Chapter 27
THE TWENTY-SEVENTH CHAPTER
Our fears do make us traitors.
—William Shakespeare
Macbeth
I did not sleep well that night. I remembered the hateful look that Brisbane had cast his great-uncle, and the vicious one he had received in turn later.
I wondered, late into the darkness, why malevolence in the elderly should be so much more frightening than in the young.
Is it because they were supposed to be wiser?
Nobler? Or simply because we liked to believe they were past such passions?
It was comforting to think that the sharper emotions could simply dull with time, taking the worst of our suffering with them.
But the duke did not seem dulled, I thought with a shiver.
Between his salaciousness and his inexplicable malice toward Brisbane, he seemed as ripe as a youth of eighteen.
Even if he did resemble the desiccated husk of an old fruit, I thought with a snicker.
I had heard once that age stamps character on the face, that one’s passions were slowly etched over time, limning both experience and desire upon the features.
If this were true, the duke’s face told a rather alarming tale, especially when compared to Father’s.
Where the duke’s visage was a memoir of thwarted passion, Father’s was a love letter, creased and soft with much appreciation.
There was good humour in Father’s eyes, while the duke’s bore the slightest sinister cast. In spite of this, or perhaps because of it, I hoped to see more of the old gentleman—and not the least because he was Brisbane’s kinsman.
If the affection between them was interesting, the antipathy was much more so.
Yet even the puzzling old Duke of Aberdour could not dampen my spirits the next morning.
I rose as soon as Morag appeared with my tea tray, surprising her as well as myself.
I hummed a little as she drew my bath and instructed her to lay out one of my new costumes—a striking striped ensemble of black-and-white silk, fixed with discreet, ruby-set buttons.
There was a new hat as well, all black ribbon and red taffeta roses, with pure white ostrich plumes waving above.
I was more than a little in love with that hat.
But it was the new scarlet stockings that drove Morag to question me, her long rabbity nose quivering with curiosity.
“Are you feeling quite well, my lady?”
I smiled broadly at her. “Quite. Put out Madame de Bellefleur’s rose salve, will you? I shall dress after luncheon. I am going out this afternoon.”
She did so, eyeing me the way a nervous rider will a skittish horse. She was waiting for me to bite or bolt. I continued to smile at her as she brushed my hair. She stripped out the fallen hair from the brush and shoved it into the hair receiver.
“Not hardly worth bothering about with that crop of yours,” she muttered.
I ignored her and picked up a nail buffer. It was silver, one of a set. I inspected my nails, pink and healthy compared to Morag’s ridged grey ones. Without a thought, I handed her the second buffer.
“What is this?” she asked with a fair dollop of suspicion.
“A nail buffer. You haven’t one of your own, have you? I thought you might like it.”
I rose and went off to put on my loose morning gown. I knew Morag was desperate to question me, but she was careful to slip the buffer into her pocket first.
“There are colds going round,” she said with a doubtful look at me. “Are you feverish?”
I sighed as I wrapped the sash into a loose bow. “No, I am happy, that is all.”
And the surprising thing was, I was speaking the truth.
I could not imagine why it should be so—I was mired in an investigation that I did not particularly want to continue.
I had a partner I did not fully trust. And it could well be that the appointment I was to keep that afternoon would bring everything crashing down on my head.
But at least my head would be prettily hatted, I thought that afternoon as I tipped the rose-strewn chapeau at a rakish angle.
I put my hand out for my plain black silk parasol and twirled it.
I felt confident that whatever the news Doctor Bent would bring, whatever the answers Brisbane and I unearthed, all would be well.
If I have not said so before, let me say now—I was sometimes very stupid.
My exhilaration that afternoon only proves it.
Why did I have no inkling of the danger?
I had seen all the signs—I could have put the thing together even then had I known how to read them.
But how does one learn to read shadows? I think of that morning as the last truly innocent time of my life.
I wonder sometimes if I would have trod another path had I known what lay in wait down the one I had chosen.
It is painful to lose one’s illusions. I like to think I would have chosen to learn, even through extreme danger and despair, whatever lessons life has to teach.
But every now and then, I wonder what my life would have been had I broken that appointment with Brisbane, had I never gone back to Chapel Street, had I never learned the truth about Edward’s death.
It would have been quieter and simpler and more peaceful, I know that much.
And I like to believe I would have scorned these placid virtues in favor of adventure, in favor of life itself.
But even still, every now and then, I wonder…
I arrived on Brisbane’s doorstep at the same moment as Doctor Bent. He lifted his battered hat, smiling his charming, puppy-dog smile.
“Lady Julia. I hope you are well.”
“Very much so, Doctor. And you?”
He grimaced. “I am behindhand as usual. I sometimes despair of ever catching up with my work.”
I took him in from his unpolished shoes to the bit of jam that had dribbled down his shirtfront. Doubtless he had eaten on the fly and his clothes bore the unmistakable rumpled air of being slept in. He made an interesting contrast to Brisbane, I thought as the latter admitted us to his rooms.
There was no sign of Monk, for which I was mildly grateful.
I had seen him just once since that unimaginable scene in Brisbane’s bedchamber, and the feeling between us had been strained.
People often regret confidences given in a time of trouble, and I suspected that Monk might well resent me for receiving his.
Brisbane bade us be seated, offered us refreshment, and seemed pleased when it was rejected. I understood his satisfaction at this. He had on his bloodhound look and he was ready for the trail. Doctor Bent seemed aware of it, too, for he began without preamble.
“The powder was arsenic.”
I felt myself deflate, like a child’s pricked balloon. I had known it, of course. Magda had confirmed it herself. But I suppose somehow I had held out hope that Doctor Bent would find otherwise. Impossible, I knew, but still I had hoped.
Brisbane gave a little animal sound of satisfaction, something like a grunt. But Doctor Bent held up his hand.
“But it does not matter in any case. Sir Edward was not poisoned with arsenic.”
I could not speak. I felt a ferocious surge of joy. Magda had told the truth. She had not murdered Edward.
Brisbane had opened his mouth to remonstrate, but Doctor Bent was handily holding his own.
“I am sorry, Nicholas, but it is a matter of scientific fact. I have compared your account of Sir Edward’s symptoms with her ladyship’s.
They tally perfectly, yet they do not match any recorded case of arsenical poisoning that I can find.
Sir Edward experienced symptoms that are inconsistent with arsenical poisoning, while the symptoms that are most indicative of arsenic were simply not present. ”
Brisbane said nothing, but sat looking mightily displeased, the muscles of his jaw working furiously. Doctor Bent turned to me to explain.
“My lady, you described convulsions, vomiting. You say he had pains in his chest and that he was sweating freely.”
“So he was,” I agreed.
Doctor Bent plunged on. “You also told me that he complained of feeling cold, a sensation of iced water flowing in his veins, although the evening was warm.”
I nodded, confirming this as well.
“And you say he had difficulty in speaking, although he remained conscious.”
“As far as I know,” I reminded him. “My father sent me from the room shortly after Edward’s collapse.”
Brisbane stirred slightly. “He was conscious, giddy even. What does that signify?”
“It signifies that it was not arsenic,” Doctor Bent said, with only the faintest air of triumph. “Did he pass blood?”
Brisbane frowned. “Mordecai, I hardly think that Her Ladyship wishes to know—”
“But I must!” Doctor Bent countered fiercely. He tugged at his hair, leaving it standing electrically on end. Brisbane sighed.
“No.”
“And was there an odour of garlic?” the doctor demanded.
“No.”
“There would not have been,” I put in suddenly. “Edward could not abide garlic. He would never have eaten it.”
Doctor Bent’s face was shining evangelically.
“The odour of garlic is not from the plant itself,” he explained.
“It is from the arsenic. Do you not see, Nicholas? Victims of arsenical poisoning almost always sink into a coma before dying. There is—” he paused with an apologetic glance in my direction “—usually considerable bloody offal, smelling heavily of garlic.”
Brisbane fetched out one of his slender brown cigars and lit it, smoking energetically. “That is acute arsenical poisoning—a massive dose, administered all at once. What if he were poisoned slowly, over some months?”
“You are determined to see Magda hang,” I burst out.
“I am determined to find the truth,” Brisbane returned coldly. He fixed his attention on the doctor, who was looking uncomfortably from one of us to the other.