Chapter 14 Oakley
OAKLEY
Cole twitches in my hold, his eyes fluttering behind his closed eyelids.
I’ve been awake for twenty minutes, but I don’t want to wake him up just yet.
After our conversation last night, Cole and I packed up the tent and then finished the movie in his bed.
We both came so much that we passed out rather quickly, way before the movie ended.
But now that I’m awake, I can’t stop thinking about what Cole told me yesterday evening.
I’ve always known that Cole wasn’t as much into relationships or sex as I was.
He rarely had a girlfriend, and when he did, they didn’t interact very much.
And as creepy as this sounds, I never heard any sex sounds coming from his room whenever he had someone over.
And now I know why. To be honest, I’ve habitually enjoyed sex.
And I want Cole to be able to experience the same thing I have.
He says he feels safe with me, and knowing that has me wanting to show him everything I know. And preferably soon.
“Hey sleepyhead,” I whisper, rubbing my thumb against Cole’s sleep-ridden cheeks. A soft blush appears on his skin, and I grin at how adorable he looks in the morning light.
“Hi.” He burrows deeper into my chest, his clothing-covered body making my naked torso even hotter. Cole rustles again, this time his eyes blinking open. “Too early,” he mumbles, his hand flying around the mattress trying to find the blanket.
“Not really,” I chuckle, trying to roll him onto his side. “But you were tired as hell. I got up like three times to piss, and you didn’t move an inch.”
“I got such a good night’s sleep. It was the sex,” he says bluntly, smiling at me. “I was so relaxed last night. I don’t even remember falling asleep. All I can recall is turning the movie on, and then once we laid back down, I couldn’t keep my eyes open.”
“Orgasms will do that to you. They’re also a great way to start your day,” I waggle my eyebrows, hoping he gets my hint.
He looks gorgeous right now, sleep marks on his face, his chestnut hair a mess, not only from sleep, but from me running my fingers through it all night.
I want to get my hands on him again, but I’m not sure if it’s too soon.
How often can we do this sex thing? Will he say that if we do it more than once, it’ll be too much?
Does he want it as much as I do? I could easily ask him, but I want him to take the lead a little.
Not able to stop myself, I lean forward, taking his lips with my own, losing myself in his kiss.
Fuck, I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to realize how amazing a kisser Cole is.
His lips are perfectly soft and fit with mine as though they were always meant to be there.
“Is this okay?” I ask, trying to catch my breath.
Fucking hell, it would be simple for me to get addicted to this.
He nods his head, a soft “Yeah,” escaping his lips. “I wasn’t much of a fan of kissing before, but yeah, this is good. Way more than good. Soooo good,” he groans, reaching up and kissing me again.
Grabbing him by the back of his neck, I pull him back. “Do you trust me?” He nods his head, like I knew he would, and I smile. “Okay, I want to try something. I guarantee it’ll be new for both of us, but ever since the thought popped into my head, I haven’t been able to think of anything else.”
“What is it?” he breathes, his eyes fluttering shut. “Actually, I don’t even care what it is.” He grinds his erection into my thigh as he gasps loudly. “If it concerns taking care of this, I’m all in.”
“I don’t want to rush you too much. But damn, Cole, now that you’ve told me about everything, all I want to do is show you another world. Show you how amazing your body can feel. How one touch can light you up.”
“I want to feel that.”
After being given the all clear, I push Cole onto his back, taking note of how gorgeous he looks with his locks splayed all over the pillow.
He pushes at my chest softly, quietly asking me to back up.
I give him space, then quickly help him when I see he’s trying but struggling to take his hoodie off.
I lift the hem, chuckling when his head gets stuck in the opening.
Finally, the sweatshirt drops off his head, and he shakes his hair out, both of us laughing hard.
“God, how is it that I’m nervous as hell, but with you I can still find a way to laugh through the nerves?” he asks, lying back down on the pillow.
Flicking his hair out of his eyes, I drag my finger down his cheek, toward his lips. “Because we’re best friends. If you can’t feel safe with me, then there’s no one you can feel safe with.”
“I always feel safe with you.”
Cole has no idea what those words do to me.
I know how hard it is to give your body over to someone, so Cole giving me his shows how deep our connection goes.
Even though neither of us has been with another guy before, it doesn’t feel like we’re fumbling through this.
His steady hand on my chest as he drags his finger back and forth across my pecs.
Or the way his thighs are holding me close to him as I lie between his legs.
Our bodies already know each other. And why wouldn’t they?
Our souls have always been connected. Now we’re just adding our bodies to the mix.
“Can I taste you?” I ask, knowing without a doubt that this will determine where things go from here. If he says yes, then this opens up a whole new door for Cole and me. The possibilities I want to explore with him are endless, and tasting him is just the start.
“Oh, god,” he moans, arching his hips into the air.
“You’d want to do that? Are you sure? You don’t have to.
What if I don’t enjoy it? Hell, what if you don’t enjoy it?
No, I don’t want to make you do something you’re uncomfortable with.
But are you comfortable with it? Because now that I’m thinking about it, putting my dick in your warm mouth sounds so fucking pleasurable. ”
“Cole,” I cut off his adorable rambling, loving this side of him. Cole has never been this shy before. Even when we first met, he was the one who walked straight up to me and declared we were going to be best friends. “If I didn’t want to do it, then I wouldn’t have said anything.”
“Okay,” he nods his head eagerly, grinning at me. “I want to try it. And see if I enjoy it.”
“Did you not enjoy it before?”
“Um.” He scratches at his head, shrugging his shoulders.
“I mean, yes and no. I always tried to enjoy it, but it felt more… transactional? If that makes sense. I’m not quite sure how to explain it.
Like, right now, I feel like I’m going to explode if you don’t touch me.
I never really felt that way before. Like I needed it.
It was more so that it was expected of me, so I did it. ”
“Huh.” I don’t know how he felt because that’s not how I felt, but I respect his feelings, and it makes this considerably more special to me. “Well, tell me if it’s too much or if you want me to stop. I promise I’ll stop right away.”
“Okay.” He shimmies out of his sweatpants like the eager little bunny he is until he’s under me completely naked.
Now, I’ve never looked at a man this way, and I’m left wondering why the fuck I haven’t done it sooner.
Cole is gorgeous. But in this moment, it’s his thick cock that’s claiming all my attention.
I never thought I would love to stare at a dick, but I could lie next to his all day and night and be a happy man.
I keep my own shorts on, shimmying down his body so that his shaft is right in front of my face.
Damn, even closer and it’s still stunning.
Closing my fist around it, I give it a gentle stroke, my eyes darting to Cole’s when his legs start trembling.
His eyes are already on me, open and trusting, knowing that I’m going to take care of him.
I give his cock a gentle squeeze, then lick up the underside, my eyes rolling into the back of my head.
Holy shit.
I have Cole’s dick in my mouth.
Well, actually, it’s only on my tongue, but I’m about to change that.
Attacking him too roughly, I shove his cock into my mouth, gagging when I shove him in too far. I quickly pull off, tears filling my eyes as I cough. “Shit, I got too excited,” I huff, willing my gag reflex to go away.
“That was amazing.”
I chuckle, grabbing his cock again. “I didn’t even do anything yet. Let me try again.”
This time, I take a deep breath, breathing through my nose as I take him into my mouth.
I pull off to the tip, giving myself a chance to get used to having a cock in my mouth.
Cole’s cock. In my damn mouth. The thought has me leaking in my shorts, knowing I’m not going to last long.
Pulling off, I lick from his balls to the tip, swirling my tongue around the head getting rewarded with a tasty drop of his precum.
Cole’s hands find my head, shoving me onto his cock as hard as he can.
Tears are steaming down my face, the head of his cock hitting the back of my throat, and I don’t even care.
Cole can use my mouth as roughly as he wants.
Each of his hands finds the sides of my face, gripping hard as he pulls me up and down on his dick.
Through tear-stricken eyes, I glance up at Cole, who’s staring at me, his jaw dropped as his hands move up and down.
His tongue peeks out of his mouth, swiping across his bottom lip before biting it roughly.
His rough groans hit my ears, and I try to relax my throat as much as I can.
“Oakley,” he moans, his grip on my face tightening.
“Fuck, I’m going to come. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
” His hands still, and cum shoots down my throat as Cole lets loose in my mouth.
I milk him, trying to get every delicious drop out of him.
He finally releases my head, and I pull off, trying to catch my breath.
“Shit, I’m sorry, Oak. I didn’t mean to come in your mouth.
I swear I tried to pull out, but it felt so damn good.
Warm and soft, and I couldn’t help myself. ”
“That’s okay, I would have latched on anyway. God, Cole, you taste so good.”
Cole blushes, then sits up quickly. “Wait, I need to take care of you.”
“Uh, no worries.” I grimace, looking down at my shorts. “I might have already come.”
“Oh.” His mouth makes a perfect ‘O’ shape as he gazes down at the fabric covering me, a huge wet stain right where the head of my cock is. “But I didn’t touch you.”
“You didn’t have to.” Climbing up his body, I give him a deep kiss, hoping he can taste himself. “There was no way I was going to last with all those noises you were making.”
“I wasn’t making noises.”
Laughing, I roll over to his side, throwing my arm across his stomach. “Uh, yeah, you were. Very loud sounds. But don’t be embarrassed. I loved them all. Hence, creaming my pants.”
“I’m not going to lie and say it’s not hilarious, but Oak, it’s fucking hysterical. You coming in your shorts.”
“I couldn’t help myself. That’s what you did to me.”
“I-I,” he stutters, his face becoming flushed. “I did that?”
“Yeah, you, Cole. Not just the noises, but your body as well. How you so easily gave yourself to me, how relaxed you were, and how at ease you seemed with yourself. It was a side of you I’d never seen before and hope to see more of.”
“Oh, I want to do it again. Multiple times if I have any say in it.” He turns onto his side, looking me in the eyes. “Can I ask you a question?”
“Of course, ask me anything.”
He takes a deep breath, his hand coming out to touch where my heart is beating. “Do you think what we did was strange? I mean, we’ve both always been with women, and yet we fell into this so easily. I don’t know, maybe I’m just overthinking things.”
“You are thinking too hard.” I tell him, pulling him in closer and squeezing him tightly. “But no, you’re not overthinking things. I believe it was so easy for me because it was you. I didn’t see a man or a woman. All I saw was you, Cole. And that’s all I needed.”
Cole hums, dragging his index finger around my stomach. “I like that. That’s all I needed. You. Just Oak.”
Kissing his forehead, I breathe him in deeply, his body melting into mine. “Make no mistake, though. Now that I know what it’s like, I don’t want to stop. I want all your orgasms, Cole. All of them.”