9. Axel
9
AXEL
The shower was the quickest I've ever taken in my life, as I couldn't wait to get out to my girl. Seeing her in the stands is the happiest I've ever been. Seeing her wear my jersey with my name on her back is icing on the cake. However, I couldn't help noticing she had a lot on her mind. Her adorable forehead stayed bunched up for most of the game as she overthought something to death. I have wanted to go to her many times, making me even more desperate to get to her now.
The guys are giving me shit for hurrying and being the first one out the door, even though it's not like half the fools here don't do the same thing when it comes to their women. Something must be said when you have your partner for life. You need to be around them.
I'm rushing down the hallway when I spot Brina, and the huge smile she shines on me makes me falter as I'm about to trip over myself trying to get to her.
“That was amazing, honey. Such a great game. Thank you for staying conscious.” Brina doesn't hesitate to open her arms to me.
I laugh and wrap her close to my heart. We both ignore the flashing of the lightbulbs and the shouted questions as the press is in the sectioned-off area for the interviews— something I most certainly won't be partaking in.
“Thank you for being here,” I whisper in her ear. I'm so lucky to have her cheering for me because her still watching me play means everything despite how much she worries.
Brina's hold on me tightens, and she buries her face in my neck as I hold her. “I love you, Axel.”
I stiffen, my breathing escalates heavily, and my body heats up like lava, suddenly flooding my veins.
“I love you, and I'm sorry for holding off on saying it, but I was afraid. But while I watched you play tonight, I realized I'm even more afraid of you never knowing how I feel. ”
If ever there was a moment for me to cry, this is it. I can't help it and my eyes get wet because I've never been so overwhelmed, excited, and loved in all my life.
“Fuck, Love, I love you so much. Until my last breath on this earth, I'm living for you.”
I move her head from where she's hiding and devour her in a kiss, and massive amounts of whooping and hollering are blasting off around us.
“Take me home, Axel. I need you.”
All my blood flow heads south, and I'm battling with myself from going all animal on her and dragging her away.
Who the fuck am I kidding? I don't care what other people have to say, and I throw her over my shoulder as she gasps, squeals, and smacks my back.
“Axel put me down now.”
“Nope,” I say while people chuckle, and I stomp off toward my SUV.
Brina plays off that she's irritated, but the lust in her eyes and squirming in the passenger seat tell a completely different story.
My suite at the hotel is closer, so I'm taking us there because at this moment, every second counts, and I don't want to lose any more.
I slam my suite door closed, push Brina up against the wall, and kiss her hard and fast. I need her to know I own her now, and she owns me. The way she clenches my shirt has me turned on because she's desperate for me, too.
I lift her, and she wraps her legs tightly around my waist, and I fuck her mouth with my tongue so she knows exactly what she's getting soon.
“Axel,” Brina gasps as she throws her head back and bangs it against the door. I cringe and lift my hand behind her head.
“Love, be careful. Don't hurt yourself.” I roam my hand around to ensure she's okay, and the idea of her being hurt tempers the fires inside me, and I realize what I'm doing. “Fuck, Love, I'm being an animal. Shit.”
Brina's chest rapidly rises and falls. “What? I'm not complaining. It's hot.”
I lift my brow, not expecting her to say that. “Really?”
A big Cheshire grin plays on her lips. “Really. Who knew?” She giggles, and I groan as she rolls her hips against my stomach, and my dick throbs wanting to feel her on me.
“Love, I need to know. Is this your first time?” She's never said so, but with how I've gotten to know her, I've hoped for it. I mean, it wouldn't stop me from loving her and being with her, but the idea of no man having ever touched her brings out a primal urge in me that has me drooling and craving to be her only man.
She looks away, bites her bottom lip, and nods slightly.
“Oh, thank fuck.”
Her eyes snap to mine, and she tips her head to the side.
“To be your first, only, and last is the biggest pleasure in my life. I was satisfied to be your last but to have all three, fuck, Love, it's the most amazing thing in the world. I promise I'm going to make it good for you. I'll always be good to you.”
Brina's eyes get wet, and she cups my cheeks and kisses me sweetly. It's so pure. I've never been so blessed in my life. “I know. It's why I love you, Axel Runowski. You're it for me.”
I stroke my thumb along her cheek and grin wickedly at her. “You're it for me too, Brina Slade, soon-to-be Runowski.”
Brina gasps, and I pull her away from the door. She tightens her hold as she squeals, and I grin at her. “Don't worry. I got you.”
She lays her head on my shoulder. “I know.”
Her trust in me is the best gift anybody has ever given me, and I'm going to work damn hard never to lose it. I pad down the hallway toward my room, slam the door shut, and lock it. Who knows if Jilly, Doc, Rita, or someone else who can enter my suite might want to interrupt? I'm not going to let this happen. Not when I'm with my Love.
With the gentlest care, I ease her onto the bed. The animal that consumed me before is set aside for now because I want this first time for her, for us, to be all about love and connection. She needs to know we're one now, and the rough way I desire to take her won't give her that.
While I slip off her shoes, I kiss up her jean-covered legs and rest my mouth over her center as I lock my gaze with hers and unbutton her pants. Her bountiful breasts heave as her excitement makes her breathless, and with her flushed cheeks, darkened eyes, and puffy kissed lips, I'm gazing upon a goddess.
I lower her jeans, and the musky scent of her arousal has me panting, something I've never done before. Burying my nose against her pantie-covered pussy, I inhale deeply. Brina makes a soft, guttural sound that makes my cock throb harder. A dribble of pre-cum leaks from the tip as my jeans are too tight.
“Fuck, you smell good. Love, I need you naked. Now. ”
Without any warning, I strip her bare and stand over her, still fully clothed, but take in her body, and the curves, stretch marks, and dimples along her body are a map I'm eager to explore.
Anger fuels me when she tries to cover herself with her hands and won't look me in the eyes.
“What are you doing?” I push her hands above her head and pin them there with one hand, and I let my other hand map her body. “Don't ever hide yourself from me. Fuck, you're the most gorgeous creature I've ever been lucky enough to encounter. You're perfect. You hear me. Perfect.” I maintain a locked gaze with her and keep my touch soft and sensuous as I roam over her.
“You hear me. Perfect.”
She finally nods.
“I love you, Brina. I love all of you. If one thing was different about you, then you wouldn't be you. The woman I fell in love with now. And she's fucking incredible. Don't be ashamed, embarrassed, or loathe who you are. I won't stand for it. You're a queen, a goddess, and I'm going to treat you like that for the rest of my life, so get used to this. Or I'll be pushed to burn all your clothes and make you walk around our home naked until you're accepting of yourself. ”
Brina's eyes widen, and then she blushes as she inhales deep.
I smirk. “Oh, does the idea of being naked at all times around me turn you on?” I lower my hips and nudge her legs open with my thighs. “Because it fucking turns me on.” I roll my bulge against the wet center of her panties, and she gasps.
“Now, Love, tell me what you want. How do I make you feel good?”
Brina nibbles on her bottom lip, and my eyes drop as her pink tongue snakes out, and I groan. I make myself a promise. I need to build her confidence with me so I won't do anything she doesn't ask for. I'm going to do something I've never done before and give up control.
For her. I'll do anything.
“What do you want?” I whisper.
“Clothes. I want your clothes off.”
I smirk. “Done.”
I peck her lips, get off the bed, and strip for her slowly, and more pre-cum leaks as she sexily watches me reveal myself before her. I can't get over every seductive trait she embodies without even trying. My life is going to be one constant lifespan of fighting off erections.
A heavy gasp escapes her lips as I lower my boxers, and my cock slaps against my abs. I'm larger than most, but that's only because I'm a bigger dude than most. I'm proportionate, but I'm made for her, and I'll slip inside her like a glove.
“What do you want?”
Her gaze jumps from my cock to my eyes, and she bites her lip again. She clutches the bedspread tightly in her little hands, and I groan at how she lies displayed for me like the most erotic feast before me.
“Stroke yourself,” her voice is hushed and hard to hear, but I heard every word. However, I'm not going easy on her.
“Excuse me. Please say that a little louder.”
She lets out a slow exhale, and she gulps before saying, “Stroke yourself.”
With pride, I smile. “Done.”
I wrap my cock in my fist and stroke myself the way I love to be touched, and my balls tighten at how invested she is as she watches me, studies me.
“I love a firmer grip, Love. And make sure to swirl the head. I love the stimulation there. Make sure to lick it and suck it. Fuck, I love the idea of you kissing it.” I tell her what I want so it might be easier for her to tell me.
Her breathing gets more erratic, and she clenches her thighs together .
“You need me, don't you, Love?” She whimpers, and I stroke myself faster. “What do you want?”
“Lick me.”
I smile wide. “Done.” That escalated faster than I thought, and I'm not disappointed. I release my cock and bend down and lick the top of her foot and ankle.
“What are you doing?”
I smirk and lift my brow. “I'm licking you.”
She huffs, shakes her head, and says, “Not there.”
I frown and pout. “Well, where? You need to be more specific.”
Brina opens and shuts her mouth several times and mumbles a few words, but it's not loud enough, so I continue to lick along her calf. With exasperation, she firmly states. “My pussy. Lick my pussy.”
“Oh, well, that's all you had to say, my Love. Done.”
I smile as I roam up her body, only to have my lust take over when I get a heady scent of her once again. Without preamble, I take the tip of my tongue and lick her from slit to clit with determination. The sexiest gasp combined with a moan I've ever heard comes from her mouth, and I'm a greedy bastard and want more.
I lick furiously, getting her as wet as possible and bringing her to an orgasm because I need her soaking before I push my way inside her. I swirl my tongue around her clit, and she sinks her fingers into my hair, pulling, and I growl against her clit, and she quakes beneath me.
With a finger, I swirl her opening, and Brina opens her legs wider, and I dip the tip of my finger inside while I suck on her clit. I do shallow thrusts and then push in enough to my first knuckle, then repeat the shallow thrusts as she's tight, and my cock is leaking heavily on the comforter as I might come just from tasting and teasing her alone.
The foreplay with her is meant to take forever. I want her truly ready, but I can't fathom lasting so long. I'm going to try.
A second finger slips inside, and I'm thrusting hard and fast and rolling my thumb over her clit as I use my other hand and tweak her peaked nipples.
“Axel, oh my, Axel. I'm… oh… I think I'm about to… Axel.”
“Come for me, Love. Come all over me. I need you ready for me. You want me inside you, don't you? You want me to fill you? Well, you need to come now to make that happen.”
The sweetest sound in the world shatters out of her lungs as she screams and comes all over my hands and tongue as I lap her up and continue to stroke her through her orgasm. I want her to know bliss and heaven and ensure she knows it's me providing it for her.
Brina
Axel's sweet kisses cover my body, helping to bring me back into it. I've never orgasmed so strongly before. I'm familiar with my toys, but it's completely different when a man gives them to you. No, not just any man when Axel is giving them to you.
“More,” I murmur.
“Hmmm. Sorry, Love, I didn't catch that.”
“More. I want more.”
Axel chuckles as he kisses my breast and sucks in a nipple. “Don't worry, Love, this is only the beginning. You just tell me what you want, and I'll get it done.”
When he had me tell him what I wanted, it shook me, and I was so uncomfortable, but as he completed each request, I got blinded by lust, and saying what I want is even hotter than I anticipated. Especially now because I feel his wet cock stroking along my thighs, and my center is pulsating with the need to be filled by him and only him.
The musk of his natural scent, along with a fresh soap scent and the burning heat of his body, has me wishing I had the energy to lick him from head to toe and to take his cock in my mouth, but my body screams to be filled finally. The rest of that will come later.
“Make love to me. I need you inside me now.” I stroke my fingers through his hair, and he lifts his head. His eyes are black now and no longer the sweet hazel.
“Done.” He covers my mouth with his. “Love, condom or no condom? I'm clean. I haven't been with a woman in a long ass time. But I want you comfortable.”
“Ummm…” I don't know what to say. I want to feel all of him, but I'm not on birth control and never had a reason to. “I'm not on birth control.”
Axel groans and thrusts his bulge against my thigh. “Fuck, the thought of you swollen with our child really does something for me.”
I chuckle. “Do you have a breeding kink?”
He lifts his brow and laughs. “Breeding kink?”
I blush. “It's a trope for the books I read.”
“No, I don't have a breeding kink. I have a let's get Brina knocked up so she's tied to me forever kink.”
I blush even more .
“Wait? What kind of books are you reading?”
A warmth flushes over my chest and up my face.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful.” Axel has an amazed look on his face as he takes me in.
I laugh. “You curse a lot.”
He shrugs. “Part of my charm, Love.” He drops his head and kisses me so profoundly that I begin rubbing against him and opening my legs wider so he fits better in the cradle of my hips, and I moan as his cock swipes along my clit.
Axel's breathing heavily and lifts his mouth only enough to speak. “Love, condom?”
I swallow and gaze into his eyes. Having a little him running around with his eyes gazing up at me makes my heart beat harder. I want it all to be with him, and I want it to start as soon as possible.
“No condom. I need all of you.”
Axel drops his head to kiss me as his hand slides down my body, making me shiver, and he grabs hold of himself and takes the tip of his cock and swirls it around my clit.
“Uhhh. Oh, that feels so good,” I moan.
“I've never gone without a condom before. I can't wait to be inside you.” Axel kisses everywhere his mouth can reach as he lines us up. “Love, stop me if it hurts too much. ”
I can't say anything and only nod as he slowly inserts the head, and I sigh and grip his back tightly at the pleasure he's creating within me. He stops, pulls back, and then pushes in further.
“Yes, more,” I say.
“Done,” Axel replies as he repeats the process and gets me used to his large size. I expected it to hurt more, but there's only a slight sting that's nothing.
Axel freezes when he comes across the barrier. “Ready, love?”
“Yes, take me.”
Axel lets out a breath and then plunges all the way inside of me as his balls hit against my ass cheeks. I suck in a deep breath and slam my eyes shut as I let the intrusion work through my body.
Axel rains kisses all over my cheeks, forehead, lips, eyes, and neck as his lower body stays firmly still so I can get accustomed to him inside of me.
“Are you okay?” He continues to kiss me.
I nod as I settle down and the stinging sensation is gone, and the urge to move is building so strongly that I can't help but lift my hips, making the both of us groan.
“Please move.”
“Done,” Axel says and slowly pulled out and thrust back in .
The friction feels good, but it's not enough.
“More, I need more.” I don't know what I'm asking for, but this hungry need for him, for pleasure, for everything has me on the urge of begging.
“Okay, Love. I got you.”
Axel pulls back, grabs my hips, and then begins thrusting faster and harder inside of me. I hang on to him tightly, enjoying the ride as I try to match his thrusts, but his athleticism does not match my inexperience.
“Is this okay for you?” I ask and kiss his neck.
He turns his head and takes over my mouth, and fucks me harder, and my eyes begin to roll back in my head.
“This is the best fucking feeling in the world, Love. Fuck you're so tight. The way you squeeze my cock… it's taking everything for me not to come inside of you right now, but you need to come first.”
His thrusts are more intense, sweat beads along our bodies, and knowing he's enjoying this as much as I am, I relax further into it all and enjoy our first time.
Axel's fingers work in between us, and he lifts up a little bit and he circles my clit, making everything even more intense.
“Axel,” I shout .
White hot heat coils from my center and spreads throughout my body before a pop of explosion expands until I convulse and quake with ecstasy.
I scream Axel's name again as he continues thrusting. He groans, and his breathing is heavy and erratic. Then he slams into me until he's as deep inside me as he can get, and I'm being pumped full of his hot release. Mini convulsions spread from me once more as another minor orgasm takes place.
“That's it, Love, take it. Take it all. Milk me dry. Tighten that pussy on my cock.”
My body shivers and quakes at the dirty talk coming out of his mouth. I love it, and I will have to ask him to talk more like it when he's at away games because now that I've been with him, I will miss him desperately.
“You like the dirty talk, huh?” Axel's kiss along my jaw.
My belly is still quivering as I slump onto the bed like a bowl of Jello and delight in the feel of Axel still inside me as he rests his forehead against mine. He bundles me in his arms and rolls over, keeping himself inside of me. I lay on top of him and we both sigh as he rubs my back.
“How do you know that?”
Axel's soft chuckle has both of us moaning as he slips out of me. “You get this look in your eyes, and your pussy clenched harder on my dick.”
Embarrassed, I bury my face into his. Now that we're not in the throes of passion, it's naughty.
Axel laughs harder. “Let’s rest. We'll discuss it further later. Maybe you can read me some of these books of yours.”
I sigh and snuggle closer into his arms. It's not going to happen, but I'm too spent to argue with him now.
“I love you, Axel.”
“Love you too. With everything in me.”
I'm out cold, feeling the most relaxed in my life.