Chapter 46
Camden
My head is spinning, my chest is tight, and my cock is throbbing so hard, it hurts.
I’ve never been happier than this moment right now as I watch Ellie fall apart underneath me.
Her eyes roll back, and she cries out, hollering my name as she writhes on the bed.
My dick and balls tighten. I’m so turned on, I’m on the verge of losing my mind.
But I hold off because I want to focus on her. This is her first time having sex, and I want it to be so fucking good for her.
I swallow hard, my gaze fixed on her as she starts to come down.
She stares up at me with that dazed, drunken look on her face. And then she smiles.
“That was so freaking good,” she murmurs.
My heart crashes through my chest. I’m grinning like an idiot as I kiss her neck and lips.
“You can be honest with me. I’m a big boy, I can take it,” I tease.
She smacks my shoulder, giggling. “No way could I lie right now. I don’t have the brain power to do anything but tell the truth. And the truth is that you’re incredible in bed, Camden.”
Pride swells in my chest. Yeah, it’s shallow as fuck that I like hearing how good I am in bed. But that’s the truth. Sue me.
My heart slingshots around my chest as I gaze down at Ellie. My wife.
I still can’t believe how it all worked out. I can’t believe that she feels the same way about me as I do about her. I can’t believe she wants to stay married and give a relationship between us a proper shot.
I can’t believe that my first relationship ever turned out this perfect.
Emotion surges up my chest.
“What?” A playful smile dances on her lips as she stares up at me.
I shake my head. “I just can’t believe you’re mine.”
She flashes the most beautiful smile, then reaches up and grabs my face before kissing me hard.
“I want you to come for me now,” she murmurs against my lips.
I groan against her mouth. Pleasure rockets through my cock, which is hard as steel from feeling her perfect pussy tighten around me and watching her come for me, twice.
Slowly, I thrust into her, then out.
“This isn’t going to take long,” I grit out, slightly embarrassed. “I’m already so turned on from watching my hot wife have two orgasms in a row.”
Her cheeks flush that beautiful shade of pink. I feel her tighten around me again.
“Come for me, Camden. Please.”
That sound of her sweet, pleading voice and the feel of her pussy clenching around me sends me over the edge.
I come with a roar. My whole body tenses as climax hits. Every inch of my skin is on fire. A million white explosions cloud my line of sight. My brain is cooked too. I can’t form a single coherent thought.
All I think, all I know, all I can taste and feel is Ellie.
I blink quickly, unable to see for a few seconds. When I finally get my vision back, my wife’s beautiful face is the first thing I see.
A warm, comforting feeling courses through me. It wraps all the way around my chest, settling somewhere deep.
I’ve had a lot of good sex before in my life. But I never knew sex could feel like this.
This all-consuming, overwhelming feeling that’s comforting at the same time. I feel shattered and whole all at once.
Ellie leans up and kisses me. An emotion I’ve never felt before bubbles up inside of me.
She gazes up at me. “Are you okay?”
I nod and lean back, remove the condom, and toss it into the nearby trash can.
I lie down next to her, hugging her against me. “I’m perfect. How are you?”
“Really good.”
“Are you sore?”
“A little.”
Worry zooms through me. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I hurt her.
She just smiles and cups my cheek with her hand. “It’s a good sore. I like it,” she says, like she can read my mind.
I kiss her, that dizzy feeling swooping through me once more.
We lie there, cuddled together, my heart thrumming in my chest. My whole body vibrates with joy. I want to remember this moment forever, cuddling my wife, feeling happier than I’ve ever felt in my entire life.
I’m aching, restless with the need to be with Ellie forever.
And then it finally hits me.
I know what this feeling is.