touching his shaft. I softly run my hand up and down it. It’s smooth and silky.
Unfortunately, it isn’t my first time touching a hard cock, but I definitely wasn’t noticing how nice it felt when it was Simon. I was basically throwing up at the touch of it. This feels nothing like that, but that stray thought catches root and I freeze. My eyes shoot to Dom’s in panic and he instantly lets go as he commands Atlas, “stop. ”
Atlas pulls his fingers out and wraps his arms around my middle, hugging me gently. I let go of Dom and grip Atlas’s arms as my breathing starts to come in short inhales, like I can’t catch my breath.
“I—I forgot,” I say, desperate for him to understand. He sits down sideways, staying in front of me, and pulls my hands into his.
“Tell us what you forgot, Kitten,” he says, kissing my fingers.
“He—he made me do that.” I motioned to his dick.
Atlas’s arms tighten as he nuzzles my hair. “I’m going to fucking kill him,” he grows against me.
“It’s okay, love, we can stop,” Dom says softly, and he gives me a tight smile.
“I don’t want to stop. It just flashed in my head and I couldn’t get rid of it. I don’t want it to ruin this.”
“Why don’t we start again and this time I won’t hold your hand on me. Do you think that would help?” I nod. I couldn’t let Simon take this from me, too. I hadn’t had the chance to tell the guys about him yet. Part of me wanted to forget he ever existed, and the other part was terrified of him. I would tell them. Just not in the middle of me losing my virginity.
“Can I try something?” I ask timidly, as Dom moves back to his knees.
“Anything.”
I shift forward, pulling my knees under me and placing one hand on the couch, then I reach for Dom with the other. He has softened a bit, so I lightly trail my fingers up and down and see him get harder instantly. I’ve never done this, so I don’t expect to have any flashbacks, plus… his cock looks good enough to eat and I’m dying to get my mouth on him.
I grip his cock firmly and lean forward, guiding it to my mouth. I lick the tip and swirl my tongue around to get a good taste. It’s warm and salty and I instantly want more, so I wrap my mouth around it and moan.
“Fuck, Kitten. That feels incredible,” Dom groans out as he grabs my head with his hands. He holds me there gently as my tongue swirls around him and he slowly pulls himself almost all the way out, then pushes back in. He’s so big he hits the back of my throat before all of him is in there.
“Relax your throat so you don’t gag, baby.” I do as he says and feel his cock press into my throat. It feels dirty and hot, and I find myself rubbing my ass against Atlas’s dick as he starts stroking my clit.
“Fuck, Malishka, I’m gonna enter you like this if you don’t stop. But I’m pretty sure Dom needs you first.”
Dom growls as he pushes me up to a kneeling position.
“I really want to fuck you while you’re on all fours, but I want your first time to be when I’m looking into your eyes.” I nod in agreement and sit back into the previous position against Atlas’s chest.
Atlas immediately shoves three fingers in me, making me cry out, “Atlas!”
“You’re so tight.” He kisses me behind my ear and continues kissing down my neck, with one hand pumping into me and the other flicking my clit. Dom is stroking himself as he leans forward and sucks one of my breasts into his mouth.
“She just got so much wetter when you did that,” Atlas tells him. “I think she’s ready for you.”
Dom places his cock at my entrance as Atlas moves both hands to my chest.
Dom searches my eyes as he asks, “ready, Kitten?” I nod, nervousness and excitement battling within me. “It will be a bit uncomfortable for a minute, but it will pass. Just say stop or double tap and I will immediately pull out, okay? ”
“Yes, sir,” I moan, as Atlas’s hands continue torturing me.
“Good girl.” He leans forward to kiss me, then he slowly starts to push inside. I gasp against his lips at the stretch. His tongue thrusts in and tempts to distract me. He pushes in a little more, then pulls back, then pushes in a bit further and he keeps repeating that action while one hand rubs my clit.
“Take a deep breath,” he instructs me, and I do. That’s when he pushes all the way in and I feel a small pinch inside me and gasp, my hands flying up to cling to his shoulders.
“Dom!”
“I know, baby, just hold on, let us make you feel good now the hard part is over.”
Atlas’s fingers pick up speed as does Dom’s. It doesn’t take long before I’m squirming between them, needing more.
Dom slowly pulls back, then pushes in and a loud groan of pleasure escapes my lips.
“Oh my god. That feels… incredible!” I gasp between groans. He slowly picks up speed and I see the strain on his face. I think he’s holding back, afraid to hurt me.
“Dom?”
“Yes, love?”
“I need you to move faster. You need to let go.” He growls. “I promise to tell you if I need you to back off. Now please. Fuck me like you mean it.” I don’t know where this bold side of me comes from, but I don’t hate it, living all my life up to now being unable to speak.
Atlas snorts against my neck where he’s kissing me and Dom growls again, but, thankfully, does as I ask and starts pounding into me hard. He kisses me and his tongue thrusts into my mouth in rhythm with his dick. It feels amazing and I can feel myself reaching that peak already.
“Dom! Dom, I’m going to come! I—“
He pistons into me even harder as he commands, “come with me, Kitten, now!” I scream out my release as the biggest climax yet washes over me, making my body tremble between them. He crashes his lips to mine, stealing my scream as Atlas sucks at my neck, slowing his pace on my nipples. I feel it when Dom comes and releases himself inside of me, making me quiver and arch into him. Why does that feel so good? We both slowly come down and he kisses me again as we smile at each other. He strokes my face as he stares into my eyes.
“Kitten, that was better than I ever imagined it would be,” he tells me.
“Me too,” I whisper.
“Let’s get you cleaned up,” Atlas says in my ear as he nibbles my earlobe between his teeth. I can still feel his erection behind me and realize there’s a big benefit to having more than one boyfriend. I lean forward to give Dom a quick kiss before he gets up.
“I’ll leave you in Atlas’s capable hands while I run upstairs to shower.” He winks at us then takes off, grabbing his clothes on the way.
I turn myself in Atlas’s hold and grin at him. “Hi.”