Chapter 6
Burne
I couldn’t get Josh out of my head. But knowing that Leo was as hung up on him as I was definitely helped.
I didn’t feel like I was betraying him. Because no matter what, I would never let Leo go.
I would’ve swallowed my feelings for the cute, nerdy boy in our psychology class if it meant Leo continued to be happy.
But Leo thankfully shared the same deep feelings I did.
Halloween night had been…spectacular, to say the least. It had been everything we’d ever imagined and then some. Josh had fulfilled fantasies I hadn’t even known I really had. Seeing him with Leo, the way his eyes rolled back in his head, the way Leo lost himself in the feel of Josh’s body…
Fuck.
God, just thinking about Josh now as I waited for him to walk through those double doors into the lecture hall just made me fucking hard.
I closed my eyes and dipped my head back, exposing my tattooed throat to the cool air of the room.
Sticking my dick under some freezing water would be pretty useful, but I had none of that on hand.
I was so gone over this guy.
“Christ,” Leo suddenly swore.
I blinked before fully opening my eyes. I hadn’t realized I’d been so lost in my thoughts. How long had I sat there with my eyes closed?
I looked at Leo in concern, but he shook his head, flickering his eyes to the front of the room. I followed his gaze and swallowed thickly. Josh was dropping his bag beside his chair, an easy-going grin on his face as he looked at his best friend.
I wanted that grin aimed at me.
Dark-wash skinny jeans clung to his muscular thighs, leaving nothing to the imagination about what he hid beneath them…including that beautiful ass. He was wearing a black and white hoodie with a fucked-up smiley face on it, and his glasses were perched on his nose, his hair a slight mess.
Fucking hell. I fisted my hands on my thighs. Why did we have to want him so badly? Why did being with him on Halloween night have to complicate things?
“Am I a shitty boyfriend for wanting him?” I blurted, my chest suddenly feeling tight. What if Josh fucked up the dynamic between me and Leo? I couldn’t lose him. Leo was my home.
Leo reached over and forced my hand to uncurl before he grabbed it in his, linking our fingers together. “If you are, then I am, too,” he confessed, his words soft. My boyfriend looked over at me. “How the fuck did this even get out of hand like this, baby?”
I shrugged and gently squeezed his hand in mine. “Had to know he’d be something special,” I said quietly. The way we had been obsessed over him… Fuck, we should’ve known he’d be nothing like our previous hook-ups. “Now, it’s all about what we plan to do about that.”
Leo swallowed thickly and looked back at Josh for a moment before turning back to look at me.
“You think he’d be okay fitting in here with us?
” He cleared his throat. “Would you be okay with sharing me?” I knew we’d had this conversation already, but Leo needed reassurance.
And I would always give it to him. He’d had his heart broken too many times in the past, always chasing the wrong guys.
I never wanted to hurt him. Just the mere thought of being the cause of his pain sent agony slicing through my chest.
I nodded. “So long as you don’t leave me, Leo, I’m okay,” I promised him. And my words were true. As long as I had him, I would be just fine. But if he made me go through life without him, I wouldn’t cope.
Leo gripped the side of my neck with his free hand and pulled my lips to his. “Not abandoning you, babe. Fucking never. You and me—we’re it.”
I breathed a sigh of relief and leaned back in my chair, resting our joined hands on my jean-clad thigh.
“So, how do you propose we go about bringing this up to Josh?” I asked him, going back to watching our guy as he shoved his hand against Derrick’s shoulder, laughing.
It didn’t even look like he missed us, and I had to admit, that kind of hurt.
Leo winked at me. “Leave that to me.”
I laughed softly and shook my head. But I trusted him. If there was one thing I knew for certain about Leo, it was that he went after what he wanted, and he got it each time.
If he wanted Josh, he’d make sure he had Josh right where we both wanted him.
Leo
Josh was out of the lecture hall faster than I thought he would be.
With a disgruntled groan, I pressed a quick kiss to Burne’s lips and rushed out after him without a single word uttered to my boyfriend, not wanting him to slip through our fingers again.
We’d been regretting letting him go since Halloween, and like hell were we letting him go again.
We needed him. This obsession we had with him was one-hundred percent unhealthy, but Josh had hooked his claws into us deep. Josh being with us was inevitable.
I caught up to him outside of the building, and I quickly grabbed his wrist, yanking him to the side so we were out of everyone’s way. My chest was heaving, and I held up a finger, trying to gulp some air into my lungs. How the hell did he move so fucking fast?
His green eyes widened in surprise, shock covering his features. “Leo?” he rasped.
I offered a crooked grin in response. Josh rubbed the back of his neck, studying me like he was trying to figure me out.
It was an adorable expression, and I felt myself falling just a little bit harder for him.
Shit, if he didn’t agree to this, I was fucked.
He was going to unintentionally leave me heartbroken.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, dropping his hand back to his side.
“Burne and I want more,” I told him, just getting it out there.
There was no need to beat around the bush.
We’d already been intimate with each other, and I hated it when someone just couldn’t get to the point of a conversation with me.
I imagined Josh might have felt the same.
He’d seemed to enjoy asking questions Halloween night to get straightforward answers.
Josh’s lips softly parted. Then, he swallowed thickly, his Adam’s apple bobbing. I wanted to sink my teeth into it, wanted to watch him arch his back as he whimpered in surprise and pain. “Really?”
I nodded, taking a step closer to him. He didn’t back up, which I took as a good sign. If he wasn’t retreating, then Burne and I might have a chance. “We want more, Josh. What do you say to coming over to our place tonight?”
A tentative smile tilted Josh’s lips, and he nodded his head. My shoulders relaxed a little. The first part was over. Now, Burne and I just had to convince him to stay and be with us.
“Yeah; I’ll be there.” He grabbed his phone out of his back pocket and handed it to me. I bit my lip to hide my smile at his phone case. It was a shimmery black with silver cat ears at the top. “Type your number in.”
My grin came through, and I quickly punched my number in, then sent a text to myself so I had his number, too. My hand shook the tiniest bit as I handed his phone back to him, my heart racing. This was a step in the right direction, but I was nervous as hell.
Shocking the fuck out of me, Josh gripped my chin between his thumb and pointer finger, pulling my lips to his.
I moaned when his lips touched mine, and I gripped his hoodie, twisting the soft material between my fingers, my lips opening beneath his welcomed assault.
He licked into my mouth, his tongue dancing with mine, before he pulled back, leaving both of us panting.
Holy shit, he could kiss.
“I’ll see you later,” he breathed.
My heart was hammering in my chest as he sauntered away, his ass looking fucking amazing in his tight jeans.
I sagged against the brick wall behind me, trying to catch my breath, my hands trembling.
I pulled out my phone and texted our address to Josh before flipping over to my conversation with Burne.
He’s coming to our place tonight.
Fuck. That was easier than I thought it would be.
He kissed me.
*wink emoji* Did you enjoy yourself, baby?
Fuck yes, I did.
My phone vibrated in my hand, and I quickly tapped the notification. It was a text from Josh.
I choked at the image, all of my blood rushing so fast to my dick that it momentarily made me light-headed.
Josh had sent me a dick pic. He had his hand fisted around his shaft. Precum glistened on the tip, and my mouth watered. His tip was a darker shade of pink than the rest of his cock—still as pretty as I remembered it being on Halloween night.
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Fuuuuuuck. You goddamn tease.
I quickly flipped back to my text messages with Burne.
He just sent me a dick pic, and I need you to meet me somewhere. Don’t care where. Holy fuuuuuck.
Meet me in the bathrooms across the hall from our psychology class. I’ll take care of you, baby.
Goddammit, what was I going to do with two men like this in my life?
God fucking help me.