Chapter 33
THE THIRTY-THIRD CHAPTER
The proclamation made for May,
And sin no more, as we have done, by staying;
But, my Corinna, come, let’s go a-Maying.
—Robert Herrick
“Corinna’s Going A-Maying”
The next day Morag brought the early post with my tea. Propped against the silver teapot was an envelope, thick and creamy, covered with a deep black scroll of now-familiar handwriting. I slit the seal with my butter knife.
My lady,
I have met with the proprietress of the establishment in question.
This lady, Miss Sally Simms, declined to offer any useful information on the grounds of client confidentiality.
I was only able to confirm that the box had been in her possession at one time, and that items of that type are usually given as tokens of esteem to clients of note.
She declined to say whether this touched Sir Edward, and suggested that it was possible that the box passed through many hands before coming into his possession through quite innocent means.
I will pursue this matter further, but at present I am obliged to leave for Paris on a matter of business.
I shall write again upon my return, which I anticipate will be in five or six days—certainly less than a week.
In the meantime, I must emphasize that you are not to involve yourself in this investigation in any capacity.
Yours sincerely,
Nicholas Brisbane
Morag was bustling about the room, humming to herself.
I resisted the urge to crumple up the letter and throw it at her.
If I did not know his hand so well, I would have hardly believed him the author of this missive.
It was cool and arrogant and pedantic—very like his manner when we first met, but I had thought, hoped, that we had progressed beyond this.
I was thoroughly annoyed with him, not least for scampering off to Paris when we clearly had unfinished business in London. Sally Simms, indeed!
Pouting, I munched a piece of toast and considered my course of action.
I could maunder about the house as I had been doing, or I could get out into the town and pay a few calls, refreshing myself and keeping well out of trouble until Brisbane’s return.
Irritated as I might be, I had no desire to call down that temper on my head.
I would wait patiently until his return, then call upon him and sweetly press my case.
I had little doubt that his abrupt departure for Paris was due in large part to his vexation with me.
So be it. I would win back his good favor by following his instructions, much as they chafed, and clearing up a few little mysteries of my own.
I would confront Valerius at dinner and force him to tell me the truth about his antics.
And in the meantime, I would find out what was in Madame de Bellefleur’s mysterious, luscious rose salve… .
She received me with all the warmth and charm I had come to expect, throwing open her arms and enfolding me like an old friend.
“What a delicious surprise! I was perishing of loneliness, and here you are, an angel of mercy,” she said, tucking her arm through mine.
She took me into the little parlor with its lovely bee-strewn upholstery.
She rang for Therese to bring cakes and a delicately scented citrus drink that was lusciously cool, perfect for the sultry warmth of the morning.
“What weather we are having,” she commented as she handed me a plate stacked with tiny orange cakes. There was a candied violet sitting prettily on the top. “I was just telling Therese this morning how lovely it was going to be. Such heat for May Day!”
I looked at her, startled. “Is it May Day? How extraordinary. I had no idea.”
She smiled at me. “It is much celebrated in the country, is it not? With ribbon poles and queens of the May?”
“Oh, yes. There are festivals and flowers—it is quite something. Somehow one loses track of that in town. I wish I had remembered, I would have brought you a basket of sweet peas. It is traditional to hang them on someone’s doorknob and run away before they see you.”
Her eyes were dancing. “How charming! Tell me more.”
I did. I told her about bringing home hawthorn branches, and the morris dancers, and cricket matches, and found myself growing terribly homesick for the countryside. Abruptly I changed the subject.
“This drink is quite delicious, Madame. You must tell me how it is made.”
She wagged an elegant finger at me. “It was Fleur, do you not remember? The drink is very simple. I will write it out for you later. One of my little receipts.”
I fetched the little pot from my reticule. “This is all I have left of the last concoction you shared with me. My maid attempted to re-create it, but I am afraid she lacks your skill. The most she managed was a pale pink syrup.”
Fleur laughed and clasped her hands together. “Then you shall have more. I am always so happy to share.”
And I believed she was. I could see the genuine pleasure she got from giving to me, and I wondered if it was because she had rather made a living out of receiving.
Accepting the jewels and bibelots and money of her admirers must be rather tiring after a while, I reflected.
It must satisfy some primitive, nurturing side of her to be able to give something instead.
“You are pensive,” she said suddenly. “Forgive me for prying, but I think you are thinking too much.”
I smiled at her. “Yes, I am thinking rather too much. I wondered if you had heard from Brisbane.”
She nodded, her sleek dark head barely touched with silver in the strong morning light.
“Yes, he goes to Paris today. I am very wicked. I know he goes on business, but I still say to him, ‘Nicky, please go to Guerlain and get my favorite perfume, and then I must have some chocolate and ribbons and fans and stockings…’” She trailed off with a laugh.
“I am too awful to him, but he is very good to me, and I do so love my little treasures from my home.”
I hesitated, taking another sip of the citrus drink to smooth the way. “Fleur, I know about his past. About his being Gypsy, I mean.”
She lifted a delicately plucked brow. “Indeed? Did he tell you?”
“Not precisely.” I thought it likely he had told Fleur himself.
I could picture him, sleepy and warm, tangled with her in a twist of heavy, crested linen sheets, murmuring confidences he would never share with me.
Ruthlessly, I dragged my imagination back to its proper place.
“You see, I followed him—it was during the course of the investigation,” I said hurriedly.
“No, don’t look at me like that. I did not mean to pry, truly I did not. I thought he was in danger, but then…”
She smiled, the brief shadow of disapproval dispelled.
“I understand. He is very stubborn, you know, stupidly so. I imagine he did not take it very well when you learned his secret.”
I pushed away the memory of the rough tree bark digging into my back, his fingers twisting into my hair…it had been a worthy distraction. Had it been a tactic, a stratagem to lure me from the discovery I had just made?
I wrenched my mind back to Fleur and the question she had put to me.
“No. He was quite angry at the time. We made it up after a fashion, but I know he is still put out with me.”
She shrugged. “Men are prideful creatures and Nicholas is prouder than most. He will forgive you before he forgives himself.”
“Perhaps. I tried to make him understand that it does not matter, not a bit, but I know he thinks that it does.”
Fleur leaned forward, focusing her eyes so intently on mine that I began to wonder if she practiced mesmerism.
“But it does matter. Not to me, and not to you, but we are enlightened women, my dear. We judge him by the man he has become, not the child he was, and not the blood he bears. But there will always be those…” She paused, shivering slightly.
“I remember one time, in Buda-Pesth, it was quite horrible, my dear. I truly thought he was going to be killed. He made the mistake of saying something in Romany to the wrong person, a powerful person with friends, and with a grudge against his kind. I do not think Nicky would have told me about himself if it were not for this man. But he needed help to get out of the city. He turned to me, I turned to my husband, and together we managed to smuggle him to safety.”
I was staring at her, stupefied. It sounded like something out of a picaresque novel. She gave me her little enigmatic smile.
“I know, it sounds fantastic. But that is how it ended, between Nicky and me. He fled for his life and I owed his salvation to my husband. I was so grateful to Serge, he risked so much to save Nicholas, just to make me happy. Do not worry, I repaid him amply,” she said, falling into a fit of warm, honeyed laughter.
“So much has changed since then, but so much is still the same. Nicky is proud. No matter what he says about not caring, he does. Those little thorn pricks hurt—sometimes more than the sword.”
I nodded, remembering his bitter words about the taunts of his cousins. “I think you are right. I know it was difficult for him as a child, and is still so with his family. He told me he is not angry that I discovered his birth. Perhaps he is growing more comfortable with it.”
“Perhaps. He is more than thirty-five now. Men begin to change then, to grow more serious, more wise about the things that matter.”
“You are right, I am sure. He said he does not care if the truth comes out and he is finished in society. He said he merely cultivates respectability because it brings him more lucrative business.”
Again that sweet, warm laugh. “That sounds like Nicky. A bit of a pirate at heart, no?”
I grinned at her. “More than a bit, I should think.” I felt my smile fade as I thought of something else I had long wanted to ask her. “Fleur, when Brisbane came here to you to convalesce—that is, I wondered if his health—I mean, his headaches…”