Chapter Sixty-three — Trinity
CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
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TRINITY
Ipulled my head up from beneath a blanket and looked around in the darkness.
I had literally no idea what time it was.
Only that it was dark and quiet in the nest. Brooks woke me up at some point to feed me, and I obediently ate while he checked my blood sugar.
He did it perfectly. It was still high, but not at the point where I needed more insulin than the hospital had already given me.
As soon as I’d finished I’d slept again, and now…
The heat felt like a fire that had died down to coals and was growing now that there was more fuel.
The only light in the nest came from my little leaf-lights. Just enough of a glow to see the hulking lumps of my Alphas sleeping in different places. My head was close to someone—one inhale told me it was Aiden. Rich chocolate and cherry that made my mouth water.
I hadn’t tasted him yet.
And, as my friends would say, that was a fixable problem.
Slowly, I dragged myself over the cushions to where he was, covered in a smaller, lighter blanket. I shimmied underneath it just like I had at the hotel, but this time I had different plans.
Aiden’s cock hardened when I touched it, and I didn’t hesitate, taking him between my lips. I smothered my moan at how good he tasted. No one’s skin should have the flavor of fucking candy, and maybe it was my heat brain, but I swore his scent had migrated to his skin.
His shaft hardened between my lips, forcing me to lift my head further and work a little harder. He stirred. “Violet?” A lower sound that made me wet. Slick covered my thighs, my body’s way of begging them to fuck me. But my body had to wait right now. Because conscious me was enjoying a lollipop.
A large hand palmed the back of my head, putting a little more pressure. “Slower,” he whispered. “If you’re going to suck my cock, worship it.”
Fuck.
I followed his order, slowing my mouth down and using my tongue.
Savoring the slide of him in my mouth and simply enjoying the feeling of bringing him pleasure.
Any time other than my heat I could stay here, descend into subspace, and let time pass.
Right now my body was clamoring for a knot in a way that couldn’t be denied.
Aiden heard my whimper of need and took control.
He gripped my hair and used my mouth, still slow, but showing me exactly the pace and movements he liked.
I felt his pleasure through our bond and how it grew.
It tangled with my own arousal to amplify it until I was rubbing my thighs together in desperation.
“Almost there,” he gritted out the words, and just as he tipped over the edge, spilling onto my tongue, he yanked me off his cock and upward, already coming as he slammed into me so I could have the best of both worlds. Tasting him and feeling his knot.
He pulled my leg over his, rearranging us beneath that blanket so our sweat didn’t make us cold. “That was a very nice way to wake up.”
“Hadn’t tasted you.”
His kiss was a one-sided war, plundering my mouth and his own flavor. Dominating and soothing all at once. Fingers slipped behind my neck, thumb brushing along my jaw. “I could train you to come from being throat fucked.”
Considering how close I just came to it, that sounded incredible. To receive that kind of pleasure from giving it? From being used for theirs? Dream come true. “How?”
“Exactly the same way as before. I’ll make you orgasm until you can’t see straight, but every time you do, you’d have a cock balls deep in your throat.
Whether it’s me, a dildo, or one of your other Alphas.
Eventually, your body will correlate the two sensations.
Then you start lessening the stimulation and letting your mind take over until you’re shaking the minute we take your throat. ”
The images in my head dragged need through me like claws, forcing my body into one of those uncontrollable stretches. Where you needed to move, but your body took over and moved it for you.
Aiden pulled me in and kissed my neck. “You like that.”
I breathed him in, feeling how large he was in comparison to me, how he held me, and how I felt safe. “Will you wear the gloves?”
Wicked delight poured through our bond. “Absolutely.” Hot, panting breaths against my skin as he still caught his breath. “Maybe I’ll teach them all exactly how I make you scream, and we’ll all wear gloves.”
It took me a couple of tries to get the words out because I was hot and flustered and still full of his cock while desperately turned on. “You can’t just say things like that.”
“On the contrary, now that I can feel the way every word makes you feel, I will be saying things like that more often.”
I was going to spontaneously combust. And the others were somehow still asleep. Forcing the heat down, I focused on the question that had been in my brain since the hospital. “Can I ask you about something they said? While you guys were with the police?”
He brushed a kiss over my lips. “I think I know what the question is going to be, but yes.”
“You said that your family is in an organization?”
“They’re part of a business empire that has branches in almost every field, spans multiple countries, and has a very far reach.”
I raised an eyebrow. “A business empire.”
In the dim light, I saw him grin. “A completely legitimate business empire, yes.”
“But, let me guess, if you told me any more you’d have to kill me?”
“No, I wouldn’t have to kill you. However, there’s a reason I’m not in that world anymore.
I still do work for them, which is why they let me go without a fight.
It’s a double-edged sword. I’m grateful for the skills I learned growing up inside that environment because they helped me save your life.
I also don’t want you or our pack anywhere near it. ”
“Our pack,” I smiled. “I love that. And I love you. I never said it back.”
Aiden found my hand—still wrapped in his leather cuff—and pulled it to his chest. “I feel it. And as far as our pack, now you’re a breaker too.”
“How?”
“You broke the story.”
I laughed so loud I had to cover my mouth. Breaking records, breaking code, breaking bones, breaking stories. There wasn’t a more fitting name.
The knot inside me shrank and my heat came racing to the surface. Exploded. Desire so sharp it cut and made it hard to breathe. All my words evaporated. “Knot. Knot. Knot.”
Aiden lifted my chin and searched my face in the dimness. “You’re going to be an object for a while,” he said softly, and I was already nodding, as if I had any say in the matter. “A thing for us to pleasure and use. You’ll get your knots and much more.”
I loved that he didn’t check on me to make sure I was okay. We knew our rules and I knew my safe words. That was the end of it. And beyond that, we could feel each other now. If I panicked they would know.
“Hmm, how to tie up my pretty doll so all her holes are usable? Let me think.”
“I’ll keep her warm for you while you think,” Logan said. He grabbed my leg and tugged me across the nest. “Sit on my face.”
“I—are you sure?”
Our bond strengthened and hardened. Unyielding. Logan smirked. “Don’t make me ask again unless you’d like to revisit the night from Element?”
Where he’d spanked me. The thought wasn’t entirely unappealing. But I moved over him only for him to pull my hips down over his mouth so he could devour my pussy.
I’d never felt it like this. Feeling him draw pleasure from pleasuring me made it a cycle echoing back and forth and only growing larger. At the same time, that sensation that set me on fire. Logan wasn’t doing it for me. He was doing it for him, and my pleasure was a side effect.
“Arms at your sides, violet.”
Aiden didn’t reprimand me when I couldn’t obey fast enough. I was a bit distracted with Logan’s tongue stroking over my clit like it was his full-time job.
He wrapped something around me. Maybe rubber? A thin, black belt of it around my arms and above my breasts, tight enough to be snug and not hurt. It felt good. Like a firm hug. Or like the way Isolde described being tied up by Cade.
Another one at my elbows, and yet another at my wrists after he removed the cuffs. And the entire time I was hovering on the edge of orgasm, panting, knowing that I was about to collapse into a mess of nothing, pleading for a knot.
Right there. Right there. My voice matched every stroke of his tongue, filling the nest with my needy cries that turned into “Noooo,” when Logan lifted me off him.
“She’s ready.”
“What? You were just teasing me?”
Logan helped Aiden lift me and move me, sliding me down onto Brooks’s waiting cock. Bliss cracked through me. The sensation was almost immediate and still not quite enough. “I was tasting my Omega because I felt like it. And I was warming you up. We won’t need a gift basket this time.”
“What?”
A new set of hands gripped my hips from behind. “I had plans for you in the arena if I hadn’t gone into rut,” Bastian said. A hand on my back, palm pressing on his bite, pushed me down onto his brother’s chest.
Cool, silky liquid splashed on my ass and spread. “We were going to fuck you at the same time,” Brooks framed my face with his hands. “Now we’re going to do exactly that.”
“I—” I didn’t have enough breath to speak. “I’ve never done that before.”
“Good,” Bastian growled the word.
The way I was bound, I really was a doll for them. They could move me and fuck me any way they liked. Especially after today, I didn’t want to have to think. I didn’t want to decide anything. I wanted to exist under their control and protection.
Bastian smoothed his thumb over his bite, the connection making my eyes flutter closed. Holy fuck. If this was what Isolde and Ocean dealt with all the time when it came to their packs, I understood now. It was overwhelming, all-encompassing, and I never wanted it to stop.
“Relax,” he ordered. I did the best I could.