Chapter 18 Her Whole Entire World
Her Whole Entire World
Ariel
Fuzzy hadn’t been a lie.
Everything was blurry as I sunk further and deeper into my mind.
The memories came at me fast, one right after the other, and I was lost to them.
A beautiful but blurry woman filled my mind and my heart.
She held my hand.
She hugged me.
She had the most beautiful laugh I’d ever heard in my whole entire life. It was a twinkling sound, like water gently rolling over a wind chime.
She was love and light and I’d been her whole entire world.
Memory after memory hit me. Filling my heart and shredding it to pieces all at the same time.
Now I got why Rain used to always look like he was mostly dead. A corpse walking around with a heart that still beat on occasion.
When you lost something so beautiful, so absolutely precious, it permanently destroyed a piece of you.
My mind rebelled at the memories while my heart attempted to bleed out on me.
It was too much and gone far too fast.
But it would remain with me for the rest of my days.
And it was well worth the price it cost me to take that nameless man’s life just to have it, fuzzy or not.