Chapter 12 #2
"Mathilde wishes to speak to you about your progress with the demon," she says. Her eyes flicker to Malik behind Newt. "Both of you."
Newt shrinks. It's a physical thing, a contraction, his shoulders pulling in and his spine curving and his body making itself smaller in the doorway, and the bond between them flares with something that cuts through the blankness, something old and deep and conditioned.
Fear. Not of the witch. Of what's behind the witch.
Of the name she carries and the power it represents and the lifetime of being diminished that it invokes.
"We're not ready yet," Newt says. His voice is steady but his posture is not.
"It's not a request," the witch says. She delivers this with the practiced indifference of someone who has been carrying Mathilde's summons for long enough that the cruelty of them no longer registers, and then she turns and walks away down the street without waiting for a response.
The door is still open. Newt stands in it, motionless, looking at the place where the witch had been. His hands are at his sides and his fingers are curled into loose fists and his breathing is controlled in the way that says he is actively, deliberately controlling it.
Malik crosses the room. He stops beside Newt, close enough that their arms almost touch, and looks down at the top of his head, at the red hair and the tight set of his jaw and the careful steadiness of his breathing.
"Don't worry, I'll be right beside you," Malik says.
Newt glances up at him. For one unguarded moment, the blankness in the bond cracks and something comes through, something raw and grateful and afraid, and then Newt's walls are back up and he nods and says, "Okay."
They get prepared. Newt changes into something that is not pajamas.
He ties his hair back tighter than usual, a small, unconscious act of armor.
He puts on his cloak. Malik puts on his coat.
They walk to the estate in silence, side by side, not touching, and the distance between them is two feet wide and a hundred years deep.
The Hargrove estate is old stone and dark wood and the particular kind of silence that comes from a place where people have been afraid for a very long time.
Malik has been here before, of course, many times, during the years when Mathilde held his contract.
He knows the corridors and the stairs and the study where Mathilde conducts her business, and he knows the way the air changes as they approach it, the way it thickens with blood magic and age and the cold, patient intelligence of a woman who has been alive for over a century through sheer force of will and a demon's stolen energy.
They are led to the study. The door opens. Mathilde is inside.
She looks the same. She always looks the same.
Withered and sharp and sustained by magic that should not be sustaining her, her eyes bright in a face that is a map of wrinkles, her posture erect in a chair that might as well be a throne.
She looks at them as they enter and her mouth curves into something that is technically a smile and is functionally a blade.
"Malik," she says, warmly. The warmth of a woman greeting an old tool she's missed using. "How lovely to see you. Come in."
Then she looks at Newt.
"Lily," she says. "Close the door behind you."
Newt flinches.
Malik's teeth clench. His jaw locks. He can feel the muscles in his face tightening and he does not smooth them because there is no version of his professional composure that can accommodate this.
He has known Mathilde for decades. He has served her.
He has tolerated her coldness and her calculations and her willingness to use people as instruments.
But this is different. This is not coldness.
This is a weapon, aimed at the most vulnerable part of the most vulnerable person in this room, and Mathilde is wielding it with the comfort of long practice.
Newt doesn't correct her. Malik notices this.
Newt, who argues with bookshelves and pokes demons in the chest and fills every silence with his voice, does not correct Mathilde when she calls him by the wrong name.
He absorbs it. He takes it in and swallows it and stands a little smaller and says nothing, and the nothing is louder than anything Newt has ever said in Malik's presence.
"Show me then," Mathilde says. She gestures to the center of the study. "Demonstrate the progress you've made since I gave you Malik."
Newt steps forward. Malik moves behind him, puts his hand on Newt's shoulder.
Newt doesn't lean in. Doesn't relax. The bond is a wall of blankness and Newt's body is rigid and his jaw is set and Malik can feel the magic building in him, unsteady, fractured, colored by the flinch and the name and the pronoun and the small, measured cruelties of a woman who knows exactly where to press.
Newt gives it his all.
The spell detonates. Not outward, not the way the sessions at home go wrong.
It detonates inward, a collapse, the magic folding in on itself and then spraying out in a burst of undirected energy that blows out every lamp in Mathilde's study.
The room goes dark. Then the lamps flicker back on, re-lit by Mathilde's own power, a casual demonstration of the control that Newt does not have, and Mathilde's expression has not changed.
"I see," she says.
She uses her own magic to undo the damage.
A wave of her hand, effortless, the kind of precision that comes from a century of practice, and the lamps steady and the scattered papers settle and the room rights itself.
She does it without looking at Newt. She does it the way one cleans up after a child's mess, without comment, without acknowledgment, without the faintest suggestion that the mess was anything other than expected.
"I can see," Mathilde says, folding her hands in her lap, "that this has been a waste of time."
Newt doesn't react. He stands in the center of the study with Malik's hand on his shoulder and his body rigid and his face empty and he doesn't react, and the absence of reaction is its own kind of devastation, the practiced blankness of someone who has been told they are a waste so many times the words no longer cut.
They just land, and settle, and join the weight he's already carrying.
"I see no progress from the last time we met," Mathilde continues. "None whatsoever. The experiment has failed."
She pauses. The pause is theatrical. Calculated. Mathilde does not pause accidentally.
"You will make preparations to meet on the next half moon," she says. "We will void the contract. I will take back the incubus' binding and relieve you of your familiar."
Malik goes still.
The words arrive and he hears them and processes them and the stillness that takes hold of his body is not calm.
It is the stillness of a mechanism seizing, of every moving part locking into place simultaneously.
Void the contract. Take him back. Relieve Newt of his familiar.
The words mean something very specific and Malik understands them with the precision of a creature who has spent centuries navigating contracts, and what they mean is this: Mathilde is going to pull him out of Newt's life and put him back in hers.
"What?" Newt says.
His voice is small. Smaller than Malik has ever heard it. A word stripped down to nothing, to breath and vibration and disbelief.
"Did I stutter?" Mathilde's eyes are bright and cold.
"We will void the contract. I will take back the incubus' contract and relieve you of your binding.
" She turns back to her work, to the papers on her desk, dismissing them.
Dismissing Newt. The way she has been dismissing Newt for twenty years, turning away from him as though he is a thing that has served its purpose and can now be set aside.
Newt stands there.
He stands in the center of Mathilde's study with Malik's hand on his shoulder and he does not move.
His face is empty. His body is still. The bond between them is screaming with something that Newt cannot contain behind his wall, something huge and dark and terrified, and it pours through the cracks in the blankness and floods Malik's chest and it tastes of iron and ash and the particular, specific despair of someone who has just been told that the one good thing in their life is about to be taken away.
Malik takes his arm.
Gently. Carefully. His hand wraps around Newt's elbow and applies the slightest pressure, a suggestion rather than a command, and Newt lets himself be turned.
Lets himself be guided. Malik walks him out of the study, through the corridor, past the coven members who press themselves against the walls to let them pass, out through the heavy front door and into the grey afternoon light.
They walk back to the townhouse in silence.
Newt does not speak. He does not cry. He does not collapse.
He walks beside Malik with his arms at his sides and his face forward and the bond between them is a roar of barely contained anguish that Malik can feel in his teeth, and Malik walks beside him and holds his arm and says nothing because there is nothing to say.
He is going to lose him.
The thought arrives whole and terrible and Malik lets it in because he is done pretending.
He is done constructing walls and maintaining distance and telling himself that what happens to Newt is a contractual concern and not a personal one.
Mathilde is going to take him back. She is going to void the contract and reclaim him and put him back in her cabinet of tools and Newt is going to be alone again, untrained, unprotected, with no one's hands on his shoulders and no one saying good and no voice in his ear telling him I know you can do this.
Malik holds Newt's arm and walks him home and doesn't let go until they're inside, and when Newt sits on the sofa and stares at nothing, Malik sits in the armchair across from him and stares at nothing too, and the townhouse is very quiet around them, and the ward Newt cast hums in the walls, still perfect, still unbroken, still holding everything together except the two people inside it.